judged

Be professional, dress nicely, sit up straight, keep your speech appropriate. From the minute they see you and know that you’re their doctor, they’re watching.
You will be judged.  
Never forget it.
—  An Otolaryngologist
I hate feeling helpless.
I hate feeling stupid.
I hate feeling like I’m not good enough.
I hate feeling like everyone around me is judging me and laughing at my mistakes.
I hate feeling this level of frustration.
I hate feeling this sadness.
—  12/3/15