just a week and a half

sometimes my mother tells me she loves me and i don’t want to say it back / i say it anyway. she taught me long ago that what i want is not as important as what other people need.

i am still trying to untangle that lie.

sometimes my father hugs me like i am all he has left in this world. i want nothing more than to leave. i stay because i carry his heart on my shoulders and my shoulders are already shaking. if i move it will fall.

i refuse to break hearts if i can help it / i cannot always help it.

yesterday i fell in love with an idea, with a floating cloud of dust / half-invisible / choking on air, on the particles of you.

tomorrow i will try to remind myself to look at the stars. i will forget to stare at the sky but this is fine / this is fine / i can find them in your eyes just as easy. next week i will try to remind myself to hold your hand. i will forget.

i am too busy staring at andromeda / the chained maiden. love never lasts and this is how i navigate home.

l.s. | HIRAETH © 2017

So… My “new” download folder, that I have been working on for a week, more or less, is already at 6,79G; with 95% of Buy and Build and around 30% of bodyshop. Genetics and Makeup are the two categories I didn’t download for yet, and clothing for some age groups. Think is safe to say that it will be almost 10G when finished…

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anonymous asked:

What do you do on an everyday basis? Do you work or study? Tell us a day in the life of Bonny!

Always studying
Always working
Sometimes playing 🙈

There are so many things that goes into working online that people don’t realize.

Just a little upload since you’re curious this week has been really good! Everyday this week I have been testing two recipes a day for our new ebook with Tim and filmed two new videos 👏🏼

Today I’ve been creating a new banner for my YouTube channel so that mainly involved watching tons of tutorials on YouTube because the font and photo I’m trying to use are a bit complicated, and also have edited half of my new video “top vegan places to eat in Sydney”.

Just about to hop off the computer and test a new recipe for tonight’s dinner 👅

There is always something to do that why I can get behind with videos but my aim now is 3 videos a week.

-A full what I eat in a day
- a vlog
- a sit down question/chat or a work out video.

What do you guys think in terms of what videos you want to see each week? I want to get into routine and film on certain days of the week.

Yewwwwww 😘

I haven’t visited our family’s “summer” cottage in ages… and this really is my happy place. I’m feeling more emotionally calm and relaxed than in months…

Riverdale Appreciation Week (and a half)

Thursday March 23rd- Scene

It’s too hard to pick just one for me. 

My favorite Jughead scene:

Originally posted by betty-and-jughead

“It’s called Necrophilia, Reggie. Can you spell it?”

He’s just so done with the bullshit, so sassy, doesn’t give a fuck and  I love it.

My favorite Bughead scene:

Originally posted by betty-and-jughead

Just everything about this scene. “Also…” *gulp* “What?” THE KISS. THE SIGH. Her realization. Their moment.

anonymous asked:

What if Kara goes for the Supergirl reveal, and tears open her shirt, but forgets that she isn't wearing the costume and instead flashes Lena

So Kara is so nervous, because she has planned on telling Lena her secret for weeks, right? The Lucy reveal was easy, so she’s going to copy it, just go in and take off her glasses and pull open her shirt and it’ll be just like ripping off a bandaid.

Right?

Wrong.

Because Lena does not react like Kara anticipated.

She expected some confusion, maybe a little anger, some hurt -

She didn’t anticipate the way Lena’s jaw drops slowly or the way her eyes widen, or the way her lips curl into a smirk before diving after Kara’s.

Later, when they’re naked and half wrapped in the blanket from Lena’s couch, Kara turns to her.

“If I would have known you were going to react that way t finding out I’m Supergirl, I would have told you a long time ago!”

“Wait, you’re Supergirl?!”

“Yeah,, that’s why I stripped down to show you my - … oh.”

“‘Oh’ is right!”

“I’m sorry? I had this whole plan-”

“It’s fine, I like the way it ended up better. Besides, I already knew you were Supergirl.”

“What? No way!”

“Yes way!”

Kara is silent for a moment before she speaks up.

“So … what now?”

“We could go on a real date?”

“I know just the place.”

anonymous asked:

LMAO!!!! E News is on right now half hour into the show and they just said breaking news we have a missing person and showed a missing sign with Taylor's face. They said she hasn't been on social media, or posted a cat video in 6 weeks, hasn't been seen since January wow they really are going all out. They mentioned Ed seeing her. And at the end Jason Kennedy looked in the camera and said "Tay Tay check in" lmao

LOL i need to see this clip

Family // inukag fanfic

INUKAG WEEK DAY 4: FAMILY  | @inukag-week

I am so excited for this!! This is probably my favourite thing I have ever written. Is it possible to be in love with your own work?? Anyway enjoy! :~) 


Inuyasha felt his eyelids warm, the morning light dazzling through onto his side of the bed. The sleepy boy now understood why Kagome wanted to trade sides of the bed the week before, the past week had been full of rain and overcast skies but the half demon was not prepared for the blast of light and heat at the crack of dawn. He made two little golden slits just enough to look out of the window. It was a gorgeous day, the sky was a perfect shade of blue and he knew that he had to take advantage of the day. He rolled onto his other side his eye’s now fully open as he watched his beautiful Kagome sleeping soundly. Her chest rose and fell ever so gently and her hair was everywhere. With a gentle touch Inuyasha cautiously removed the hair covering her face.  Inuyasha loved to watch her sleep, her face soft and not filled with worry as it usually was. He also noticed that after she stopped talking about ‘tests’ and the need to study that she was a lot more relaxed and not on edge like she was a little over three years ago.

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stars-inthe-sky  asked:

Buckynat week prompt: "We've met before, you know." "Yeah, you made a great impression on my chin."

“We’ve met before, you know.”

“Yeah, you made a great impression on my chin,” Bucky gestures vaguely, aimlessly towards his face, managing a small smile even though the pounding of his heart.

Natasha’s eyebrows rise subtly and her lips curl just a little, an echo of a wry little grin that has been ghosting around his memory during too many sleepless nights in an apartment in Romania. “Was it really your chin hurting afterwards?”

“Well. No.” An aborted half-shrug, his left shoulder still feeling too light, the absence of weight constantly putting him off-balance, still. He can feel his shoulders try to curl inward and forces himself to remain still in a weak attempt to not give everything away.. “Pretty sure you hit me in the head several times and kicked me in the groin.”

His memory is still hazy of those moments, like so many of them.

Bucky chances another look up into her face, into her eyes, the question that has been a constant companion for months now repeating itself in his mind. Does she remember?

‘We’ve met before, you know.’

He gets to watch that little thing of a smile widen into something more prominent.

God, she’s different now. Not so painfully young anymore, grown up, and beautifully so, her hair the same shade but in soft waves opposed to the wilder curls, her eyes older, calmer, surer of herself and of everything around her. Happier too. She grew up into everything he hoped for her.

Bucky’s not sure if even if she did remember, he’d even fit in anywhere in her life anymore. She has so much now - teammates, friends, people she obviously trusts. Hell, for all Bucky knows she could even be married now.

His gaze slides away from her, a tightness rising in his chest that’s hard to swallow down. He’s being ridiculous. She’s probably only here because -

Why is she here?

“I didn’t mean that though,” Bucky hears Natasha speak up again, still finding himself unable to look into her face again. Just like back then, at the very beginning, when she was so vibrant and bright in the twilight of his own existence that it almost hurt to look at her. “I didn’t mean the bridge in D.C. Didn’t mean Odessa either.

She’s shifting, and Bucky’s heart rate ticks up another notch when he realizes that she’s sitting down on the low coffee table right in front of him, and at the same time what her words mean.

Not Berlin. Not D.C. Not Odessa.

His head jerks up to look at her again after all, and it’s startling to have her closer suddenly, close enough that it would make him pull away from everyone else except for Steve. Natasha looks up at him with her fingers entwined underneath her chin, looking so calm and collected, but there’s something in her eyes he can’t quite interpret.

“Do you remember that?”

There’s a horrible, terrifying feeling of vulnerability fighting the hope that wants to rise in his chest, the ridiculousness that comes with the realization that she does remember. She does. They made him watch as they put her in the chair and wiped away everything they had, and somehow, at some point, some things must have broken through again, must have come back to her. There’s no other explanation.

And Bucky tells himself, his thoughts racing, that this has to be enough, he can’t expect - can’t hope - there’s a ravine of so many years to bridge where she kept living, lived her life without him anywhere near it, probably for the longest time without even remembering, and -

“James.”

Her voice drags him back from that place he fell into for a few moments without even realizing and Bucky swallows and presses his lips together. But there’s so much warmth on her face, so much softness, so… so much.

And that’s what makes him take that jump, to push through that uncertainty and nervousness and fear and finally meet her eyes again.

“Yes. All of it.”

It takes a moment, but when a smile breaks over her face, it’s the first moment since waking up from cryo where Bucky thinks that maybe, somehow, things could actually be okay.

alextriestousetheinternet replied to your post “am I being dumb if I stay up to wait for the bridge episode? yes. am I…”

lol I admire your dedication to the cause, but get some sleep! It’ll probably get published reallyyyyyy late on Friday! Sorry about the delay!

hahahaha bless you because there was half a chance I was just gonna….. stay up until then. but then again, i literally never sleep, so….?

i’m gonna rant about clarissa
probably no one gives a shit but here we go

i’ve been friends with clarissa for like a week and a half, and she’s already a better friend than most of my irl friends, she cares about me and she’s sweet and hilarious and she calls me cute names and we act a bit gay together and she’s just a great friend.
i literally don’t know how the fuck to speak english so this post already isn’t doing her justice but holy shit i love her so much, she’s an amazing friend and is so so so inspiring.
i know clarissa will see this and freak out and message me and tell me she loves me, which is fine, i love when she gets excited like that it’s adorable, but she really is probably one of the sweetest people i’ve ever known.

i have way less followers than her and you probably already follow her because she’s great, but if you don’t you should follow her or at least tell her how great she is.
because she’s the best.
💜💜💜💜💜

anonymous asked:

Aaaaaa. You're one of my favorite fandom themed blogs right now since I'm currently dwelling in Samurai Jack hell and you reblogged something from my basically brand new art sideblog (smol-artist-smol-art) I'm so happy. I've never seen my art as very good and that tiny little drawing took me half an hour but you reblogged it and aaaaaaa

I…….I’m???? One of your favorite fandom blogs?????? I…I…just…adsdfajk

….oh nonnie…

Thank you so so much for this precious message! I don’t even know what to say!! This blog is brand new too, just about 5 weeks old, and of course I will help you get up there any way I can!!! Your art is amazing and I have no doubts that you’ll be a top art blogger in this fandom in no time!!! Don’t ever doubt yourself and keep it up!!!

That goes for anyone btw! If you are a new or small peep in the Samurai Jack fandom, link me anything in a message and I’ll def reblog it to help push it along if it’ll help!!

also who are you nonnie lol let’s be friends???

OMGGG

So I just hit over 1k followers??!! What the heck???!! I started this Riverdale blog about 2 weeks ago and posted my first fic like a week and a half ago with zero expectations and then well people actually liked it??? (everyone in this fandom is so lovely and nice wtf), I’m so happy THANK YOU AND I LOVE YOU GUYS, can’t wait to write more xxxx 

Originally posted by riverdates

eyepatchhaise  asked:

1, how was the art school thing 2, are you gonna draw stussy?

awww thank u for asking anouk <3

so…i got accepted, the interview lasted an hour and a half, i already toured the place last week and knew who i was going to talk to, and the second director talked to me a bit and seemed to have much more positive energy than the one who was going to interview me ahah but basically

it was an hour of critique of course but just saying how “maniered” my style was how he was worried how it would render in a comic “have you ever seen a train?” “did you sketch these places at night with no people in it?” and in the few comic pages i brought, that i thought had to develop a very complex idea to give a preview of how far it could go, where “completely unreadable and incomprehensible” the concept must have been “fucked” since the start to give such a flawed result, too much at once

and i absolutely cannot remember a single positive comment and was basically experiencing the mist of indifference by this point continuously smiling and joking, that who would represent poison in a scorpion instead of a spider?! indeed, that is a very big problem (that i was completely aware of and terribly worried about, every comment, i had expected it and it indeed came up) it completely went over me to remotely defend myself i explained sure but aside from that none, going on about a girl who tried an animation school right after and completely failed on a point going on about how he would rather have someone who draws less well but narrative wise way stronger, even if people fail they will still finish the programme are you parents alright with such a job ect (it’s not free too)

and then he goes “of course, we want you” and brings the papers

i couldn’t even leave feeling relieved on the moment because it was a lot to take in lolol but i’ll “weigh the pros and cons” but yeah!

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Riverdale Appreciation Week (and a half) Day 4: Favorite Scene

My favorite scene is actually a combination of two, and those are the two scenes that show the darker side of Betty Cooper. The first one being where she threatens Cheryl like has a complete personality change and then there is the hot tub scene where she starts referring to herself as Polly which made me think she had DID for a while and that Polly was just one of her alternates and everybody was just catering to this but alas the CW wasn’t that deep.

L.joe really is getting more jobs now that he’s not in Teen Top (or rather,now that he’s leaving Top Media).

In the last few weeks hes had a fan meeting, got casted in a play, and casted in a drama. That’s damn near half of what he did solo under TOP in 7 years!

EDIT: Just looked it up and it’s literally ¾ths of what he did in TOP. He got 75% of the work in a matter of weeks that he did in SEVEN.WHOLE.YEARS! If that doesn’t tell y’all there’s clearly a problem on the other side then, I don’t know what to tell you. He’s having another fan meeting in Japan in may, which will officially even it out.

Biden facts:

  • First marriage had to overcome fiancees parent’s unhappiness with their daughter marrying a Roman Catholic (which they did)
  • His wife and baby daughter died, and both sons were injured in a crash just weeks after he was elected senator - an election in which he was the underdog, and his campaign was mostly managed by his family with little funding (1972)
  • Wanted to resign in order to care for his sons
  • For his boys’ sake he commuted an hour and a half each morning and evening to Washington DC  so he could see them everyday
  • Hosted barbecues and christmas dinner annually for Amtrak crews
  • Amtrak crews would sometimes hold the last train for a few minutes so he could catch it
  • Never works on December 18th, the day his wife and daughter died
  • after his first election as U.S. senator for Delaware he was re-elected 6 times - usually with around 60% of the vote
  • May 1999 he set the mark for the youngest senator to cast 10,000 votes
  • Ranked as one of the least wealthy members of the senate
  • Was banned in 2008 from receiving Holy Communion by the bishop of his original hometown, Scranton, because of his support for abortion rights
  • Was caught on microphone telling Obama that signing the ACA was “a big fucking deal” during live broadcasts
  • Obama’s daughter Sasha and Biden’s granddaughter Maisy attended the same school together, which helped form the obama-biden friendship
  • Biden’s friendships on the senate floor were often instrumental in passing major legislation
  • In 2015 he reduced his schedule to spend more time with his son Beau, who was fighting and later died from brain cancer  
  • One of only 4 recipients from the last 4 presidents to receive the presidential medal of freedom with distinction 
  • Dr Jill Biden, his wife, is one of only 2 second ladies to continue her day job - teaching at Northern Virginia Community College - and is founder of the Biden Breast Health Initiative (an effort to raise awareness of breast cancer with young women in Delaware) 
  • just a fucking decent dude