july crush

My Playlists #1 - Chill Out

Tracks to unwind with after a long day but to also keep those spirits lifted

The full playlist: Here (YouTube)

Tracklist:

1. The Chainsmokers - Paris

2. Zion T - Babay (ft. Gaeko)

3. DEAN - 21 (lyrics)

4. DEAN - What 2 Do (ft. Crush and Jeff Bernat)

5. Snakehips - All My Friends (ft. Tinashe and Chance the Rapper)

6. Gallant x Tablo x Eric Nam - Cave Me In

7. Jungkook (BTS) - Begin

8. Heize - And July (ft. DEAN)

9. CL - Lifted

10. Hoody - Like You

11. Crush - Oasis (ft. Zico)

12. Kisum - 2 Beer

13. EXO - They Never Know

14. Jonghyun - Déjà-Boo (ft. Zion T)

15. Solo - Jay Park (ft. Hoody)

Mike Faist as Jack Kelly

Santa Fe:

January 9, 2013-
http://stressie.tumblr.com/post/40475832241/assoonaswerun-santa-fe-mike-faist

January 6, 2013- http://stressie.tumblr.com/post/39971505142/santa-fe-mike-faist-01-06-13

December 1, 2012-
http://stressie.tumblr.com/post/37080332296/santa-fe-mike-faist-12-1-12

September 9, 2012 (Prologue)-
http://stressie.tumblr.com/post/31401162731/santa-fe-you-can-bet-we-wont-let-those-bastards

September 9, 2012-
http://stressie.tumblr.com/post/31378025587/folks-we-finally-got-a-headline-newsies-crushed

July 27, 2012-
http://stressie.tumblr.com/post/28194730970/dreaming-of-nyc-originally-from-here-download

Watch What Happens (Reprise):

January 6, 2013-
http://stressie.tumblr.com/post/40033243962/watch-what-happens-reprise-mike-faist-ryan

Seize the Day:

January 6, 2013 -
http://stressie.tumblr.com/post/39932217341/seize-the-day-mike-faist-ryan-breslin

December 1, 2012-http://stressie.tumblr.com/post/37185602823/seize-the-day-mike-faist-ben-fankhauser

World Will Know:

December 1, 2012-
http://stressie.tumblr.com/post/37286076029/the-world-will-know-mike-faist-12-1-12

Something to Believe In-

December 1, 2012-
http://stressie.tumblr.com/post/37078868733/something-to-believe-in-mike-faist-laurie

September 10, 2012-
http://stressie.tumblr.com/post/31406698576/til-the-moment-i-found-you-i-thought-i-knew-what

I Never Planned on Someone Like You:

September 10, 2012-http://stressie.tumblr.com/post/32094264418/dont-come-a-knockin-on-my-door-i-never-planned

Once and For All:

September 10, 2012-
http://stressie.tumblr.com/post/31605637848/once-and-for-all-09-10-12

Side Notes:
January 6, 2013- Ryan Breslin was also understudy for Davey that day
December 1, 2012- Same for Laurie Veldheer for Katherine

me: i am going to patiently wait for the subs! 

also me: *google translates “fjern som venn” and sees that it means “remove as friend”*

me: *internally screaming*

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Jan 2011 // Nov 2012 // Nov 2015  xx

The Boy Who Couldn’t Breathe Underwater Chapter Four

The Boy Who Couldn’t Hold His Breath Underwater | Phan Skam AU. Internalized homophobia is probably one of the hardest obstacles to overcome, but it’s only made harder when the people around you don’t quite understand why you’re so afraid. When Dan Howell meets Phil Lester, he finally realizes he has to overcome that hurdle. | Phan | Mature | Internalized homophobia, Drugs, Alcohol, Underage drinking, Parties, Discussions of Religion, Sexual Comments, Smut, Bi-polar disorder | Ongoing Chaptered

Disclaimer: In no way do I claim that this is real or cast aspersions on Dan or Phil, or any other youtube personalities.

This chapter: 2,953 words

I would just like to state that there are comments in this chapter about how being gay is “so easy these days,”and I would just like to point out three things:

1. This is not my stance on the issue, and is merely one character trying to deal with their own internal homophobia, 2. This generalization will be cleared up at a later point in the story, and 3. Skam is set up in a country where being gay is widely more accepted than it is in America or even Britain (I think?) and therefore is treated in the show as far more normal and with far less bullying surrounding it than we might be used to, which is why Dan’s thoughts take the turn they do. I chose to keep this aspect of the story the same despite writing it in a british au, which may make it seem strange to some of my readers, so just try and keep this fact in mind :)

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Sweet Nothings
Neck Deep
Sweet Nothings

Take me back to the ocean, 
Feel warm sand beneath your feet, 
Emotion — escaping from reality, 
If I could only begin to explain
All my flaws, all my fears
All my stupid mistakes, could you still see past all the things I hide away
And my poor choice of words?
But you were smiling anyway

Wake me up in the morning
Slept till late afternoon
My dreams are dark and twisted
But tonight I’m dreaming of you, 
Snuck in through your window 
Broken glass cut my skin
Bled close to death with you all night
But I still don’t regret a thing

I have a habit of pushing my luck
If I just play this cool it might pay off for once
As we lay intertwined you broke silence with talk asking 
“Baby, do you think of me?”

“Baby, do you think of me?”
Yeah all the time, every night

The look in your eye
You hung on every line
When I poured my heart out
But you took it every time