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See the Star-Studded Tracklist for 'Fifty Shades Darker' Soundtrack
When the Fifty Shades of Grey soundtrack premiered alongside the film in 2015, fans were treated to a tracklist filled with stars like the Weeknd and Ellie Goulding, a remix from Beyoncé, a classic…

When the Fifty Shades of Grey soundtrack premiered alongside the film in 2015, fans were treated to a tracklist filled with stars like the Weeknd and Ellie Goulding, a remix from Beyoncé, a classic rock tune from the Rolling Stones, and delightful contributions from Annie Lennox.

Now as readers of EL James’ devilish series await the film’s sequel, Fifty Shades Darker, EW can exclusively reveal the tracklist for Darker‘s equally exciting soundtrack. Featuring the already-released original song “I Don’t Wanna Live Forever (Fifty Shades Darker)” by ZAYN and Taylor Swift, the collection houses new music from Halsey, Tove Lo, Sia, Kygo, The-Dream, and John Legend, and a collaboration between Nicki Minaj and Nick Jonas.

Four-time Oscar nominee Danny Elfman, who also worked on the first Fifty Shades soundtrack, wrote the score for the film, while Dana Sano serves as the music supervisor.

The Fifty Shades of Grey soundtrack had a massive opening weekend after it premiered in 2015, coming in at No. 2 on the Billboard 200 and obtaining the largest sales debut for a soundtrack since 2009’s Michael Jackson’s This Is It.

Fifty Shades Darker‘s soundtrack will be available for preorder on Friday. The preorder will unlock instant downloads of ZAYN and Taylor Swift’s “I Don’t Want to Live Forever (Fifty Shades Darker)” and Halsey’s “Not Afraid Anymore.”

See the full tracklist and album cover below, and catch both Fifty Shades Darker and its soundtrack on Feb. 10.

Gay is a sexuality, not an insult.

Gay is a sexuality, not an insult
Gay is a sexuality, not an insult
Gay is a sexuality, not an insult
Gay is a sexuality, not an insult
Gay is a sexuality, not an insult
Gay is a sexuality, not an insult
Gay is a sexuality, not an insult
Gay is a sexuality, not an insult
Gay is a sexuality, not an insult
GAY IS A SEXUALITY, NOT AN INSULT

Fall Playlist

i’m so excited about it being fall that i put together songs to celebrate the best season of the year. music for when the leaves change color and the weather gets cooler. 🍁🍂✨

1. canyon moon - andrew mcmahon in the wilderness
2. yellow - coldplay
3. old pine - ben howard
4. all too well - taylor swift
5. haunting - halsey
6. grizzly bear - angus & julia stone
7. 40 day dream - edward sharpe & the magnetic zeroes
8. autumn leaves - ed sheeran
9. bonfire heart - james blunt
10. follation wood - ben howard
11. safe and sound (feat. the civil wars) - taylor swift
12. into the wild - lewis watson
13. sigh no more - mumford & sons
14. who says - john mayer
15. atlas - coldplay
16. king and lionheart - of monsters and men
17. cherry wine - hozier
18. conrad - ben howard
19. the apple tree - nina nesbitt
20. meet me in the woods - lord huron
21. sweater weather - the neighbourhood
22. set the fire to the third bar (feat. martha wainwright) - snow patrol
23. sad beautiful tragic - taylor swift
24. golden leaves - passenger
25. the funeral (band of horses cover) - nina nesbitt
26. re: stacks - bon iver 
27. from afar - vance joy
28. sedona - houndmouth
29. down in the valley - the head and the heart
30. let it go - james bay
31. pray - kodaline
32. roman holiday - halsey
33. stubborn love - the lumineers

Hurricane

*John Laurens x reader
*Modern
*Word count: 2198

A/N: So this is inspired by the song “Hurricane” by Halsey. It was NOT requested but I had a lot of fun writing this, so if you guys want me to do more imagines based off of songs then let me know! :)
Also this is in John’s POV, If you want me to write this but in the reader’s POV then feel free to request it.
ONE LAST THING: This is my first time writing something that involves suicide and mental illness, so if this is offensive in any way please tell me so I can fix it as best as possible. Thank you!
Anyways, that’s all I need to disclose. Enjoy!

Warnings: Angst, mentions of smut, cursing, alcohol and drug mentions, and mentions of suicide and depression. Please don’t read if you can’t handle any of this stuff!!!

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I took a sip of the strong whiskey and grimaced, a frown appearing on my lips as I set down the crystal glass. I took the time to look around the bar, taking in the smells and the sight of people laughing and dancing. It wasn’t the nicest bar, I’ll tell you that, but it worked.

Picking up the glass again, I drank the rest of the cheap liquid in one large gulp, slamming the cup down and asking the bartender for another. While I waited, I thought back to how I ever ended up like this.

I stopped trying to be the perfect kid when I was in highschool, I was never well behaved and I was definitely not an A+ student with the perfect family. I never spent my four years of highschool kissing the teacher’s ass all day, all I did was ditch school and hanging out across the street with every other lowlife, smoking pot and fucking girls.

I had grown up in South Carolina with a rich family who never gave me the time of day, kicking me out as soon as I graduated from highschool and demanding me to move to New York to go to college, just like everyone else in our family, and I did.

Life was going fine for awhile, I thought I had been given a second chance at life, I had a somewhat good job that paid the bills and I was attending college. And after that, I wish I could say I knew what happened that made everything go downhill again. My parents stopped talking to me (although they never really did in the first place), my girlfriend dumped me, and I lost my job. After that I had been unable to pay rent for my apartment and ended up dropping out of college, moving down to Bed-Stuy and moving into some small, grungy apartment with a job at a gas station down the street that would for sure be going out of business soon.

I also started drinking. A lot.

I became self-destructive, having sex with any girl who would give me the time of day, only to move on to someone else the next night, and it became repetitive. I was nothing, just an empty shell of a man, just another person taking up space in the universe.

I tried to smile at the bartender once he set down the glass of whiskey, who only nodded in return and walked off to serve someone else. I looked around the bar, my gaze landing on an unfamiliar girl at the other end of the bar, drinking a clear liquid. I drank everything in my cup and set a few shriveled up dollars by the glass, slowly making my way to the girl who didn’t even bother looking up, just continued tracing the rim of her glass.

After clearing my throat, she finally looked up, her gaze cold and emotionless, yet she was still one of the most gorgeous women I had ever met. “I, uh…” I ran a hand through my curls, “w-what are you drinking?” I cursed mentally, god, of course I had to ruin this by asking a stupid question.

She looked back down at her drink before looking back at me, shrugging. “I don’t know, Nikolai, probably.” Her voice was cold and her gaze held a look of harshness towards anyone who tried speaking to her. “No need to be harsh, baby, I’m just trying to start a conversation with you.” She rolled her eyes, hardly looking in my direction as she turned her head away from me. I sighed, sitting on the stool next to her’s, “I’m John.” I held my hand out for her to shake.

“Y/n,” she stated simply, and I smiled when her e/c eyes glared into my hazel ones. After a few minutes of awkward silence, she finally spoke up. “What do you want?” I looked up at her and shrugged, how was I supposed to explain to someone who had no interest in me whatsoever that my mind had been screaming at me to come and talk to them. That out of every girl here, it was as if she had a sign over her head saying ‘come and talk to me’ in large, bold letters. She would think I was crazy, psychotic even. I let out a deep sigh and put to use my player title, “I just wanted to know what a pretty girl like you was doing in a shitty, run-down bar like this?”

It had taken a few more drinks and whatever money I had left in my pocket for her to open up to me a bit more, and I learned she was from New Jersey, just passing by to visit an old friend. Which was good, someone like her didn’t belong in a place like this.

And after that, just like every night, she ended up at my apartment, her lips tasted like cheap vodka and mint chapstick, and I couldn’t get enough of it.

And just like every night, our clothes ended up thrown around the room.

And just like every night, I found someone to fill that void in my chest once more.

But this time, it felt different. It felt like she had permanently filled the hole in my chest, whether it was the way her hair fell around her face perfectly or the way my name sounded in the form of a moan falling from her perfect lips.

And at the end of the night, when the sun was rising, I watched her slowly get out of the bed, putting the tight dress and stilettos she was wearing the night before back on and running a hand through her messed up locks.

I asked her to stay, hell, I wanted her to stay.

She looked me straight in the eyes, her lips pursed as she stood there for a few moments silently, before shaking her head and declining. She then grabbed her clutch and walked out the door, disappearing from my sight.

And just like that, the void appeared once again as I heard the front door slam shut.

~~~

It was stupid, it was so, so foolish for me to become attached to a woman I had only known for a few hours, but dammit she wasn’t just any woman to me, she was Y/n. She was the woman who had managed to make me feel something in only the first few hours together. And dammit, I needed her in my life.

It had been a few weeks since I had last seen her, at least. I’m not exactly sure, I haven’t been counting.

Yet in the past week, Y/n had never once left my mind. Not when I was drowning myself in cheap liquor or taking random women back to my lousy excuse of an apartment for the night, memories the the night already forgotten the next morning, yet somehow, Y/n managed to stay permanently cemented into my brain the entire time.

I found myself going to a club in Brooklyn, not exactly sure why, I just was. I found myself paying the bartender for the cheapest thing they had while ignoring the few looks of pity I got from other people sitting in ear-shot at the club.

I ended up finding a girl with the same hair as Y/n’s, and maybe that was what made me go over to her, maybe that’s what made me tap on her shoulder with a slight smirk as I opened my mouth to speak my opening line that got most girls swooning in the first few seconds~

“Hey baby, what are you-” I trailed off when I realized who it was. “Y/n, hi, how are you?” She nodded her head, letting a soft smile grace her features as she motioned for me to sit by her. I actually felt happy looking into those e/c eyes of hers again, it felt like everything was going to be better, I needed it to get better.

She said she was doing fine, then asking me how I was doing. I opened my mouth to speak, yet no words came out. I wanted to lie and say I was doing fine, that she hadn’t been on my mind for the past few weeks, that I hadn’t already desperately fallen in love with her after one hookup and a few drinks.

“I-I…” I trailed off, I was at a loss for words. “I’ve been thinking about you a lot,” I whispered, not meeting her gaze any longer and looked down at the amber liquid in my glass. I probably sounded pathetic. “You haven’t left my mind since that night and…” I paused, sighing. “I can’t stop thinking about you.”

When I finally gained enough courage to look back up at her, she was frowning. She sighed and took one big gulp of her drink before turning to face me again, and in her eyes I saw an emotion I had never seen before towards me, sadness.

She suddenly laughed, “do you say that to all of your hookups, John?” My heart dropped, any sliver of hope I even had leaving my body. I tried to crack a smile, but I failed. “N-No, just you…” I whispered, my voice shaky. It was true after all, how could I forget the girl who managed to make me feel like I wasn’t completely worthless in just a few hours? How could I forget the girl I’ve been thinking about for the past three weeks? It just wasn’t possible.

Y/n didn’t respond, staring straight past me at the wall before sighing after a few silent moments, “John… If you weren’t how you were now, using people for your own pleasure, maybe things would’ve turned out different, but..” She shook her head, running a hand through her hair and nibbling on her bottom lip. “I just can’t be tied down to someone, not right now, at least.” She got quieter, still not facing me. “And I definitely can’t stay tied down to one city.” She paused before taking a deep breath and turning to face me.

“I’m a hurricane, John.”

I slouched over, feeling tears threaten to form in my eyes as I let out a pathetic gasp, trying to stay quiet, looking at Y/n with red eyes. “Y/n p-please..” I gasped out, “I need you. You managed to fill the void in my chest, you made me feel like I was actually worth something in just a few hours. I’m begging you,” I croaked softly, “I need you to stay with me.” I stared at her, my cheeks glistening with tears. “Please.”

She sighed, getting up and setting a few single dollar bills on the table, paying for both of our drinks. She met my gaze, her once stone cold gaze softened as she bit her lip, leaning down and pressing her soft lips to mine. They once again tasted of bitter alcohol and mint chapstick, and I loved it, and it hurt so much when she pulled away.

“Maybe I’ll see you around,” she mumbled, fixing her jacket before smiling sadly at me, even though we both knew she wouldn’t. I would never see her again.

I had lost track of how long it had been since Y/n had left, since Y/n had left me and made me feel nothing but heartbreak. It sounded stupid, but even as she left, I could feel my heart shattering. It had probably been a few hours until I finally decided to leave, stumbling out onto the streets of Downtown Brooklyn. The cold, icy rain hitting my uncovered body making me immediately think of Y/n and how this weather reminded me of her; Cold, unforgiving and unpredictable.

She was right, she wasn’t meant to stay tied down to one person or one place. She was a hurricane, and I found out the hard way.

I found myself standing over Brooklyn Bridge, looking down at the icy water that was just 135 feet below me.

The rain was getting heavier, colder, and it was becoming harder to see as I got up on the ledge, letting out a deep breath as I closed my eyes, preparing for what was to come.

I heard a loud ‘wait’ as I fell off, falling through the harsh air until I finally crashed into the cold, unforgiving waters.

I closed my eyes for the last time.

“I’m a hurricane.”

vibin’:

tracklist:

florida killos // lana del rey, blame game //  kanye west ft. john legend, snap out of it // arctic monkeys, high for this // the weeknd, hurricane // halsey, baby came home // the neighbourhood, work song // hozier, one of those weeks //  the neighbourhood, million dollar man //  lana del rey, i won’t mind // zayn malik,  say my name/cry me a river // the neighbourhood, happy //  maroon 5, car radio // twenty-one pilots, stop the world i want to get off with you // arctic monkeys, comfortably numb // pink floyd, robbers // the 1975, jealou$y (without the rap) // the neighbourhood, new americana // halsey.

I need more blogs to follow

I want to fill my dash with more things I love so if you post any of the following please reblog and I’ll check your blog out!!! (likes don’t count) also if you’re not following me already it would be awesome if you could follow me ( @dont-touch-my-juice )

- fall out boy

- panic! at the disco

- twenty one pilots

- taylor swift

- halsey

- dan and phil

- parks and rec

- bo burnham

- john mulaney 

- my chemical romance

- troye sivan

you don’t need to be a blog specifically dedicated to any one of those just as long as you reblog stuff about any of them kinda frequently 

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DU ER IKKE ALENE ➤ PLAYLIST ON SPOTIFY (x)

Artists (click on them to be linked to the songs on YouTube): 1. Morgan Sulele // 2. Halsey // 3. John Legend // 4. Bring me the Horizon // 5. All Time Low // 6. All Time Low // 7. Of Mice & Men // 8. Bry // 9. Quietdrive // 10. Sum 41 // 11. Boys Like Girls // 12. All Time Low // 13. 5 Seconds of Summer // 14. We Still Dream // 15. Jonas Blue, Raye // 16. Troye Sivan // 17. Jason Mraz // 18. Bring me the Horizon