just jac

Jack decided that Timmy needs to have the same brand on the face too and Tim needed some help to cope with the pain and the only ones who never fail to help him would be the DigiJacks

Unfortunately, they couldn’t do anything. Tim knows he need to let it scar unless he want Jack to personally off him (or worse, brand him again). 

At least the DigiJacks would only need to be programmed to have the same scar, right? That comforted Timtams a bit.

hc tho: Besides being manually called, the DigiJacks automatically appears whenever Timtams is in terrible pain. But somehow the programming got messed up a bit and they’ll also appear whenever Timtam is in distress or if he’s emotionally hurt instead of just physically.

WHY DID NOBODY TELL ME ABOUT THIS HOLBY CITY SHIT #9

-“YOU MEAN THAT WOBBLY BLANCMANGE OF A LIFE PARTNER” I’M WHEEZING
-CHEEKBONES’ IS SO SASSY AND CARING AND I SWEAR SHE’S A LITERAL GODDESS DON’T FIGHT ME ON THIS
-GOSSIP GURL AND CHEEKBONES ARE SUCH CARING MUMS TRYING TO CALM DOWN BLANCMANGE™ #CHEEKBONEZ
-FLORAL DUDE HIDING FROM DOM IS ME TRYING TO HIDE FROM EXAMS
- I RELATE TOO MUCH TO JAMIE THE NURSE IT’S UNREAL
-LOVELY LESBIAN LADY ™ LOOKS SPICY TODAY I MEAN DAYMNNN
- I PLATONICALLY SHIP NINA AND LLL™ #LOVELY NINA
-IVE SAID IT BEFORE AND I WILL SAY IT AGAIN: LLL™ LOVES E.V.E.R.Y.O.N.E ON HER WARD AND WILL PROTECT THEM AT ALL COSTS!!! SHE’S FUKIN AMAZIN
-“I SAID PERSUADE HIM, NOT PROSTITUTE YOURSELF” I’M DYING DOM IS THE QUEEN OF SHADE
-I SWEAR THIS EPISODE IS JUST NINA BEING THIS CLOSE TO TELLING EVAN TO GO FUK HIMSELF
-THESE ARE FICTIONAL CHARACTERS??WHY ARE MY EYES CREATING WATER LIKE THIS
-HOW THE FUCK DOES SNAKEY MCSNAKESTER KEEP SLIPPING DOWN TO AAU I’VE BARELY SEEN HIM ON DARWIN OR WORKING AT ALL??
-“BELIEVE ME I’VE SEEN MUCH WORSE” LLL™ JUST CASUALLY REMINDING US ALL OF THE DODGYNESS THAT HAS GONE ON AT HOLBY
-WHY ARE THEY BURNING THINGS ON TOP OF A FUCKING HOSPITAL ARE THEY TRYING TO KILL MORE PEOPLE

OVERALL FEELING: I THINK I’M IN LOVE WITH EVERY LADY AT HOLBY??

i’m actually tearing up at the thought of this being the last summary of jac/jas scenes i’ll ever post… they mean so much to me and i’ll never ever stop loving them or talking about them, but i feel numb that there’ll never be any more scenes to talk about. so here goes.

as heartbreaking/devastating/every other sad adjective in the english language as jasmine’s death was (which, btw, i genuinely think it was the most traumatic i’ve ever had to watch),
I’m unbelievably grateful for the sister scenes we got tonight and for the fact that jac and jasmine were together in the end.

(also, rosie and lucy were beyond phenomenal tonight but i think I’ll make a separate post on that later)

firstly, the earlier scenes. it seems pointless to talk about them now, but i want to remember them for how they were and how much i loved them. their relationship will always be so special to me, and jas dying doesn’t change that. if anything it makes me cling to them even harder.

the way jas’s little face shattered when fran suggested it was jac who made the complaint hurt my heart, as did her retort that she wasn’t naive enough to expect jac to love her (especially given what happened later). jac lashing out and telling her she didn’t care was awful, if those had been the last words jasmine heard from her i honestly would’ve lost it but thank god they weren’t.

jac joining in with the last line of the song made me actually sob, i wasn’t expecting that at all!!!!!! it really reinforced that there’s no getting away from the fact that they’re sisters, especially because jac let herself feel that connection and didn’t just push it away

what’s always been so frustrating about jac and jasmine is that they know each other SO well, better than they know themselves. jac knows how to push jasmine’s buttons, knows her weakness is her often desperate need to be accepted and loved and that’s why she uses it against her when she feels threatened, just like she did then. and jas? she knows jac is scarred from her past, she knows that most of the time it’s all bravado, she knows why she’s like that. i thought it was so moving how jac kept trying to convince her she was just cold-hearted naturally and jas refused to accept it - even when the anger is directed at her, she still sees the best in jac and wishes she could make her see it too.

also, jasmine seemed so casual leaving the voicemails (“it’s me, we need to talk”) and it made me so happy??? i feel like that must’ve been a more regular thing than we know, it at least hints at more contact outside of the episodes than we know of

what I wasn’t expecting at all were the scenes afterwards, with jac protecting jasmine yet again. i was so sure their last interaction would be the argument and i’m forever grateful we got the next few scenes. jac calling bernie to ask her to keep an eye out made me so happy, she wasn’t even trying to make a secret out of it and didn’t care at that point who knew she was trying to protect jas. considering only a few months ago jac was outwardly ignoring her and doing her protecting in secret, it really showed how far they’ve come. and you could see how thrilled jasmine was to hear that jac was so concerned she’d gone to bernie, I’m so pleased she found out and knew her big sis was looking out for her

the line about jac being “a lioness when she wants to be” was beautiful, especially with jas’s “so can i” - the two of them were so fiercely protective of each other, just like sisters should be, and it was everything

also let’s talk about the jac/damon conversation about jasmine bc every second of it was glorious!!!! the casualness of “that’s what your sister said.” / “you know jasmine?” it literally sounds like something normal siblings would say. plus jac didn’t correct him to half-sister for the first time ever and I don’t think i’ll ever stop crying

“I see the resemblance now. You got the cheekbones, she got the smile” this line legitimately made me scream, quite possibly my favourite description of all time. this is forever how i’ll think of them now and i love it

and i obviously can’t not talk about those finals scenes… like I said, no matter how horrendous it was, i am so damn relieved they ended on good terms. it was more painful because of it, but i never would’ve gotten over it if not.

jasmine died holding her sister’s hand, finally knowing she loved and cared for her, which is all she’d ever wanted. and jac, although she failed to save her (which she’ll never forgive herself for), must know on some level that her being there meant the world to jas and can at least take comfort in knowing that jas knew she really did love her.

of course, it doesn’t make what happened any easier. in fact, it makes it a million times more painful BUT i would’ve never forgiven the show for ending them on bad terms, and jac would’ve never forgiven herself either if jas had died all alone thinking she hated her.

(this was not meant to be this long but it turns out I had a wave of feelings and this all came flooding out. feel free to ignore but i just wanted to get this off my chest)

shit man poor Jasmine. Bad things happen to good people way too often on this damn show (I love it).

But really my question is how this will affect Hanssen - I know I need to shut up about him but tbh he’s the reason I watch. That’s the 3rd person he has ‘let down’ (failing Serena after her daughters death, failing Dom when did nothing even though he suspected abuse) since he returned and I’m just wondering if this will be a story arc for him or just brushed under the rug, I doubt that though since him failing his staff is something that has been mentioned more than once; the question is will anyone hold him responsible for it?

I know for a fact though that he will hold himself responsible and I am terrified that that will mean his resignation. 

look, i fucking love doctor who but i will never stop being mad w/ its inconsistencies when it comes to unit (i’m specifically talking about kate stewart here, but i mean… as a whole too the whole thing is like *prolonged sigh*)

can you believe that jasmine burrows literally DIED just after finally making peace with her sister, jac naylor just lost the last family she has besides emma and morven digby just lost the second person she loved in the space of a year and people still only care about berena

newsflash: the show is not just them. the show is not just anyone. every character has fans and haters and every character (and actor) deserves respect in their own right. please, just think about things before you post them. it’s fine to worry about other characters and their reactions, of course, but please remember how much jasmine burrows meant to so many of us in her own right.

When you find yourself operating under the laws of identification, give yourself space, allow your attention to rest and your mind to relax, easily, effortlessly, know the natural state is always open and available. Its never a task or a goal, there is no method or technique, its not a big deal, simply turn away from the stories and just be.  Jac O'Keeffe

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H O L B Y C I T Y edits 💉💉💉

All of them are so precious, well except Tristan- because ugh who invited him??

Kinda want the AU fic/edits where Serena joins the local theatre group and gets cast as Mrs Prentice in their version of WTBS which leads to Bernie basically becoming a proud lesbian gf all over facebook etc sharing the adverts and behind the scenes posts with comments like “I know I’ll be front row every night” and “don’t worry, her costars know she’s all mine really.”

The kids are both thrilled that Bernie is finally embracing social media (as it is so much easier to communicate on) and horrified by the image of Serena in lingerie on stage (or at all really, she is their parent). Meanwhile the extended AAU family are used to this behaviour on the ward. Jac Naylor just comments with “I’d rather work on Keller” and Bernie’s army buddies tease the major a lot.

okay im probably gonna post something properly in a minute but I HAVE LITERALLY NEVER BEEN MORE ALIVE BUT ALSO DEAD AT THOSE JAC/JASMINE SCENES

I can’t believe????? they were so civil and friendly and Jac let Jasmine tease her about Matteo and they were bantering???? even though she was pissed with everyone else??

AND THEN AT THE END WHEN SHE ASKED TO GO TO ALBIES,

the look of pure shock and happiness on Jasmine’s face and the way she stuttered because she just couldn’t believe Jac actually wanted to spend time with her (regardless of her motives)

and even when she asked about a selfie, Jac wasn’t even harsh with her she was kind of joking??? and Jas just rolled her eyes and Jac didn’t even say anything because they finally get each other and they’re finally working out some kind of relationship

not even ashamed to say I genuinely welled up even though barely anything happened, but this is such a big step for them I cannot actually believe!!!!! my precious babies are finally learning how to be sisters and its so beautiful, I’ve never been so blessed in my whole entire life

ps. I literally have no idea what else happened, all I was thinking about was them whoops

pps. SOMEBODY PLEASE GIF THOSE SCENES I WILL ACTUALLY PAY YOU, I need them more than air

Inappropriate Workplace Behaviour

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Pairing: Kate Lethbridge Stewart/Jac (The Magician’s Apprentice)

Summary: 

“We Lethbridge-Stewarts are notorious bisexuals with particular soft spots for female scientists. I consider it quite unfortunate I missed out on the mini-skirt era that my father got to enjoy. Not that he would ever admit to having enjoyed it, of course.”

There is just one downside to overturning the old patriarchal regime of UNIT and filling it with women of the scientific persuasion. Kate really loves women of the scientific persuasion. And Jac is just far too adorable for Kate’s sexually frustrated self to be able to handle.

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