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Sometimes, on 11:11 I take a risk. I take a chance and make a dangerous wish for you. I wish for you to be happy. The risky part is that I’m simply wishing for  your happiness. It has nothing to do with me. I would prefer to be a factor in your happiness but if some day, down the road, for any reason at all I no longer have the privelege of making you happy, I still want you to be happy. 

I don’t want you to ever feel like a failure. I don’t want you to ever feel like you don’t belong. I hope you never know what it feels like to make a mistake that was too big to make. I never want you to feel unwanted. I never want you to feel like you don’t have anyone to turn to. I hope you never know true misery, pain or grief. I hope you never feel hollowed out. 

If I had the power to protect you from any of this, I would do it in a heartbeat. No price would be too high.