just cause i felt like it lol

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Half thought out idea that I felt like rough doodling.

I was thinking about how since Arthurs been looking for Lewis, how different things might have gone in Ghost if Lewis hadnt used a disguise. Arthur probably would have been tackle hugging Lewis before he even got his spooky threats out. Then he’d take him to Vivi, cause he wants Vivi to be able to remember Lewis and maybe seeing him will help. Arthur is just so happy and excited and Lewis is just lost.

Character Talk: Korrasami

So in hype and celebration for Turf wars. I wanted to take the moment, years later and finally talk about my opinions on Korrasami. Given the blog, I imagine you can figure out what I think lol. But I don’t think I’ve actually ever talked about it all that much, since this blog usually just focuses on Asami. But I like talking about this show and I’ve been sitting on this aspect for while. So many people, more intuitive or smarter have offered their reasoning’s, and I don’t really think I’m about to add anything earth shattering. But I’ve been mulling it all over in my head for years now, and I’ve come to a lot of different points with a lot of different emotions, as I really tried to understand why it struck me the way it did, and why I still care about it which is something I can’t say for like any other fictional romance. And I think I’ve figured it out, at least for me. It hit me, that it resonated so strongly, cause it was the most like real relationships I’ve, and I think many other people have had. Minus walking into a spirit portal, lol. 

To start off, I think I should tell my shipping story. Never had I shipped before, well maybe a little but I didn’t know it was called that. Haven’t really shipped all that much since either. I enjoy romance but it’s not the major factor for me liking pretty much anything. But I’m getting ahead of myself. So I can’t claim I was on this boat since day one. Like I said, it was just something I rarely think about when watching a show. The moment that made me think about it, and start this crazy ship obsession was in the beginning of season 3.

I can tell you my exact thoughts when watching this scene. “Huh, they actually have really good chemistry.” Like they seemed to talk really easily to each other, the dialogue felt very natural and their laughter felt genuine to me. That’s when I got my boarding ticket. Cause watching that, I realized how utterly rare it was for me to think that. This is by no means a brag lol, but I have wasted a stupid amount of my waking life taking in stories. And I mean a lot of them. And I can think of precious few, if anyway, where I thought there was any chemistry. It’s why I was so disinterested in romance. Cause I’d seen hundreds of movies and shows where the leads had no connection whatsoever. No bonding moment, no casual conversation, no mutual interest or similar senses of humor. No REAL moments. Most of the time, they fall in live cause both are attractive and both are lead characters, and there’s usually little else there. And, most noticeable of all, is that it’s usually a pair of characters who’ve known each other for a day. A week at most. There’s no bonding usually cause there’s no time to. And that’s why I think chemistry is a major failing in many things. There’s no time to form it. And if you don’t believe the characters really like each other on personal level then why care?

So when I see people say Korrasami was rushed? I couldn’t disagree more. In fact to me it’s basically the least rushed romance I’ve ever watched. And to me, it doesn’t matter what “lens” your watching from. How can it be rushed? It’s two good friends, realizing they have had feelings grow for each other over the course of three years. Rushed? That’s more realistic than almost any romance I’ve ever seen. Cause it didn’t start right away. And so now we go into the personal talk. Almost every date, and romance I personally have had, has been with someone I was friends with for years before. We grew to like each other. We didn’t just lock eyes in a carnival one day and realize love was in the air. There was no whacky circumstance or embarrassing meet cute.  It was hey, I know I like you. But wow I think I might realllly like you. The romance came from how well I knew them, how at ease I was with them, how we knew each other well enough that we could almost always make the other one laugh, and that we could talk to each other about whatever in our lives was difficult or painful. Someone to trust enough to confide our rawest emotions in. That is something I think most media is sorely lacking. It is for this reason, I think korrasami hit me so hard. And it’s why I think it’s brilliant, and one of the best romances I’ve ever watched. And it doesn’t hurt that they’re adorkable. 

I can’t speak for everyone. But I get the sense there’s at least many relationships that start the same way, and they’re really unrepresented in media. (Not the only unrepresented thing that korrasami represents) Through the series, the two grow closer and closer. Korra was stand offish at first, but Asami basically tried her best to make friends right from the start. And then the rest of season one, they’re friends, if not the closest kind. By season two, it’s clear the gang has spent more time together. And it’s also clear there’s not that much weirdness between them cause of the whole love triangle thing. Asami helps the southern water tribe, and by extension supports Korra, basically the whole season. Going through dangerous situations and dark times is a quick way to form trust with those around you. And it’s clear that they do trust each other by then. One never questioning the capabilities of the other. Then season 3 happens, and it’s clear, they’re close friends by now. They spend time together, just between them. They confide in each other, they offer encouragement, and joke around with each other. In fact one of my favorite moments is after the press conference, when Korra is feeling powerless and Asami says she’ll work out a solution. Moving on, they have to put their trust in each other when they’re captured by the earth kingdom, and both observe the strengths of the other, protect each other. Everything becomes a stepping stone the two used to get closer and closer. Every experience is working to build a stronger bond. That’s life isn’t it?

The ending of season 3 hit it home. Showing how the two’s relationship was changing. Asami offering support, that she’d always be there. She grew to care for Korra more than just in a friendly way by then. By the time we get to season four, we know Korra only felt comfortable confiding in Asami, and we know Asami was willing to drop a lot in her own life to go with Korra to help her heal.  And the rest is history. When the two sit together at the end, just to talk and catch their breaths. They’ve know each other for a long time. Been through a lot together as friends. Then both reach the point where they open up completely, and admit their feelings for each other. Feelings they didn’t have right away, cause that’s not how intimacy works. At least in my mind. Rushed? Even if by accident, this to me was one of the most methodically set up romances I’ve seen.

They had to work through misgivings, and trials. Get to know each other, realize they cared enough to support the other. Korrasami is one of the most real pairings I’ve ever experienced. They didn’t meet in a bar, and hit it off. They didn’t get struck by love at first sight. And they didn’t get intimate first, then work out the relationship afterwards like it was an afterthought.  They both grew, both figuring out themselves along the way. And at some point, friendship blossomed into something else. We as the audience were allowed to watch them grow, follow their struggles and softer moments. Instead of asking us to care about the characters because of romance, we got to care about the romance because of the characters.

And this is all before we even touch on the issue of bisexual representation, or woc representation. In that regard, this show is leagues beyond hollywood or mainstream tv. The representation is utterly important today as it was when the show ended. Getting to see that in a show so many cared about, with characters they loved, is one of the most amazing things that’s happened in the world of fiction. And the impact that had for so many, can never be diminished. You can watch reaction videos to the finale, or read the millions of words written about the paring to see that. Some days I still can’t get over the fact that the show existed. In a way I kind of now hold it as the standard in this regard, and it is not a standard that is just not met.  I know I’m not the only one who can say it helped through difficult times. It helped with my own relationships, and showed me that it’s not weird to not fall in love right away. That it’s okay to grow your connections, and that if feelings do arise, that it’s okay to talk about it. That sometimes the pace of love is slower, and that there is absolutely nothing wrong with that. And if I can throw some shade, that is not a message or sentiment that’s thrown around nearly enough.

Another quick point, is that both Korra and Asami are characters who have suffered and been through a lot. More than life’s fair share, and both carry those wounds with them. But now, they don’t have to carry them alone. That’s another essay though, so I’ll just leave it at this. It’s a hopeful message to show that you can get through trauma on your own, but that you don’t have to. 

Korra and Asami grow to be so incredibly at ease with each other. They never once belittle the other for actions or feelings. They never asked the other push themselves to where they were uncomfortable. They supported each other almost implicitly, had each other’s backs at great risk to themselves no matter the odds or threats. It would be hard to think that two women as passionate and empathetic as they are wouldn’t start falling in love. Their bond of respect and trust is a foundation any relationship would be better off for having. That’s why I think Korrasami works. Trust and respect, and those are two things many romances don’t have nearly often enough. Healthy, and supportive and mutual relationships like this are to me the peak of what a relationship should be in any work of fiction, and it is why I have been affected far more by this than I have any other romance. I am so glad, that it helped and impacted the lives of so many people, and that so many in general saw it. I hope it can impact the next generation too, to look back and remember it. And I can’t wait to see these two incredible women’s love continue to be expanded and to grow in turf wars. Hopefully in the next few weeks we can all cry tears of  joy together! Keep on loving these two dorks! And never forget together, Korra and Asami are happy.

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A/N: When I started writing this it was not supposed to end up this way, I prefer it though lol

Pairing: Theo Raeken X Reader

Summary: Reader fell in love with Theo way before she knew who he really was, he has just come back and she realises that he can’t know about how she really feels about him.

Warnings: Swearing, angst, fluff

Word count: 2.7K

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My high-touch with Day6

I went to the Day6 Live & Meet in Taiwan. The order of high-touch is YoungK ➡️ Jae ➡️ Dowoon ➡️ Sungjin ➡️ Wonpil
I first stay at the front to watch them shake hands with other fans, and I saw the staff rushing the line so each person doesn’t get much time(I don’t think you can say one whole sentence with them)

When it’s my turn, istg at first I had something prepared to say to each member, but then this guy Brian something ruined everything

😈 YoungK
I was super scared and my face looked scared it was just so scary to me so I couldn’t walk forward. YoungK was looking right into my eyes(he looked at all the fans straight into the eyes to kill them) and he looked really gentle and a bit confused. I can see the look of “girl what chu afraid of lol” in his eyes lolz
Istg he’s the one who ruined all my plans I felt like I’m in a kdrama in slow mo and he just stared right into my eyes and gently wait for me I asdfghjkadgakdak still can’t forget about this
(I swear I’m not the type of person who likes hands but his palm is soft bye)

🐣Jae
I have to say I was traumatized by Brian I couldn’t recover so I was really out of my zone. But anyway Jae looked very happy and his SMILE was the best thing ever he’s so cute he looked genuinely happy

🐶 Dowoon
It went past really fast lol Dowoon makes me feel more like he’s greeting a fan so I don’t remember much but his tone is the same lol he said xie xie and I knew he’s the same dorky guy on vlive ㅎㅎㅎ

🐻 Sungjin
Have to say Sungjin is the most extra one during this live and meet. He held my hand and shake it for three times like we’re children playing(if you understand it’s the kind of handshake with large movement and he was saying 내~ 내~ xie xie~*insert Sungjin tone here*)
He’s really cute and I might be in love

🐍 Wonpil (sor I don’t think ur a snake pili)
Wonpil missed a few lines during their last song and when the high-touch first began he put one of his hand behind him while the others using both of their hands, so I thought he was feeling unwell.
I went to him and asked him are you okay in Korean, he seemed to want to say smth but the staff rush me off the stage
I have to say I used to like Wonpil the least(I love them all but if you want me to do a bias list…) cause I feel like he’s too not my type
But after this, I kind of sense how cute Wonpil is and i am actually reblogging more Wonpil pics cause meeting him in person really changed my mind lol
He felt like a “herbivorous guy” like the members said and I… I really don’t know what to say but I can’t shake off his innocent look when looking at me

Anyway in conclusion Brian ruined my high-touch experience but Wonpil saved it

anonymous asked:

CHENNY YOUR BANGS ARE SO CUTEEE

LMAO OH YOU… YOU NOTICED… they were splitting so uGLY cause i took those when i got home and my makeup was like all gone and my hair was messed up LMDSFLMDSF THEY’RE CUTER USUALLY… I PROMISE…. THANK YOU SO MUCH SDLFMFD

no i’m probably gonna go back to my emo bangs soon though i just felt spicy the other week LOL

Sooo…I’ve met Papa, Fire and Aether after the show…aka the story how I died.
We were standing next to the tour bus and there where like..maybe 20 people (or maybe more I don’t remember) and my father was with us because he wanted to drive us home. So we told him that we want to wait for the Band to come out to sign things. He didn’t believed me that they will come out and he also kept telling us that we don’t know how they look anyways (lol if you knew). So my father was quite pissed cause he wanted to go home. That was so embarrassing because it felt like everyone was staring at us. We kept telling him that this is very important to us and that we know how they look. But he kept yelling at us lmao.

So after maybe 20 minutes or so Fire comes out. And let me just tell ya…he looks like a greek god. My heart was racing. I asked him to sign my ticket and he wrote my name on it. He signed the ticket on my shoulder and stole my fucking edding😂

After that Aether came out. He’s such a sweetheart and so funny. @ghuleh-101 showed him a picture where he jumped and he just screamed: look at my arse!!😂😂 He told me that I have a beautiful name and that I should check out a song by a certain band but I forgot the name of the band (god damnit).
I think after that Air came out. He looked a lil bit angry and went right into the tour bus.
Then theres Earth..he waved at us but also went right into the tour bus. I haven’t seen water at all lol.

And then…Papa came out. I was trembling like a little bitch. HE LOOKS EVEN MORE FUCKING BEAUTIFUL IN PERSON. And there was still make up around his eyes.
He’s so intimidating without even trying lol.
So he came up to me and I still don’t know how I managed to talk to him without sounding so scared. I asked him if he could sign my ticket and he saw my name looked me into the eyes and just said: Josephine, hm? HE KILLED ME. I CAME SO FUCKING HARD.
So yeah…he signed my ticket and I asked him for a hug. He gives the best hugs ever but I mentioned before that I’m very clumsy so I think I accidentally hit his nose with my arm while hugging him???
AND HE RUBBED MY FUCKING BACK. THAT’S THE FOURTH TIME THAT HE’S TRYING TO KILL ME.
I thanked him for coming to Wiesbaden and that this was the best concert I’ve ever been to. He kept eye contact all the time and just smiled at me. Again…is he trying to kill me?
But after that my father dragged us away because he was so tired. I hope Papa didn’t noticed that, I mean I didn’t had the opportunity to say goodbye.
When we where at our car me and my best friend just started to scream lol. I really really hope that he didn’t heard that.
So yeah…That’s the story how I got brutally murdered.
(And sorry for grammatical errors. I’m too lazy right now to correct them).

A bit of a Baby Batcat GIFspam just ‘cause! ♥

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I became irrationally excited when I finally saw this scene in the episode because I felt like I was so familiar with it from vids, lol! ;)

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D’aww, bb!Bruce is growing up so fast but he still has that awed way of looking at her. ♥_♥

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It’s hard to believe just how young they were (and still are) yet they had such chemistry straight out of the gate! *applause*

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I haven’t gotten to this scene yet in my Gotham Binge-watch (that’s more like a “Gotham watch around Real Life stomping me into the ground” :S ) but I can hardly wait!

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Bruce, totes playing it cool when it comes to his feelings for Selina, lol… ;)

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He knows her so well! ;)

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Mah adorable bbs! ♥♥♥

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Baby Batcat out! ;)

A Place to Call Home pt. 5

PART ONE | PART TWO | PART THREE | PART FOUR

Pairing: Dylan O'Brien x Reader

Wordcount: 7,069

Warnings: Mentions of the assault, language, miscarriage 

A/N: To be honest, I thought this would come out better than I think it actually did. The idea was there, not sure the writing lived up to the idea lol. Again, thanks to Chloe ( @writing-obrien ) for helping me with the idea! I hope you guys like it! Let me know what you think! 

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OMG SO I just reached to over 1,000 followers on here and I just wanted to thank all of you for following me. I made this blog cause I felt like I needed to have a place where I felt free to talk about wrestling, cause my friends don’t watch and won’t have a clue of what I’m spending 90% of my life crying over.  So thank you. I love making gifs and talking about the little things about our faves that only we really get. It’s beautiful. 💕💕💕 
I’ll list a few blogs that are my favorite, if I leave anyone out please forgive me, I’ve slept like 3 hours and still gotta stay up for NJPW soooo yeah lol.
@newjapan @varlandgear @superkixbaybay @wrasslin-x 
@dorkyvillain @colesteencole @lambchopviking 
@happiness-in-reznor @oreillyskyle @verysharpteeth @mistressbalor 
@chasingeverybreakingwave @chadsgable @spot-of-bother               @leelakoiwolff @kevinsteen @tmsixone @kevinsami @theelitevillian 
 @spiteandsparkles  @chuckie-tea @dashanddawsons  @petedunne @wrestlingsmarkmatty @heelnev 
@alldaywrestlingfan  @samizayn @thebriankendrick @plantstrongstyle @tvrnbvckle @mith-gifs-wrestling @mitchtheficus @travbanks @superkickparty

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Hyper Projection Engeki 「Haikyuu!!」 Karasuno Revival!: Karasuno 3rd Year Cast’s Speech (Eng Sub)

This time it’s Papa, Mama and the eldest brother (or more like pet) of Karasuno.
At first, I thought I will just do Justin-san and Ino-san
because of their usual gags lol
but I felt bad for not putting all the 3rd year together,
so I included Ken-chan too
(turn out it wasn’t such a good idea cause Ken-chan confused me so much…)
This is the video of Ino-san actually doing the PPAP on his instagram
https://www.instagram.com/p/BNmLO60jdaz/
Make sure you watch the ending! ヽ( ・∀・)ノ

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Thank you so much silvery_flameさん from LJ for the video
and thank you to other people, who help me listening to video
本当にありがたいです! 
*Please don’t re-upload this elsewhere, especially on Facebook.* (´;ω;`)

I’ve been thinking about this a lot lately. I see all kinds of YouTuber’s trying to cover topics of why Halo 5 did so poorly. Some of their theories for this are good, but I think they are missing the obvious reasons. I wanted to make a little open discussion here regarding this.

Halo 5 suffered a horrible story, because 343 Industries and Microsoft were too focused on methods for making money post-launch. By this, I mean they focused too much on the RNG system, micro-transactions. They purposely left content out, so they could draw people in, and try to tempt players to spend money to earn items in-game. Personally, I don’t mind the RNG system too much, but I much prefer the classic system better. At least I know what armor I want to unlock, and when I will unlock it, with how much Cr I need. 

343 Industries neglected the campaign almost completely, this is evident by the huge gap in story between Halo 4, Escalation, and Halo 5. This is also evident in how false the marketing for Halo 5 turned out. However, it has been noted that 343 was rushed by Microsoft, causing the potential for the story to further decline. This caused huge gaps in the plot, and left characters undeveloped, made them feel like they didn’t belong in the game. 
For instance, Blue Team. We love them dearly in the books. They felt so badass and unique. In Halo 5, they were just dead weight that you either revived, or died over because they couldn’t save you, lol. Let’s be honest, it’s true. 

The same goes for Fireteam Osiris. I actually liked Agent Locke, but the others just didn’t belong there. They had almost no interaction that meant anything to the story. The same goes for Blue Team. They just felt like robots with empty dialogue. This is something Bungie got right in Halo. They knew how to develop new characters and make sure their purpose was justified. But Bungie also had their flaws. I’ll cover that in a later topic. 

I think the failure in sales that Halo 5 delivered was enough of a sting in the wallets of both Microsoft and 343. They should have learned from their mistakes a bit, which, Halo Wars 2 somewhat shows signs of. They also have shown they will take a little more care of the fans, such as split-screen, black undersuits for the armors, ect.

I think as long as there are new writers, no more Brian Reed, the franchise can recover. Bringing back writers from Halo 4, or even new ones with a true love and dedication to the lore of the Halo universe can truly make the next Halo game a great one, and many more to come. This is the only change I truly want to see 343 Industries make.

So many posts ago, I got asked a question along the line of “doesn’t it bug you that Link isnt a left in BOTW.” My answer was close to “No. Why should it matter? It’s still Link.”

And I got flooded with PMs. But one I have not posted for the longest time….because it was in five parts because it was so long.

But I’ve decided to post it in its entirety, only editing out the (cont.) words from the PMs. Here it is below:

Hi as a different lefty anon I think I can shed some light for the people who are confused by the “hand discourse.” I can’t speak for every lefty ever but I was raised with older family members, most of whom had conservative views including that being a lefty was evil. I remember being 5 and a great aunt telling me I was Devil-born and would only be good for being a street thug or whore if my Mom didn’t try to fix my handedness and make me write with my right hand. This is one of the more extreme examples but I’ve heard similar sentiments my whole life. Even jokingly I’ve had cousins talk about how ‘sinister" we are and while it never seems like much to people watching, after years of being told you’re a shitty person because you were born favoring a different side even little things can cause a sudden breaking point. What the other anon said about Link being a role model is true. The reason I ever first picked up a game was I looked at the cover art and saw him using his left hand. I know it seems like such a tiny detail, but it really meant a lot to me and now years later I’ve played every game. The Wii years were hard. Skyward Sword was almost unplayable because swinging with my left hand caused Link to jerk weirdly and using my right hand felt unbelievably awkward lol. But I didn’t complain because most people are right handed and with motion controls I knew there wouldn’t be much hope for a lefty flip. I haven’t been able to get a switch yet so I can’t really say either way, but everything I’ve read hasn’t mentioned much about motion controls and I’m not sure if it has any. If not the decision to make Link a righty with no option to flip the controls stings a little. It just seems like an unnecessary change that cuts out one of the unifying features of (almost) all the Links. And I don’t see why there isn’t a flip option if that’s the case like Spirit Tracks had. So! This has gotten longer than I meant it so I’ll wrap it up. Yes, there are people who are extremely angry and vocal about Link not being a lefty and tbh most of them are overreacting. Link’s handedness isn’t hurting anyone and it doesn’t detract from the game. But I think the people who are making fun us for feeling like this should realize what it means to people. No, Link’s not the only character but he’s the most famous and known for being a lefty so please stop mocking us for wanting to hold on to something positive that represents us.

GETTING BACK TOGETHER | Taeyong

- Taeyong is really shy in expressing his emotions

- like he rarely says “I love you” but when he does, it’s only in private and it’s enough to drive you crazy

- he expresses his love for you through hugs and kisses

- HE’S A GREAT KISSER

- HAS THE BEST AEGYOS BUT HATES DOING IT

- He’s also possessive

- like when he sees some guy talking to you or trying to flirt with you he gets really clingy until it leads into a fight with you and the guy

- you guys argue about this in some cases

- he’s just afraid to lose you

- but you still don’t get it why he has to be possessive

- “Dude, you have to trust her.” - Taeil

- “Trust is one of the key factors of a relationship.” - Johnny

- “Trusting is loving. Loving is trusting.” - Jaehyun

- “Hyung, she’s a keeper. Don’t lose her just because of your trust issues.” - Mark

- “Omg hyung, stop. She’s your girl. Case closed.” - Haechan

- he could be a beast when he gets mad… and also in bed. :>>>>

- one time, your ex bf came back and he’s asking you to get back together with him

- Taeyong found out about this in the most unconvinient time –> the time when his scamming and fat-shaming scandal got out and he’s being attacked by hate from the public

- his confidence went even more downhill

- and he got mad ofc because you didn’t tell him about the fact that your ex-bf wants you back

- “I didn’t wanna tell you because you’re gonna be like this!”

- “So it’s my fault now huh?”

- TAEYONG’S INTENSE EYES WOULD BE WAY MORE INTENSE BY 100000000000000000000000x

- oppa don’t be like that

- it’s so scary

- you can’t read what he’s thinking of doing next

- he’s just staring at you with those intense eyes

- EYES

- EYES

- HIS BEAUTIFUL INTENSE EYES

- you don’t know whether you’ll melt in warmth or quiver in fear because of his INTENSE STARING

- like dude, staring too much is rude; just say what you wanna say ffs

- “Stop talking to him!“

- “I already did but he just wouldn’t leave me alone!”

- “Liar. You still love him, don’t you?”

- with that, you felt offended

- not because you still love your ex but because Taeyong thinks of it like that - you realized that you and your love for him was never enough

- “Seriously? After all we’ve been through together, you’re gonna tell me that?”

- “After all the sacrifices I’ve made just to be with you… oh god Taeyong… am I not enough?!”

- “Jagiya, that’s not what I meant.”

- You broke down in tears as you look away from him

- you just can’t take seeing him right in front of you

- “Jagiya, I’m sorry. I didn’t mean it that way.”

-OH TAEYONG BOI YOU’RE DEEP SHIT

- you finally look at him

- you tell him: “Let’s just end this Lee Taeyong.”

- and Taeyong’s left eye would just twitch in shock and annoyance

- have you seen his facial expression when he’s annoyed?

- he looks like one of those annoyed anime characters

- well he actually looks like a living anime like wth dude what are your genes made out of? Seriously?

- “What? You’re breaking up with me?”

- then he would laugh sarcastically

- “Fine. I don’t want to see your face ever again. Get the hell out of my face and my life!”

- he would be pointing to the door of their dorm and you get out while crying just as the other members go back into their dorm

- “You guys had a fight again?” - Ten

- “Well what’s new? They are always like that.” - Johnny

- “What happened?” - Jaehyun

- “I was actually expecting them to be making out on the couch as soon as we get here.” - Yuta

- Taeyong would just grumble: “We broke up.”

- “Seriously? Why do all my hyungs get into this kind of situation?” - Mark

- “This is why I don’t want to have a commitment just yet.” - Haechan

- “Yeah shut up Haechan. You’re not helping.” - Mark

- they were a little bit shocked but since they already know that you guys are having a tough time in your relationship, they kind of have expected that something like this would happen.

- 3 months passed but you’re still not over Taeyong

- you still cry about him and your break-up

- you thought that Taeyong had moved on because you can see him smiling and laughing on tv

- but nope

- it’s actually the opposite when he’s off-cam

- he rarely talks to his members except when it’s really important like rehearsals and dates for their performances/fansigns/photoshoots etc.

- when he’s back at the dorms w/ his members he just stays in his room

- when he’s out practicing with them, he would stay behind after their rehearsal

- he dances and dances until his body gives up just like you guys have both given up on your relationship

- even though he doesn’t admit it completely to himself, he knew that the break-up had taken its toll on him

- imagine, you guys had kept your relationship a secret for almost 3 years and then this happens

- yeah ikr it sucks

- you felt guilty for breaking up with him lol even I would feel guilty for breaking the heart of the poor leader of NCT

- Taeyong is life

- Taeyong is ❤

- Taeyong is everything!

- how can you give up on him??????????

- you wanted to talk to him but you’re afraid that he might reject you

- but little did you know that Taeyong wants to do the same too

- he also feels guilty for agreeing with the break-up

- he realized that he could’ve fought for your relationship better

- DUMB DUMB DUMB DUMB

- you guys are so dumb BUT CUTE

- you wanted him back so bad that you just cried

- Taeyong wanted you back as well that he wasn’t able to cook for the past 3 months because he remembers those times when he’d cook for you if you’re hungyry, sad, happy or just simply bored

- Eating different kinds of dishes was yours and Taeyong’s thing

- the other members didn’t have to worry about the food though because Jaehyun’s there to cook for them

- but they were worried for Taeyong because he rarely eats

- then one time, the thing that they have always been afraid off actually happened

- Taeyong collapsed in the middle of their performance

- like his fall was so bad

- he fell right off the stage and lost his consciousness

- they have to stop their performance and rush him to the hospital

- it was due to stress, mainly from his work and lack of proper nutrition like someone feed this child oh god

- and yeah, he broke his leg so the company decided to postpone their promotions

- Ten told you about this

- blinded by your tears, you immediately went to visit him

- but as soon as you got there, he’s sleeping - you kissed his forehead and mumbled, “I love you” to him

- it’s so cute that it broke the other member’s hearts

- they think that their leader deserves to have a healthy and strong relationship with his special someone

- Taeyong opens his beautiful eyes and was like “Oh, you’re here”

- The other guys left, allowing you to have some privacy

- Ten and Yuta were about to eavesdrop but Taeil caught them and pulled them away by their ears

- “You sneaky lil kids! Don’t eavesdrop on them!”

- But also eavesdrops along with them

- Really Taeil?

- Taeyong sits up and you just burst into tears and he’s just like wtf????? stop crying!!!!!!! the members might think i did something to you!!!!!!!! oml!!!!!!!!!!

- you apologize but Taeyong won’t let it go and even put you on a guilt-trip

-you felt even more bad

- BULLY TAEYONG LOL

- but then he just laughs it off and pulls you in for a slow and passionate kiss

- it’s been only 3 months since you guys called it off

- but for both of you, it felt like 3 decades

- and when your lips are clashed against each other, everything just felt right

- “can we try again?”

- “which one? The kiss or our relationship?”

- he smiles cheekily

- “Both.”


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I REALLY WANT TO TAKE REQUESTS FROM YOU GUYS SO PLEASE DON’T BE SHY/AFRAID TO ASK ME TO DO ANOTHER ONE ‘CAUSE I WOULD LOVE TO DO SOMETHING LIKE THIS AGAIN. :)

anonymous asked:

Do you have any headcanons about the Murphys? I know a bunch of yours about Evan from YKTGTYLR but any about the Murphys?

i have been waiting for someone to ask me about my deh headcanons for SO LONG!!!! bless you.

okay here goes:

  • cynthia murphy is jewish. larry murphy is christian. connor and zoe were raised in a mixed household, religiously. they simultaneously belong in both places and then also neither, celebrating both hanukkah and christmas their entire lives. they always feel neither “jewish enough” nor “christian enough”. zoe and connor feel like they simultaneously belong with both groups but then also like they don’t really belong with either.
  • cynthia went to college and has a degree in public relations! she always dreamed of being a journalist, but she gave up that up professionally after connor was born. larry really pushed her to give up her day job (because he’s a dick (more on that later)), saying that she could just work from home. this eventually turned into her not really working at all, except for the odd job here and there (she still submits a lot of articles, primarily opinion pieces, to various newspapers, both local, regional, and national).
  • mental illness runs in cynthia’s side of the family. her mom had bipolar disorder, and that relates with a lot of her stigma about mental illness. she grew up with two sisters, and her dad instilled the belief in them that their mom was not mentally ill, but rather just “overly emotional.” her treatment of connor (i.e. giving him yoga retreats rather than therapy), is really due to that instilled belief, that idea that mental illness is just “an excuse” or whatever. she also grew up with money. 
  • larry’s uncle was alcoholic and treated like a danger by his own family, never being encouraged to get treatment. larry grew up surrounded by the belief that mentally ill people and addicts are only acting out “for attention” and that belief really stayed with him even as he became a parent.
  • zoe wants to be a musician. she always has. she can play the piano as well as the guitar and cello and has a beautiful voice (like laura dreyfuss). she’s always tried to pass music off as more of a hobby, though, ‘cause neither of her parents think it’s a “real career”
  • connor always liked more “feminine” things while growing up, i.e. painting his nails, having long hair. he always preferred english and history over math and science, something his father doesn’t approve of. larry wants him to be a lawyer, maybe even take over his firm after he retires. connor spent most of his childhood reading, lost in a world where he could fit in and make connections, hiding away at the library when he doesn’t want to see his family.
  • connor also cried a lot as a child. really easily. his parents told him, though, that “real men don’t cry” so he started to lash out violently instead. 
  • connor and zoe never really got along. connor was always jealous of the ease with which zoe made connections. zoe was also jealous, ‘cause she felt like their parents only ever paid attention to him, only ever spoke about him. (is this even a headcanon or just the truth)
  • connor felt like their parents cared more about zoe. zoe felt like their parents cared more about connor.
  • their house is always pristine. zoe never really has friends come over because 1. she’s embarrassed about connor (something that just makes their relationship more tense) and 2. because she doesn’t want to mess up anything. she feels like she’s living in someone else’s house. not a home.

I have so many more, but I don’t want to make this post too long lol! Thank you for asking!

@snowysourcherryscones requested a few things but the one that I felt the biggest urge to draw was Mic caring for Eraser’s hair. If no one else sends me anymore requests I might do the rest of them. I like cute domestic-y things. They hurt my heart in a good way.

anonymous asked:

You finaly caved under the preshere of all your fans asking for Raven to be connon?

lol i wasnt that pressured xD its just that at first i said he wasnt gonna be canon cause i felt like nobody would like him, but since everyone likes him i was happy and waited awhile to make him canon. (sorry for taking awhile xD)

anonymous asked:

Who gets to cum in that ass? Lucky man who gets to eat and fuck that ass

The guy was 46 cause some of ya’ll know I love older men especially 40s and I told him how old i was and he was like no you just turned 20 I have a son your age and I was like hmm really , so after that I got on the bed and started twerkin lol he stud there for a few seconds just staring at it then before I new it his tongue was in my ass lol and it felt so good This was a neighbor of mine.