RFA reaction when MC doesn't come back home because she was drunk with her friends. If it's roo much can you only do Zen and Jumin? Love you so much btw you're such an inspiration ♡♡
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He sighed when he realized your phone must be dead
Went through a whole pizza and various snacks as he sat up waiting for you and watching the door
Eventually it got so late that he assumed you must be staying with your friends, you’d never come home at this hour
As soon as you walked in the door he appears from the kitchen in his apron
A slight frown on his face and a mug of coffee in his hands
“I was really worried! I tried to call you…”
He let out a huge sigh of relief and dropped his shoulders before handing you the mug
“I’m so sorry…I guess I drank too much and before I knew it I had passed out on the couch.”
The smell of the coffee made your stomach flip and Yoosung must have read your expression with ease
He pulled you into a brief hug and rubbed your back with a laugh
“Well, I had a whole speech planned…but I’m thinking this hangover you’ve got is punishment enough. Come on, let’s get some food in your belly.”
He starts to freak out a bit when you aren’t home
Of course, he sends his security to investigate where you are
He doesn’t sleep until he knows for sure that you’re safe
When they relay back to him that you are still at your friends house, he calms down finally
“She never could hold her liquor well,” Jumin smiles and talks to Elizabeth 3rd before they head to bed
When you wake up you find Driver Kim waiting outside of your friends house for you
“I have some cold water waiting for you in the back, Miss,” Driver Kim shuts the door behind you
You’re expecting a lecture when you get home
But Jumin just smiled and gave you a kiss
“Your hair is a mess, it’s cute. But perhaps a shower is in order?”
You apologize for not coming home or letting him know what was going on
You know he must have been worried
“I’m just glad you are safe. Next time, please remember to call me…” he caressed your cheek, “We have a lot on the agenda for today. We won’t be home until late, and despite how you are feeling I expect you to keep our plans. But first, a shower.”
He ended up drinking a bit at home while he waited for you
And the later it got the more he wanted to smoke to calm his nerves
He tried rehearsing his lines to distract himself but he just couldn’t seem to focus
When he called you and it went straight to voicemail he began to panic
Went to the chat to ask Saeyoung for help
After much pleading, Saeyoung tracked you a bit and placed you at your friends house
“Just let her have fun, dude. She’ll be home in the morning.”
When you got home you saw a half empty pack of cigarettes on the coffee table
He must have been so worried
Zen appeared from the bathroom as he toweled off his hair, his eyes wide when he saw you
“Babe! You’re home! I was just getting ready to go pick you up.”
“I’m sorry my phone died. It got so late I just decided to stay the night there,” you hung your bag up near the door.
Zen brushed your hair behind your ear and kissed your forehead, remembering what Saeyoung said
“It’s alright, I hope you had a good night! Though, if you really want to apologize for making me worry…I know a few ways you could make it up to me,” he winked and kissed you deeply.
You were never home late like this
Jaehee washed the dishes and scrubbed the counters a second time just to keep busy
she found herself fidgeting on the couch
She couldn’t even focus on the new Zen DVD she had popped in
Her eyes kept glancing at her phone
When you walked through the door the next morning you found Jaehee passed out on the couch, TV still on and phone in hand
Had she been waiting for you all night?
You turned the TV off and grabbed the blanket from the couch, tossing it over her and giving her a kiss on the forehead
“I’m sorry,” you whispered
Her hand grabbed your wrist before you could walk away and you saw her eyes open
“Where were you?” she looked mad for a brief second but her face fell and her eyes were filled with worry
“I didn’t mean to worry you…I didn’t realize how much I drank and I felt it would be safer to stay there for the night…”
“You have bags under your eyes.”
“Blunt as always, I see,” you laughed.
“I’m too tired to lecture you right now,” she yawned and got up from the couch, “come on, let’s go to bed for a bit longer.”
She squeezed your hand in relief
He was sitting at his computer desk eating chips when you came home
“I’m back! Hope you weren’t too worried…”
You started walking towards his computer desk
“Nope! I figured your phone had died so I texted your friend to make sure you were okay. She even sent me some great pics of you passed out on the couch,” he laughed.
“You’re such a liar!”
He held his phone up and through it you heard the sound of your own voice, drunkenly singing karaoke at the bar you guys had been to that night
“I didn’t know you could sing, this outta get some good hits on youtube”
“Don’t you dare!”
You tried to wrestle the phone from his hands while shouting for him to delete it
Finally he agreed and let you watch him delete it, but his face turned more serious and he grabbed your hands
“You really have to be more careful, though…I was worried for a bit that something happened to you.”
Seeing his face like that made you feel sad that he worried so much
“I will, I’m sorry…” you gave him a kiss
“Oh! That was a good start for your apology. Now only 706 more to go,” he smirked and picked you up in his arms
Rain.You loved rain.Most people would find you insane for preferring rainy days than sunny ones but you just did.You even liked standing in the middle of the rain feeling the hundreds of drops hit your face and closed eyes.Making you wet to the bone,something that for you was really exciting.Not having to care about anything and just take few moments to feel the world behind all this madness you were living in,called hunting.
Yes you loved rain.A contributory fact to which,that it was raining when you met him.You had bumped into him in a crowd of people rushing to get somewhere dry and avoid the rain.All apart from you and him…He didn’t seem to even try and avoid not getting wet.He just continued his way as if nothing happened.Just like you…
You were holding some books for the hunt you were in town for.And bumping into him made you drop them.He helped you and that’s when you took a better look at him.He had beautiful green eyes that stood out,spiky hair completely wet and a stern jaw which complemented perfectly all his other features.Instantly your (e/c) eyes locked with his forest-green ones just when a smile spread on his face.
“I-I ’m sorry"you shuttered.
"It’s ok.I think this is yours."he said giving you the books"By the way,Dean.Dean Winchester"he smiled outstretching his hand.
"T-thank you.I’m (f/n).(F/n) (l/n)"you said.
And that’s how it all had started.A rainy day…
And since then you came closer to him.Later accompanying him and Sam on hunting. And you loved rainy days because of him…
You did…once but not anymore not since he left…not since he made that deal sacrificing himself to save Sam and leaving you both alone…
And it was a rainy day…now you hate them…
You hate them cause they remind you of him.They remind you the way he would hold during such days,mainly when you had caught a cold and he didn’t want to let you get out,the way he would talk to you about his life wanting share everything important to him with you or the way he would look at you with so much caring.
And now he’s gone.He’s not here to hold you,he’s not here to talk to you and tell you hunting and family stories or to look at you the way he did.No he’s not here.He sacrificed himself and left you alone in the middle of the rain.Hundreds of drops hitting your face and closed eyes,hundreds of drops marking you like fire,now that he was not here.Hundreds of drops marking on thing on you…his name.And you could still hear it being called…you still could.
Even hunting had become unbearable so you quit.Now you had a normal boring job at a small cafe doing the same thing every day.Living a normal routine trying to forget him…but you couldn’t.
Although it has been several months since he had died you still remembered him.
You were just getting ready for work and you were already late but you just didn’t care.And to be honest you quite didn’t want to get out.It was raining and it was quite cold outside so you just could bring yourself to walk outside.
You tied your (h/l) (h/c) into a messy bun,wore you shoes and jacket and took your keys ready to go to work.But just as you opened your door your eyes locked once again with forest-green ones you never expected to see in you life again…
There stood Dean in your doorstep completely wet a nervous look on his face.
"Hey"he said in soft voice.
"D-Dean…you?How did you…?"you said your voice coming out in a whisper.
"Yeah…Long story…But it’s me (y/n).I came back some days ago and immediately came to see you…"he said with honest eyes.
"Dean…"you just couldn’t keep yourself anymore.You dropped your bag and hugged him like there was no tomorrow.
"I missed you (y/n)…"he said his voice cracking,showing that he was trying to keep himself from crying.
On the contrary to you that were crying your insides out.
"I really missed you too Dean…"you said and pressed your lips to his.Him immediately returning the kiss…
In the rain…And now you loved rain again…
Cause rain had brought him back to you and you were not letting it take him again…Never again…
This time last year i was getting ready to commit suicide. My mom had just died and my dad wasn't a very good role model due to his alcohol addiction. Anyway, I had wrote my note apologizing to the world for my existence and i remember you reblogged a photo saying "if you're looking for a sign not to kill yourself, this is it" and i threw the note away and got into therapy in the new year. I'm not 4 months clean of self harm and i just wanted to say thank you and wish you a merry christmas. :)
you have no idea how much this made me tear up, i am so happy for you and i hope you have a lovely christmas because you deserve it!!! thank you for sending me this xxx