just kidding im crying a lot

IM MEGA SHOOKETH LIKE? I DONT WANNA BE THAT THEATRE KID™ (which is kind of rhetorical bc i dont even do theatre) BUT MICHAEL IN THE BATHROOM IS SUCH? A FANTASTIC SONG? THE COMPOSURE OF PIANO AND THE WAY IT RISES AND FALLS LIKE AN ACTUAL PANIC ATTACK (finally feeling like you’re ready to go back out and getting another wave of emotion and crying harder) AND THE PERFORMANCE OF GEORGE SALAZAR IS PHENOMENAL? THE EMOTION IN HIS VOICE AND THE WAY HE PORTRAYS HIS CHARACTER IS JUST. OOOOOOOOOOOOO DAMN

anonymous asked:

Hey I asked for fic recs early and you said to be more specific. So Darry or Wolfstar recs. any kind that has either

of course i’m gonna go with remus/sirius bc well im remussirius trash extraordinaire also i don’t trust my taste in drarry bc i havent read drarry fics in years lbr. im sorry this took so long. i kept saving this in my drafts to add more and more each time i open it bc im trash and it took all the self control to just stop and publish it so here ya go 50 remus/sirius fics 

bold - fandom classics
italicized - since these come from these different sites with different ratings, i’ll just italicize all the ones rated mature, explicit, or nc-17 

  1. people have told me i’m the worst remus/sirius shipper bc i haven’t read this classic so imma just leave it here on the off chance you haven’t either idk the word count or how to rate this whoops
  2. lots of fumbling and sirius thinking remus is perfect and kissing scars and staying in bed and i am exhausted with these two im gonna cry (2.4k+ words)
  3. sirius is teddy’s preschool teacher and remus becomes a whole lot more motivated to bring his kid to school (it’s an au where teddy and harry are the same age)  (13.5k+)
  4. boarding school in the 70s au (tw: vivid mentions of rape) (36k+)
  5. first war and lie low at lupin’s era wherein they never said i love you (6.5k+)
  6. all rec lists need a coffee shop au (5k+)
  7. ballet au gosh i am soooo (8.2k+) 
  8. artist/model au. one of my favorites it ruined me i am ruined (55.5k+)
  9. very angsty holiday au (12k+)
  10. truth or dare game that spun out of control (hogwarts era) and the sequel (alternates between first war and book era) idk the word count bc they have to be downloaded now bc they were taken down and the second has lotsa remadora but it’s good remadora and honestly these are must reads
  11. au where remus and sirius took harry and went into hiding after james and lily got killed. just fuck me up. (2.3k+)
  12. muggle au and sirius is engaged and he meets remus and there’s lotsa angst and me crying tbh (10.5k+)
  13. hogwarts era and sirius and remus are angst machines who keep fighting/bickering as as alternative to admitting they wanna fall in love and fuck and grow old together tbh (4.6k+)
  14. photographer sirius and jazz musician remus it’s so beautiful (13k+)
  15. my favorite uni au tbh (105k+)
  16. post azkaban era i am so wrecked (10.4k+)
  17. i live for depressing, first war, suspecting-the-other-is-a-traitor fics (4k+)
  18. the usual ‘it was just supposed to be sex’ kind of thing that starts firewhiskey. of course. (the word count isn’t stated but it’s very long. like 24 chapters)
  19. remus being a smug know it all bc he’s an expert on sirius (1.2k+)
  20. get together fic after james and lily’s wedding (10.9k+)
  21. remus and sirius through Mr. Lupin’s eyes (2k+)
  22. sirius whining in his diary about remus ffs what a nerd (1.4k+)
  23. remus attempting to visit sirius in azkaban i died (2k+)
  24. they meet at a nightclub and do the sex and that’s the end of that (it’s totally not) (also auror sirius and tutor remus) (31.2k+)
  25. sirius and remus throughout the years (602)
  26. hogwarts era smut but also lots of cuddling and warmth and trying not to fall in love gOD THIS IS THE DEATH OF ME (1.3k+)
  27. rockstar/journalist au i love journalist remus so much  (36.2k+)
  28. another rockstar/journalist au bECAUSE HAVE I MENTIONED HOW MUCH I LOVE JOURNALIST REMUS? (98.4k+)
  29. mistletoe fic it’s so adorable im a mess (3.4k+)
  30. sirius teaching remus how to dance aka kill me (1.6k+)
  31. this is about remussirius and jily. the first and last kisses of both couples. this fucked me up tbh but the jily ones are sadder (2.6k+)
  32. muggle au they meet on the train (6k+)
  33. in which they are platonic. i swear. 100% bros watching porn. (5.4k+)
  34. office au (11.6k+)
  35. uni au with footballer sirius and photographer remus (2.9k+)
  36. ok i haven’t read this in three years and 14 year old me might have had horrible taste but from what i remember, this is the first fic that ruined me ever. half porn and half super heavy stuff that will leave you sobbing and aching. occasional fluff i guess. hogwarts era (122k)
  37. all i remember about this is that it’s amazing and james pov i love it
  38. i’ll say it again: i live for depressing, first war, suspecting-the-other-is-a-traitor fics BUT this one is my favorite and i’ve read it so many times (4k+)
  39. the marauders sharing a flat. it’s amazing, really 
  40. first war remus and sirius who have been broken up for a year (22.3k+)
  41. neighbor au (6.2k+)
  42. nerds freaking out about having to share a bed (3k)
  43. first war angst and smut (6.2k+)
  44. awkward sexual tension hogwarts era (13.k+)
  45. ootp era. bathtub sex and them being all disgustingly in love i’m a wreck (2.6k+)
  46. hogwarts era and literally nothing but sirius pining so hard and lotsa porn what’s not to love
  47. IT’S SO FLUFFY im gonna cry bye (5k+)
  48. sirius is a party planner for a bachelorette party and catches the eye of the stripper okAY THIS SOUNDS LIKE IT’S ALL PORN BUT IT’S HEAVY STUFF AND THE TEDDY LUPIN FEELINGS i hate everything (34.9k+)
  49. another angsty first war fic (10k+)
  50. my absolute favorite fic of all time. nothing can compare (92.8k+ so far. it’s a WIP)

thank you to everyone who helped with with my script for coming out. i rehearsed a bunch of shit but i ended with winging it and crying a lot and my mom just said she kinda already knew and as long as my future girlfriend isnt a serial killer she’s happy. then we went to dinner. everythingwentbetterthanexpected.png

dating nct ten!1!!!1!11!

• “babBBbBBYYyyYYy”
• “i love you too babe”
• “im…i can’t say your name babe, im just gonna call you ten”
• lots of skinship!!!!!!
• butt slaps ugh
• “ur so hot”
• “im hotter than TEN thousand degrees. ha, baby, get it, ha”
• he loves you, everything about you is so cute and loveable and sexy to him.
• lots of nose touching
• god his nose is perfect
• “god, ur nose is perfect”
• lots of cute little gestures that make you want to cry.
• dance breaks!!!!!
• “smack it smack it smack it in the rear”
• “UR SO HOT”
• “I LOVE U.”
• johnny messes w ten a lot and you’re just like “nooooo johnny don’t mess w my babyyyyy”
• “lol jk i agree.”
• “NO IM JUST KIDDING TEN, DONT CRY. I LOVE YOU”
• “ill protect you baby!!!!!”
• “ten, ten, ten stop you- you cried bc i went to the bathroom and left you alone for 2 minutes.”
• “iT. Was. DARK OUT. THE TREE LOOKED LIKE A PERSON.”
• o yeah he calls you babe and baby a lot.
• he once made you cry bc ten isn’t good at memorizing things other than really, really important things and dance moves.
• so here’s what happened:
• ten got a new phone
• all contacts lost bc that’s how sm rolls w the phone shit
• you texted him not knowing
• “hey”
• “who dis”
• “??? excuse me”
• “knew phone who dis” ten, used the wrong new.
• “you didn’t memorize my number?”
• “WHO IS THIS.”
• “ten who do you think it is.”
• “IM CALLING”
• you pick up the phone and start crying bc :“( and ten freaks out and he’s like “o nOBABY. BABY N O BABE.”
• it took him all night, but he memorized your number
• and you cried again bc “oh my god please don’t do this for me, i overreacted, you must bc super tired pls get sleep babe”
• but he insisted and was super proud and couldn’t stop smiling after he got it down
• LOTS OF CUDDLES
• tens tiny, so you two are tiny together and you two just hug in whatever position is the most comfortable
• when you’re sad, tens like “ :”“((((( let me give you a hug, you precious baby”
• ten kissed you on your forehead and nose a lot and you’re like “stop it” but you love it
• ten really doesn’t get jealous it’s like “i grabbed a cup of coffee with my ex boyfriend today”
• “that’s nice, what’d you guys talk about? did you have a nice time? it’s cool you two are still cool.” but unlike most boyfriends he’s genuinely curious about what you did and whether or not you had fun
• he trusts you that much
• you know what rhymes with trust
• thrust
• his hip thrusts send you to the heavens above
• sexy time w ten is so unexpected bc he’s normally so happy and he’s a baby who wants all of your attention
• then he turns serious and then he just crashes his lips on yours and you melt like butter.
• his dance performances bring tears to your eyes bc my god- do i need to explain
• you tease him a lot bc he’s on hit the stage
• “DID YOU SAY HI TO TAEMIN TODAY.”
• and you also tease him for the ghost prank thing on hit the stage. ten can’t stand that.
• “//sends the video clip of him screaming//”
• “stoOooOOOP”
• “it’s cute”
• but you compliment him a lot bc gosh he did well
• “IT WAS LIKE- LIKE YOU WERE REALLY POSSESSED.”
• “thank u, thank u”
• ~(^u^)~
• he sends a lot of emojis
• lots of hearts
• “why do you call johnny a fatass”
• “cause HE A FATASS.”
• “who’s your favorite person in the whole wide world, ten”
• “my MOM, then my DAD, then you”
• “….at least you’re honest”
• SUCH GREAT COUPLE SELFIES
• “I LIKE THIS PICTURE. AND THIS ONE TOO. GOD TEN YOU’RE SO PHOTOGENIC. I LOVE THIS PICTURE TOO. OH GO D !1!?!1!!”
• you guys have one official, couple t shirt
• you guys wear it all the time to the point where everyone in the group gasps and takes pictures when you two wear something different
• you and ten never fight
• but you do argue about who’s hotter
• jaemin cannot deal with it.
• “you’re so fucking hot, babe.”
• “mhm, well, you’re hotter okay?”
• “let’s settle this in the bedro-”
• “PLEASE DON’T DO THIS AGAIN. IT’S DISGUSTING.” -everyone. esp jaemin and donghyuck.
• “go on. do it. ill hurt you if you continue. but do it. i dare you.” - johnny and taeyong and hansol.
• “IF Y'ALL DONT SHUT UP RIGHT NOW I’LL KILL YOU TWO FIRST, THEN KILL MYSELF NEXT” - doyoung, yuta
• “hehe they’re talking about dirty things” - jaehyun, kun, taeil
• “lol what” - winwin, jeno, mark, jisung
• ten loves feeding you
• he’s just like “here babe eat!!!!!”
• and you just, eat, and then give him a small kiss on the cheek on on the tip of his nose and everyone’s like “aw y'all cute, but fuck off w that.”
• “ill teach you how to dance”
• you send him his predebut pics all the time
• and his response is either “who’s this hot piece of ass” or “ew what the-”
• he loves to rest his head on your shoulder, vise versa
• he likes to touch you and like, pinch you like, he just likes touching you, a lil too much.
• asks you a lot of weird questions “what if i got eaten by alligators and got shit out whole and managed to survive, what would you do? would you ever kiss me again.”
• “????????”
• snapchats you derps and then sends “i feel betrayed and attacked” when you take a screenshot.
• you’re on his snapchat story so, much. you’re basically the only thing on his snapchat stories. it’s intense.
• he pouts a little when you don’t do things his way
• he pouts a lot when you watch other dancers dancing and you’re like “uGH hot”
• “THE OTHER GUYS IN SIX PACK ARE REALLY GOOD, TEN.”
• “you know im-”
• “ROCKY HAS ABS TOO? AND HES ONLY SIXTEEN? WHAT-”
• “I HAVE ABS TOO”
• “okok you attention wanting baby, you’re the hottest”
• “thank u babe”
• you tell him to dance to new kpop songs lot
• “do a freestyle to exo’s monster”
• “¡¡¡¡¿¡¿¡¿¿¿¿”
• y'all say “i love you, babe” more times than you breathe.
• when he smiles, you smile
• when he touches you or rests his hands on your shoulder or something, you get butterflies in your stomach and you’re like “ten ugh-”
• “what”
• “I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.”
• “me too, i love you too- are u ok”
• “just peachy.”
• you touch ten’s face a lot just, poking it and stuff
• he’s so good looking
• he smiles when you poke his cheeks or something and he’s just like “i feel like play dough”
• “me or johnny”
• “you forevER.”
• his lips are really soft and they’re super sweet
• he secretly eats candy or a mint or something, anything sweet before he kisses you so you taste his lips and kiss him longer
• tens pretty smart.
• ^ all in the wrong subjects tho
• ten plays with your hair a lot and tries to make you look pretty but it only results in your hair somehow getting messed up
• he once tried to do your make up
• “never again.”
• “agreed”

WELL THIS WAS TEN. I’M JUST KINDA, DOING THESE ONE MEMBER AT A TIME AND THEY’RE NOT IN ORDER (OBVIOUSLY. BUT IM SORRY. I’M TOO LAZY TO PUT THEM IN ORDER)

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toukakentg  asked:

I absolutely love you drawing style! Thank you for blessing us with your Touken drawings!💜 May the Touken god, Ishida Sui, also be with you.😀☺️

AAAAAAAAAHHH *cries*
Thank you so soS o S O S OM U CH TT v TT
I have so many touken ideas planned in my head, so many things i want to share and people like you are the ones that gives me inspiration/motivation
Really. It means so much. My day is complete now 😭😭😭❤️

every episode of keeping up with the kardashians since like 2013
  • khloe: my mom has been such an asshole to me lately
  • *cut to their obnoxious kitchen*
  • kris: *walks in with that raised eyebrow pursed lip kris jenner face*
  • kourtney: iiiiiveeeee beeen senssssiiiing......a loooooooooootttt of tensiooooonnnnnnn......it's really not good for me.......especiallyyyyyyyy....with scottt.........i'm going through a lottttt right now.....and i feeeeel....like no one....has been sensitive...to thaaaaaaaat.....
  • kris: *looking at khloe from across the granite countertop* khloe you've barely touched your quinoa
  • khloe: WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU ALWAYS TRYING TO PUT PRESSURE ON ME YOU FUCKING VILE BITCH? YOU'RE JUST TRYING TO REPLACE ME WITH YOUR TWO YOUNGER KIDS!
  • kourtney: You know what? i cant fucking handle this anymore im under too much stress *storms out*
  • kim: *starts crying*
  • kendall: mom has been under a lot of pressure lately because im modeling now, but i think she needs to understand that im growing up and i have to find my own path
  • kylie: has anyone seen my iPad
  • kim: we have our disagreements, but at the end of the day, we're all a family

i wanna make an appreciation post for youtuber EphemeralRift but i dont even know where to begin

amandalrke  asked:

Hello, I just wanted to ask if you have some things you absolutely always connect to Tony Stark? For example, because of iron man 1, a lot of people connect blueberries with Tony, and I just love things like that. Do you have any? :)

  • color schemes - red/gold & black/gold (bumblebee armor)
  • guys who love kids and are great with them… i think of tony…
  • crying & dying on the inside but also trying ur best
  • self loathing
  • (im sorry that got too real)
  • roller skates
  • medieval knight/Arthurian legends aesthetic
  • space/star trek
  • Being A Great Dad (Figure)™ 
  • Steve Rogers aka Captain America
  • bubble butt (thanks rdj)
  • generosity, ride or die friendship 
  • cheese (thanks Avac tony)
  • giant salad fork (thanks Avengers assemble tony)
  • Caring deeply for kids & the future
  • feeling “tougher than jay z and prettier than beyonce” (thanks ults tony)
  • not being A Hetero
  • engine grease n sweatpants
  • being smart & being a smartass
  • being married to captain america & stopping civil war (thanks 3490)
  • idk literally everything
  • (im sorry)
  • (this is not the list u r looking for)

pachihiro  asked:

callout post for boo hes so fucking handsome he made me cry of happines

callout post for hiro;

ive known you for 7 years of my life, and times were hard on us a lot, we were barely kids when we first met, but im glad we met then; im glad with how long we’ve come, you made each day more liveable, more than just something filled with work and medication, more than anything i could have actually asked for and deserved
and you still do it to this very day, and soon, we’ll be able to celebrate out 8th anniversary of knowing each other, and maybe one day, ill get to marry my best friend
and i will be the happiest guy there ever was to live
Hiro’s the best

anonymous asked:

Wrmm...I have been wanting to tell you this for a long time and, Emma you are my top inspiration?? Like no KiDding you have great art, animations, style, and characters! You just ahh are so amazing and I can't wait to see who you would be in the future!

AAAA heckin!! messages like these are what keep me going ghfghdfjkl omg

 thnAK u so much!!! whhaaaaa it means a lot to me!!! <:’’0cccc <333

Hello, Operator?

a lot of people have been asking for a part two to my operator fic so i’ve gone ahead and i’ve written just that! im glad that you guys like that fic so much that you requested a part two! (its 2.6k words btw)

i apologize if there are any spelling/grammar mistakes i finished this at 10:55 pm and i’m sleepy and almost delusional! i still cant end smut fics right goddamn i need help on that…. (this is also very nsfw so i suggest you read this alone under ur duvet or something)

also, i’m slowly creeping up on 1k followers and i’m very excited/nervous/scared but thanks everyone who have stayed from the beginning to see my blog grow and grow! thank you all so much and i love you all very much!

[Contains: very very very dirty talk (you guys asked for it to be kinky so i tried my best), v light bdsm (only hands being tied up), a fuck ton of name calling (like a lot im not even kidding rn), just rough and kinky sex, begging/crying (dan begs so hard he cries), phil calls dan a bitch wowie!!!!]

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You can tell a lot about a person by the type of music they listen to. Put your music on shuffle and list the first 10 songs, then tag 10 people. No skipping!~ 

Was tagged by @namjoonsknees 😘 i should be asleep rn lmao ANYway

  1. Howl- Florence + The Machine
  2. Partie Traumatic- Black Kids
  3. Blue Ridge Mountains- Fleet Foxes
  4. All I Wanna Do- Jay Park
  5. 午夜の待ち合わせ - Hello Sleepwalkers
  6. Stigma- BTS
  7. Dead Leaves- BTS
  8. Promiscuous- Nelly Furtado
  9. Don’t Cry Out- Shiny Toy Guns
  10. Sweater Weather- The Neighbourhood

im just gonna tag @lotharino @theketchupfairy @dayeti @cityofglitches and whoever else wanna lmao

anonymous asked:

Hey what moment you think is the saddest in Naruto??? I mean I just watched asumas death and cried like a lil baby... although when Minato and kushina died I sobbed lol I am def a crybaby

this is a hard question to answer bc i think it has a lot to do w character bias.. but tbh im gnna go w like any given moment in valley of the end 1. like theres just so much pain between these two kids. oh my god. i think second place for Me would be sasuke crying on the beach after learning The Truth

anonymous asked:

My crush that dated me for less than 20 hours just blocked my number, unadded me on sc, and I sent her a dm about it cuz im a lil confused. she blames it on her friends that don't like me cuz I spam her snap (I just have a lot to say) and now she's probably showing all her friends how weird this little kid is and how desperate she is. I need to cry. I want a hug. My mom says I should just move on but I need a hug and cuddles and I'm crying again shit. I love you new mom

Moving on is a pain in the ass because emotions are difficult. But also, that person is a complete dick, like what even? Who even does that? The best thing I can think of for heart break is distraction, so maybe watch a bunch of shows, volunteer at animal shelters, etc. Live your life and make yourself someone people will regret losing.

Originally posted by piccolasognatrice-91

In case you missed it,,

The question was “What does Rocky do after a shower?” and someone said “Cha Eunwoo” and they read it live outloUD I AM CRYING 

[SCREAMS] THE WINTER SOLIDER

[PUNCHES YOUR WINDOW IN] THE WINTER SOLIDER

[JUMPS OUT OF A PLANE] THE WINTER SOLDIER

[RIPS OFF SHIRT] THE WINTER SOLDIER

[whispers] the winter soldier 

anonymous asked:

I have a bad issue with children. Especially small children. I get really irritated when around a kid and get frustrated. Idk why i feel this way. My nephew, i cant even connect with him bc of this. He screams a lot for no reason and just does what a kid does but i cant be around him or my sister. I have to leave and get so overwhelemed i end up crying at times when im around too many kids. Is this maybe tied to trauma? Or do i just need to suck it up?

Anon about children. Ive heard of some trauma survivors not being able to handle children and it being a trigger for some.

its absolutely possible. Personally I cant stand kids either, fucking hate the lil buggers. especially when they scream and it can be very triggering for me

THIS POST MADE ME CRY AND IM NOT EVEN KIDDING.
People have been discriminating me for watching yuri on ice and saying bad stuffs about it like ‘ew thats so gay why are you watching it’, without even knowing what this show is all about. This show saved me a lot of times. Ive been having a lot of anxiety attacks last december to the extent of having suicidal thoughts just for it to end, and around that time i began watching yuri on ice out of curiosity and to see yuri katsuki’s character development truly inspired me. And knowing that a lot of people like/ LOVED this show made me so fucking happy. I just cant hide my happiness on how this show is so successful. I just cant