judgemental faces

janecobain  asked:

One thing I love about Amy is that when rosa was engaged she was happy and supportive and when she found out Gina was pregnant she was happy and supportive, she didn't pressure Jake or feel insecure in their relationship to "catch up" with her friends she was just genuinely happy for her gals

!!!!!!! That’s very true, for all the judgement she’s faced she never judges other people! I think this is also a solid case of character development from season 1, when she did judge people a few times

(who does that “Amy Santiago is Orangina in a world full of orange sodas” series because this is perfect for it)

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The Doctor Donna

Wanna know the truth behind Girls like Girls?

I have been working on finding my voice for years. As an artist, I always want everything I create to represent what my soul feels and sounds like – whether it’s a video concept or a lyric or melody.

Two years ago on a rare rainy day in Los Angeles, in a songwriting session with Owen Thomas and Lily May Young, I was venting my frustration about my music not connecting the way I wanted it to. Lily looked me in the eye and asked, “Tell me something nobody knows about you, something you are afraid to sing about?“ I immediately thought, well I like girls and that’s what I want to sing about, but even then I struggled to say it out loud. Finally, I told Lily that I always say “you” and “them" and never the pronoun “her" in all my songs because I was afraid it wouldn’t connect. We talked more about concepts and my experiences, and how I loved the idea of stealing another guy’s girl because that was always a fantasy of mine. Growing up, everything I did was always about girls. I took dance because of girls. I got involved in student council because of girls. Not that I ever expected any of them to like me back, but I just felt comforted being around them, even if I could never date them. So there we were. The song “Girls like Girls" was born.

I imagined a very emotional, heart-wrenching but real music video to go along with the song. When we shot the music video for “Girls like Girls,“ I felt like I was finally telling my story for the first time. The yearning feelings I had and also the feeling of being so alone. I think that’s why people connected with the music video. Not only because they too have experienced deeply liking someone, but also the sadness and longing that comes with it. You could be around so many people, and still have the feeling of being so alone and misunderstood. It’s that fear of rejection and uncertainty of whether the person will like you back that makes you question everything. I struggled with these feelings so much growing up. I’d fall in love with girls who would never give me the time of day, or if they would, they had no idea I had other intentions. I had my heart broken over and over again; I never felt good enough. My life was led by these crushes as far back as first grade, when I had a crush on my teacher. That was the first time I realized I liked girls. But the problem is you feel like you can’t share these true feelings with anyone for fear of outing yourself and facing judgement. So you struggle. And feel alone. Growing up, there were some [out] celebrities who were much older than I was and I wondered if I had to wait until then to be happy. I didn’t have role models who I could relate to at the time, where I could think, if they can do it, I can do it.

Most of the time, you become confident after years of struggling during your young adulthood. I want to encourage the youth to find that confidence now. Not later. For them to know their own self-worth at an earlier age. It’s been really cool at my concerts to see all of these young fans showing up alone, and then leaving with friends. The music and stories I create have built this judgement-free safe zone. But most of all, they have inspired me to be comfortable with myself, and to let them in. They unintentionally gave me a gift that I am forever grateful for. Most of my music isn’t necessarily about heartbreak or other people, but more so everyone’s personal journey and falling in love with yourself.

I think that’s why my fans and I relate to each other. My music reassures them that they aren’t alone – that their feelings are valid, that they are enough and they will find someone to love them back. I didn’t have that hope growing up, so I get emotional and inspired (or encouraged) every time I meet a fan who looks at me that way.

It’s hard sometimes, especially after this election, because I feel a responsibility to these girls. I know they are looking to me for guidance and comfort. It breaks my heart that fear is so present in our world right now. School is hard enough and it breaks my heart to see these kids under attack by hate crimes and bullying.

Hope. That’s my cause. I strive to inspire hope through human compassion and through music. Hope leads me through my lyrics, stories, and melodies. You must continue on, and know in your heart you are not alone, and have confidence that love will find its way back to you.

Here Are My Colors

Anthony Ramos x Reader

Requested: anthony x reader where reader is anthony’s longterm girlfriend who stuck with him through him never being home, missing out on date nights for rehearsals & performances, & really through everything together. when the show hits broadway, anthony starts staying waaay later than he has to @ the theatre & on readers 3 year anni with him, he insists he has to stay late at the theatre when they already had plans together & reader discovers it was just bc he wanted to hang out with jasmine

Words: 6,149 (i get it man, I’m so extra)

Warnings:  swearing, cheating, AND angst, SO much angst, I’m sorry

A/N: I WANT TO DEDICATE THIS FIC TO THE MOST AMAZING PERSON, ELL @lookaroundlookaroundhowlucky. THANK YOU FOR LOOKING OVER THIS & FOR LITERALLY MAKING ME LAUGH & SMILE EVERY SINGLE FUCKING DAY. I LOVE YOU & I APPRECIATE THE SHIT OUTTA YA GIRL. Y’ALL GO CHECK HER OUT, SHE SLAYS THE GAME EVERYDAY.

ALSO, I have no words as to how PROUD I am of this fic, it’s UNREAL. It took me so long to write and I love it, it’s basically my child. PLEASE ENJOY.

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Garnet lied about Blue

When the latest batch of episodes leaked I could not for the life of me get over how different Blue Diamond was from how she seemed in The Answer. I mean look at this shit

In her story, Garnet portrayed Blue as as a calm, cold, ruthless queen who would had no issue with ordering Ruby’s death on the spot for stepping out of line, that’s a pretty far cry from the big moping blueberry that we got here.

Now you can go and say that this was before Pink Diamond was shattered, but look at Blue’s court. It’s all bluish and pinkish gems with none of any other color, and the rubies assigned to Sapphire didn’t have a diamond on their uniform to show who they were working for. This was right after Pink Died!

Now take a moment to rewatch how Garnet acted when Blue Diamond was involved. Garnet was scared, mortally terrified of Blue, to the point that she didn’t want to get anywhere near her.

Do you think someone this terrified could really have given an accurate recollection of what happened on the day she was sentenced to death?

Don’t get me wrong, I don’t doubt for a minute that Blue called for Ruby to be shattered, but I don’t think it was because Garnet broke some insane interracial love taboo. No, Blue had her sister’s murderer right there in front of her, and Sapphire had confirmed that she would face judgement…

AND THEN RUBY FUCKED SHIT UP!

Does this mean Blue Diamond was right to have Ruby executed? Fuck no it doesn’t, but all the same Blue here isn’t the insane, bigoted, love-hating tyrant that Garnet told us she was. She’s a deeply hurt, deeply flawed individual in a position of power struggling to hold it together after she watched her sister’s killer escape justice because a bumbling guard distracted everyone!

So yeah, she may still ordered an execution, but give Blue a break. At least half a break. This definitely was not in cold blood.

Five Months

Description: You run into your ex-boyfriend while at a party with your current one and during the encounter are reminded of all the ways he still controls you.  You aren’t entirely surprised to find yourself on your knees in the bathroom with him in front of you minutes later.

Pairing: Namjoon x Reader

Genre: Smut

Word Count: 12097

Warning: Dom!Namjoon, spanking, breath play, daddy kink, demeaning names, punishment, cheating, bathroom sex

A/N: @avveh prepare to die.  I think I listened to The Weeknd the entire time I wrote this haha.  Some of the songs were played over 100 times just during the time I wrote this, particularly “Shameless”, “Earned It”, and “Often”.  

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happy trans day of visibility ironically i cant see shit cause i just got back from an eye doctor appointment and my pupils are bigger than the weight of my sins upon my shoulders. yeah thats a juicebox
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A Shit-ton More of Undertale AUs!

Undertale AU’s

· Underswap

· Undersail

· Mahoutale

· Freshtale

· Storyshift

· Partytale

· Underlust

· Underfell

· Trainertale

· Haventale

· Undertail ( 2 Varients)
- Sexual Version
- Tail Version
- “Under-Her-Tail” Version

· Understeam

· Surftale

· Fruittale

· Undernovela

· Understuck

· Littletale

· Witchtale

· Underhades

· Undermafia

· Horrortale

· Dancetale

· Gemtale

· Gendertale

· Futuretale

· CPUtale

· Aftertale

· Altertale

· Sugartale

· Fantasytale

· Errortale

· Inktale

· Portale

· Katanatale

· Jaseontale

· Overtale

· Outertale

· Dreamtale

· Abysstale

· Cattale

· Alterswap

· Elementale

· Ultratale

· X-tale

· Auratale

· Glitchtale

· Astraytale

· Blighttale

· Coldtale

· Chesstale

· Cardtale

· Darktale

· Demitale

· Digitale

· Emotale

· Eclipsetale

· Underbed

· Soultale

· Sorcerytale

· Singtale

· Negatale

· Drugtale

· Sonictale

· FNAFtale

· Ponytale

· Gravitytale

· Undertalia

· Steamtale

· Undertoad

· Underwatch

· Spongetale

· HELPtale

· Dusttale

· Reapertale

· Zombietale

· Colortale

· Puppettale

· Oceantale

· Storyspin

· Emotiontale

· Hopelesstale

· Magmatale

· Icetale

· Inversetale

· Humanitytale

· Hungertale

· Legendtale

· Linetale

· Lolitale

· Oppositetale

· MartialTale

· Monofell

· Underwar

· Undernight

· Underhope

· Revoltale

· Underworld

· Underlovania

· Underill

· Underportal

· Underkeep

· Fallen Children

· Twistedtale

· Predatortale

· Lucktale

· Mythitale

· Nextale

· Pastrytale

· Sugartale

· Dreamtale

· Fusiontale

· Anti-Physicstale

· Asylumtale

· Yanderetale

· Underwolves

· Underscramble

· Thundertale

· Undertalia

· Hardtale

· Wondertale

· Underdust

· Amalgatale

· Foodtale

· Underbend

· Underflesh

· Underfates

· Underchild

· Positale

· Minortale

· Undertourment

· Scrambletale

· Alterfell

· Haventale

· Powertale

· Bluetale

· Fairytale

· Cloudtale

· Underlink

· Undervirus

· Underverse

· Echotale

· Undersanity

· Naturetale

· Sugartale

· Flowerfell

· Differentopic

· Tubetale

· Changetale

· Swapfell

· Cattale

· Newtale

· Angrytale

· Sintale

· Underwest

· Colortale

· Uppertale

· Fabletilt

· Fallunder

· Dreadtale

· Hypertale

· Shadowtale

· Wondertale

· Underswitched

· Dreemurr Reborn

· Talemix

· Judgement Hall (2 vers.)
- “Facing Every Sans” version

- “Face Every Charcater” ver = Toriel, Asriel, Mettaton, etc

· Grouptale

· Weabootale

· Vocatale

· DeviantTale

· Crossovertale

· OCtale

· Beatlestale

· Creepytale

· Engietale

· Applefell

· Badtimetale

· Trickstertale

· Understuck

· Fullmetal Undertale

· Undertronic

· Und_rt_le

· Underworld

· Underterror

· Flowey is Not a Good Life Coach

· Babytale

· Undercard

· Sistertale

· Universal Judgement
( Face every universal Sans )

· Underbent

· Zombietale

· Vampiretale

· Undercreed

· Epictale

· Changetale

· Asfaltale

· Hollowtale

· Underfilm

· Monofell

· Asylumtale

· Goopytale

· Wastetale

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Undertale AU Characters
( Mostly Sans )

· Gaster!Sans

· Bromalgamate/Six Bones

· Comic Papyrus

· Toucan!Sans

· Nightmare!Sans

· Seraphim!Sans

· Scientists!Sans

· Lil’ Skelebros

· GasterBlaster!Sans

· Cross!Sans

· Paper!Jam

· Bill!Sans

· Core!Frisk

· Flowey!Possession

· Cat!Sans

· Amalgamate!Asriel

· BrassBerry

· ClusterGem!Sans

· Neon!Sans

· Drunk!Sans

· Venom!Sans

· Killer!Sans

· Gamer!Sans

· Sexy!Sans

· Gaster!Sans

· Hacker!Frisk

· Monster!Frisk

· Baby!Sans

· Sleepy!Sans

· Ecto!Sans

· Cool!Papyrus

· Goth!Sans

· Palette!Sans

· Corrupt Beast Sans

· Needlessly Complicated Sans

· Santa!Asgore

· Drunk!Chara

· Tone!Sans

· Baby Blasters

· Paper!Jam

· Brassberry

· Paper!Sans

· Killer!Sans

· Cute!Asriel

I have many things to say about 12.12 but I’ve got to start somewhere. So why not with Cas! What follows is more stream of consciousness than analysis.

What’s interesting about the initial scene for the “Wounded angel” segment is that it starts with Castiel in his car, listening to a religious radio station. We can hear the following:

“Each of us has a time where the physical body dies. And we all face God’s judgement in the end. There’s not one of us alive, walking on this earthly plane that will not pay the consequences for their actions. The lord will hold us in the palm of his hand and he’ll weigh our souls, brothers and sisters-”

But while this foreshadows the fact that Castiel’s physical body is dying later on in the episode, nothing else is particularly new. Castiel is well aware that he has to pay for the consequences of his actions on earth (and in Heaven) and “Lily Sunders has some regrets” reminded us of his awareness of his guilt. (A side-thought: Do other angels feel guilt? Are they aware of the fact that they might make wrong decisions or are they so self-righteous that the thought has never crossed their minds? This is also what I mean by awareness.)

More important than the message is the medium. We get a divine message from a radio, which instantly evokes thoughts of angel radio in me. Heaven can speak through electronic devices and clearly Castiel sought out some connection to the divine by listening to the program. (He could as well have listened to pop music instead, but he didn’t.)

Now, we see this divine creature (a wounded angel, as the title reminded us), in a one-sided conversation with the divine. And then we have this shot.

It instantly reminded me of the Creation of Adam, which has Adam reaching out towards God, their fingers almost touching. Man reaching out toward the divine. Castiel reaching out towards the religious talk in the radio. In theory the positions are reversed: Castiel is a wounded angel looking for guidance. And his guidance appears in the form of radio waves, of a human reminding his brothers and sisters both of their mortality and of the weight of sins upon their souls.

But Cas is more human than angel at this point, he is part of the “family” of people that the speaker addresses; he’s a brother to the Winchesters. He is one of the humans.

I haven’t really put this scene into a greater context properly and it’s also more like an initial thought than it is good analysis. But I think in an episode where Cas’ physical body is dying (condemned by an angelic weapon, wielded by a demon) and where he clearly and finally choses his human family, this short scene is a nice addition to explain Castiel’s position.

#166 - For anonymous x2

Filling the prompts “Van being in a relationship with a girl since forever and loves her to death, but when he starts to get famous he breaks up with her so they both could dedicate to their careers, despite of her begging him not to. Then, a few months later she finds out she’s pregnant and tries to reach him, his parents, his friends, his crew, but she can’t get in touch with them, so Van only finds out he has a daughter in 2017?” and “one about the reader being from the states and van always talking about how he loves the way she talks or something like that?”

Note: Bonus mini-request for @pais3an of Van singing a lullaby to his kid. Alright, I’m going to have to change the prompt a bit, because if Van and Reader had a pre-existing relationship there is no way she wouldn’t be able to get a hold of him. You know? It has to be that she doesn’t know him. I hope that’s alright! Also - this is the longest fic I have ever written, and I poured a lot of time and energy and love into it. Please. Please feedback. 


 "Mummy. Song!“

You rolled onto your side, not opening your eyes. Alistair was pulling at your hair. You’d fallen asleep on the couch again, leaving your almost-two year old to his own devices. Dangerous, stupid, but you’d given up feeling guilty about things a long time ago. As a single mum, you couldn’t afford the luxury of wallowing in self-pity. You could hear a song coming from the television. You’d left MTV on, which with another questionable parenting choice. It was Ali’s song. It was constantly on the radio, and for some unknown reason, he had fallen in love with it. Whenever it played, he’d bounce around and call "Song! Song!”

Slowly you sat up, rubbing your face. Ali was leaning on the coffee table, wriggling his hips, staring at the screen. You smiled at him, your little music man, then followed his line of sight. You stopped breathing. No. There’s no way. Ali looked back at you and stopped dancing. He waddled over, resting his hands on your knees.

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The Labyrinth Chapter 2

Genre: Gang AU/ High School AU

Pairing: Reader/Jimin

Word count: 2742

Chapter 1  Chapter 2  Chapter 3  Chapter 4  Chapter 5  Chapter 6  Chapter 7  Chapter 8  Chapter 9  Chapter 10  Chapter 11  Chapter 12 || Jin Trailer ||

Originally posted by bts-we-are-bulletproof

Plot: Finding an injured boy collapsing in front of your house, you decide to help him, only to find out he’s associated with some underground business. After that fateful night, you surprisingly find him in the new class you had just transferred into.

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I am here for Heaven’s Undesirables.

For the fallen who do not regret their actions because it was all for a cause they believed in.

For the fallen who carry their anger and hate with them like a cloak because it is all they have now.

For the fallen who were silent during their sentencing because they would not defend themself to those who would not understand.

For the fallen who were never granted judgement and were instead thrown out of Heaven like they were nothing.

For the fallen who made Hell their home when Heaven no longer wanted or welcomed them.

For the fallen who jumped rather than face judgement, who stood beside Lucifer until the end and left with him.

For the fallen who who feel more at home among the demons than among those they once called siblings.

For the fallen who would rather return to Hell than go back to Heaven because it no longer feels like home.

For the fallen who wake in the dead of night in terror because they still dream of the War and their fall.

For the fallen who remember their wings being taken and still expect to see the ichor dripping from their wounds.

I am here for you. I am one of you.

If Heaven will not take us back, then we will make our own home here.

There’s no such thing as a “fake” person, but there is such thing as a person who is scared of showing their true selves. These people… they put on a smile in hopes of forgetting the hollow within. They follow society’s harsh standards so they don’t need to face its judgement. We all tell each other to stay strong and to look at things positively, yet when someone does so- they’re “fake”. No, they’re just trying to fit in and live up to your expectations. So please, remember this before you go and place such a harrowing label on a person who deserves so much more.