Sometimes, on 11:11 I take a risk. I take a chance and make a dangerous wish for you. I wish for you to be happy. The risky part is that I’m simply wishing for  your happiness. It has nothing to do with me. I would prefer to be a factor in your happiness but if some day, down the road, for any reason at all I no longer have the privelege of making you happy, I still want you to be happy. 

I don’t want you to ever feel like a failure. I don’t want you to ever feel like you don’t belong. I hope you never know what it feels like to make a mistake that was too big to make. I never want you to feel unwanted. I never want you to feel like you don’t have anyone to turn to. I hope you never know true misery, pain or grief. I hope you never feel hollowed out. 

If I had the power to protect you from any of this, I would do it in a heartbeat. No price would be too high.
Nifty Date Ideas
  • Go to random spots in your hometown and take pictures - Be creative and this date can be a lot of fun.
  • Gather pictures and make a scrap book together
  • Go to the thrift store with 5 dollars; have a contest to see who can get the best item Or–buy clothing for your date – wear the clothing on the date
  • Color pictures together—find a fun coloring book or print coloring book pages off of the Internet 
  • Take a trip to your local hobby shop – pick out a project to work on for the afternoon—maybe build a boat, or a rocket, something that you can play with
  • Read a book together—Choose your favorite childhood story and read aloud
  • Go fishing
  • Make-Your-Own Pizza
  • Go rollerblading – better yet, go roller-skating!
  • Make Tee Shirts – start with some blank white or collared tees, then get creative with sharpies and paint. 
  • Geocaching—This can be a lot of fun
  • Set up a tent in your front room, sit in the tent and eat dinner on a blanket–roast marshmallows over a candle.
11.12.12:It's been a year!

So as of 11.12.12, Josh and I have officially been a couple for one whole year!

I feel like the cliche thing to say is “we’ve been through so much together” but we haven’t and It’s awesome.

We have had the most amazing, most incredible, most exhilarating 12 months of my life. We get along beautifully, we never fight, we barely even argue. We have the most loving and caring relationship I’ve ever had the joy of having or even being around. 

He is my best friend and we always have entirely too much fun together

He is my soulmate and I consider myself truly lucky to have found him. We take care of each other and we always put the other first.

I never in my life thought I would ever have something as pure and as simple and as honest as our relationship is. He completes me in the most cheesiest of ways. I mean it. I am completely unapologetic about how sentimental, cheesy and corny this post is. I love Josh more than anything. Of all the things I love, I love him the most.

I mean seriously, just look at this face


Our first date at Rocky Horror

Our 1 year anniversary of our first date at Rocky Horror!



Joshua, I love you very very very much and I’m super stoked for countless years to come. Thank so much for putting up with my weirdness. It’s the least you could for me putting up with yours



Koi No Yokan (Japanese): The sense upon first meeting a person that the two of you are going to fall into love

This is different than “love at first sight,” since it implies that you might have a sense of imminent love, somewhere down the road, without yet feeling it. The term captures the intimation of inevitable love in the future, rather than the instant attraction implied by love at first sight.

It is now 12:00, making the date 12/12/2011 and thus marks Josh and I’s first full month as an official couple!  Strangely enough, it feels like it’s been a lot more than that but in a really great way. He’s wonderful.

We are adorable. Also, he is always on my right haha