Kai: done with Rock in Japan. as usual our fans were so cool! ( ✌︎'ω’)✌︎ the people who seemed like they were seeing us for the first time were also very energetic, so great job, everyone. thank you all so much 〜⤴︎ #Rockinjapan#theGazettE #rain #ItDidnt #( ✌︎'ω’)✌︎ Reita: thanks, RockIn🤘🏻I was so happy to feel the love and affection of the GazettE fans and to also be able to spend such a good time with everyone who’ve come to see us for the first time in a long while 👍🏻 hope to see you all again somewhere very soon ! ! we’ll be heading for the next location so we’re leaving now ✋🏻you guys make sure to have a great time as long as you can till the end and please get home safe 😄 Aoi: thank you all so much for having fun with the all-black-guys today. we’re already being transported to the next preparations. before that I would love to take a baaaaath 🛀 Ruki: our first Rock in Japan festival is over! thank you so much! it was a lot of fun 🙏 thanks so much to all the fans who came! seeing you all headband for the first time in a while was so nice, I knew we could rely on you ☺️ to everyone who’s seen us for the first time, this is the kinda band we are so please also come to one of our one-man shows! they’re so much more fun 🤘🔥🔥 Ruki: I also wanna thank everyone who couldn’t come but sent us all their fighting spirits 🙏 and the next one is finally conifer ! ! it’s very soon so this is the perfect timing to get ready to go wild ！😇 Ruki: and we’re going back to Tokyo, to the next job 💦
Do you have any tips on applying for jobs while trans? I'm planning on applying as myself, because I refuse to go back in the closet, but I haven't been able to change my legal name and documentation yet. Any resources on how to go about this?
On the resume, put your preferred name, but when you go for the interview and to fill out paperwork, explain that the name you use is not the same as your legal name. You can disclose if you’re trans or not, but at least explain that paperwork would have your legal name on it.
What I did was put a sort of interim “nickname” seeming gender neutral name of my legal name on the resume and then when i filled out paperwork I did my legal name, and then a week later, I came out as Kai and with he/him pronouns, etc. That’s up to you if you want to try to pretend you’re cis for like a few days until you get hired, though.
Sehun looked stressed, head to toe in grease stains and dangling a set of keys in front of the man leaning against the counter before him.
“The next time you drive the boss’s car to hell and back, and fuck up the suspension, I will lock you in the trunk and push you off the nearest cliff”.
The man at the counter looked up from the folder he had been glancing over, his shoulders slowly starting to shake, eyes crinkling and mouth parting slightly as he let out a chuckle.
“Sehunnie, you need to get laid” Kai whined, and placed the folder on the counter in front of him. He grinned at the younger man and rolled up the sleeves of his tan suede jacket. Kai rested his elbows on the counter and regarded the man before him with a false pout.
“I’m sure one of Minnie’s girls could put a smile back on your little face” he cooed teasingly.
↳ for being the most vivid and totally unforgettable character in the history of this show.
And, of course, I want to say big THANK YOU to Chris. Thank him for every Kai’s “stage”, for every emotion, for every second on our screens. Who knows what would have become this character without him.
Uruha (reading mail): “This isn’t related to the theme and it’s also kind of a boring question, but what’s a cool way to answer when your girlfriend asks you, ‘what’s more important, your job or me!?’” …….so guys what’s the answer?
Kai: Huhuhu! What’s a cool way to answer?
Uruha: But like is this something that ppl actually ask?
Kai: “What’s more important, your job or me?” Well like I hear it in dramas but idk…that doesn’t mean anything (laughs)
Uruha: But I mean if you said “my job” that would be bad, right? That would set them off?
Kai: No no no I don’t think so, at all! Rather if you said “you!” wouldn’t it seem…too much like a lie? (laughs) Well I mean I don’t know
Aoi: Hmmm- [Uruha: I wonder what the right answer is] -mmmmm……..you know….at that point….you should probably just break up with them no?
Kai: (laughing) Like as soon as she asks you that?
Uruha: This question is taboo, you know? As soon as this happens, it’s over.
Reita: As soon as you say that, you’re not the most important thing anymore
Aoi and Uruha at same time: AWWWW! [not like aw thats cute but like AW SHIT FAM]
Reita: Cause u just asked that
Aoi: The shit-eating look u have on ur face rn istg
Uruha: So it’s like, you were the most important until you said that, you blew it now
Reita: Yes yes yes
Uruha: So that’s the right answer!
Reita: Well for me yeah
(Aoi and Uruha guffawing)
Uruha: What about you, Ruki-san?
Ruki: U-uhh, I don’t know..???! But like, u gotta work to make a living so…….
Uruha: So like, “it’s my job tf u thought”?
Ruki: Uh, like, if i don’t work…..I’m a NEET?? Like, I’d be unemployed, so….and then I wouldn’t be able to be with you anyway
Reita: What if she’s like “I don’t care if ur unemployed!”
Ruki: ….Oh yeah that’s okay then!
Reita: You’d quit?
Ruki: I’m cool with freeloading
Reita and Uruha: HUHUHUHU
Uruha: Ur ok with that
Ruki: But I mean that’s not the case [for the gf in the mail i guess] …she just wants attention
Aoi: But before it got to [the point where she would say that]…wouldn’t you have already ditched her?
Everyone: Ah mhm yes hmm maybe ur right ahh
Aoi: So maybe the guy is the bad one.
Everyone: Ahh I see so that’s your point of view ahh yes ok
Aoi: Thanks guys
(Everyone dies laughing)
Uruha: So Aoi-kun, if a girl asked you how would you answer?
Aoi: “I’m sorry.”
(Everyone dies laughing again)
Uruha: “I’m sorry”….
Kai: YOU WOULD NOT! YOU WOULD NOT
Ruki: All u could do is cry. WAHH!!! WAHH!!!!!!!!
Reita: Man u just busted my ears
Uruha: Okay leader what about you?
Kai: Well I definitely wouldn’t say her.
Uruha: Ahh, so it’s your job?
Kai: Yep. Anyone would say that, no? It’s your job. I mean, she’s a part of that!
Kai: Like, the fact that I’m working
Uruha: Ah that you’re making a living, it means you can take care of her
You woke in a great mood the following morning, Minseok was
already awake and staring at you, a smile plastered on his face.
“You look so ugly when you sleep, but that’s what makes you
cute.” He poked your cheek with his finger smiling at you in the most playful albeit
“Rude.” You frowned but learnt to take the compliment
anyway, closing your eyes again and snuggling up closer to him.
“Last night was great babe. We should do it more often.” He planted a kiss on your forehead. “Come on let’s go.” He shook your body lightly earning a
groan from you.
“Can’t we just stay like this for a little while?” You
pouted, snaking your arm around his neck and stroking his hair lightly. He let
out a soft sigh and you could still feel his gaze on your body as he wrapped an
arm around your disrobed waist. You felt a warm feeling envelope your chest,
there was nothing better than the feeling of having Minseok close by. There was nothing better than feeling his skin on yours. His bare
chest was warm and inviting against yours. You began giggling when you felt
Minseok leaving a trail of butterfly kisses across your face.
“Min, what are you doing?” You laughed a bit harder at the tickling sensation,
causing you to bury your head between his neck and shoulder. Then you heard a
knock at the door. You let out an exasperated sigh. Was it too much to ask for
10 minutes of quality time with your husband?
“Do not open the door.” Minseok called, “unless you want to
see two nake –” You pressed your hand over Minseok’s mouth widening your eyes
at him, lately he had gotten too playful and brazen for your liking.
“Who is it?” You called turning your head away from
“Uhh Sehun. I wanted to talk to Min…But if you’re both
busy… I can always just come back later.”
“We’ll be down in a moment Sehun just give us a second.”You said,
embarrassment lacing your voice as you grudgingly dragged yourself away from
Minseok’s and pushed the covers off of your body, causing him to wolf whistle.
You rolled your eyes standing up you walked over to the wardrobe to get some
clothes and put them on.
“Hurry, get some clothes on.” You threw Minseok some underwear a pair of shorts
and a lose top.
You walked into the kitchen together and were greeted by Kyungsoo, Baekhyun and
Sehun. Minseok walked over to the fridge and poured the both of you a glass of orange
juice, whilst you fixed the both of you some jam on toast.
“Did you have fun last night?” Kyungsoo asked, smirking up
at the two of you from where he was sat, he wheeled himself out of the room
laughing smugly under his breath as he did so. You looked at Minseok
embarrassment plastering your face. Sehun’s brows creased, as though he was
about to be sick.
“Could we maybe not, at the breakfast table please?” He
rolled his eyes. “I’d rather spare myself the mental image of the both of you
getting hot under the covers.” You bit your lip anxiously and buried your head
in your hands; you were so embarrassed you couldn’t put it into words. You told
Minseok that Kyungsoo would hear it all. Minseok laughed under his breath at
your reaction, but helped to put you at of your misery.
“What was it you wanted to talk about Sehun?”
Sehun looked up at you, his face straight and eyes unblinking, before he turned his attention back to Minseok.
“Not in front of her…”
Your eyes widened, you stood there awkwardly for a while in
silence. You looked up at Minseok who pulled a ‘sorry’ face. Nodding quietly you left the kitchen and decided that you would take a slow walk around the house as you were still
massively unfamiliar with it. You felt a hand touch your shoulder. Turning
around you saw Baekhyun smiling at you, he looked a lot more radiant now than
he did the last time you’d seen him. You were supposing that he was in a
happier place, but there was only a matter of time until the calm would be
“Can I tour with you? I still need to figure out this place
myself.” You nodded at him, your walking pace falling into rhythm with each
other. You took you time visiting nearly each and every room, the next always
more extravagant than the last. Your favourite was what you assumed to be the
new board room. The walls were a plain white, so there was nothing really
special there, but what made it grand was the large black marble table which
was positioned in the centre of the room and surrounded by 16 glass chairs,
carved to perfection. It was utterly extraordinary and breathtaking to say the
least. You pulled one of the chairs out from under the marble table slowly and
sat down, Baekhyun doing the same opposite from where you were positioned.
“So, what happened last night then?” He winked at you,
lightly drumming his fingers against the marble.
“Yeah, can we maybe not.” You looked down at your lap,
avoiding his gaze.
“It’s okay; you’re married now so it’s all good. Although if I’m being honest with you, I did not see Minseok getting married coming, especially to someone like you.”
He shook his head in disbelief, making you chuckle silently a little bit. If
anyone had told you that you would be married to Minseok later down the line,
you’d laugh in their face and tell them to jump off the Eiffel tower for
cursing like that, but yet here you were, life definitely had a strange way of
working out. You cleared your throat and went silent at the sound of voices
approaching the room, everyone began to file in.
“Ahh here you two are, we were looking for you.” Junmyeon
said, taking a seat at the head of the table, it was a grand position and it
really did make him look like a King. And when you thought about it, that’s
just what Junmyeon was. A King who lived to serve his subjects and keep his
“So we’re all aware we’ve got a problem on our hands.” He
locked his fingers together above the table, raised a brow and looked around
the table earning a low grunt from everyone present.
“Luhan’s back, last night he tried to kidnap Y/N. Well he didn’t try; he was successful in his attempt it
was just lucky that we were on hand otherwise God knows what might have
happened.” You received a worried stare from Minseok and Chanyeol. Junmyeon
continued to talk.
“We need to be alert and we need plans. I’m not sure exactly what it is he’s
after but clearly it can’t be any good.” The room was silent for a beat, before
Sehun nearly made you jump out of your skin as he suddenly began shouting.
“Jongin I thought you killed him. I thought you never missed;
you had one job, one job! Do better Kai!” He slammed his hands down on the
table, it was evident that Sehun still hadn’t found a way to channel his anger
and emotion when it came to subject of Luhan and betrayal, you honestly
thought that he was still in denial every now and then.
“I did shoot him! I shot him in the chest so I don’t know
what the heck happened!” Jongin rose from his seat, firing his anger back towards
Sehun. Yixing began to nod instinctively; he did see it too after all.
“Goodness this is our first board meet, do we really have to
argue right now?” Junmyeon sighed, standing up slowly he stepped away from his
chair. “That’s it for today; we’ll talk about it again tomorrow. But for now
stay alert and try digging up any pieces of information you can find.” He left
the room, dismissing everyone who slowly left the room behind him, all but
Jongin who blocked your exit.
“You believe me right Y/N? I did shoot him.” His eyes
shifted, trying to catch your reaction to his statement.
“I believe you because I believe Yixing. You’re lucky you
had a witness.”
Jongin shook his head frowning at your words.
“I’ve never lied to you Y/N.”
You scoffed in disbelief and walked out of the board, you knew for a fact he
wasn’t seriously suggesting he was a truthful man right now. You carried on
walking down the hall, mounting the stairs so that you could go to your room.
Then you heard a light knock on the door almost immediately after.
“Come in.” You called softly, getting ready to tell Jongin
to just leave the issue alone, but your eyes widened at who had stepped into
the room. In fact it wasn’t even a man, it was a woman. You were slightly taken
aback at first.
“Yuna. Junmyeon’s wife.” She smiled softly, bowing her head
towards you whilst keeping her hands on her knees. She smelt intoxicating, her perfume was strong to the point where it was almost dizzying, but it was an
addictive smell, almost as though you wanted to drink a whole bottle of
whatever she was wearing. She was rather petite, to the point it made you feel
uncomfortable because you had to stare down at her to speak. Her hair was long
and dark and her eyes were thin slits. She looked almost mysterious in the most
alluring and hypnotic way. You definitely understood why Junmyeon had fallen so
“It’s nice to finally meet you…Y/N right? I’ve heard so much about you.” She
advanced forward into the room closer to you. “I’m sorry I didn’t show my face
earlier, to be honest I’ve been ill over the past few days so I’ve been feeling
pretty lethargic, I hope you don’t mind too much.”
You smiled at her sweetly and motioned for her to take a seat on your bed as
you went to sit down too.
“Oh, No not at all don’t mention it. Yuna.” It was a nice
She hummed in response silently, taking a seat beside you. Her delicate hands
still placed neatly in between her lap. Junmyeon wasn’t a big guy, but she sure
as heck was a tiny woman and if he was anywhere as near as passionate as
Minseok was when he was making love, then how she wasn’t broken into a thousand
small pieces yet, you didn’t know.
“I really just wanted to see how you were, after last night.
I heard that man named Luhan had captured you or something. I hope you’re doing
okay, I’m sure it must have been a total shock.”
You smiled at the small woman, how very sweet of her to be concerned about an
individual she’d only heard of, but didn’t actually know.
“Oh, goodness you’re kind.” You flashed her your teeth. “It
was scary to say the absolute least, but I survived which is the main thing. I
must say it’s nice to have another woman around, although I really wouldn’t
wish this type of life on anyone.”
She hummed quietly again, shifting slowly in her position.
“It’s okay. I knew what I was getting myself into.”
“Oh?” You raised a brow at her. “You did?”
She hummed again; you were assuming that this was a habit of
“Yes actually, I was and still am an intern for Genesis.
Well actually it happened to be that the guy I was dating before was a
spokesman at the company and he got me a job there. I’d always heard stories of
there being an Underground Genesis squad, who did the dirty for the good of the
company. Although that made people sick, I actually thought it was quite
admirable, that they went through such turmoil for the greater good. I heard it
was kind of run by Mr. Kim’s younger brother. Again this was all speculation,
none of us in my sector of the firm had even seen Mr. Kim’s brother, we didn’t
even know if he existed or if he was a myth. I assumed it had all been an
in-office wives tale to keep us nosy lot occupied, it wasn’t until one day I
had been called into Mr. Kim’s office for a review meeting that I had realised
his brother was a living and breathing entity.” She chuckled at her choice of
words. “I walked into the office, and there Junmyeon was. Just standing there,
looking ethereal our eyes locked and I knew in the moment I’d fallen. I never
was a believer in love at first sight, but honestly I’m one of its many victims.
He began coming to the office frequently after that. We’d ‘bump’ into each
other in the hallways and have small chats. Then one day he asked me on a date.
One date turned into two, then three, then four. And the rest is history.” She
breathed out smiling at her ring. “I guess love is really like a blindfold
isn’t it. We can’t see where we’re going and what direction we’re headed to.
Especially with our husbands. Yet we keep walking deeper into the love, with
our arms outstretched hmm?” You were silent for a moment and nodded slowly, you
had never thought of it that way but it was entirely true. Being in love with
Minseok was like wearing a blindfold,
you had no idea where you would end up, but you carried on walking in to it
regardless. She had done a decent job in reviving Junmyeon, he was no longer
trying to blow everyone up, so that had to be a good sign and she seemed
genuine and sweet. You were just glad that she wasn’t forced into it.
“Anyway I’d better be going. I like to spend a little bit of time with Junmyeon
at this time of the day before we both get really busy after, so I’ll be seeing
you around Y/N. She smiled at you sweetly and left the room.”
You let out a sigh; it was time get ready for the later shift at work.
It was 9PM by the time you had finished and it was dark
already. Minseok was on the phone to you as you stood in the foyer of the
“No you’re not coming
home by yourself Y/N.” You couldn’t hear him too well, since the background
was quite busy, you assumed that he had taken a late shift too. “After last night I’m not taking any chances
sweetheart. I won’t have that happen to youagain.” He let out a sad sigh. “Stay
there, I’ll get one of the boys to come and pick you up okay. See you when I
get home, I love you.” Without giving
you the chance to even speak back he had already hung up. You appreciated that
Minseok was trying to keep you safe, but he was admittedly becoming slightly
paranoid about it all, nevertheless, you stood there in the foyer waiting for
your ride to arrive.
A good half hour later and you heard footsteps walking up to
“Your chariot awaits m’lady.”You looked up to see Yixing in
a grey tracksuit, with the hood pulled up over his head, you were really tired and
so only managed to give him a weak smile. You followed him out of the building
and into the car.
“Thanks for picking me up. Min’s being a bit paranoid.”
“Do you blame him though?” He said, flashing you a quick
side glance before focusing his attention back on the road ahead. The both of
you stayed silent for a while until he began to speak up again.
“Jongin’s telling the truth, he did shoot Luhan. I just
don’t know how the bastard survived.”
“Mmm, I know it’s the truth because you witnessed it. He’s a
lot scarier in life, this ‘Luhan’ guy.”
Another silence and there was something awkward about it this time around
almost as if it was a foreboding.
“So…How’s married life?” Yixing muttered, almost too
“Yeah it’s good; he does a lot to keep me happy.” You said
barely a whisper not daring to look over at Yixing.
“He’s never too rough with you is he. Doesn’t hurt you or
“No Yixing he doesn’t we’re fine.” You frowned slightly,
shifting uncomfortably in your seat. Another pause.
“I’ve missed you Y/N.”
“Yixing please don’t. Don’t do this.”
He frowned, giving you a quick side glance.
“I’m married to your friend, damn it Yixing! You’re not
supposed to be doing this.” You hissed, angry at the way he was behaving. You
really had no idea how much he had become attached to you.
“I’m not trying it on with you Y/N. I know you belong to my
friend I’d never come in between the two of you, but I just need some sort of
closure because I’m losing my sanity thinking about it. Why him over me? What did
he have that I didn’t?” His grip was becoming tighter on the steering wheel as
you noticed his knuckles turning white.
“We share something Yixing okay! There’s something about him
that I love and I can’t explain it but I just do.” You were fuming now, was he
questioning your relationship?
“If it wasn’t for him would I have had a chance?”
“Look Y/N I’m not trying it on with you,i’m not trying to win you over, that ship has long sailed. You don’t have feelings for me and that’s fine. I know this will
amount to nothing I just need some flipping closure so please just answer me! If it wasn’t for Minseok would you have given me a chance? If you didn’t fall
in love with him, would you have given me a second look? I just need to know
where I stand as an individual. I just need to know who the fuck I am. I just need to know I’m worth a little bit more than nothing…” He went
silent; all you could hear was his heavy breathing as you thought about it for
a moment. You cleared your throat, lowering your head.
The car ride back
home was silent the whole way after the discussion. Maybe what Yixing was
asking for was reasonable, maybe you owed him that much; the closure he so
desperately needed, hopefully this would allow him to move on. You had noticed
that he had esteem issues and so maybe knowing that he wasn’t necessarily the
issue would help him to move on.
You got out of the car not looking at him knocking on the front door which was
opened by Jongdae. You pushed past him.
“Yeah you’re welcome Y/N.” Jongdae called out at you
sarcastically. Everyone was sitting in the living room apart from Junmyeon; you
joined them positioning yourself between Minseok and Tao on the chair ignoring
Yixing who was sat opposite on the other sofa. There was light chatter around
the room; Minseok was resting his head against your shoulder. Suddenly and
angry looking Junmyeon stormed into the room and slammed a folder of paper down
onto the coffee table. You got up from your seat looking through the papers,
confused. You passed it around the room. It was a small portfolio file of
Luhan. Some minor background information and how he survived, According to the
sheets circulating around the room, Luhan had previously had a metal sheet
implanted under his skin in the chest area. So if that was the case Jongin’s
bullet must’ve ricocheted off of the metal sheet, luckily for him not hitting
“Damn, why don’t we all get one of those? The clever bastard. Luhan always was prepared wasn’t he?” Jongin laughed
looking around the room. But by the look on Junmyeon’s face he was still
“You’re playing fucking games again Kim Jongin! Why did I
find this through the letter box? You’re really out here playing with fire boy! Who
the fuck do you really work for? Luhan?!” Everyone’s face went blank, staring
up at Jongin. Jongin’s face went blank, he rose from his place on the sofa.
“What? It wasn’t me Myeon. The tell-tale was for a valid
reason. I did that to kill Red, he’s gone now so why the fuck would I need to
cover up!?” He hissed at Junmyeon.
“Exactly” Junmyeon was getting dangerously close to Jongin
now. “Red’s gone now, so why would you have to be here anymore?”
“The same reason why everyone else is here after Red’s
death, why else!? Don’t try fucking pinning this on me.”
Junmyeon, looked around the room, his eyes ablaze.
“Daddy,” I whine as Xiumin devours my core for the second time today. He
is on his knees in front of me, one of my legs hooked over his shoulder while
Sehun is behind me holding me up. The younger boy is still playing with my
sensitive breasts, whispering dirty things in my ear. I moan once more as I cum
again, Xiumin oppa unraveling the knot in my belly for a second time since he
entered my closet after finding naughty Sehun with his hands on my chest.
“Daddy, no more, it’s too much.”
“But Baby,” Xiumin grins up at me, “We love seeing you like this, so
turned on and wrecked.”
“Hyung let me have a turn,” Sehun kisses my cheek as him and Xiumin
“Daddy Sehun, please be gentle with me, I don’t think I can take much
more,” My body trembles as the blonde boy just grins up at me. I’m far too
focused on him to notice the line of love marks Xiumin is leaving up my neck.
But Sehun notices and starts doing the same, sucking and nibbling at my inner
thigh, leaving at least a dozen in between my legs. I can’t contain my little
moans as his mouth finds my little button and begins sucking on it for all he
is worth After two orgasms from Xiumin’s mouth I’m far too sensitive, it
doesn’t take much from Sehun’s talented tongue to have me curling my toes as
yet another orgasm wracks threw me.
“I think that is enough for today,” Xiumin pushes the younger away.
“But Hyung,” Sehun whines, “You got to do it twice.”
“Our baby is shaking, this is all still new to her, you have to
understand that. Doing too much won’t work in our favor, so be patient,” Wise
Xiumin tells the younger as he scoops me up and places me in the chair that is
in front of the mirror. “Find her something warm to wear.” Sehun is frowning
but nods, both boys set out in search of something cute but warm. I sit there
naked and shivering, staring at my bra and underwear that had been discarded
the moment Xiumin came into the room. Sitting there I try to understand what in
the world is going on with me. Not only have I known these boys for only a few
day and I’m already living with them I let them touch me, in fact the first
time I basically begged for it .
What in the world is going on with me?
“Here!” Sehun returns with maroon joggers, that are definitely boys, and
a over sized white t-shirt, that must be one of theirs. Xiumin comes over with
a new bra and underwear, even helps me put them on. Both boys help me stand on
my still wobbly legs and dress me in my new outfit. When I am dressed Sehun
offers, more like demands, that he carries me back to the living room since the
other boys had gotten tired of waiting and returned to the living area.
I wrap my legs around his waist and tuck my face into the crook of his
neck, already feeling embarrassed at facing the three men waiting for us. As
soon as we enter the living room I’m ripped away from Sehun and pulled tightly
to Kris’s chest.
“You sneaky little shit,” Luhan smacks Sehun upside the head.
“You are supposed to be doing homework,” Suho scolds.
Sehun just smirks, “I did it all in my last class.”
“So you hid in her closet?” Kris glares at the youngest.
Sehun pouts, “It wasn’t going to get close to her any other way with you
guys getting in the way every time I get within two feet of her.”
“She hasn’t been here that long so of course you haven’t been able to
spend a lot of time with her,” Suho reasons. Kris says nothing, just glares at
the younger as he sits down on the couch with me in his lap. Straddling his
lap, I’m face to face with the handsome giant, his intense gaze making me nervous.
Hoping to break his poker face I yawn cutely before snuggling into his chest,
my arms wrapped around his torso pulling him closer.
“Daddy Kris,” I yawn again, this time for real, “I’m tired again.” His
arms wrap around me, holding me to him tightly.
“Take a nap baby, you only slept for a about a half hour earlier,” He
rubs my back.
“But if I sleep now, I won’t be able to go to bed later,” I sit back up,
it is a lot harder then I thought to pull out of his grasp.
“Don’t worry about that,” Suho comes over and starts stroking my head,
his voice is warm. “If you have problems sleeping, you don’t have to come early
with me tomorrow. So sleep baby girl, these naughty boys tired to you out.”
With Suho’s permission I lean back into Kris’s warmth.
“Baby girl,” A warm voice calls to me in my sleep. “It’s time to wake up,
it’s dinner time.” I perk up with the promise of food, though I’m still a bit
reluctant to get up from the warmth of Kris’s hug.
“So cute,” Lay coos from the spot next to Kris.
“I hear that you got a little wore out,” Baekhyun teases from the other
side of Kris. I groan and tuck myself back into Kris’s warmth.
“Don’t tease the poor thing,” Lay scolds, “She is still just a baby.”
“It’s time to eat baby, you have to wake up, remember that is one of our
rules,” Kris reminds me as he stands up, still holding me. He takes me to the
dining room and sets me down in one of the chairs. Suho, Luhan, and Sehun are
already sitting at the table, while the others aren’t far behind. Kris sits on
my left, Luhan is on my right, Sehun is across from me, while Suho is on the
other side of Luhan at the head of the table. The others find their seats,
Baekhyun and Chanyeol throw fits about not being able to sit next to me but
only for a second before Kyungsoo comes in carrying a few bowls like a
professional. He sets them down in front of Suho, Luhan and me before returning
to the kitchen for more. Kai comes out with the next round, continuing to set
them down in front of each person until everyone has food in front of them. The
beautifully made bibimbap smells absolutely amazing, making my mouth water.
Still in a sleepy state my mind is only really focused on food, that is
until I scan the group of boys again, even going back and counting before I
ask, “Where is daddy Xiumin?” Though everyone else is having a loud and fun
conversation they all manage to hear me and look at me with a bit of a frown.
“He is busy,” Suho answers shortly before continuing to eat.
“So he won’t be eating? That doesn’t sound healthy,” I say unconsciously.
Kris answers this time with same annoyance that Suho is doing his best to
hide, “He’s working down stairs so he will just eat later. You don’t have to
worry about it.”
“Down stairs,” I echo, “In the dungeon?” As soon as the words leave my
mouth I regret them.
The chill in Kris’s voice sends a shiver down my spine, “I said you don’t
have to worry about it. The dungeon is not something a little girl like you
should concern herself with so leave it alone.”
I nod, but still there is a very different atmosphere in the room.
“Eat this,” Luhan feeds me a spoonful of the bibimbap, a forced smile on
his face. “Isn’t it good? Jin told us it is one of your favorites.”
“It’s very good, who made it?” I try and seem as carefree as Luhan, even
giving him a smile, hoping to ease the tension.
“Kyungsoo-ya,” Kris answers.
I beam at the owl like man at the other end of the table, “Daddy
Kyungsoo, this is amazing!” He gives me a smile.
“I helped!” Kai raises his hand like a child waiting for acknowledgement.
“You did a very good job daddy Kai!”
“All you did was wash the vegetables,” Chen scoffs.
“That’s more than you did!” Kai snaps back playfully. They soon begin
arguing, laughing and even throwing food, earning a scolding from Suho. The
tension from before quickly disappears, Luhan continues to feed me regardless
of the how many times I told him I can feed myself.
“Let daddy feed you,” He swats my hands away as I try to reach for the
“Just let him do it, it makes him happy,” Lay laughs at my frustration.
“Kyungsoo got to cook for you, Sehun and Kai get to have class with you,
Chanyeol and Tao get to ride home with you, Suho got to have breakfast with
you, Xiumin got to wake up to you, Kris got hold you well you slept, Chen and
Baekhyun got to do your hair, Lay got to drive you to school, at least let
daddy Lulu feed you,” The cute deer like man pouts. With a sigh I open my mouth
expectantly, allowing him to continue to feed me without a fight. When I am
done I lean over and peck him on the cheek.
“Thank you daddy Lulu,” I mumble shyly, looking down at my lap. He gives
me a kiss on the cheek in return.