i am constantly adding to this. first one is my all time favorite then there’s no order.
Tears Dry On Their Own Universe So We Are History (39k) It was just a bit of fooling around with one of his students. A Darkness That We Knew(103k) Harry and Zayn get engaged. Everyone around them is (understandably) concerned.
Won’t Look Down(53k) Zayn leans against the bar and watches, his whiskey almost gone, the heat pooling in his stomach, as the dancer on stage grabs at his hair and rolls his hips. Zayn wants to touch him, he realizes. He’s bored watching. His fingers twitch.
Into the Deep Below (18.8k) Louis can’t help but stare, his heart in his throat, because he’s never kissed anyone like that. It’s the sort of passion people ruin their marriages for, that they get tattoos to remember, and it hurts to look at because he wants to taste it, to get between them and feel the burn of it on his lips. Surfer AU written for the prompt ‘Les Misérables: the guide, the chief and the centre’
End of the World Tonight (12k) “You remember when you told me that you wanted to live with me for the rest of your life?” Louis asks. His voice trembles a bit, exposing exactly how much he hates what he’s about to do. How much he wishes that he wasn’t about to do it.“I remember,” Harry says. His expression is a little lost, like he thinks that they’re about to have a fight and he’s not sure what they’re supposed to be fighting about. Louis closes his eyes because he has to, has to take a second to regain his courage. He can’t keep doing this. He can’t keep suffering, can’t keep killing himself trying to hide this. He’s ready. He’s been ready for a long time.
Keep the Car Running (74k) AU where Harry’s a male escort and Zayn’s a professional footballer written for the prompt ‘anything involving switching’
Paper Lips (42k) .Harry’s world is so huge, so bright and sparkling, and Zayn is just a small blot of ink in the corner of an ocean, fighting to be worth something.
things have gotten closer to the sun (49.k) it’s strange, making the choice to face his past—it almost feels like he’s heading for the sun straight on, like he’s screaming come on and burn me, i deserve it.-when a solar flare is announced to end the world in twelve days, harry reunites with the people that he used to know better than the back of his own hand.
Wash You Away (54k) Harry thinks it might be easier, if other people noticed the traces ghosts leave behind. But they never do.
Lost and Found(77k) Harry foils a mugging and becomes a local hero. The free drinks and perfume-scented letters telling him how brave (and hot) he is are fun at first, but things soon take a sinister turn.
Young & Beautiful (227k) Louis, to his horror, attends an elitist university in which the name Zayn Malik means something, Niall Horan doesn’t stop talking, there are pianos everywhere, and Harry Styles, only son of a drug-addled, clinically insane ex-rocker, has a perfect smile and empty eyes.