What a world we live in. Nothing is stable any more. You can’t lean on someone or something. We want a true relationship but we don’t want any sorta relationship. We want everything and aim for the better without putting in any effort. What a world where status means everything and being a true and longing soul isn’t worth it. Your heart is a wanderer. It wants to be free, to be loved, to be faithful. It wants to feel alive , to be alive. But there’s also this part in you which you can’t reject. Your mind. Full of worries and thoughts. Full of society actually. Make money, keep yourself back, be another face in the crowd. Don’t be different. Don’t do such things that the others won’t do. Be a grey and grumpy foreigner. I tell you, please don’t be. I wanna make history. I wanna break free. With you. Just jump in my car and we’ll drive for hours. Days. Months. Years if we must til we don’t hear their voices any more. I wann live free with you, feel alive with you. Wanna take photos of the most beautiful sunsets in the loneliest places and not worry about a thing. We have this one life why not living it by the fullest? What are we going to tell em ? I wanna tell em about how stunning the world is. I wanna escape from all the wars and fights and guns. I wanna see real beauty by the side of a real beauty. Let’s sit in front of the ocean for a while and then sleep in the forest only we know. They’ll judge us anyway so what’s the point of complaining and doing what they want. They don’t know what’s best for us. What’s best for us is simple. And open road, a dog, and the stars above us. That’s what we need. What we want. What’s true happiness.

Move on, leave, run away, escape this place… but don’t forget about me, about us, about this town. Always remember where you come from so you can appreciate how far you’ve come.
—  c.j.n.
You claim to love her, inside and out, but the only time you call her beautiful is when it’s 3 in the morning and I’ve already turned you down.
—  girls tell each other everything, c.j.n.