just freakin dandy

OK BUT I’M LIKE REALLY GETTING TIRED OF NOT BEING 100% HAPPY FOR MY FRIENDS WHO ARE GOING ON DATES AND GETTING ROMANCED BECAUSE I AM HAPPY FOR THEM REALLY AND EXCITED ABOUT ALL THE THINGS THEY’RE GETTING TO EXPERIENCE BUT THERE’S THAT STUPID TINY BIT OF JEALOUSY THAT SITS IN THE BACK OF MY MIND SAYING WHY CAN’T I HAVE ALL THAT TOO WHY MUST I BE THE ONE WHO IS PERPETUALLY SINGLE WHAT AM I DOING WRONG ok rant done im fine its fine everything is ok