Okay so I’ve been thinking about it for a while and been realizing it for the past months that this one girl that I fell in love with is the best girlfriend in the world I mean we have our up and downs but everyone does and what’s great about our relationship is that we always become lovey dovey at the end of the whole thing and that’s what I love about her I love how we can be completely ourselves with each other and even in front of other people and not care. I guess that’s why true love is and I’m really happy I found that with this one beautiful amazing girl:)


I have a really irrational fear of pool drains. And I honestly don’t even know why. BUT if they don’t have water covering them they don’t scare me.

Maybe that relates to the ‘fear of the unknown’, or how people are scared of the ocean because you can’t see it all…if that makes sense.

Like if I were to see a pool drain covered in water, I’d feel that something could come up and grab me because there’s water in there, but if it’s not covered, there can’t be anything there.

The love of my life

So I’ve been with this beautiful girl, we’ve been together for over a year. It’s incredible how you can go from never knowing each other to becoming the best of everything with this person. I never actually thought I would fall in love with a girl who lives 600 miles away and never thought it would last this long. But it’s everything about her that keeps me going. Her smile, her cute little laughs, her humor, and of course her beauty. I thought I stopped falling in love a long time ago but then she happened to pass along. So I feel in love again and it felt great. She is so amazing, she can make me smile without trying and make me laugh, it’s incredible how close we have gotten too. I honestly cannot wait to see this girl again in April, because I get I hold her in my arms and tell her I love her and my life will be complete. I love how we can talk about marriage and staying together forever, it’s incredible that we have this kind of love. I pretty positive I can say I have found my soul mate. For me to say that takes a lot, well not just me but everybody. But I know I found something great when I met her, she’s my everything and I can never imagine giving her up or losing her ever in my life. I love this girl with all my heart and I really am looking to spending the rest of my life with her:)

When my baby sent me this I couldn’t believe on how beautiful she is. I’m the luckiest guy to have someone as beautiful as her, she has the beauty that you can never ever get tired of looking at her and will always find something amazing about her. I love her with all my heart and I am really really glad I found someone this gorgeous and cannot wait to marry her.