okay so my genius of a best friend just pretty much figured out what the hell just happened: stefan died and gave the cure to damon, obviously. delena got married and there was like a time jump or something to when they were walking down the street and damon just disappeared, that’s when damon died. then, elena sees the house and her family and that’s a sign that she died and basically all 3 of them died over a period of time and i am so at peace with that. the three main characters of this show being gone by the end without having the other characters mourn over it and go on with their lives and stefan has a lot to do with it. it also proves that no matter what damon goes back to stefan no matter what. it ALSO proves that stefan is for sure the main character of this freaking show because he started all of these characters lives and how they turned around mystic falls.
i don’t know but after this i’m satisfied with how the finale went down and i sobbed my eyes out the whole time.
ALSO BONNIE FREAKING BENNETT IS FINALLY HAPPY AND LIFE IS GOING GOOD FOR HER GOOD NIGHT.
‘You know you can stop going all out for these dates, you
already won me over’ you say to Klaus at the end of another splendid date with
your boyfriend, the hybrid himself. Your twin sister Elena and her friends
would never approve although it seems you have won over his family, which is
the only reason why you and Klaus have to keep quiet on your relationship, because of your family.
‘Yes well a beautiful young lady like yourself should be
treated like a queen, my queen’ Klaus replies
‘Smooth’ you reply leaning over the console to give him a
quick kiss goodbye and leave the car watching as he drives away, you walk up
the steps to your door, a giddy, wide smile on your face although the good mood seems to leave as
soon as you see who is in your home, not overly fond of your sisters friends as
they are constantly plotting against your boyfriend.
‘Hey everyone, what evil scheme did you come up with tonight’
you tease getting a drink of water from the kitchen and sitting on the couch
next to Bonnie.
‘Why do you smell like the devil?’ Damon questions a
disgusted look of confusion
‘What?’ Elena questions. Damon says one word that erupts the
biggest argument that you and Elena will ever have,
‘Klaus’ which also starts the questions being thrown at you.
Although one stands out
‘You’re with Klaus? He’s the enemy, is he compelling you?’
‘NO! Okay actually he gave me a necklace that has vervain in
it to stop vampires from compelling me’ you shout
‘But (y/n) he’s still the enemy’ Elena says
‘No he’s not you’re just putting the blame on him every time
something goes wrong’ you yell back at her
‘He tried to kill me’ Elena says to you to get you to
realise that he is a bad guy.
‘yeah and Damon killed Jeremy, for no reason may I add plus
he didn’t know that Jeremy was wearing a ring but you forgave him pretty quick,
at least Klaus had a reason to kill you’ you tell her trying to get through to
her that logic is idiotic.
‘I can’t trust you now that I know that you’re with him’ she
mutters and you go quiet looking at her with disbelief then glance your eyes
over everyone else who are looking down not denying or agreeing with Elena so
you just accept that your sister, your twin someone who was supposed to always
be by your side, now can’t trust you.
‘okay you know what?’ you start to say while getting your
phone out trying to figure out which Mikaelson sibling would be best to come
pick you up, ‘I have never said this out loud before because you know I’m a
good sister but right now you don’t deserve it I’m actually glad you don’t
trust me now I’m safer away from you because you let all of your friends and
family either die, get injured or lose their loved ones for you to survive’ you
tell her off and by the end of your rant there’s a knock on the door and you
hear Elijah’s voice through the door, you mutter a goodbye to everyone accept
for Elena and walk to the door and walk into Elijah’s open arms leaving
‘You okay?’ he questions ‘I will be’ you mutter into his
shoulder and as you open your mouth to ask him something he beats you to it.
‘No I didn’t tell him, if I did it would have ended very
differently’ he says and you sigh.
Once you get to the mansion, Klaus comes to the door as soon
as he senses you presence and as he sees you he gives you a questioning look
but then sees your saddened face and immediately rushes over to you with a
‘What’s wrong love?’ he asks
‘Just hold me’ you mutter not ready to replay what just
‘Well, well couldn’t get enough of us?’ Kol and Rebekah walk
in but soon lose their smirks when they see you.
It’s amazing how a family of psychotic murderous vampires
treat you better than you own family.
OK guys, this is the last time I will have to warn the TVD fandom about writing in real time! Here it goes: You all know the drill, I write my thoughts in real time which means if I make any mistakes at the beginning of my review, I might have rectified them at the end. This will include: anti-Damon, anti-Delena, anti-Steroline, anti-Bamon, anti-Bonenzo sentiments. It will most likely reference other TV shows including Kdramas and may include observations of the show’s anti-blackness and racism. Are you ready? Let’s. Go.
1. That SC kiss is still awful. Slow-mo it all you want guys, it’s just going to accentuate how awful it was.
2. Kinda salty that the hotel’s wifi isn’t much better than the data on my phone.
3. Seriously, Vicki and Kelly being in hell makes no sense.
4. “The magic was too much for her” HOW THOUGH? Bonnie did way more strenuous magic in freaking season 2. LIKE?
5. “No no no no no”, Stefan is panicking that Bonnie might be dead and Caroline’s just like, Oh. I know we all talk about how Paul has checked out but what the fuck has Candice been doing?
6. So like why is Elena in a random ass wood in a random ass white bed? Is this what Bonnie’s world looks like? Because I thought it was a rundown Mystic Grill.
7. Nina’s wig is AWFUL.
8. How would Elena seeing Bonnie make Elena think Bonnie is dead though? Like, isn’t it just that if Bonnie dies, Elena wakes up? Who said anything about meeting each other in a random ass forest before Bonnie dies?
9. So Elena doesn’t even blink an eye when Bonnie tells her “I can be with Enzo now”? Like she just accepts that her friend is going to die to be with someone who was an enemy when Elena was awake?
10. How does Enzo have the power to bring Bonnie back to life? Is Enzo an angel? LIKE? Rules DO need to exist, Julie.
11. The look of relief on Stefan’s face when Bonnie wakes up is so nice to see.
12. Vicki, stop talking. I also like how no one has tried to tie her up to keep her from ringing the bell. Just because you can’t kill her doesn’t mean you can’t contain her.
13. “I can’t go back there, you don’t know what it’s like” because the show literally hasn’t shown us anything.
14. How predictable is it that the DE reunion is really a DK reunion, oh! Like season 1 when he thought he was kissing Elena! CLEVER. Like 100 anons came into in my inbox like, I bet it’s Katherine, the moment that reunion aired. Well, at least Damon realized it was Katherine this time, you know, after hugging her and being all, “You’re both OK.”
15. It is so tacky they made her say, “Hello brothers.” Like omg, why isn’t it over yet
16. So Katherine is in Elena’s dress. Is Elena just naked somewhere? And she straightened her hair, like how much time did she have to do this?
17. “Her PHYSICAL body” I do miss seeing Paul and Nina onscreen together again, that “so over it” attitude is very reminiscent of season 2 and the delivery was hilarious.
18. Although this Katherine is a little off, she actually seems a little more unhinged, like the way Nina says, “the devil” in that tone and “Why do you think he wanted you? Because I wanted you. DUH.” Like this is probably the first time I’ve been like so you’re crazy.
19. I don’t know why but Stefan is making me laugh so far. Damon is all “Dammit Katherine” and Stefan’s HAD IT, he’s just like YO let me stab this bitch “We gotta find, Elena, let’s go” and he LEAVES. Like he’s ready to go into battle. It also makes me feel like it’s Paul rushing to finish a scene like, “It’s the last episode, Ian, let’s GO.”
20. CAROLINE. VAMP SPEED. Walking down the stairs with a teddybear all chill and shit.
21. This is so low energy, Alaric and Caroline should be yelling at the top of their lungs, like if you want me to believe this is life or death then the characters needs to be amped, they need to be scared and frenzied, this feels like any other fight in any other episode.
22. Alaric, seriously, demote Caroline to Auntie because that’s how she acts with those twins anyway.
23. At least Katherine took the time to dress Elena in a shirt, a cardigan and jeans. It’s very thoughtful of her.
24. Me at Stefan’s face when he sees Elena on the ground:
25. So Katherine’s hair is suddenly curly again? Does she have superpowers?
26. Oh great. The fact that Katherine said Elena would choose Stefan over Damon just confirms that Elena will in fact choose Damon over Stefan. Just had to spit in the SErs’ faces one last time, I guess.
27. Lol watch Katherine actually be Silas getting into everyone’s heads and voicing their deepest fears. Again.
28. I want to feel something about this SC scene but I’m legit bored. “Please, please don’t make me leave you, please,” was sweet. That’s about it.
29. Like I’ve seen Stefan emotionally distraught at having to part ways with Elena:
and I know SErs are upset over the “I love you so much” but it’s not this:
30. It really doesn’t feel like the “world” is coming to an end, everyone is actually pretty chill. Like the season 2 finale of Buffy was the world ending (again) and everyone is freaking the fuck out:
and this is just like, Elena is unconscious, Matt allows Vicki to ring a bell that will bring hellfire and there’s the slowest evacuation in the world. We don’t even see randoms freaking out in the street. Whatever.
31. Of course Bonnie is staying behind.
32. “Downtown Mystic Falls”, I mean I guess. As the crow flies? WHO WROTE THIS. You are NOT in Lord of the Rings.
33. So I’m confused about this plan, Bonnie is going to redirect hell fire through the tunnels away from MF into hell … so these tunnels lead into hell? Bonnie knows where hell is? The fire won’t destroy the tunnels?
34. Aw, Paul is acting! But yeah his speech to Damon is meh because Damon doesn’t deserve shit.
35. Considering that vampire blood can’t work on people who have ingested the cure, why would compulsion?
36. Why would I care about a Donovan family reunion?
37. So Grams is still around even though the Other Side is gone?
38. Bonnie pulled a Gandalf. “You shall not pass.”
39. Sorry, it was supposed to be a powerful scene but like nah.
40. So a bunch of black women who I’m guessing are the Bennett clan are pushing the hell fire away to protect a town that does not acknowledge their existence. Mmkay.
41. “He’s the better man, he’s the right man.” LOL EXCEPT NOT. HOW? Because he was FINALLY willing to sacrifice himself after almost two centuries?
42. He probably whispered something about loving Caroline to Elena.
43. I feel like I’m supposed to be sad that Stefan is dead but like I’ve seen this coming for a while.
44. LOL Magic School/Hogwarts where Jeremy teaches, this is SO BAD.
45. I’m sorry but these “peaces” just look like individual prison worlds.
What an AWFUL series finale, like it was SO BAD. I can’t even, I mean it’s laughably bad but like THIS is how you’re ending a supernatural series? WHAT DID I JUST WATCH? Nothing happened! Stefan sacrifices himself to make sure Katherine’s in hell when the fire comes but he dies when the fire goes through the tunnels so why wouldn’t Katherine just be dead if they kept her tied down in the tunnels when the fire came? And then Caroline and Alaric open a boarding school for magical kids in which Jeremy teaches for absolutely no reason and Klaus is a donor because why not and Vicki finally achieves nothingness except nothingness is peace with Tyler somewhere even though Tyler basically treated her like trash and the Other Side is gone so how they’re still watching the living is beyond me. And then Bonnie travels the world and that somehow makes her happy as if she hadn’t traveled before. Matt got a bench, good for you Matt. And Elena goes to med school and has a happy life with Damon we don’t see and then they die and each of them spend their peace not with each other and it ends. Like … why tho? How does this make sense as ending? I should’ve been drunk for this. Plus side is, Stefan has still only called Elena the love of his life.
“Ok so this case came in from a new deputy and they haven’t informed their Sherrif of our involvement yet however I really think we should look at the case.” Garcia informed you all as you sleepily shuffled into the meeting room.
“Great.” You croaked and sipped from the flask of ‘coffee’ in your hand as she handed out the tablets.
Meeting In Secret // Kol Mikaelson // requested .part two
Request - kol mikaelson imagine where the reader is damon and stefans sister and they sneak out to see each other and one day elena catches them and tells damon nd they all turn against her and then when Jeremy kills him she tries to kill him and maybeyou can use a lot of gifs too ???? sorry if its so long lol
Requests Are Open. xx
The past month with the Mikaelsons have been a dream. You wouldn’t expect it, considering they’re the Original vampires but it has. Living with people other than my brothers felt so freeing. My whole life I bounced from Stefan to Damon. Now I’m finally out.
Prompt: You and
Damon are dating but we all know things will eventually get complicated when
Elena wakes up, watch as the usual drama and more ensues.
Just fluff. (Slight AU)
It’s been 10 years since Elena was put under the sleeping
curse and a lot of things had changed. Enzo is human, he and Bonnie now have 2
kids and a beautiful 3 bedroom house. Stefan and Caroline got married finally.
It was a June wedding. They live in the Salvatore boarding house along with you
and Damon who are currently dating. Josie and Lizzie stay on the weekends
however they tend to go out during the day because teenagers hate hanging out
with their parents apparently.
No one has said anything bad about you and Damon dating but
you all knew what everyone was thinking. ‘What’s going to happen when Elena
come back?’ You thought the same thing because Elena was one of your closet
friends and you felt like a terrible person for even looking at him the way you
have for the past few years. It wasn’t a few years you knew but it was better
to admit that than tell everyone you fell in love with Damon before he and Elena
even got together. Right now you are currently taking more hinted digs from everyone’s
favourite control freak, Caroline Forbes-Salvatore.
“What’s supposed to mean Caroline?” You sighed loudly as you
sipped you coffee. Josie and Lizzie’s eyes were flickering between the both of
you, while Bonnie and Enzo kept their eyes down and mouths shut.
“All I’m saying is what are you planning on doing when the
love of his life comes back? And how do you plan to tell your friend you stole
her boyfriend.” Caroline stated as if it was some sort of logical puzzle that
“Mom! You can’t say things like that!” Josie screeched as
she blushed, clearly embarrassed by her mothers words.
“Yeah I mean you were in love with Stefan when Elena was
with him if anything you’re a boyfriend stealer too.” Lizzie snorted as she
sipped her coffee.
“Are you drinking coffee right now?!” Bonnie reached for the
cup only to be stopped by the fact Lizzie had vanished.
“Lizzie sit down and loose the cloaking spell.” Caroline
sighed softly before turning back to you.
“Look all I’m saying is maybe you shouldn’t have fell for
your friend’s man when she’ll be back one day and you’ll be kicked aside.” She
huffed before sipping her coffee.
“Actually Care, Y/N was in love with my brother before Elena
even battered an eye for him. Elena knew it too.” Stefan’s soothing voice added
as he entered the kitchen where everyone was sat at the dining table.
“What?!” Bonnie gasped loudly before everyone’s eyes were on
you. You chose to ignore everyone as you got up to get more coffee.
“Is that true?” Josie questioned softly as if she was
speaking for her frozen mother.
“Yes although it wasn’t Stefan secret to tell.” You snarled
as you shot Stefan a death glare that made him lower his head quickly.
“What the hell that’s fucked up. Is that what Auntie Elena
is like!? Bitch!” Lizzie yelled angrily as she re-appeared in the middle of the
“Elizabeth Saltzman!” Caroline screamed her voice doing that
high pitched crack thing it does when she’s angry or stressed.
“What!? It is! What kinda friend has one boyfriend who is
loving and gorgeous then gets bored so she goes after one of her best friends
crushes! That’s so screwed up! Aunt Bonnie you should’ve just became a vampire
it would have saved us a hassle of having her ruin people’s lives again.” Lizzie
snapped looking around at everyone who seemed momentarily shocked by Lizzie’s
“Lizzie that’s enough. She’s a good person and she’s our
best friend.” You stated making everyone look up at you in shock. You might
have loved Damon but you never hated Elena for falling for him too. You just
hated how she just ignored your feelings and used her doppelganger looks to get
a head start in the game you knew that you were both playing, even now. Lizzie
shook her head at you before storming of with her sister in tow.
You ignored everyone and went up to Damon’s bedroom with a
cup of coffee for him. Your mind still running on possible scenarios that could
happen when Elena wakes up. You knew you would be brushed aside but you also
knew she was human and eventually she would die or leave Damon to start a bland
human life. You could wait for 50-60 years if it meant you would be with Damon
again but it didn’t mean it hurt any less.
You sat on the edge of the bed nursing the coffee you had
brought him when he began to stir in his sleep. Eventually his gorgeous ice
blue eyes opened and immediately found yours, his look went from a post sleep
frown to a wide grin once he saw you.
“G’Mornin gorgeous.” He murmured sleepily rubbing a hand
over his face.
“Morning, I brought you coffee.” You giggled, handing him
the coffee before moving onto the bed next to him. You had yet to have sex with
Damon because you had only been on a few dates which was surprising because
Damon usually just jumps into bed with someone straight away, even Elena.
“So what are we doing today?” He asked as you cuddled into
his chest silently.
“Well I’m going shopping with the girls. So ‘we’ aren’t
doing anything.” You chuckled as he groaned, throwing his head back.
“Okay well can we do something tonight then after your shopping
trip?” Damon whispered playfully into your ear, his hands sliding down your
body as his words faded out.
“Hmm I suppose what do you have in mind?” You smiled before
he began tickling you sides mercilessly, making you squirm in his grip as he
smiled down at you softly. Eventually you declared him the winner and he moved
off you so you could resume your cuddling.
“How about a movie in bed?” His suggestion shocked you but
you found yourself agreeing before you went to your room to get ready.
“Damon’s being really weird.” You blurted out as you arrived
at the small boutique near the grill.
“How?” Bonnie questioned her perfectly shaped eyebrow
“Well he wants to watch a movie tonight and I don’t mean the
cinema I mean in his bed while cuddling.” You snorted softly as Caroline’s eyes
almost bugged out of her head.
“Well that’s a little un-Damon but obviously it’ll lead to
sex which is VERY Damon.” Bonnie supplied which made you squirm in your seat
“I’d of thought that if we’d even had sex yet.” You muttered
quietly but everyone including Josie and Lizzie’s eyes snap to you like you’d
“You guys haven’t had sex yet!?” Caroline screeched making a
few eyes turn to you.
“Car would you like to say that any louder I don’t think the
boys heard you from the Salvatore house. Wait no they probably heard but I don’t
think Hell heard you yet!” You whisper yelled at her, your arms flailing
slightly as you spoke.
“Actually I heard it perfectly.” You all spun around with
wide eyes when you heard the voice you never thought you’d hear again.
“Oh.” Bonnie supplied.
“My.” You added.
“GOD!” Carline screamed as she moved Josie and Lizzie behind
“You must be Josie and Lizzie.” He grinned from ear to ear,
his eyes gleaming with nothing but mischief.
I honestly feel like Stefan is going to ask Bonnie to transfer the curse that Bonnie has (when she dies, Elena wakes up) on to himself. It is honestly true TVD fashion for this to happen. The show in all honesty is centered around Stefan and his progression as a character. It would make sense for him to be the one to die since he never really wanted to be a vampire anyway.
But, just to be spiteful and let no one but Elena and Damon have a happy ending, they are going to have the Steroline wedding. This will most likely be because Cade will put a curse on him after he turns his humanity on. This curse will ultimately lead to him counting down the days before he is gone and that will prompt him to ask Bonnie to put her curse on himself.
By doing this, he will display he finality of his relationship with his brother. The last act of brotherly love.
Then, Caroline will get back together with him and they will have a wedding, and in true Julie Plec “fuck everyone in the TVD fandom over” fashion, she will have the day of the wedding be the day that he dies. He will spend his last moments with Elena because they are the first ship and deserve a conclusion to their story. And to be honest with you I’m okay with that because they are the whole reason the show started.
Finally, Elena will come back and have some gross reunion with Damon and all of the other characters whose happy endings got ruined on the show will fake content and pretend as if they have a happy ending because special snowflake Elena is back.
I’m just upset because two of the most prominent characters in show, Bonnie and Caroline, will have the plot lines of the last two seasons be fucked over. They don’t deserve that and it shouldn’t happen because of Elena’s waking up.
I have my own thoughts about their plot lines and what I think about steroline and bonenzo and the messed up treatment of Bonnie, but truly want them to have a happy ending. Even if I’m not happy about it. And I know that it’s messed up to have only two characters who have cause so nuch destruction together be the one’s to ruin it.
I honestly can help but be cynical because I don’t trust Julie Plec and you shouldn’t either. Hate me or love me, but these are just my thoughts.
Imagine: You discovered you’re pregnant with Klaus’ baby and has to tell your siblings, Damon and Stefan.
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you sure you can do this? Tell your brothers you’re pregnant?”
was a tough question to answer. You spent a whole month thinking and
trying to find the strength to work it out. But, somehow, time did
not make it easy. Actually, you were more anxious than ever. You knew
exactly how your siblings, Damon and Stefan, would react. Especially
when you tell them who the father is. Only imagining it made you feel
like throwing up.
I’m so scared it hurts.”
be with you.”
sure if that helps, Klaus.”
Klaus Mikaelson was your baby daddy. You and him had thing for each
other since the first day you met. Of course, you were not able to
tell anyone. He was obsessed on killing Elena to break some sort of
curse and did so many bad things to archive his goal that all your
friends would think you were crazy to love him. So you hid it. From
everyone. Until… Well, right now.
grabbed your hand and, through soft strokes, tried to calm you down.
He had been weirdly sweet to you since he found out. Which reminded
you the night you discovered you were pregnant. You busted into his
house to let him know the news. Deep down you wanted an answer. Why
you, out of everyone, had to get knocked up by the hybrid. The only
thought in your mind was “man, that’s bad luck.”
we get in now, Y/N?”
I mean, yes. We should.”
stopped, staring deep into his blue eyes.
you for doing this with me.”
feel like I should. It’s my child and, sort of, my fault you’re in
entirely your fault.” You giggled. “Let’s get in. Before I
lost the courage.”
Mikaelson smiled and you sighed, remembering the night he made you
his. It was pouring rain and you were stuck inside the Mystic Grill.
A shot of whiskey was sitting in front of you, half drank, while you
were lost in thoughts. Most of them revolved around how annoying
Damon had been. You were lucky he had not followed you there.
couple drinks later, Niklaus showed up, with his small talk and
captivating light. Since you were way more loose from the alcohol,
you just let it go. When you came down to yourself, you were naked,
gasping and laughing with the blond. It was definitely an
Stefan? Are you guys home?”
month later, the morning sickness started, which got you worried,
because vampires don’t normally throw up out of nothing. Surely the
pregnancy thought never occurred to you, at least not until the witch you found to
help said so. She stated you were part of some sort of prophecy.
However, from the minute you heard you were carrying a baby, nothing
else mattered. There was a little person inside of you. Growing. A
child conceived by you with an Original.
left the witch talking to herself and went to your baby daddy’s
house. Klaus was painting, furiously, but he stopped the minute he
saw you. His blue eyes confused. Shyly, you told him what you had
discovered. Then he laughed, almost screaming you were a fake.
don’t have to lie to you, Niklaus. Especially about this. I am
carrying a child. And it is yours. You don’t have to be a part of
this baby’s life if you don’t want to. Just know it’s here.” You softly
replied, leaving before he could retort.
time had passed till Elijah came to you, assuring he would talk to
his brother and get him to embrace fatherhood. Although you were too
hurt by what the Original Hybrid had said, you nodded, accepting it.
You knew Klaus would never cave in and come to apologise. That’s why
you got so surprised by his presence later in your doorstep, claiming
he truly wanted to get to know you and his child.
here.” Both Damon and Stefan answered.
come here a second.”
nightmare was about to become real. You shuddered a little and
squeezed Klaus’ hand strongly, looking for support. Damon entered the
living room first, followed closely by Stefan. Their skin lost a few
tones, if that was possible.
is he doing here?”
just listen to me.”
tell me right now.”
here with me.”
Is he your boyfriend or something?”
I mean, he’s something.”
what have you done?” Stefan asked, slowly. “I know that
face. I lived with it for a hundred years. Spill the beans.”
I’m… I’m… Baby. Me. Klaus. Daddy.” You babbled, insecure.
do you mean?” Damon questioned, his eyes narrowed and eyebrows
raised. “Stop playing games, for fuck’s sake.”
I’m pregnant.” You whispered.
beg your pardon?” Stefan widened his eyes. “You’re what?”
With Klaus’ child. That’s why I’ve been acting so weird lately.
There’s a baby growing inside of me. I’m almost four months.”
you crazy?” Damon screamed. “You’re a vampire. Vampires
don’t get knocked up. And you slept with the enemy? Really? Is
up!” Tears were already rolling down your face. “I love
him. And he loves me. We know that for awhile now. I was just so
can’t believe that. You’re such a bitch.”
she is out sister. Stop taking your frustrations over her.”
she deserves it. He fucking tried to kill Elena! Murdered
Jenna! Sent Tyler away! And she still let him in her pants.”
should shut up, mate. I’m not going to let you treat your sister like
that. We don’t do that to family. No matter what they have done.”
who’s talking: the person who daggers his siblings whenever he’s mad
please.” You pleaded, your voice affected by the sobbing. “I
just wanted you to be okay with this. I’m having your nephew, or
niece. It’s family.”
no, you chose a psychopath over your family. And you didn’t even have the
gut to tell us.”
electric blue eyed vampire shook his head and, fast enough, he was
gone, leaving you crying and devastated.
Y/N, he’ll forgive you. I’ll make sure of that. I don’t know what you
saw in Klaus, but if he makes you happy, fine by me. And this child you
bearing… Count with me for everything,” Stefan
stated, wiping the tears from your eyes. “I’ll be here for you.”
worry. I’ll go after him.”
squeezed you against his chest, as Stefan went after Damon. The second you
were all alone, you allowed yourself to cry even harder against the
Mikaelson’s shirt, leaving it wet. He only stroke your hair and
stayed silent, respecting your pain.
I ask you something?"
you’ll be with me. For as long as I’m carrying this baby.”
promise. Nobody can drag me away from you. Or her.” He guaranteed, touching your belly.
girl. I can feel it.”
I bet it’s boy.”
giggled, grasping his shirt and kissing him passionately. As he
pulled you closer, you knew that, no matter what happened, he would
be by your side and live up to his promise.
Damon says he will always choose Elena first... But that statement isnt about Elena or his love for her.. Its about Him because he has put all his Happiness, his life, his everything in having her.. He cant Let Go.. Just like he did with Katherine until she Hurt him.... Love Requires Sacrifice Always... DE's love is Selfish.. They had a real chance with Bamon but chose not to go down that road...
Yeah, the whole “I will always choose you” promise died a looooong time ago. It died in 6x22 when Damon chose to save Bonnie and live without Elena for 70+ years and it’s died every single time Damon has saved Bonnie’s life since. It doesn’t matter how anyone tries to spin that, Damon is choosing someone else above Elena and it’s not for Elena’s benefit, because how can it be? If Damon let Bonnie die in 6x22, yeah, Elena would’ve lost her best friend, but she’d also have got to spend the rest of her life with her brother, Matt, Tyler, Alaric and his twins, which is something she wouldn’t have been able to do under the coma (if the writers weren’t gonna find some loophole) since they’d have been dead by the time she awoke. When Damon saves Bonnie, it’s for Bonnie and it’s for him. No one can convince me otherwise.
I agree about Damon putting all of his eggs in one basket where love is concerned. Honestly, I put it down purely to the fact that Damon doesn’t know what real, healthy love is, because when has he ever experienced it? He grew up with a mother and father that clearly didn’t love each other, his mother didn’t love him enough to stay and raise him and his father was cruel and somewhat abusive. When he met Katherine in 1864 she was (I assume) the first and only person to show him love and the first person he felt love for. Katherine said it herself - she taught Damon how to love. But if there’s anyone on the planet that shouldn’t be allowed to teach someone how to love it’s Katherine Pierce, because let’s be honest, she doesn’t know what true love is either. She spent practically her entire life on the run, lying, manipulating, using people for her benefit and discarding them when they no longer had any use. And even with the people she did love, she struggled to be selfless because she was so used to putting herself first. This is the person from whom Damon learned to love, so is it any surprise that he developed such an unhealthy obsession and love for Elena? Everything about Damon’s feelings for Elena stems from the damage that’s been done to him from his past experiences. He began to obsess over Elena in the early seasons because she looked like Katherine, he had an inferiority complex with Stefan and wanted to exact revenge on Stefan for turning him. When Damon actually started to fall in love with Elena it was because she saw the good in him and made him feel as though he was actually cared for, which was something he’d lacked throughout his life. Once he was in a relationship with her he loved her because he perceived her to be his humanity, that she made him a better person, which again something he’s always struggled with. I could go on, but the point is that everything about Damon’s love for Elena comes from the sad, lonely, damaged, insecure little boy that he still is deep inside. It’s not about Elena, it’s about Damon. It’s about what she does for him, how she makes him a better person, how she makes him happy, how she makes him feel loved, how she’s the best thing to ever happen to him. So yes, you’re right Delena’s love is selfish.
As for Bamon…don’t even get me started. I could go on forever about why they should’ve become canon, but I won’t since I have other posts where I talk about it. But all I will say, is that you’re completely right. All of the foundations for a Bamon romance have already been laid and there’s been so many opportunities for the writers to make them canon. Their first “I love you” scene had been building for a hell of a long time, and there’s absolutely no reason why they had to add the, “Like Elena loves you” part. It was honestly just a cop out. And watching the scene in 8x10 where Damon reads Bonnie the letter he wrote to her before he chose to desiccate just confirms to me that there is 100% something between them. The emotion in that scene, the chemistry…everything about it is just proof that there is so much potential for Bamon. Even the endless references to Elena in that scene don’t diminish the fact that what Damon’s saying proves just how much he completely loves Bonnie. Everything about that scene, from the setting, to the music, the expressions on their faces, emotion in their voices, the words they say, the way they look at each other - it’s the definition of romantic. How anyone can perceive that in any other way, I have no idea. It also proves further, what we were talking about earlier that Damon has broken his promise to always choose Elena, because in this speech he makes a new promise to Bonnie and ironically, it’s one he made to Elena back in season 3. And that is, “I’m so sorry I left. It won’t happen again.” So not only has Damon chose Bonnie over Elena, repeatedly, now he’s vowing that he will never leave her. That’s a pretty hefty promise for a friend to make to another friend, don’t you think?
In conclusion, Bamon not becoming canon is the biggest mistake the writers have made, and they’ve made A LOT of them haha.
Okay, here’s the thing, I think Damon’s been over Elena for a long time. It might just be my Bamon shipper heart reading too much into little things but let me explain how I see things. I think in the last episode we got Damon realising and finally admitting to himself that he loves Bonnie more than anything.
First of all, the look on Damon’s face when Caroline mentioned Elena. It just didn’t look right, not the kind of look one would give when someone mentions the so-called “love of their life”. It felt like Damon wanted to stop and tell her something, that what she had just said wasn’t entirely right but then he let it go.
Then we have the epic battle between Cade and Bonnie for Damon’s soul. Like, the way Bonnie fought for him, she just didn’t want to let him go and Damon was just so shocked. When she said that she would fight he just looked like he couldn’t believe she would do something like this for him. This scene for me was really a way to show both’s love for each other. And the look. The look he gave her when he was hugging his brother. For me this was the point where he finally realised that he loved her and needed her. And Bonnie looking back at him, just smiling… guys, she looked so in love. Maybe she wasn’t even thinking about how much she loved him and that she could actually be in love, I don’t know how to explain this, she was just looking at him, relieved, and in love. (And little random thing, that scene, the hug between brothers and him looking at Bonnie, reminded me soooo much of Elsa and Anna’s hug at the end of Frozen where Anna then looks at Kristoff while hugging his sister. That kind of look just feels like something people in love would do).
And then, Damon being excited when Bonnie comes over. The whole scene had such a big meaning for me. Damon was smiling down at Elena, then he closed her coffin and turned around to welcome Bonnie with champagne. They were of course celebrating Cade’s death but it felt like he was celebrating something more. For me, the look he had when looking at Elena was him finally letting her go. They had their time, a relationship that belonged to the past. Of course he was also happy that she was still ‘alive’, both her and his brother, but it just felt so much like he was letting her go. And closing the coffin and turning to Bonnie, with the champagne, saying “Yes” almost in a whisper to himself, then him saying “You came!” in that way like he was afraid she wouldn’t come because he had something to celebrate for with her, it just felt like he was ready to finally move on with her.
The thing I actually wanted to say is that through all this season we always got Damon mentioning Elena and his love for her but for me it was like he was saying it because everyone was expecting him to say it. It was like he had to mention it because everyone knew he loved her and it had to be that way but this love just went away and he was afraid of admitting that he loved someone else instead, to everyone else and to himself. I’m not sure if this makes sense but it also adds to Damon not saying Elena’s name when telling Stefan about the girl he hopes to marry one day (and Bonnie not saying Enzo’s name when telling her grandma she’s in love with a vampire).
Again, I wasn’t hoping on Bamon becoming endgame anymore, I had lost all my hope, and I’m still a bit wary about it, but I got my hope back with this episode. I don’t want to deceive myself but the thing is, we got some pretty big hints and scenes and I know that it might just be my shipper heart hoping to see this ship finally sail and become canon, but I guess we just have to wait and see.
We still got a great character development from both Bonnie and Damon and we also have some great episodes and scenes so if it doesn’t end the way we hope, let’s remember what we have ♥
“(Y/N) Gilbert is downstairs, in her pyjamas.” Tyler’s
mother looked furious at the thought.
Tyler didn’t say anything, he knew you’d been feeling at
odds. You had ended up chatting to him while you waited for Matt and Rosie to
finish their shifts at the Grill and somehow, he hadn’t gone a day after without
talking to you, not that he minded, you both liked each other.
Request: Could I request some Stefan x reader fluff where the reader has a severe panick attack and Stefan is the only one capable of calming her down? Lots of fluff . Have a good day 😁
Characters: Reader, Stefan, Elena, and Damon
Warnings: Sever panic attack, high emotions, and fluff
It was all becoming too much. The constant threats, injuries, and fear. Normally, you could handle it, or at least, keep your head above it all, but today was different. .Everyone else was trying to find a new way to stop Klaus, but they had decided that it would be safer for you to stay behind. That left you alone with your thoughts and they were slowly becoming more and more pressing. Soon you felt like you couldn’t get enough air and tears were filling your eyes so you could see very well. You slid your back down the wall until you were sitting on the floor. You were still gasping for air when the door opened.
“Y/N?!” you vaguely heard what you thought was Elena’s voice, but you couldn’t get yourself to focus on anything but the crippling anxiety.
“Elena?! What’s wrong?” Damon came rushing at the sound of worry and fear in Elena’s voice.
“I think Y/N’s having a panic attack. What do we do?”
“I don’t think there’s anything we can do. STEFAN!” Damon said before yelling for Stefan.
“What’s going on?” Stefan asked appearing next to him.
“Your love is having a panic attack,” Damon informed him before dragging Elena away.
“Y/N? Y/N can you hear me?” Stefan stayed calm kneeling down in front of you.
“I…I…I…it’s…” You tried to speak, but you couldn’t get enough air and your voice was shaking heavily.
“Babe, it’s okay. You don’t need to speak, just focus on my voice. Okay? I’m right here,” Stefan soothed you as best as he could as he took your hands in his.
“Everyone is safe and happy. I’m here, you’re here. It’s all okay. Maybe we can take a small vacation or something? Just…get away…just the two of us,” Stefan spoke.
“We can’t…what if…what if…” I stuttered.
“Okay, okay. No vacation. I’m going to try something okay? I need you to trust me,” Stefan spoke again before letting me into his head showing me memories of the two of us. As the minutes slowly passed my vision cleared and my breathing slowed down to it’s normal rate. I looked up at Stefan confused.
“Why did you show me those?” “Those are some of my favorite moments of our time together and we are going to make many many more.”
“You have favorite moments with me?”
“Yeah, I do. Actually, that’s how Damon got me to turn on my emotions last time. Forced me to think about you and I love you so much that…”
“I love you too Stefan, more than I ever thought was possible.”
“Good, because I plan on marrying you someday.”
“You want to marry me?”
“When you are ready, yes, if you wanted, I’d even love to spend forever with you, but that’s your choice.”
“I want a life with you. Even with all the crazy, scary, heart stopping moments, I know that I want to be with you.”
“I want to be with you too,” Stefan smiled pulling me into his arms.
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“Your hair is so soft…”
Bonnie rolled her eyes. “And you are so drunk.”
“Tipsy,” he corrected.
Shaking her head, a fond smile upturning her lips, she watched as he continued to run his fingers through her hair. It was longer than it’d been the last time she saw him. After spending two years abroad, she’d returned to the States feeling stronger, happier, and more confident in herself. She also returned to find out Damon and Elena had broken up. Elena had moved to Boston for medical school while Damon remained behind, playing surly uncle to Caroline’s daughters.
With a gentle sigh, she rubbed her fingers over his forehead and back through his hair. She wasn’t sure when he’d put his head in her lap, but it was strangely comfortable. In the time she’d been away, she and Damon talked often. Days would pass where all they would do was text back and forth, about anything and everything, and then suddenly, she’d call or he would and they’d spend hours on the phone. Talking about life as a human now, about where she’d been or where she should visit next. In a way, it felt like he was on that journey with her, so entwined with her life as he was. Which was why she was surprised to hear that he and Elena had broken up more than a month ago.
“You wanna talk about it?”
He sighed, long and loud. “About what?”
She cocked her head. “Seriously?”
“What’s there to say?”
“I don’t know… The love of your life packed up and left. I thought you’d have a few things to say, or ask. Like, ‘how do I get her back, Bonnie?’”
Continuing to stroke his fingers through the tails of her hair, he shook his head. “It was a long time coming.”
“Since when?” Her brow furrowed. “You never mentioned anything.”
“No? I didn’t slip how unhappy we were getting into one of our four-hour-long conversations?”
de fan was comparing stefan saying how he shouldnt have made the choice to finish the transition and damon saying if he chosed differenlty he wouldnt have met elena to prove that damon loved her more. or how elena says stefan sees her as a broken toy and damon saying she's not a toy soldier and the ever so old "erase it all every memory" vs damon's rather spend every moment in pain and agony than erase her and even stefan taking the cure and damon taking in speeches. what do you say to these
The thing about DE fans is that they rarely look at Damon outside of DE and I relate this to the first “point” because, it’s been stated repeatedly and in different ways that Elena is Stefan’s ultimate solace and the love of his life:
The ferocity and passion of his love is also repeatedly stated:
not to mention shown:
When he deems Julian responsible for killing Elena, he has his break down:
and then kills Julian.
When Katherine gets in the way of him being with Elena, right away he makes a plan to take her down:
It’s been repeated/hinted at that he will never be able to love someone the way he loves her:
Stefan is so in love with Elena, deeply, profoundly, passionately, soulfully but Stefan also isn’t selfish. Stefan was a ripper and so many of the circumstances are complicated and actually aren’t his choice but he still caused a lot of damage as a ripper:
not to mention he takes on the guilt of Damon’s victims because he still blames himself for what happened. Him saying he shouldn’t have transitioned proves that he wants to take back all of that suffering, all of that death, all of that pain, his happiness isn’t worth all of the destruction that’s come about because of his condition. This is why Stefan is the better man, this is why he’s the hero because he puts others’ needs before his, that doesn’t mean he loves Elena less, it means he’s a better person than Damon.
The second point, Elena is sired first of all, second of all it makes literally no sense because none of that is actually proven within the narrative up to 4x10. Because this was SE in 4x01-4x06:
When Elena was barely holding it together during the eulogy, all Damn said was Elena was going to “lose it” but what did Stefan do:
And when he finds out about the blood-sharing, he puts his resentment and
jealousy aside to help Elena with her grief and decides to hold a
memorial for the dead so she (and the people she loves) could get a
sense of closure and feel slightly at peace whereas Damon just left:
And then Elena says this in 4x04:
Plus there was this:
Elena doesn’t even know Stefan is searching for the cure for her until 4x06 because he didn’t want to make her life about getting the cure. In 4x07 when she’s all “you mean fix me”, 3 episodes ago she was breaking down in his arms about how she’s not going to survive this and she doesn’t want to feel what she feels and literally during their breakup she says that she wants to get her human self back so like he was literally just doing what she wanted. 4x10 doesn’t make sense.
Finally, the last point and Stefan wanting to erase his memory. The very big difference between Stefan and Damon is that Stefan doesn’t like to spread his hurt around. Sure, Damon says he would rather live in agony but that agony destroys everyone around him and most of the time those people are people that Elena cares about
^^ when he kidnapped Jeremy
or it’s random strangers
(when he thought he killed Elena)
or it’s his “distractions”
so the fact that they put Damon on this freaking pedestal because he’d rather swim in his agony is fucking ridiculous because he destroys everything around him in the name of Elena which is supposed to be the exact opposite of what he’s meant to do, she’s supposed to have changed him and made him good right? Whatthefuckever.Elena as a character is meant to condemn all of this, be against all of this, hate all of this but he does this because of her? And he loves her? Nah.
Caroline to Damon: "You felt that way about Elena." - Not really??
Damon never felt like he deserved Elena … but the difference between SC and DE was that never really mattered to him. He gave all these speeches about how Stefan deserved Elena more, how he was bad for her, but that’s all it was talk. Damon’s “selfless” moments in doing the right thing and letting Elena go–for his brother, for Elena—were always there one minute and gone the next. Whereas Stefan was literally ready to leave town for both Elena and Caroline, Damon didn’t. BECAUSE HE NEVER COMMITTED TO IT.
“I don’t deserve you … but my brother does.”=/=“If I’m gonna feel guiltyabout something, I’m gonna feel guilty about this.” *First Delena kiss*
“Elena choose you. I’ll leave town.” =/= “I should be long gone by now. I’m busy fighting with my brother.”
“I’m letting you go. I can’t change who I am, but I won’t change YOU.” =/= “Ineed you. You’re the best influence on ME.”
“Your love for me was compelled away, but you’re happy. You’re better off without me.”=/= “I want to be with Elena.”
Stefan came back to both Caroline and Elena too, but in his case letting them go was him being a martyr while Damon was actually BAD for Elena. Letting her go was always the right thing and Damon always knew that. But did he care?
Damon did care for someone though. He cared enough to leave, to desiccate, to completely remove himself from her life because he thought she’d be better off.
BONNIE. BONNIE BENNETT.
Caroline was trying to force parallels with SC/DE in terms of love and feeling unworthy … but the true parallel here is BD/SC and I think even Damon recognized that. That’s why his reaction was so awkward and uncomfortable a second because even if he did feel that way about Elena he never did what Stefan was doing with Caroline. He did with Bonnie. Damon of course wouldn’t understand this so really didn’t want to dwell on it and let it go.
“I can’t atone for my mistakes if I keep making them. I’m not dragging her down with me.” VS “I’m leaving because I’d rather let you down once than let you down the rest of your life.”
So no, Caroline. Damon felt that way more with Bonnie than he ever did with Elena. We recognize that as Bamon shippers … but the question is, will the writers?
A quick BAMON one shot. An alternate ending to the shit-tastic finale. Dedicated to imnothere4urentertainment! I hope you like it.
The Way It Should Be
I’m in Amsterdam having the time of my life. Hope you and Elena are well. Wishing you all of the best.
All it took was one glance at that postcard to convince Damon to finally do what he’d been dreaming and fantasizing about for so long… He was going after Bonnie.
He took crow form and flew right to Amsterdam. (And why not? It was cheaper than flying commercial.) Once he arrived in Europe, he morphed back into his human state (discreetly behind a tree) and set about looking for Bonnie. It shouldn’t be too hard to find her. He figured that she was at some museum.
This had been a long time coming. He’d spent four miserable months with Elena. They hadn’t ended on bad terms though. In fact, they were both relieved when it was over. They had changed so much in the time they were apart and deep down, they both realized that they were never meant to be together in the first place. They’d just been too stubborn and stupid to realize it before then.
The first week of their reunion, they had been happy. Well, as happy as they could be knowing that his brother was dead; that Stefan had sacrificed himself so that they could have a second chance to be together. But by the second week, the silence had started to settle in and her little habits and idiosyncrasies bugged the hell out of him. Worse, when he’d tried to fix her pancakes, she hadn’t even attempt to touch them.
By the end of their first month together, he was sleeping on the sofa in the boarding house more often than not. He would hear her crying at night and he knew she was crying for Stefan; that she was missing him as much as he missed his brother. And at nights when he did manage to catch a wink of sleep, he dreamt about Bonnie – her perfect smile, her exuberance, her strength… He often woke up in cold sweats, his whole body aching for the mocha-skinned beauty.
He and Elena had finally admitted after four months that they couldn’t be together anymore. She had been accepted into a pre-med program at Northwestern and wanted to go. He could have gone along for the ride, but he knew neither of them really wanted that. So they parted ways with a hug and tears (the tears were all for Stefan).
Damon had stayed in Mystic Falls, alone, for the next four months trying to convince himself that staying away from Bonnie was for the best, that she would always love Enzo and that he had no right to try and change her mind about that. But when that postcard from Amsterdam came, he couldn’t stay away any longer. He needed his best friend; he needed his confidant; he needed … the woman he loved.
Now he just had to find her and convince her that they belonged together.
Bonnie was standing in front of a magnificent Rembrandt painting in the Rijksmuseum, head cocked to the side, eyes focused on trying to take in every little color and detail when she heard footsteps approaching from behind her and then an all-too familiar voice was ringing in her ears.
“Excuse me, Miss, but do I know you from somewhere?”
She froze for a long moment though her heart took to hammering like a kick drum in her chest. Finally, slowly, she turned and looked at him. “Damon? Ohmigod, what are you-?” She didn’t finish her sentence. She was suddenly launching herself at him, throwing her arms around his neck and hugging him impossibly tight. “Damon!” She shrieked in excitement.
Damon whirled her around and around until she was breathless and then set her down on her two little feet. Her legs felt wobbly and she was smiling so brightly that her cheeks ached.
“Would you believe that I was just in the neighborhood?” Damon said with a cheeky smile.
“No, I wouldn’t believe it. Seriously, what are you doing here?”
“I came to see you… duh,” Damon said with a roll of his eyes.
“Yeah but -“
“Yeah but, what?”
“Where’s Elena?” Bonnie asked, looking over his shoulder as if she expected to see the petite brunette appear at any moment.
Damon shrugged. “She’s away at medical school, last I heard.”
“What do you mean ‘last you heard’?” Bonnie asked. She crossed her arms. “Damon, what’s going on?”
“Come on. I’ll explain everything. Let’s get out of this stuffy place, go for some drinks; have some fun.”
Bonnie looked at him curiously but allowed herself to be tugged out the doors of the museum and into the busy foot traffic on the streets. Neither she nor Damon spoke for a moment as he propelled her across the street towards a pub. They were about to head inside but she pulled him to a stop.
“What?” Damon asked.
“We can drink later,” Bonnie said. “For now, I really want to know what’s going on.”
“Why does anything have to be going on?” Damon asked with a casual shrug.
“When you spoke of Elena, you said ‘last you heard’. Did you two - did you two break up?”
Damon nodded. “We did,” he said. He didn’t exactly sound sad about it.
“Why is this the first I’m hearing about it? It’s been eight months since I left Mystic Falls. We’ve talked a bunch of times … How long have you two been -”
“Finito?” He shrugged. “About four months.” “What?” Bonnie screeched. “How - why - what?” She was flabbergasted. She had thought Damon and Elena would go the distance. She had expected it and if she was honest with herself, that was part of the reason she had left Mystic Falls in the first place.
“Calm down, Bon,” Damon said. “You’re scaring the tourists.”
“I just don’t get it. You’ve loved Elena for long as I’ve known you. More than anything, you wanted her to awaken from her magical coma and she did and -” She sighed. “I just don’t get it.”
“Well, the first few weeks we were back together were okay…I guess. But it wasn’t long before I realized that she was missing Stefan. I would just look in her eyes and I could see it. She tried to hide it but it was obvious.”
“Damon, I’m sorry.”
“We tried to hold on for as long as we could - for Stefan’s sake. Because he died to give us a chance to be together. But it just became impossible. He was the glue that held us together and when he was gone… There was nothing left.”
“I’m so sorry. Damon. I just don’t get why you didn’t tell me all of this before now.”
“I didn’t want to ruin your ‘Eat, Pray, Love’ journey, you know… But when I got your postcard saying you were in Amsterdam, I knew I had to come and see you. I couldn’t stay away anymore. This was our place, our safe haven, for awhile, anyway.” Damon’s eyes were hooded and stormy as he looked at her and she shivered in spite of herself.
“Don’t say you’re sorry again. This is … You have nothing to be sorry for. The truth was that it was inevitable. Elena is always going to miss Stefan, she’s always going to love him…. And while she was missing him, I realized how much I was missing …you.”
“Damon…” His gaze was so intense, that for a moment, she had to look away.
“Bonnie,” he said. He placed two fingers underneath her chin and tilted her head upwards so their eyes met. “I know I have no right to tell you this. I know you still love Enzo but I realized something too - something I’ve been denying for a helluva long time.”
Bonnie swallowed hard. “Wh-what?”
“That you’re the one I want,” Damon said. “That you’re the one I’ve always wanted.”
Bonnie felt her heart start to race even faster. She thought she might be having a heart attack. She slumped towards the ground but Damon caught her easily, expertly hauling her upright and pulling her close. Her whole body was on fire where their skin met. “Damon…”
“It’s true, Bonnie. I spent four months with Elena but on every one of those days, I thought about you and how much I missed you. How much - Dammit! I need you, Bonnie.”
“Damon, you don’t mean that. You’re rebounding. You’re-”
“I am not. I know what I want and who I want and it sure as hell isn’t Elena anymore.”
“If that’s true, why didn’t you come find me sooner?”
“Because - because I knew you were in love with Enzo. You probably still are. And I didn’t want to try to wreck that.”
“So you were being noble?”
“Shocking huh?” Damon smiled softly. “Honestly, if I would have had my way I would have been with you a lot sooner. I was in denial. I was an incredible idiot. I admit it. I want you to believe me when I say this… I want you, Bonnie Bennett. You and only you.”
Bonnie’s eyes moistened against her will. “Do you really mean that?”
“Yes, I mean that. Look me in the eyes and see for yourself. I promise I won’t compel you or do any sort of supernatural mumbo jumbo. Just look at me and you’ll see the truth.”
Bonnie stood back and looked at him long and hard. He said nothing, just stared at her in earnest, his lips set in a little smile. “It’s true,” she said. “You do want me.”
“I don’t just want you. Bon… I love you. And not in a friendship-y, brother and sister, sort of way.”
“Damon… This is all too much …”
“I know. You and Enzo -”
“I will always love Enzo but I want -”
“What? Tell me what you want. Tell me how you feel. I need to hear it.”
Bonnie nodded. “I feel …. The same way you do. I love you too, Damon.”
Damon seemed to visibly sag with relief. “Thank god. I didn’t want to be the only one feeling this way.”
“You’re not… but there is one problem.”
“Damon, we’ve never kissed before. What if we have no-”
“No chemistry? Ha! Come on, Bon. We’ve had that since the day we met. Even when we hated each other, we really didn’t hate each other, did we?”
Bonnie shook her head. “I told myself that I did. I mean, I tried to light you on fire because I thought I hated you that much. But maybe it was just a deflection.”
“I think we both know it was,” Damon said with a cocky smile. “You wanted me and I wanted you … And you know what? We can easily find out if our chemistry extends to kisses right now.”
“You want to kiss me?”
“Would I have come thousands of miles if I didn’t?”
“Elena and I are over. I told you that. She knows how I feel about you. I told her point blank and I think she already suspected any way. I think she was relieved even. Because while I was missing you, she was missing Stefan.” His deep blue eyes clouded over for a moment. “Stefan … I miss that big lug, you know.”
Bonnie moved to rest her hand on his arm, feeling the strong sinew flexing beneath her palm. “I know. I miss him too.”
“Do you ever talk to Caroline?”
“Yes, I get a long letter or email from her every week. We also talk on the phone a lot. She’s getting better, healing, bit by bit. I think someday she’ll find the courage to move on.”
Damon nodded. “Stefan would have wanted that. He wouldn’t have wanted her to suffer; to mourn him for eternity. He was a good man.”
“He was, but Damon, you’re a good man too,” Bonnie said. “In fact, the best man I’ve ever known.”
Damon’s eyes locked on hers, his gaze burning into her, searing her to the core, making her want things that she used to think were impossible; things she had dared not even fantasize about. Now here he was, in Amsterdam, in their special place, and it was everything.
“I’m going to kiss you now, Bonnie,” Damon said. He moved impossibly close to her, hooking his fingers deftly in the belt loops of her denim shorts. She could feel his cool, minty breath on her skin. “Tell me you want me to kiss you.”
Bonnie just nodded. She couldn’t speak. The breath had been stolen completely from her lungs. She raised her face up to look at him, to see him. To really see him. The man she wanted, the man she adored, the man she loved. He was so damned beautiful.
And then he was kissing her, hungrily, fiercely, his soft lips scraping against the seam of hers, demanding entrance. She opened her mouth to allow him to deepen the kiss. She moaned in spite of herself, falling into the kiss, falling, falling, falling…
Her knees were shaking, her whole body trembling as she pushed herself as close to him as she could get, her breasts sandwiched against his hard chest.
He spun her around, making her impossibly dizzy, pushing her against the rear doors of a parked van. That felt familiar. She remembered how he had saved her life that day in Amsterdam when a car was bearing down on her. He had hesitated a few seconds then until it was almost too late, but now there was no hesitancy in his embrace, no holding back in his kiss. He was giving her everything, opening himself up to her, making himself vulnerable for her even. She appreciated it. She loved it.
Finally, Damon pulled back when she was panting and could no longer think coherently. He cradled her face in his large hands. “So what do you think, Witchy? Do we have chemistry?”
Bonnie just nodded mutely, a smile playing on her lips. She couldn’t find the words to say how much that kiss had aroused her; had brought her back to life again. And with Damon, she realized, no words were necessary. Looking into his eyes, she knew he already knew what she was thinking anyway. His vampire sixth sense at work, possibly, but it was more about how he knew her better than anyone ever had, or anyone ever would. He was her best friend. He was her everything actually. And looking at him in the bright sunlight, she knew that he felt exactly the same way.
Kai Parker x Reader word count : 2 747 *gif by lightwoodxalec ___________________________ Y/N and Kai got into his car. He pulled her seat belt for her seeing how she had no reaction whatsoever. Only thing she did was stare out the front car window , tears silently rolling down her cheeks. “We are going to rescue your mother.” Kai sighed , as they drove down the road. “I’ll do everything I can to make this happen , I promise.” Y/N turned towards him ,reaching for his hand. “T-thank you.” she said quietly. It took them nearly half an hour to get there. Kai parked the car almost a kilometre away from the house. He helped her get out , worried she might faint or something. All colour had been drained from her face. He wrapped his hand around her waist and was just about to cloak them when suddenly Caroline flashed in front of them. “I though I told you to stay home and not go anywhere.” she crossed her hands starring accusatory at Kai. “I tried. She wouldn’t listen… just like her mother , Y/N is ready to leap into danger for the people she loves.” Kai sighed. “D-don’t be mad at him.” Y/N said quietly. “She is my mom. I have to try and do something to save her. Maybe if I talk to Klaus … he will let her go. I …” Y/N suddenly broke into tears again and Kai pulled her close , allowing her to bury her face in his chest. “Where is Bonnie?” he whispered. Someone tapped his shoulder and he turned his head coming face to face with Bon Bon. “Oh hello. Long time. Please don’t kill me , we are on the same side now…” Bonnie rolled her eyes. “You are not on my list today….and you brought her?! Have you lost your mind ?!” There it was again. Everyone acting as if Y/N was a porcelain doll or something. Her entire life had been like this starting since that time she and Matt’s daughter fought and Y/N fell to the ground with a bleeding wound on her forehead. “We are wasting time.” she said wiping tears away from her face. “Let’s go.” Y/N pulled away from Kai and headed towards the house , walking angrily and so fast for a moment Kai wondered if somehow she had gotten vampire speed. Then he caught up with her , grabbing her hand. “Slow down princess.” he said smiling. “Invisique. There , now we can go.” Kai wanted to save Elena , not because he liked her. Part of him still held a grudge for what she and her friends did to him - first ditching him in 1903 , then Damon killing him , locking him away again … No , he wanted to save her because of Y/N. He couldn’t stand to see the girl he loved like that - tears in her eyes , looking broken as if someone had crushed her inside and out. Caroline rushed towards them just as they disappeared. “I hate it when he does that.” she muttered under her breath. “Okay. Listen to me - I’ll distract , you rescue.” Kai nodded at her , realising too late she couldn’t see or hear them. Bonnie walked a few steps behind them. As they neared the house , he used his vampire hearing to listen in. Klaus was talking with someone on the phone , a girl and then there was the unmistakable sound of blood dripping into a puddle … or a blood bag. Kai hoped it was a blood bag. He swallowed hard imagining how crushed Y/N would be if they find her mother in a pool of her own blood. The closer they got the clearer the smell of blood became to him. He glanced at Y/N who had calmed down and now there was only determination on her face. She turned towards him and gave him a small smile before stopping a hundred meters away from the house. “When we get there … I want you to lift the cloaking spell off me.” she said. Kai started to protest but she shushed him pressing her finger on his lips. “I want my mother to see that I am there… and maybe it would create a distraction allowing you to rescue her. You have to get her to safety. Promise me.” Kai brushed his fingers against her cheek. “I’ll lift the spell , but you are my priority. I’ll do whatever it takes to save your mother , but that doesn’t mean I will leave you unprotected near that hybrid. You mean everything to me .. and I don’t want to lose you.” “Promise me.” she insisted. Kai sighed. “I promise.” Y/N smiled at him , stretching her hand to cup his face before kissing him gently. “I love you. Whatever happens , I love you. Don’t you ever forget it.” she said. “I love you too sweetheart… but nothing is going to happen.” he said reassuringly , taking her hand in his. Caroline got to the house first , by the looks of it she had tried to reason with Klaus which had ended up turning into an argument. He wasn’t sure if that was a part of her distraction strategy or not but he took advantage of it. Bonnie walked into the house before them and soon after Klaus screamed out in pain. Kai did as Y/N asked and uncloaked her , he sniffed the air pulling her behind him as they walked into one of the rooms on the first floor , not too far from where Caroline and Bonnie were dealing with Klaus. Y/N’s eyes widened when she saw her mother tied to a chair , needle and tubes connected to both her hands draining her out of her blood. Elena’s head had drooped to the side but she was still conscious. “Y/N …? Wh-what are … you d-doing … here?” said Elena weakly. Her daughter knelt next to her , swiftly pulling the needles out. “Rescuing you , of course.” she said. “What ? Did you think I’d listen and stay hidden somewhere ? Kai , help me get her up.” Kai uncloaked himself , pulling one of Elena’s arms around his shoulder while her other arm was wrapped around Y/N’s. “Y-you promi-sed …to keep her save.” Elena muttered turning towards Kai. “Why would y-you -” In that moment Klaus showed up into the room , vamp - running to Y/N , wrapping his hands around her neck from behind. Kai hadn’t even realised Caroline and Bonnie’s voices had disappeared. The hybrid’s eyes burned with anger. “Ahhh , if it isn’t the rescue party 2.0. Here is what’s going to happen.” he said. “You are going to leave Elena here , or I am going to kill both of you… I’ll start with her. I’ll kill her in front of you and then I’ll rip your heart out for meddling into things that do not concern you.” “You have more than enough to create your stupid hybrid army.” Y/N said struggling to breath. “Let her go.” Klaus laughed under his breath. “Not even close , sweetheart.” he waited for a moment to see if they’d do as he asked , realising things weren’t going to go his way.“So , we are going to do this the hard way then. Fantastic.” he grinned at Kai who couldn’t tear his eyes away from Y/N. “Sorry love , it’s nothing personal…” Klaus whispered in her ear. Kai smiled at the ground for a moment then lifted his eyes , nothing but fury in them. He pressed his lips into a thin line and raised his hand. “Motus.” he muttered and Klaus went flying away from Y/N , hitting the wall. Kai held a magic grip on Klaus’ neck chocking him. “You should’ve never laid a finger on her.” “I will rip your throat you !” Klaus hissed , pointlessly trying to fight off the magic grip on his neck. However strong he was , there was one thing he couldn’t do - fight off magic. “No. You are not. ” Kai said , snapping Klaus’ neck , his body falling on the ground. Y/N ran into Kai’s arms hugging him like never before. For a moment she had thought this was it, the end of the line for her. Kai turned towards Elena who’s eyes had started rolling in their sockets. “As I promised , I will protect Y/N with my life. Always.” Kai said groaning a little as they dragged Elena’s body out of the house. “She is a lot more like you than I thought. Reckless , fearless … ready to sacrifice herself for the people she loves.Kind of makes me love her more for it.” Y/N’s cheeks flushed and she wasn’t sure if it was because of her mother’s weight on her shoulders or because of Kai’s words. “Can we … talk about this later ?” she said nearly out of breath. “Invisique.” Kai whispered. “There , we can talk about it now…” he laughed. “Shut up.” Y/N said with a smile. They walked for a few more minutes before Kai realised Elena had become unconscious. He stopped for a moment listening to her heart beat , a worried look on his face. He noticed Y/N looking at him with a puzzled expression. Quickly he bit his wrist forcing his blood down Elena’s throat in hopes it would heal her. The second he did that Y/N knew something had gone wrong. “Kai …” she said , fear in her voice. “.. what’s happening ?” “Her heart beat is too weak … I don’t know if -” in that moment Elena started puking his blood. “Damn it.” he muttered. “What the … ?! … The cure.” Y/N whispered realising what was happening. Vampire blood couldn’t heal her mother. “Can you carry her ? I’ll try and catch up with you. We need to drive her to the hospital. Now.” Kai sighed and in a swift motion lifted up Elena’s body in his arms. “Go.” He ran in vampire speed while Y/N ran as fast as she could towards the car , getting into the passenger seat quickly and pulling out her phone to call her dad and text Caroline.
Damon met them at the hospital , Caroline arriving almost half hour later with Bonnie , who was laying unconscious in a bed near Elena’s hospital room. Klaus had knocked her out and she wasn’t waking up. Caroline had fed her vampire blood and compelled the doctors to do what was necessary and Kai had compelled the doctors to do whatever they could to help Elena , meanwhile he used magic to help … except there was no spell to help with this. All he could do was delay the inevitable. He couldn’t bring himself to tell Y/N that , but he had to tell Damon so he pulled him aside for a few moments while Caroline watched over Y/N. “Hey um … listen.. There is something you need to know.” said Kai nervously glancing at his girlfriend. He could tell Caroline was listening in on their conversation. “When we found Elena there were nearly 4 pines with blood. Klaus must’ve had things ready from earlier or someone’s help.” “So ? She will be fine. They will do a blood infusion and Elena will recover.” said Damon , but there was something in his voice like he already knew what Kai was going to say. “I um .. I don’t think it’s going to work.” he said quietly. “Her heart beat is so weak , I tried healing her with vampire blood but it didn’t work because of -” “- the cure.” “Yes… I am doing my best here, trying to keep her alive long enough for you to say your goodbyes… but even magic is not strong enough to pull her back this time.” Kai’s gaze dropped to the ground. “I … I don’t know h-how to tell her.” He glanced at Y/N. Caroline’s eyes met his for a moment , tears glistening in her eyes. Damon put his hand on Kai’s shoulder. “Look … twirp.” he said with a slight smile. “Thank you ..for saving Elena and for keeping Y/N safe…and for doing whatever it is you are doing right now to help… I never thought I’d say this in my life.” he paused for a moment glancing at his daughter. “You don’t have to tell her… I will. It will be better this way.” Kai nodded and went by Y/N’s side. “Hey..” he said softly. Caroline glanced at him and he shook his head. She forced a smile on her face and went to talk to Damon , walking into Elena’s room with him. “What did you talk with my dad about ?” Y/N asked curious. “Um , he’ll tell you. I am sure.” Kai managed a small smile. “Do you want something from the vending machine or coffee ? Anything ?” Y/N sighed. “I want my mom to wake up , thats all.” she said. Kai caressed her face before kissing her forehead. “Well , I’ll go get you chocolate and coffee anyways. Trust me , you will want those.” “Okay.”
After Kai left Y/N went to her mother’s hospital room , leaning against the door frame. Her godmother and Damon glanced at her , tears in their eyes. “Hey kiddo.” said Damon. “You OK?” Y/N nodded and stepped inside , her father pulling her into a hug as a few tears rolled down her cheek. “Listen … there is something I have to tell you.” her father trailed off. “It’s about Elena… the um … the doctors don’t think she’d make it.” She pulled away from her father with a shocked look on her face and fear in her eyes , glancing at her mother then at Caroline. “What about Kai ? Maybe he can -” “No.” said her godmother , rubbing her back gently. “He is already doing what he can , but … things are not looking good.” “Oh my God…” Y/N whispered , breaking into tears again. Kai showed up at the door with the chocolate bar and the coffee. He sighed tilting his head slightly. They had told her. For a moment it appeared she might drop to the floor and Kai vamp - ran towards her , helping her sit on the chair next to her mother. She reached for the chocolate bar in Kai’s hands. “Thanks.”
* a few hours later *
Y/N sat on one side of Elena’s hospital bed holding her mother’s hand , while her father sat on a chair on the other. Kai stood awkwardly in the corner for a while before she reached her hand for his , until he wrapped his hands around her. “Hey…” Elena blinked a few times looking at her daughter and Kai. “Mom !” Y/N smiled, tears glistening in her eyes. “Thank God.” Elena managed a small smile and turned to the other side reaching her hand to touch Damon’s face. “You are all here.” she said. “Always.” said Damon , gently kissing her forehead. “How are you feeling?” “Happy.” Damon smiled at his wife. “Thank y-you.” said Elena reaching for Kai’s hand. “I didn’t see it be-fore. Now I do.. I - I forgive you for ..everything. There is good in you and … You are g-good for her.” Kai nodded slightly , Damon smiled at his wife then kissed her lips. “I’ll give you some time alone … as a family.” Kai said walking outside to sit in one of the chairs in front of the room , his head in his hands. About half an hour passed before he heard Y/N’s screams , she opened to door grabbing a doctor’s hand who was just passing near the room. “Mom ! Wake up ! Wake up !” she screamed as the doctor only confirmed Elena’s death. Y/N grabbed her mother’s shoulders shaking them , trying to get her mother to wake up. Damon held Elena’s hand , bringing it to his lips to kiss her knuckles , tears streaking down his face. Kai pulled Y/N away from her mother , tightly wrapping his hands around her while stroking her hair. She buried her face in his chest , tears rolling down her cheeks. “I’m so sorry Y/N.” Y/N pulled away from him , looking into his eyes. “Do something. Please … ” she begged him. “There is … nothing … I can do. I’m … I’m sorry.” “No.. no..” she shook her head , trying to muffle her sobs unable to believe her mother was gone. Kai pulled her into another hug , glancing at Damon who looked as if his whole life had just ended. Kai finally understood it. Their love for one another , he hadn’t understood it all those years ago. The young heretic wished he could’ve done something to save Elena. It had taken Damon and Elena years but they finally had forgiven and given him a chance.
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