Dopey: Tell us an embarrassing story // Fear: Tell us three fears~
Dopey: Tell us an embarrassing story
I believe that I told a very embarrassing one that resembles the one I’m about to tell already, but this one is one that just occurred to me recently:
As the old followers of mine know, I’m pretty obsessed with T-kun. It was one day that I went out to the city to go shopping, where I found a guy who just looked like him. Well, OK, there were differences. T-kun couldn’t have had a twin brother who lived in China by chance or something. I was sitting in the Metro, and the guy was sitting in front of me. Well, how could you describe that, it’s like two symmetrical rows of ‘seats’, and I was facing him. Well, since I have recently noticed that my sight has been getting worse, I can look at people properly because I can’t recognize them too well with this pair of eyes. Actually, this has caused me to stare at that person for quite a long while, and I secretly even took photos.
I am quite a weird person, I admit. The clicking sound of the camera taking photos couldn’t be heard though as the metro was really loud to begin with. When I was about to get out, my shoelaces were kinda… how do you say that in English? They were messed up? open? Well, then out of all people, that guy walked up to me and told me that my shoelaces were kinda messed up. It has turned into an awkward conversation as he even asked me why I was staring at him the whole time. I was lucky that I couldn’t answer him since the metro stopped right then when he was asking the question, and a whole crowd was basically wanting to go out. I got kind of squeezed out of the crowd and hadn’t have to tell that guy what I did.
Fear: Tell us three fears
1. I fear getting too bored or too isolated from everything, but the worst thing about me is, that I actually never take action to do anything about it. When I get bored, I think too much, and I waste a lot of time. Oh, this is an extra: I fear time.
2. I fear problems. Whenever there’s a problem about life, I’m running away, forcing it to end or trying to find a compromise as soon as possible.
3. One of the fears that is recently growing is probably my anxiety disorder. I actually was able to get rid of it soon, but somehow it has been growing recently.
The doctor said that if they took you out, I would die, because I couldn’t live without such a good friend. Give this heart to everyone you don’t want to lose in 2013 including me if you care. Try to collect twelve, it is not easy. Be honest and send this to anyone who made you smile this year. ♥
If forgetting everything you just planned a second ago is a habit, then yes. Also I tend to fall down from beds if they don’t have any borders or something like that and it always happens when I’m in a really big bed; as in those double beds (Are they even called like this).
Butterfly: What’s your biggest dream?
Already answered but: I actually don’t have a “biggest” dream since there’s not really something that I long so much for that I could call it a dream or something. I bet I’ll forget whatever-it-was again and set up new goals. I don’t know. For now I just wish I had a clue about what I’m talking about right now.
Pigeon: If you could get wings on your back, where would you go?
I think it would be best to just be here where I am right now and finish studying…
But if I really had wings I’d try to visit some of you guys if I could.