jk we will always be friends

anonymous asked:

i guess i need a break from focusing too much on jikook cos my heart wrenched when jk updated on twt without jm. i have always been an ot7 stan but also a jikook stan.. when jk tweets, its an imoortant event. thus, my heart weakens abit when he didnt include the other 3 boys in his once a year tweets. i cant take this anymore. sorry for being so dramatic. sob sob sob

Just take a rest, because it’s really bad if this make you sad.
They are good friends and we need to feel happy ‘cos Jungkook finally post a selca ^^
JK and JM had fun at the concert and that’s enough for me.

Sun signs according to people I’ve met


Usually very motivated and energetic, they have a really strong aura around them. I admire them a lot, they seem like cool people and may seem intimidating but are super nice in person! Protective of their loved ones. Goals in terms of swag and athleticism they got. Teach me how to carry myself like you please.


The cutest, most amazing (even if a bit stubborn) friends. Best partners for getting food or watching a movie together. Taurus boys are my cryptonite, Taurus girls are the loves of my life. They are very much real in a sense of being human. Sensual, chill and true, really “earthy”. Fake isn’t in their vocabulary. Seriously I know quite a few Tauruses and I love them all to death. Only problem is when we disagree on something major, neither will back down from the argument.


I always lowkey hate on them, but they aren’t all that bad; Conversations with them are the most fun, and when I am with them I never get bored; I know a lot of male Gemini’s and no female ones sadly; in general they are nice people but usually fuckboys. Probably wouldn’t date one (but flirting with them is a lot of fun). Good sense of humour.


Being a Cancer myself I tend to be drawn to a specific type of Cancer females on social media. Those are the The Moms, their entire vibe is really soft and warm and motherly but also protective and strong. We will cook you dinner because we love you. We are good cooks in general. Foul mouths and will fight you any time. Pretend to be edgy, but we usually aren’t. Crying over our partner (or lack of) all the damn time but usually in private.


Ughh. Leo females are okay but Leo males? They annoy me to no end and I always bicker with them, but at the same time they are usually really charming so :/. Lowkey hate them and their inflated ego but they are good friends which I appreciate. Loud and sooo in your face but loyal and can take you to the most bizarre and amazing places. Overall infuriating 0/10 do not recommend. (Jk)


Okay, so I am biased, but Virgos are literally perfect human beings. They are smart, logical, neat and polished and just ugh. Especially females are really classic beauties with killer fashion sense. Overall all genders seem to have a feminine vibe? It’s sooo hard to get them even remotely interested in you but it’s worth it in the end. Can push you to be the best version of yourself. They can literally step on me. Heart eyes motherfucker.


Oookay, so. Libras are weird, man. It’s hard to dislike them, because they can be so nice but you never know if they are real nice or fake nice. Seems like usually fake tho. They are super gorgeous, in a very luxurious way and their lives are the true aesthetics. First impression is that they are pretty shallow, but I wouldn’t assume that about people without knowing them.


Damn I love Scorpios! Deep af, people I can talk to about my deepest thoughts, discussing occult stuff, cry on their shoulders or just hug it all out m8. I feel super comfortable with them. Best partners for planning an assassination on your ex (or Trump) tbh. Aesthetics on point as well. I am living for that mysterious grunge shit vibe. You go my bros.


Don’t hate me for this, but the only sign I usually cannot stand to keep close are Sags. They are amazing conversationalists with the sharpest minds out there and interesting points of view. Talking to them about basically any topic can take hours and not get boring, and you could take them for an adventure for a week and it would be the best choice. But longterm relationship or friendship? Nah. I do not trust.


I have a lot of Capricorn women in my life and I admire them so much. They are so hardworking, punctual and they sacrifice themselves for their loved ones everyday, in every way. Also their love is so good and true, damn. The Cap stereotype is that they are bad with feelings but I strongly disagree. One of the most amazing signs out there. Protect them and treasure them.


Aw my favourite aliens. Just kidding. They are often misunderstood I think, but they are actually super cool. They are not afraid of being different and that’s a really admirable trait imo. Also the best partners for sharing your conspiracy theories with. If you feel like they just walked all over you, they probably didn’t mean it, they just don’t realize it sometimes? The most interesting people to keep around, if you can tolerate their cold exterior.


Damn you Pisces. Why you all gotta be so unpredictable. I know a great deal of Pisces people and each of them is so different, it is simply impossible to categorize them in any way lol. My brother is a confident social butterfly. One of my friends is an aesthetics grunge queen with a lot of sadness inside. My other friend is pretty shy and introverted with a lot of super weird quirks (probably the only one fitting the usual Pisces category). Another one is a typical nerd who is however pretty choleric and fake on the inside. And another one was the spawn of satan and literally the ugliest and most selfish person I know. What even are Pisces lmao.

Signs According To People I’ve Met


Usually very motivated and energetic, they have a really strong aura around them. I admire them a lot, they seem like cool people and may seem intimidating but are super nice in person! Protective of their loved ones. Goals in terms of swag and athleticism they got. Teach me how to carry myself like you please.


The cutest, most amazing (even if a bit stubborn) friends. Best partners for getting food or watching a movie together. Taurus boys are my cryptonite, Taurus girls are the loves of my life. They are very much real in a sense of being human. Sensual, chill and true, really “earthy”. Fake isn’t in their vocabulary. Seriously I know quite a few Tauruses and I love them all to death. Only problem is when we disagree on something major, neither will back down from the argument.

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I like to look at all BTS ship videos on YT.. I just love seeing cute moments between all the members :). I know the likelihood of any of the ships being real in a romantic way is slim to none because shipping is for fun after all (something I enjoy doing). And I get that everyone sees what they want to see, which is fine. I admit that there are moments in each ship that sometimes make me wonder. However I CANNOT for the life of me see what V/kook shippers are looking at when they say that V/kook are the realest romantic ship…. I just don’t look at a V/kook moment and think “wow there is definitely something going on there”. I always see them and think “aww that’s such a cute moment, I love how close they are (I wish I had friends like that)”. I love all  BTS ships and how close everyone is. But even if I see a questionable moment or two, I mainly see everyone as a close family who love each other and it’s adorable. I just happen to think that there could be something much more romantic going on between Jikook. My opinion (with valid situations to back it up). But if you really ship V/kook like that then that’s great, to each their own. That being said, today I stumbled across a V/Kook vs Jikook video and OMG…

THE COMMENTS SECTION IS AN ABSOLUTE MESS. 🙈 and it’s only been up for 2 days. After going through the MANY V/kook comments I just have to get this off my chest.. 

The logic is just NOT THERE lol. I get defending your ship with what you think is really happening, but make sure you back up what your saying. Show the evidence you claim to have without dragging Jikook down. It just bothers me when shippers feel the need to discredit other ships, as a way of proving theirs is real. I understand there are terrible Jikook shippers out there that are just as bad as some V/Kook shippers, and I know that it’s not just them cause I’ve seen Yoon/min and other shippers get pretty bad. But I’m just finding more and more negative comments about Jikook because “V/kook is more real and jikook shippers are blind”. I had to say something lol. These are just some of the comments that had me shaking my head.. 

-V/Kook always share clothes and JK doesn’t like to share clothes, yet he shares them with V. I don’t see him doing that with JM”

The replies to this comments went off, and there were SO many V/kook shippers saying they never saw them share clothes. HOW. WHAT ARE THEY LIVING UNDER. I’m just going to leave this here.. because I just… can’t. lol.

Not saying JK doesn’t share with TH, but Maknae line definitely at least share with each other. 

-  “Omg GUYS IF JIKOOK WERE REAL, Jimin and JK would spend more time together. But we know TH and JK are always playing games and etc together.. They even went on a trip together..”

OKAY… I know I’m not the only one face palming here lol. First off, the only way you would know if Jikook spent more time together is if they show it or say it. & If I was in a REAL relationship that I was trying to keep private, I would not spend more time together in front of the world to see. I mean, COMMON SENSE people. Also from my experience, spending time together playing video games and bonding is something friends do with eachother. How can people forget that underneath all of these ships BTS are real life friends and brothers that do spend time together on their off time. They live together. Even if any of the ships were real they aren’t going to avoid the other members and not hang out with them because of that. Secondly, You know that V/kook spends time together and plays games because that is what they chose to share with you. You know they hang out because people have spotted them hanging out together. That’s great. But Jikook have also been spotted hanging out before, as well as stated moments of them spending time together off camera (e.i JK practically being Ji/hope’s honorary roommate, and them *cough* staying up till 4am to do laundry together *cough*). They are also GLUED to the hip at airports and in the background of many of their videos, assuming you mean off camera -.-. So just because your ship spends time together doesn’t mean that others don’t. (& also by that logic V/min would be the realest ship since even the members say they are the closest, have taken trips together and spend A LOT of time together). 

Originally posted by jikookdetails

“JM said that he loves JK as a brother and JK said that he loved his hyung (JM) as a brother.” “JK once said that JM is his brother and TH is his friend. I can not imagine a romantic relationship between brothers, but between two friends…” “JM TREATS JK LIKE HIS YOUNGER BROTHER HE SAID IT HIMSELF”. 

Another face palm. Like really. Again with the logic going out the window lol. They all call each other brothers because they are close like a family. I am pretty damn sure JK has called TH a brother at some point and vice versa, but go ahead and use that example of him calling him a friend instead. To me, that just means that JK considers himself closest to JM if he considers him a brother, because that is stronger than calling someone a friend. AND If any of the members were actively trying to hide their relationships or keep things private why in their right minds would they openly say anything to make people suspect something. Really. (& again by that logic V/min would be the realest ship here since they have openly called each other Soulmates and more.. Just sayin)

Plus in my opinion, there is nothing brotherly about this stare ..  Actions speak louder than words my friend.

Originally posted by jikookiscanon

Obviously if you are only paying attention to your ship, you’re not going to see the moments we see. Even then, we don’t know exactly what happens behind closed doors and off camera. We can only go by part of what we see and some of what the members say (Because fan service is still a thing). And even though the boys share a lot of their idol lives with us, we don’t really know what their personal life is like, only what they feel like sharing. At the end of the day shipping is just for fun because we don’t really know what is going on. We should all be supporting BTS as a whole, because without Bangtan the ships wouldn’t exist. So fighting between ships and constantly dragging other ships and members down because of your ships shouldn’t even be a thing. You can easily like your ship and respect the others. If you don’t think you see something romantic between Jikook that’s fine, because I don’t see anything romantic in v/kook. It’s all a matter of opinion. But don’t tell me that I am delusional for seeing something in my ship or use the “their brothers, it would be weird. it’s one sided” excuse to drag my ship down. We should all just enjoy our respective ships peacefully :). And with that I’m going to end this long rant with a comment I saw that really just fits with this post lmao. Because Ship wars are tiring & after re-reading this I realized that there is a Vmin situation for everything haha. 

- “It would be funny if in the end of all these fights between Jikook and V/kook the real one was actually Vmin…”

Originally posted by beuits


707min  asked:

Favorite Jikook moments? ? ? 💖👀 (I love you and your blog !)

Thank you so much, I love you too! I’ll get right into it :) 

1.  We all know about the iconic scene where JK brutally broke apart a Jihope moment. But my favorite thing ever, is how he initially tried a subtle method by nudging Jimin to quit it. It’s just…friends don’t do that. Also,  no one can tell me the nudge was an accident because he put his whole body into it and he wasn’t pushed by anyone

2. Not a specific moment, but I love how Jungkook strikes me as the kind of person to leave an event first,  but yet he’s almost always the last to leave, because Jimin

3. I love the sweet and tender way JK treats Jimin; I don’t see him being this way with the others. Even when he teases him, you could always sense the affection in it

4.I love how Jimin really umps up the cutesy act around JK. Please don’t take this the wrong way, but I think JM/JK have adopted this masculine/feminine dynamic, and it’s beautiful. Interestingly this dynamic didn’t exist during their fetus days…I have my own opinions about this. 

5. The staring. My God the staring! It’s telling how they stare at each other even when the other person isn’t talking or doing anything interesting. This is esp true with JK; JM is more controlled. 

6. I’m also a sucker for jeonlous. My favorite jeonlous moment, the one I believe is irrefutable, happened during that fansign where JM and Namjoon were being all playful, and JK pretended not to hear Jimin call his name twice…even though they were sitting right beside each other…and JM was using a mic (like okay..). The funniest part is how he proceeded to make the coldest heart I’ve ever seen

Sorry for the length. Thanks for the ask! 

freesia | oneshot

Originally posted by jkguks

⟶  pairing: jungkook x reader
⟶  word count: 7.2k
⟶  ♫ : take you home - baekhyun, good morning - kassy, freesia - bolbbalgan4
⟶  themes & genres: childhood friends to lovers!au, semi-bad boy!jk | fluff
⟶  warnings: none
⟶  synopsis:

Just about all of Jungkook’s life had been spent in an endless cycle of smothering you with flowers in a silent confession, but you never seem to get it.

(You did. Eventually.)

The beginnings of the fickle emotion we adoringly call love had always been tricky; the concept being like a handful of sleek sand your palm could never really grasp. They say it hits you out of nowhere, but for Jungkook, love was all he ever knew—especially when it came to you.

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anonymous asked:

Do you have any jikook fix recommendations??

oh yeah i do! 

Riptide [non au / very realistic / my favorite fic in the world / perfection / must read ]

White T-shirt and Brown Timberlands  [one of the most intense fics i’ve read so far , it’s a divorse au very realistic made me cry my eyes out]

him [don’t wanna spoil it for you but it has a very happy ending yet you might cry i did]

need a little sweetness in my life [sugar daddy au_ongoing it has been 84 years since it has been updated tho]

figuring it out as we go [non au and perfect]

the truth about him [non au]

nice guy [on going _boss JK secretary jimin au]

the good doctor [totally recommend reading it]

always getting what you want [jungkook is cheating on his husband with jimin]

glass diamonds  christmas presents [if you’re looking for a good smut lol]

Anon asked :

Hiiii! Do you have the link of that Jikook AU post where it’s like their IG account and they adopted a lil boy? I can’t seem to find it and I love it so much! 😭😭 one of my friends just started shipping jikook, and I wanna send her it! Thank you! 💜

i’m sorry i haven’t read this one before , if anyone knows it let me know ~~ 

Jikook Internet Friends AU 36


Chim POV


Where Jimin does the song lyric prank on kook (and kook is cheesy)

aYYYYYYY WE GOT A LIL CHEESY smooth KOOK THERE!!!!!! this is short but i just made it out of the blue because i was inspired so bleh who cares. Requests aren’t opened! but feel free to approach me as always!!

Sorry for the small mistakes and I hope you like it!

anonymous asked:

i never thought tae///kook is real because they slept next to each other in bon voyage, i mean i slept next to my best friend and sister so many times, jk said ''i want you'' for jimin for three times, i dont know what else they want

personally, tae/kook has always been 100% bros being bros, strictly-platonic-maybe-they-crushed-on-each-other-for-five-minutes type of relationship to me. I’ve been best friends with the same girl for almost 9 years, and we act like Tae/kook. We used to have a handshake (like tae/kook do), we slept in the same bed before (like tae/kook have), we address each other as best friends as ‘loser’ and ‘stupid’ (like jungkook said him and tae are ‘dumb and dumber’ friends). There has never been a tae/kook moment that made me think they were romantically involved or crushing on each other. It seems like a bro-filled platonic love. So, the only tae/kook moment that i could think of at the time was the bon voyage behind the scenes sleeping photos.
But as I said…. the evidence that Jikook shippers have….. just makes Jikook seem so realistic and pure and full of romantic love. There’s so many instances where I see a Jikook moment and have to take a step back because they were just too REAL. Like this hotel room thing, or the pat on the head in the recent vlive (where jimin had leaned forward as if too kiss jungkooks head), or Jimin’s twitter video on JK’s grad day, or Jungkook physically retracting his hand and curling it into a fist when he accidentally caressed Jimin’s back, or the most recent backhug where Jungkook just seemed… at home with his head resting in Jimin’s neck. It just seems too real to me, so much that it scares me.

10 Reasons Why Harry Should Have Named One of His Kids After Hagrid

1) Hagrid was there for Harry his entire life
2) He cried when he had to give him up at the Dursley’s doorstep
3) He spent first term collecting pictures to give Harry his photo alblum
4) He always had Harry and his friends come to his cabin for tea or somat
5) He made Harry Christmas presents every year
6) He was at (almost) every quidditch match
7) He believed in him when most did not(tri-wizard tournament)
8) He always worried about his well being
9) He was with him till the very end (so we thought)
10) He loved Harry unconditionally

2.5k Follow Forever

WOW!!!! You guys coming home from the longest day ever at work to see that I reached over 2,500 followers seriously was so overwhelmingly awesome. I never imagined that in just under 4 months (or ever) I would have such a positive response to my silly writing. I am so appreciative to you all. You have no idea how much I love reading all your asks, comments, reblog tags etc.

To commemorate, I’m going to do my very first follow forever. Idk if I even did this correctly but here it is. The following blogs include content I love along with admins I adore. THANK YOU ALL FOR BEING AWESOME and I’m sorry if I forgot anyone. (this isn’t everyone one I follow but again idk how this works lol) :

@imsarabum @yg-got7scenarios @memoiresofaneternaldreamer @gotsinvn @dotbammie @got7-updates @gotchicken @honghearts @kpop-preferencesxtexts @kpoppantydrop @idolimagines @smuttyfairy @yves-saintlaurtuan @incorrectgot7quotes @leaderbum @2jaekisses @yves-saintlaurtuan @chanyeolspout @chanyeolandthebananas @markificent @mayjinbum @aanamariaa17 @annjaee @jingogi @the-goddesswrites @tuanpumpkins @jinyoungsbum @kissbbom @reactionsofaneternaldreamer @aestheticsofaneternaldreamer @impossiblewriter @deliriousscenarios @onlylovekpop @venjaeance @jypnior @got7snet @got7network @slay-bum @fuckyeahchoiyoungjae @amerithotkongs @noonachronicles @after-you-fall-asleep @imjaebumologist @kissbbom @chambaeq @pinkhoodiemark @justwhatevermark @taechubs @vernonymous @artificialskyway @ungiis @universitykpop @yourmajestyqueenchelseachels @xiustories @nunchiwrites @ult2jae @officialjjproject @jae-bummer @seoulscapes @queen-im

I have a few very special shout outs:

Very first and foremost I would like to recognize my favourite screaming partner @kpopfanfictrash aka @the-princejinyoung … SHAN. Bless tumblr for bringing me a friend like you. You are talented beyond measure and your kindness and willingness to lend an ear when I’m having a bad day or give me an opinion when I’m struggling with my work will never go unnoticed. Thanks for being you. Your writing gives me all the feels I could ever want when reading and your funny quips have me in stitches constantly. Basically, I love you <3

@smutfictionaddicted / @kpopthirstaddicted / @writings-by-cl : Words can’t express how thankful I am to this girl right here. Honestly, if not for her encouragement. kindness and willingness to read/critique my work… I don’t know if I ever would have started in the first place. I HAVE SO MUCH LOVE FOR YOU CL! You are a gifted writer and a beautiful soul. Thank you for being there for me.

@coconutheadjawbum @kisipie @wonhoiisms @jisawang : MY @the-doll-house-xo admins and loves. I LOVE EACH OF YOU A WHOLE LOT. Thanks for always being down to bounce ideas off one another and silently scream over our biases. You’re all so beautiful and talented and I’m really thankful for each of you.

@parkjinyoungology SARA ANNE… You are so wonderful and kind and your writing constantly leaves me on the edge of my seat. I love all the times we get to talk and I appreciate your support always.

@yeol-stole-my-soul MARIA! Seriously, love you girl.. BUT ALSO I’M SO MAD AT YOU FOR RUINING MY LIFE. Jk. you brought the most angelic perfect man ever (Park Chanyeol) into my life and constantly spam me with literal art and I couldn’t be happier. You crack me up and I’m so happy we became friends. PLUS YOUR WORK IS AWESOME. never stop writing.

OKAY SO THANK YOU ALL AGAIN!! I’m so blown away and am silently crying tears of joy. Love you all so much. I hope to keep putting out work that makes you all happy!


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I was meaning to do this for a while now but I never got around to do it, but finally, I am! Before I start, I’d like to say a HUGE thanks to everyone who follows me, reblogs my reblogs, and reblogs/like all my work/stuff! So, thank you!! 

So, now, let’s start with Mutuals Follow Forever! (If I forgot to tag you, and we’re mutuals, please let me know and I’ll add you!!)

♡ If you’re bolded, please look at the bottom for a special message! ♡ italics = you’re special to me ♡

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When Harry and his friends go to Camp Half Blood where the Argo II members are also present. (had none of our favourite characters died)

Fred and George, and Connor and Travis would have had a gala time pulling out pranks on people by using Hermes clevery and magic of the British twins

Annabeth, Reyna and  Hermione would have half the day in the library discussing strategies and how to combine Greek, Roman demigod powers and fighting techniques with magic to make it more effective.

Harry and Grover, Ron and Percy and Jason would have spent the day, doing nothing  and eating a lot.Harry, Percy Jason  would share stories about how prophecies can screw your life serious time. 

Ginny and Rachel would spend a lot of time talking about their hair, both being redheads and what sort of hairstyle would look good on the other.

Frank and Neville would talk about being nervous and what gives them strength to stand up and be the leader.

Chiron and Professor Mcgonagall would just sit and wonder that how things are so calm and peaceful for  a while.

Luna would be entertaining Hazel and Piper with her eccentricities.

Draco would be sitting with Luke happy to find a blondehead and tell him what made him turn good. Jason would listen attentively to what Draco has to say and act like a very food friend.

Snape and Dionysus would sit, drinking Diet Coke and exclaiming that a bunch of morons they have to supervise.

Oliver Wood would be fascinated with Leo’s craftmanship and ask him if he can create him the best flying broomstick and then give him a lesson in Quidditch.

Silena and Fleur will exchange fashion tips  and boys.

Clarisse and Cho will surprisingly become good friends due to reasons unknown to everyone.

Coach Hedge and Dobby would also share stories about how they have saved the lives of the wizards and demigods so many times.

Sally and Molly will form a good bond, discussing how their kids just cant stay out of trouble!

Nico would be watching things from a distance, not sure how to approach the wizards. Hagrid and Remus will find him, and tell him and you should always count on your friends and its a not a bad thing to be the odd one out.

Will will find a friend in Madam Pomfrey and they will spend the entire day talking about healing and medicines.

Hedwig would sit on Blackjack near Festus and enjoy the day.

I would love to see a crossover!

Harry Potter and the American half-bloods

Percy Jackson and the Visiting Wizards!


“Divas dont do drama, we do bussiness.”

It’s time for me to make a wish once in a year. Thank you for all the support, for always strengthen me when i am doubting myself, for always be the first one to see how ugly i am when i was crying (lol jk).Thankyou Ma, and my older brother for sending me some love from france. I am new to Brooklyn, I made some friends, i meet some incredible person. I always busy everyday, the new project keep me locked in either my apartment or office so i don’t really have time to even make more friends. But if you want to invite me for anything, i will make sure to save some time for it. I hope this year will be a great year, not only for me but for everyone else as well. I wish us all good luck in our business & harmony in family. I am really grateful, for the past 23 years been so great, laughs and tears, I gained so much life experience. Good news is i will start boxing again. Well.. i guess i talked too much already :) So here is some picture from my loner birthday celebration last night, have some soju and cheers!


Marz & Betsy the hush puppies.

(ooc: its my birthday irl too!)


Have some Benicio 😉 Love you girl! 😙

(Thank god we’re back on the thirst! I LOVE THESE PICS!!! I’M SO GLAD YOU GUYS CAN THIRST OVER HIM WITH ME!! Cause i just showed him to my friends that came over…and they didn’t see the appeal :( i was bummed out…I nearly kicked them out of my house…JK XD i would never do that to them but I was SHOCKED when they went like “ooh noo not smash”)

Dear Friend,

April 1, 2017

It’s April Fool’s day. 
I promise you I won’t be telling you any jokes in this letter. 
Instead, I promise you that it will be a handful of truths that you wish were a joke, or maybe just a story that I’ve made up. 
Unfortunately, my life doesn’t work that way. 
It’s been a mess ever since he left me. 

I don’t think I’ve ever told you his name - nickname at least.
I call him Voldemort. 
Why, you ask?
Well, there was this time in my life - about a year ago - he left to another city up north in Texas called Austin. 
He didn’t tell anyone bye. 
Not even me. 
I didn’t know I was an “anyone” to him. 
I thought I was at least a “someone.”
I guess I was mistaken. 

He left without notice. 
It caught me off guard when he did. 
I sent him so many texts. 
I never got a reply. 

This was going on for over five months. 
Text after text after text AFTER text, I kept giving in! 
Why do I give in?
You would think that after a month of not replying I’d get the hint. 
I did get the hint, I just didn’t want to give up on him. 
He was such a dear friend to me. 
I couldn’t just pretend that he didn’t exist even though he was doing just that to me. 

As the months went on, it got harder and harder for me to think about him. 
Every day, I’d hear his name, see his face, or hear his voice in my head. 
It was so difficult. 
It got to the point that I hated hearing his name so much that when I’d talk about him to my friends I’d call him Voldemort. 

“Voldemort? Who’s Voldemort? Like from Harry Potter?” my friends would question. 

“Yes. Voldemort! That’s what I’m going to call him from now on because I hate hearing his name. He’s my version of JK Rowling’s ‘He Who Must Not Be Named.’”

So, that’s how he got his nickname. 
It’s quite funny though how history decides to repeat itself. 
On January 15, 2017, I sent you a letter telling you about the last time I saw him. 
Referring to that - I still haven’t seen him since then. 
In the past three months, he has only sent me one text message. 
It’s happening all over again. 
And this time I feel like I have lost him for good. 

When he did this to me last year, I was so worried for him. 
I was constantly thinking about him and his health and his well-being. 
I was always wondering what he was doing. 
And most of all, I always wondered if he was happy. 

Now, it’s different. 
Now, he’s not over three hundred miles away from me. 
In fact, he’s less than two miles away from me. 
I haven’t seen him in months. 
I haven’t talked to him in months. 

I still worry about him. 
I still want to know if he’s healthy. 
I still constantly think about him.
And I still wonder what he’s doing,

He doesn’t know this, mostly because it’s a little creepy, but I do take a drive by his house every once in a while.
I got a new car, so he doesn’t know what I’ve been driving.
I always go with the hopes of running into him while he’s outside.
All I want to do is see his face.
Is that too much to ask for?

There wasn’t many differences between the first time he pretended I didn’t exist and the time that I’m going through now. 
The one main difference between then and now, is that I know he’s happy.
He’s happy… 

He doesn’t need me anymore. 
He’s with the girl of his dreams and I’m just figuratively watching him from the sidelines.
I’m watching him be happy with someone else. 
He just used me. 
I was just a distraction until she came back into his life. 
He ran faster to her than he would’ve ever run to me. 
I love him, but he loves her. 
He’s my soul mate, but I’m not his. 

I hate hearing his name again. 
I hate seeing his blue car when it’s not even his. 
I hate going to places where we shared the most memories. 
I just hate thinking about him so much because I know he’s not thinking of me.

I wish I was more prepared for this.
I’m going through the exact same thing as last year, so why does it feel worse than better?
Is it because I want to believe that he was starting to fall for me?
Is it because I know he was happy with me too?
He was.
Is it because he broke the walls around my heart down?

We started doing so many things together. 
He started to make me come out of my shell - as did I with him. 
I saw the look in his eyes when he looked at me. 
I heard the tone of his voice when he told me he really liked me. 
And I heard the sarcasm every time he told me “I hate you.” 
He didn’t mean that. 
Maybe he was secretly telling me “I love you,” but he was just too afraid to say it. 

It’s sad… because I can’t begin to understand what he goes through on a daily basis. 
I don’t know what it’s like to be in love with a guy when you can’t even admit to yourself. 
I can’t begin to understand what he goes through when someone would ask him who I was. 
Was I “just a friend?”
What if they questioned him why we would hang out so much. 
How would I handle that if I was in his shoes?

I want to believe that he was falling in love with me, because it would be the only reasonable explanation as to why he won’t talk to me. 
He got scared. 
I get it. 
His family doesn’t know about his attraction toward men. 
I get it. 

What I don’t get is why he would go back to her?
From what I can recall, in my opinion, she makes him feel so insecure about himself. 
She tells him things like:
He’s a bad influence.
He’s making you do things - drink and other things that happen behind closed, locked doors. 
He’s not a good person. 
You’re better than that. 
That’s not like you. 
You don’t do those things. 

Why does she have to degrade me like that?
And to her own boyfriend too.
I honestly feel like she makes him feel ashamed of himself. 

I hope he doesn’t listen to her. 
I hope he knows that it’s okay to be gay. 
I hope he knows that it’s okay to be in love with a guy. 
Especially someone that would treat him right for the rest of his life.
He’s too beautiful, inside and out to not be treated the right way. 

I remember one thing he told me when he started talking to her again and he and I were on good terms. 
He was telling me that one time when she said something offensive to him, he replied with, “You know what? Sometimes you treat me like a nobody. Unlike Alex, at least he treats me like I’m a somebody.” 

Hearing that brought so much joy to my ears. 
It was wonderful. 
If only he still stuck by that comment and chose me instead of her. 
To be honest, I hope he still compares me to her a lot. 
I want him to know what he’s missing. 
I want him to know what he could’ve had. 
True, real happiness with no judgement. 

I’m not saying he’s not happy now.
I’m just saying, maybe all the comments she made about him not being “him” aren’t true because she doesn’t know the real him. 
Maybe he opened up to me in ways he never did with her.
I feel like I met the real Voldemort.
I feel like I made him feel comfortable. 
He knew I wouldn’t have judged him. 
I think that’s all he needs. 
To be with someone who won’t judge him for what he truly is.  

I want to talk to him. 
I want to hear his soothing voice, especially during sad times like these.
When I’m home alone on the bar writing to you, lights flickering, music playing and surrounded by darkness. 
I feel so empty tonight. 
I wish I knew how to fill this void without needing him.

To be honest, I don’t think it will ever be filled until he comes back to me. 
I’ve tried seeing other people. 
I’ve tried letting someone see my vulnerable side.
I’ve tried finding someone with the same taste in music, games, movies and tv shows like me.
I haven’t found anyone so far.
He and I had so much in common. 
He’s going to be so hard to replace. 

Incidentally, in my previous letter I mentioned some things that I should probably keep you updated on.
I ended up talking to my Management professor after all. 
She almost cried during our talk. 
Her eyes got so glossy, especially after I told her that it’s been difficult for me to get out of bed. 
I could tell that she understood.
She gave me some advice and told me I should go see a counselor - if I wanted to of course. 
She wasn’t forcing the decision upon me. 
I knew she was right when she told me that it would help me a lot. 

Also, my friend from Chicago left this week. 
I miss her already. 
We had such a good time while she was here. 
We went to the beach. 
We went shopping. 
We ate my favorite restaurants. 
I took her to her old home. 
And of course we watched our favorite movies. 
I had such a great time with her. 
I can’t wait until I get to visit her next. 

Love Always,


I hope everyone had a great day yesterday! Now onto my lil squish, the other half of the Daegu princes, Kim Taehyung aka V

  • He would be a preschool or kindergarten teacher
  • Can we just take a minute to imagine this
  • Do you even know how happy he would be like every morning he’d wake up and just be :D bc another day with the kids
  • He’d love his job so so much and all of the kids would l o v e him bc he’s basically a large child
  • He would have s o much fun with them like just chilling and coloring
  • He'd basically always have about three children clung onto him
  • One would be wrapped around his leg, one would be in his arms and the other would just be chilled out on top of his shoulders giggling bc “I’m taller than you now tae tae”
  • Any idea of “Mr. Kim” would be thrown out the window tbh
  • From day one, he’s just tae tae
  • Sometimes he’d come in with a new hair color and they’d all immediately want to touch his hair
  • One lil girl would always inform him of his new hair color every time he changed it
  • “Tae tae I have to tell you something, your hair’s purple”
  • Tae would honestly have to hold back just hugging her bc she was so innocently pointing it out as if he didn’t know and he’d play along and be like wait what I thought it was blue ??
  • One of the pros of teaching kids is that he never had to dress up in uncomfortable suits like they don’t care if he’s in sweats or if he’s in designer clothes as long as he’s down for playing some hide and seek
  • His favorite part though is being surrounded by kids all day bc they’re so lil and cute and just want to play and cuddle
  • They’re always so happy to see him
  • He’d hands down be their favorite teacher
  • He’d slip the lil lessons into the play time so it wasn’t this is what you’re gonna learn today once you’ve got it down you can play
  • He turned it into a “if you count to three, you get a cookie”
  • “Whoever can solve the puzzle fastest gets a hug jk you all get hugs but solve it and you get extra hugs !!”
  • One of your friends had a lil boy that attended his class
  • She often told you how n ic E the teacher was and that he was honestly just the sweetest soul
  • You were kinda just like yeah that’s great when are we getting food
  • You’d never met him or even seen him so she was always trying to get you to come along when she had to pick up her lil boy
  • You had always been busy when she did pick him up so you were never able to come but you did have to admit you were a bit curious
  • Was he taller than you?? Was he as lovely as she said?? Was he even single??
  • Your friend unfortunately couldn’t pick her lil boy up so she asks you if you can take some time off to do it
  • You use your lunch break to head over to the school, lowkey excited to meet this n ic E teacher she’d been telling you about since she’d first met him
  • When you did see him, you had to take a minute to realize that this was the teacher
  • He definitely lives up to your expectations and even goes beyond them
  • His hair was ruffled from running around and from letting the lil girl sat on his shoulders play with it but he still looked s o good
  • He joined in the disappointed groans when it was announced it was time to leave but then he quickly started helping the kids pack up
  • You walk over to your friend’s lil boy, earning a hug and gaining the attention of Tae
  • He didn’t recognize you and he prides himself on knowing all of the students and their parents so he kinda just sets the lil girl down and walks over to you
  • The lil boy introduces Tae to you when he comes over, barely even giving him a chance to speak before he’s just “this is tae tae, he’s my best friend”
  • He runs off to say goodbye to the other kids and then its just you and tae
  • Tae just goes :D and starts asking questions about you and your life bc he’s genuinely curious
  • You two end up getting along super well and he’s really funny and charming and you can already feel the crush forming tbh
  • By the time the lil boy comes running back, Tae’s already got your number and the promise of a date on Saturday
ID #93161

Name: Ellie (that’s my nickname)
Age: 16
Country: Canada

Hello my dudes or dudettes…. or whatever you want me to call you. My name is Ellie (at least that’s what I go by) and I’m a lonely person I need of friends…. anywayyy, I’m into science, space, physics, math, history, anime, video games, Netflix, youtube, staying up late, writing, comics, reading, both DC and Marvel (I have no favourite, fight me), andddd music! That’s about it… I’d say I’m a pretty chill person, I can be sarcastic at times and have a dry sense of humour… but hey! You either take it or leave it. I’ll probably end up sending you a lot of memes, puns, and horrible one liners. I’m just that kind of person. For all you geeky people (like me) I’m a Hufflepuff at heart but I definitely put up a Slytherin front. Andddd I’m hella Divergent! So hit me up if you would like to talk to a socially awkward 16 year old girl. I don’t care if you’re a boy or girl or a bloody robot tbh. I would prefer the latter but we can’t always get what we want, can we? (jk jk) Alright, byeee!

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