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#the very first time that she saw that ring she was full of joy of hope and it was something that she thought was her future it was her happy ending and it was possible because nick wanted to marry her and she went back to that ring multiple times through the series; constantly looking at it and it always filled her with hope and then after she becomes a hexenbiest and nick finds out – she looks at that ring and for the first time she tries it on and she woges! she starts to become a hexenbiest at the very notion of marrying a grimm one day and is reminded of the fact that grimms and hexenbiests are natural enemies and that that happy ending she always dreamed of was effectively gone! it wasn’t going to happen and it wasn’t going to happen because her love for him turned her into something that means she can never be with him :(


“Never in my life have I felt this.  N o t h i n g  l i k e  t h i s . I’ve felt shame and cowardice, weakness and strength. I’ve known terror and indifference, self-hate and general disgust. I’ve seen things that cannot be unseen.

And yet I’ve known nothing like this terrible, horrible, paralyzing feeling. I feel crippled. Desperate and out of control. And it keeps getting worse. Every day I feel sick. Empty and somehow aching.

                       L o v e  i s  a  h e a r t l e s s  b a s t a r d .

I’m driving myself insane.”