still on holiday but i wanted to do a few quick doodles, and dad!jason…..sorta….happened? i like to think little kids sometimes confuse him for captain america when he’s older, since they look so similar
much for my first college party. I left after half an hour after
talking to nobody but Daniel Howell, the disgusting prick. God damn I
didn’t even have one drink. My plan was originally to make friends at
the party, in reality I just noticed a few jealous glares on my way
to another year in the library, Rose.’ I thought to myself and
and Phil are throwing another party, don’t wait for me to come back.”
Charlotte yelled. She was wearing a bright red dress that looked
amazing on her. Her plan was to seduce Dan, which wasn’t very
difficult. I was actually shocked the she hadn’t become 'girl number
3’ instead of me at the last party.
been two weeks since I arrived here. Charlotte and I were on okay
terms, considering the fact that we were two very different girls. My
classes weren’t that difficult and I had only been lost around the
campus a couple of times. Charlotte didn’t even ask if I wanted to
come with her. I didn’t mind at all though since my answer would’ve
been no anyway. Parties weren’t my thing, especially not parties held
be Phil and that stupid brat. Since my room mate was now out for the
rest of the night I was all on my own. I decided to turn up some
music. Fall Out Boy was blasting through my speakers on the highest
volume possible. I danced to my favourite song, performed a stupid
dance routine and enjoyed the privacy I had. Just as the chorus ended
I heard a loud knock on the door. I quickly turned off the stereo and
answered it. It was a tall girl with green hair. I didn’t remember
seeing her before.
sorry I’ll lower the volume.” I apologized without letting her talk
don’t worry. I don’t mind at all. I just came to tell you that your
music taste is awesome.”
smiled, already taking a liking to her.
Hayley by the way. I live right across the hallway.” she introduced
that I invited her in and we spent the rest of the evening listening
to songs. We discovered that we shared a very familiar music tastes.
It’s needless to say that me and Hayley pretty much became best
friends after that.
left at about midnight. We were both pretty tired from dancing around
my room and singing along. I put on a loose t-shirt and climbed into
my bed just as I heard another knock at the door. With a sigh I got
out of bed again. Since it was probably just Hayley who forgot
something I didn’t bother to change out of my pyjamas. I tiredly
rubbed my eyes as I opened the door.
did you forget-” I stopped in the middle of my sentence as soon as
I realized that the person in front of me wasn’t Hayley.
are you doing here?” I spat, tempted to just shut the door into his
it funny that you out of all people are Charlotte’s room mate.” Dan
just saw her at my party. She’s pretty hot.” He slurred.
rolled my eyes. “What are you doing here, Howell?” asked, my
voice loud and threatening.
told me that you hate me.” Dan explained and let himself in.
dark hair was a mess and he was wearing black as usual. He looked
around the room before he went to check me out. His eyes were glued
to my naked thighs that my oversized t-shirt didn’t cover.
yeah. I hate you. That’s nothing new.” I shrugged and tried to act
I wake you up?” Dan suddenly asked and I could swear there was a
hint of concern in his eyes.
him sceptically and raised my eyebrows at him.
you didn’t. Could you please tell me what you want now?” I asked
had walked over to the window and looked out into the city. He
remained silent for quite a while.
long has it been? Three years?” Dan asked. He turned around to look
directly into my eyes.
sigh left his lips as he sat down on the sofa in front of us. He
suddenly seemed to be really tired and worn out. I swallowed hard
while he ran his hand trough his soft hair.
have all the right to hate me, Edwards” He mumbled, his voice was
coated in sadness.
couldn’t believe my ears. Dan was about to continue, but I cut him
Dan, you are drunk.” I whispered. Honestly I was worried because of
the mood he was suddenly in.
am but I don’t care. You are right I was a prick back then in
Sophomore year and I’m still a prick now. I’m sorry for who I turned
out to be. I’m really sorry for everything, Rose.” Dan said, ending
his speech with a little hiccup. I could tell he was sincere. His
tired eyes were sad as he intensely looked at me. It was probably the
first time since high school that he called me by middle name.
Somehow Rose sounded different when he said it. It was even softer. I
didn’t know what to do or say. All I did was sit down as well and
stare back at him.
wish we could go back to the times when you didn’t hate me.” Dan
after that sentence left his pink lips he completely passed out on my
sofa, leaving me with a sleeping giant in my living room and those
words hanging in the thick air. It was hard to explain what I felt at
that moment. I didn’t even know if I could take him seriously after
the litres of cheap alcohol he must have drunken today. So I sat next
to him for a while just thinking.
really sorry for everything, Rose.’ seemed to echo in my head. I
sighed silently as I got up and covered Dan’s body with a blanket. It
was funny how much more I seemed to like Dan when he was asleep. It
was probably because he couldn’t talk or behave like he started to
behave at the end of my Sophomore Year. I heard him snore a little as
I made my way back to my room and slipped under the covers of my bed.
Somehow I had trouble sleeping though.
wish we could go back to the times when you didn’t hate me.’ I heard
him say in my mind.
really wish we could.” I whispered to myself before I finally
drifted off to sleep.