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Jikook fic recs masterpost

Hi everyone! So, as any jikook shipper, you all know that there is a variety of great fics, old and new, about our fave ship. I, personally, tend to like reading more about the new ones (not because the 2014 ones aren’t good anymore, but like, u know what i mean, dynamics of the ship changed).

So as someone who spends……. alot….. of their free time reading and writing fics, and as someone who’s been in the fandom for a couple months now, i tought it would be a good idea to write down here some of my faves for you, old shipper who thinks they’ve read them all, or new shipper who doesn’t know where to start :) 

I’ll try to recommend complete ones for the most part, and recent ones, but you know…… some of ‘em are classics. Here are my personnal all-time favorites.

Let’s start ! (in no particular order)

* - awesome

** - extra-awesome

*** - life-changing

1. Constraint, by Harlot. ** One shot, 40k, complete. “Jungkook is young and he is more acquainted with confusion and poor-decision-making than he’d like to admit. Despite being only 19 years old, he sometimes argues that he’s been through and seen some shit. He is never sure where he’s going to end up and he’s not entirely sure what kind of future is waiting for him. He is often not sure of a lot but he is certain—absolutely certain—that he’s not gay.
Alternatively, a story in which Jungkook meets Park Jimin and doesn’t like him whatsoever. There’s just something about him… there’s just so much about him. Jungkook really can’t stand him. In fact, he can’t stand him so much he can’t quite seem to get him off of his mind.
” ((So this one is quite lengthy, i know, but totally worth it ! Jungkook is a real douche in the beginning, but his reactions are so believable and relatable that you forgive him instantly. Great caracterization. Smutty parts in the end.))

2. Loverboy, by gangbang. *** One shot, 9k, complete. “this much jimin’s figured out: sometimes, somehow, his words make people fall in love with him.” ((Okay so this one is my personnal favorite, if I had to chose from all the jikooks fics, and probably all fics of all ships of all times, this would probably win the 1rst place. There’s something about it. Magical realism. Ansgt. Incredible storyline and characterization. A+++))

3. More golden than a golden snitch, by arborescent. ** Series of 3 One shots. 4k for this one, complete. “Everyone knows that the first year Slytherin seeker Jeon Jungkook’s biggest fan is not from his own house but a third year Hufflepuff named Park Jimin.” ((Okay so another old one… but a true classic. This one is a series so be sure to read the 3 of them, aren’t long, but truly amazing. HP au, with a lot of misunderstandings, a tsundere jk, and a fluffy muggleborn jimin. Don’t have to have loved HP to read this.))

4. And back again, by novilunar. * One shot, 3k, complete. “Jimin wishes he could stay away from Jungkook.” ((Ok so this is also an old one BUT i had to link it cause i read it 4 times by now and it is  THE fic that started me into Jikook. Basically, Jimin doesn’t do one night stands, and thats all jk does. Jimin falls. Happy ending. Great writing. Good smutty parts. Love it.))

5. The Bet, by jonghyunslisterine. ** 11 chapters, 46k, complete. “Where Jeon Jungkook makes a bet that he can get the notoriously single Park Jimin to sleep with him by the end of the semester. Needless to say, things don’t go exactly as planned.” ((Okay, another old one, classic, that you probably already read. If not, then  d o   i t. Quite lengthy, but a safe bet. Great great great character development. Jimin is such a complex but lovely being and jk is such a douche but then gets it and it all goes well in the end. The jeonlous is gold. University setting, and jk’s concerns about school are so well written and so relatable. Great one overall.))

6. Flowertalk, by soranosuzu. * One shot, 3k, complete. “Jimin works in a flower shop and Jungkook is a delivery boy who drives a pastel pink van.” ((Tooth rotting fluff. Short and sweet, perfect for when you’re feeling for it.))

7. You’re ripped at every edge (but you’re a masterpiece), bykafeuka. * 3 chapters, 34k, complete.  “Jimin swore there was nothing worst than having Jeon Jungkook as a sergeant.(Or,In which Jimin was forced to enlist in military and he was under the sexgod Sergeant Jeon’s monitoring division and god, Sergeant Jeon really needs to stop being a douchebag)” ((Ok so this one is maybe not an ultimate fave, but it’s only b/c of the end. Overall, it’s great, tho’. Military AU. Sexual tension. JK is sexually frustrated and frustrating. JM is a rich boy. Both characters are douches. Loved the idea.))

8. One upon a time share, by namakemono. * 5 chapters, 32k, complete. “Jungkook is in desperate need of a vacation, but spending two weeks in Namjoon and Hoseok’s timeshare in Okinawa with his recently separated ex of three years was probably (definitely) not what he had in mind.” ((I don’t know why i like the ex trope so much??? anyone with me??? there isn’t enough of those. JK and JM broke up, but their friends are still friends. And want them back together. Oops. Love it.))

7. White T-shirt and Brown Timberlands, by Rose_gold715. ** One shot, 11k, complete. “Jimin is filing for divorce after eight years with Jungkook. He needs to let go, and yet, he wants to hold on a little longer.” ((Aaaaand another ex trope, but not really. Established relationship that doesn’t go well for a while, but happy ending. Original idea. Kinda angsty, and heartbreaking. Loved it.))

8. You’re a hard soul to save with an ocean in the way (but i’ll get around it), by namakemono (great author ok bye). ** One shot, 20k, complete. “Jimin has the whole ocean at his fingertips, but for some reason he can’t help but look up to where the humans are, and wonder what it’s like to be part of their world.(or: the Little Mermaid AU that no one asked for)” ((Ok so now move on to something a lil’ fluffier. I DID NOT KNOW HOW MUCH I WANTED A LITTLE MERMAID AU. But i did. Jimin w/ red hair. Rich boy JK that has to take care of him. Funny and cute. A little jowel of a fic.))

9. You Don’t Bring Me Flour, by superbroc. * One shot, 3k, complete. “In order to graduate, Park Jimin must convince cute grocery cashier Jeon Jungkook that this sack of flour is his beloved child.” ((Soooo funny. Happy and fluffy. Great when you’re in the mood for something lighter.))

10. Let’s play for keeps, bykaythebest. * One shot, 4k, complete. “Jimin plays games for the entertainment of the Internet. Poorly. In fact, his entire schtick seems to be entirely based on how terrible he is. JimJams tries. He rarely succeeds.” ((Youtuber AU. Funny. A lot of Pining. What’s there more to ask.))

11. A touch of sin, by pettey. *** 10 chapters, 102k, complete. “After his transfer to a quiet seaside town, Jeongguk was prepared to face a year of uneventful CID work, but found himself dealing with a series of strange murders instead.” ((ULTIMATE FAVE OF THE MOMENT. Last fic I actually read, yesterday, in the middle of the night. Terrible idea, ‘cause it’s so spooky. I’m not a fan of gore, so i was scared when i read the hashtags, but really there isn’t that much, and it’s so well written that you barely notice it. The story is so well written and plot-driven. It could litteraly be a book. The universe is so intriguing. Ghosts. Witchcraft. JK is a cop, JM is a witch, sorta. Weird murders happen, JM is suspected. Sexual tension. So soooo much sexual tension. Characters are amazingly written. Slowbuilt. The end is bittersweet, if you don’t like much of happy endings, you’ll love it, if you only like happy endings (like me), you’ll love it too. Also there’s smut. And amazing song recommandations.))

12. Nu ABO: A Memoir by Park Jimin, by decompositionbooks. ** 6 chapters, 34k, complete. “The world didn’t think it was necessary to give him a guide when it shoved all of these omega hormones at him, so here it is, Park Jimin’s handbook on dealing with heats, unrequited love, and Jeon Jungkook.” ((You kids are so lucky to be able to read this fic in one go. I had to wait for every chapter. E v e r y   o n e. I know not all are fans of ABO dynamics, but try this one, please. It’s so good. Jimin is hilarious. Jungkook is emotionally constipated. Sexual tension. Jealousy. Great writing. A+))

13. Leave Your Mark, by snarcsics. *** 3/10 chapters, 49k, not completed. “The first time Jimin meets a gaunt, small beta boy named Jungkook in the examination room of Namjoon’s lab, he can’t seem to take his eyes off him. The second time he sees Jungkook it’s because he refuses to eat without him. The third time they meet, Jungkook is more teeth and claws than Jimin can handle.” ((OK SO I KNOW THIS FIC IS NOT COMPLETED. BUT LISTEN it’s worth it. Ohhh so worth it. Plus the author tends to finish all of her fics. Superd kind, replies to all comments. This fic is the beginning of a masterpiece. Not like any ABO. The plot is so great. The characterization is A+++. So much tension. So intriguing. JM is an omega. JK is a beta that will become an alpha artificially cause they are extinct. It doesn’t go so well. Please read it. Trust me on this one. You won’t regret it.))


So this is all of my ultimate favorite fics! I still have plenty I would like to recommend, but I figured too long posts annoy everyone. Tell me if you liked this list and if you would like me to do some others :) I was thinking about doing thematics ones, like fluffy, smutty, angsty… Tell me if that would be something you’d like! 

If you have any fics to recommend me, please please please do so!

This fandom is great. This ship is great. Don’t forget to comment on the stories you read to encourage these fabulous authors!

Thank you for reading!

GETTING BACK TOGETHER | Jaehyun

- “Jaehyun, which colour suits me best?” *insert pics of two same dresses but different colours*
- HE DOESN’T REPLY FOR A DAY
- You understand why >> It’s because of his work work work work work
- him ignoring you most of the time started when they debuted
- but that doesn’t mean he loves you less now before they debuted
- it’s just that he’s so busy and their phones always get confiscated by the staff
-he wants to secure his future w/ you so he works very hard
- NO DATING POLICY
- he always turns his phone off before going to the SM Ent. Building so the staff wouldn’t see your cheesy messages to each other
- all the members know about your relationship and they support it very well
- the other members admire you for holding on to the relationship even though it’s vvvvvv hard
- “i like you noona you’re so cool now I can see why Jaehyun hyung loves you so much” - Mark… it could be Jisung as well
- “oh god jaehyun hyung wouldn’t stop sucking his picture of you on his phone! It’s so gross!” - Haechan
- “you guys are so adorable” - Yuta
- “eyy don’t forget to use protection during your sexy time ;) ” - Ten
- lol wtf Ten
- but good on ya Ten for reminding these kids about that
- “you’re not going to leave jaehyun, right?” - doyoung… or taeyong
- “Nope.”
- BUT LIFE IS A BITCH.
- Rumours about Jaehyun dating you got out and the company was hell pissed
- both of you got hate although you got more hate than jaehyun
- most of his fans were anti to your relationship
- only a few fans were supportive
- well I couldn’t blame them though
- they were his source of happiness and they feel like you’re taking him away from them
- some were just delusional and wants him to end up with them
- or with another artist… say Rose from Blackpink (I’m not a shipper btw; I just saw some posts here on Tumblr that some fans were shipping them)
- you cry every night about this
- JAEHYUN DOESN’T KNOW COZ HE’S BEEN LIVING UNDER A ROCK OK KIDDING BUT HE DOESN’T KNOW BECAUSE HE WAS TRYING TO STAY AWAY FROM SOCIAL MEDIA HE DOESN’T WANT HIS FEELINGS TO BE AFFECTED BY THOSE UNWORTHY NEGATIVE CRITICISMS
- YOU DON’T MAKE IT OBVIOUS TOO THAT YOU’RE AFFECTED BY IT
- coz he has lots to think about and you don’t want to put all your burden in this relationship on his shoulders
- But he knows the fact that you get jealous everytime they bring up the JaeRose ship
- like Rose is everything and you’re just a potato
- so he reassures you that he loves you by kissing you, hugging you or cooking you your fave dish created by him when he gets a day off which is really rare these days because of the nature of his work
- but despite all that, you still can’t help but to get insecure
- like who wouldn’t get insecure?
- it’s like you and him against the world lololol jk
- you felt very suffocated
- you don’t even know yourself anymore
- you don’t even see your self-worth anymore
- jaehyun loves you to bits and you know that
- but it’s really hard especially he’s a celebrity now and you’re just one of the normal people out there
- “Jaehyun, let’s break up”
- jaehyun would just stare at you and blink twice
- his adam’s apple would bob up and down
- “why?”
- “jaehyun, I can’t do this anymore”
- “you always have little time for me”
- “people… your fans don’t want us to be together”
- “i feel like i’m taking you away from them”
- “but you’re not taking me away from them”
- “i love you (y/n)”
- “please don’t do this to me baby”
- his eyes would be instantly filled w/ tears
- I’M NOT CRYING YOU ARE!!!
- he would hold both of your hands while kissing your knuckles, shaking his head while blinking in tears
- “your fans love you very much jae”
- “but I only love you baby”
- YES IT’S VERY HARD TO BREAK UP WITH JUNG JAEHYUN coz why tf would you leave him
- “look, your career and popularity is affected because of me… because of our relationship”
- And Jaehyun would say: “ I don’t care! I can throw all those away just for you! I love you and I wouldn’t want to lose you just because of all these things!”
- “Don’t do that, mister. You’ve worked hard for this. Don’t throw it all away just for me.”
- Then you smile bitterly and kiss him for the last time and leave
- you didn’t know this but jaehyun was a sobbing mess right after you left
- he would wonder where did he lack as a boyfriend what did he even do wrong why did you break up with him just because of the fact that his fans hate you
- i mean, every couple in the showbiz always (or most of the time) get hated by the public esp. the fans
- like, it’s only normal
- but still you guys don’t deserve all the hate
- you guys just fell in love with each other
- why would people hate you
- it’s not like you guys murdered a person or the whole nct
- the members found out about this coz when jaehyun got back to the dorms he just broke down by the doorway
- they were very shocked because you once told them before that you’re not gonna leave jaehyun no matter what happens
- At first Ten thought that Jaehyun got you pregnant because he was crying by the doorway
-but he finds out that you broke up with Jaehyun
- “Well, at least someone didn’t end up getting someone preggo” - Ten
- cue in everyone giving Ten a death glare so he would just cover his mouth
- yeah Ten shut up
- “Man, that sucks!” - Mark
- i know right Mark
- “I swear she loved you more than herself. Her eyes say that everytime she looks at you.” - Johnny
- for a month jaehyun was a total mess
- like he became more quiet he doesn’t talk that much on variety shows
- his laughs were so fake
- his smiles even changed like they’re not the same genuine smiles that they used to be
- and it broke you guys even more as well as the other members
- they couldn’t stand their bby jaehyun being like this so they set up a get together
- and yeah you’re invited ofc
- the get together was just at their dorm lol
- they invited you and had dinner with them
- you guys were still not talking with each other but would glance at each other every now and then and the members would see this and couldn’t freakin’ stand it
- “oh my god just get back together” - jeno
- “what happened to my mom and dad… like seriously? You guys are better than this” - jisung
- “this is the only time i’d let you guys suck each other’s face c'mon fix this shit” - haechan
- lol Haechan
- Ten doesn’t say anything but leaves a suspicious box on the table
- the other members leave so you guys could talk about things in the living room but really they’re just in the kitchen, litstening to your conversation
- “how are you?”
- he replies with: “i’m fine”
- but he really meant it as NO I’M NOT FUCKIN’ FINE I’M IN A TOTAL WRECK WHY DID YOU LEAVE ME I FUCKIN’ LOVED YOU
- there was an awkward silence after that
- then both of you just say sorry at the same time like how cute is that
- he says sorry for being such an incompetent boyfriend for not realizing how his career was affecting you for not doing the best that he can to make it work
- you apologize as well for leaving him just because of your insecurity you let it take over you you let it ruin everything between you
- “can we start over again?”
- “Like, I mean, can we be… a couple again?”
- “Is it okay if I kiss you?”
- then you just nod and you guys kiss
- after the kiss you guys open the box that Ten left on the table
- it was a box full of condoms
- oml Ten why lol
- “Are we okay now?”
- “Better than before” :“) And the other members come in, cheering for both of you

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By the way, I’m taking requests. Let me know if you want me to do another one. 😊❤

사랑해~

Almost got caught (Part 2)

I was deep into my thought that i didn’t notice my members entering the practice room on bye one until i felt someone tapped my shoulder. I jumped at the sudden gesture by none other than jimin hyung. Why is it got to be him. I can feel myself blushing when i remembered what happen earlier on especially with jimin hyung infront of me.

“Kook, why are you so out of it? You seemed troubled by something. Are you okay?”

I melted at how caring jimin is. This is one of the reasons i fell for him. He is just too kind and always looked after me ever since we met. I was an awkward teenager last time but jimin hyung didn’t hesitate to approach me at all even though i would always push him away. I was always flustered and felt my body heating up whenever jimin hyung touched me or said something sweet to me. Now i know why i was like that. I have always felt something for him all along. Now that i have come to terms with my feelings, i felt happy but sad at the same time. Happy that i fell in love with such an amazing guy but sad that it will always be one-sided love. There is no way jimin hyung would like me the same way i like him.

“Nothing hyung. I was just thinking about the dance steps we are learning. Trying to run it through my brain”

I, as always made up an excuse. That was smooth of me to be honest. I am proud that i am able to lie easily but it hurts everytime that i have to deny. I put up my best smile to assure jimin hyung that i am fine. Jimin would always sense something is wrong even though you would tell him you are fine. That is what makes jimin so special. He just know.

Jimin slightly tilt his head to the side as if he was trying to read my mind. Can i input something here? Okay.. jimin looked so cute right now while tilting his head. OMG. He really got to stop being so adorable. I want to reached out to his cheeks and pinch it so hard but of course, i have to control myself. I know he is not doing it on purpose. He is just cute naturally. He would always says that he cannot do aegyo but actually his existence itself proved his statement wrong. He get really really cute without him noticing. I would always found myself smilling.

“You sure kook? If you have anything, don’t hesitate to share with me. We are friends afterall”

Ouch. I just got friendzoned. I can hear my heart breaking into pieces at that statement. It hurts so much but what can i do? This is all we are. We are just friends. We can’t be more than that. If i make the first move, everything will go down the drain.

“I’m fine hyung. Thank you” i tried my best to not sound rude or different. I guess i succeeded.

“If you say so..lets start practicing.” I nod abit before standing up. Jimin went off first to talk to taehyung. With his back facing me, i looked longingly at him. I smiled sadly at how stupid i am. Falling in love with someone i cannot have. Plus.. i bet jimin hyung would be disgusted if he knew that i liked him. That thought made me more sadder. I bet jimin like some cute girls and those shorter than him. I am no girl and neither am i shorter than him. I can feel my tears threathening to fall down my cheeks. I quickly turned around facing the wall. I looked down on the floor while closing my eyes shut desperately trying to stop my tears. Another thing i am good at.

I felt someone hold my right shoulder. I looked to my right to see jin hyung looking at me with concern. I bet he saw my pathetic face. I gave him a small smile to assure him that i will be fine. He squeezed my shoulder lightly as a way to comfort me. I feel so grateful to have jin hyung around me. Without him, i would be so lost and broken.

“Thanks hyung. Needed that. I will be fine so don’t worry”. I spoke softly to avoid jimin from hearing us.

“Stay strong jungkook. We will talk later okay? Lets focus on practice first”

I nodded at him in acknowledgement. We quickly went to join the others as they are all already starting. Again, i made eye contact with jimin hyung but i can see that he did not look really happy. I wonder what happened?..

After hours and hours of practice for our upcoming concert, we are finally done. The clock hit exactly 2am in the morning as soon as we are done. I grabbed my water bottle and sat down on the floor with my back against the wall. That was refreshing. Dancing took away some of my worries. I am glad we have practice. We are going home soon after resting. I can bath and sleep. The thought of sleeping makes me excited. I can’t wait to reach home and rest. Since we finished our promotion, we don’t have anything from tomorrow onwards.

Finally we reached our dorm. I sat down on the sofa to have a quick rest before bathing. The other members went to shower first. I guess i have to be the last one to shower . It was quite weird actually.. jimin hyung did not talk to me at all. Ever since we made eye contact in the practice room, he did not talk to me at all after that. As if he was trying to avoid me. Not that i am complaining. It is better if we keep this distance since it can help me move one(hopefully) but it still hurts? Or maybe..shit maybe he knows about my feelings for him and he feels disgusted?! Is that why he avoided me? The thought of it makes my head spin and i can’t imagine what will happen to me if jimin hyung hate me. What do i do? Should i ask what is wrong? I was fidgeting with my fingers nervously.

“JK…hello?Earth to JK?(In engrish)”

My train of thoughts came to a stop. I turned my head to see jin hyung looking at me worriedly again.

“Oh hyung. Did everyone finish bathing already?”

“Yes. Except yoongi. He is still in the bathroom right now. He just went in. Come on, lets talk in my room”

Oh yeahh. The talk.. i forget about it.. i followed jin from behind to his and yoongi’s shared room.

As soon as we are inside the room, jin hyung locked the door to make sure no one comes in.

“How about yoongi hyung?”

“He will take quite long and he will knock so don’t worry.”

I sat on yoongi’s bed while jin on his bed. It was quite for the first few seconds. I was looking down on the floor. It was as if jin hyung was thinking on what to ask me.

“Are you okay?”

I looked up to look at jin hyung. He looked really worried. I guess i cannot lie about it. I smiled sadly.

“I want to say i am but honestly.. i am not okay at all..”

I waited for jin hyung to ask me something but i guess he wants me to continue speaking.

“I-i feel so stupid. I know that this won’t work out at all but i am still hoping. Hoping for something. It hurts like hell. I try to always be normal around him but its getting harder and harder each day. I..i am scared that one day, i might explode and what we have now will just vanish just like that. The thought of jimin hyung hating me makes me want to puke. I-i hate it. I love him but i wished i never did..i wished i never feel this way about him. Its tearing me apart. Everyday i try to act normal around him and i am glad that it worked out.. i am glad it did but its hard hyung. Its hard. Its painful but i never regretted loving him but i wished i didn’t in the first place. What can i do hyung? What should i do? H-help me..”

I poured everything that was pooling inside my mind and before i knew it, my tears was streaming down my face continuously without stopping. I bit my lips trying to prevent myself from sobbing too hard. This is embarassing to be honest.. i rarely cries in front of people especially my members. I wiped my tears with the back of my hand but more tears keep streaming down my face. I am at the stage where i am pratically sobbing right now. I can feel jin hyung sitting beside me. He put his arms around my shoulder while rubbing the sides of my shoulder gently as if he was trying to comfort me. I continue crying letting everything out. Jin hyung just sat there listening to my cries. At times he would squeeze me shoulder to ensure me that he is there for me.

After few minutes of me sobbing, i finally came to a stop. This is embarassing to be honest but i felt better i guess?

“Thanks hyung.. for listening to my pathetic love story haha” i tried to lift up the mood by making a joke but jin hyung still stayed quiet.

“Jungkook”

He finally let go of my shoulders. I looked up from the floor after hearing jin hyung calling me.

“Yeah?”

“I know its hard. I can totally see that you really love him. I am sorry that you had to feel this pain. I really wished i can take away some of your pain but it doesn’t work that way does it? You always stay strong for us but i am glad you opened up to me. You can always come to me for anything. Don’t ever hesitate. Don’t lose hope jk. Don’t ever give up. It was never a mistake. I am sure jimin won’t ever hate you. If you have to let it out, just go for it. If he ever hates you, i will knock some sense into him but i can never even imagine jimin hating you. He really treasures you alot. So, don’t worry too much.. You can count on your handsome jin hyung!”

I let out a tiny laugh at his last few sentence. As expected of our handsome jin hyung. I felt abit better.

“Thanks hyung. I felt abit better. Thank you for listening.” I gave him my most sincere smile to show him that i really appreciate everything he did for me.

“I am glad you did jk.” I was about to say something when someone knocked on the door. Must be yoongi hyung. I stood up from the bed with jin hyung trailing behind me.

I unlocked the door to see yoongi’s grumpy face as always. I chuckled at his face.

“Why did you lock the door? I wanted to sleep as soon as possible”

Yoongi being yoongi again.

“Sorry yoongi hyung. I was talking with jin hyung about something. Sorry to take your time.”

I made yoongi hyung stand outside his own room just to talk about my stupid crush which made me feel really bad. Yoongi hyung looked at me. I saw his eyes softens immediately.

“Its okay kook. I was being a jerk. I think i know what happen. Stay strong okay? We are here for you.”

“Yeapp! We are here for you kookie so don’t hesitate” jin hyung lightly squeezed my shoulder.

I guess yoongi hyung saw my puffy eyes. I guess they really knew about me being in love with jimin hyung. I am so glad they are not disgusted.

“Thanks yoongi hyung and jin hyung. I will go now. Goodnight”

I feel abit better now. I guess i will take a bath now.

After bathing, i went to the kitchen to grab some milk to drink. I jumped on the spot when i saw jimin hyung sitting down on the couch in the dark.

“Woah hyung! You scared me. What are you doing in the dark?”

“Jungkook? Why are you still not sleeping?”

“Hyung, thats what i should be asking you though? I am going to grab some milk to drink then i will go to sleep.”

I wonder what is jimin hyung doing up so late.. i went to the kitchen to do what i need to do when i hear footsteps approaching behind me.

“I was just thinking..”

Thinking? About what?

“Hmmm. You want to share? I can be your listening ear”

While waiting for jimin hyung to answer, I took out a carton of milk from the fridge and poured some into my cup.

“Its.. its nothing”

I turn around with the cup in my hand. I lean against the kitchen table to look at jimin hyung. Wow damn. I didn’t get to look at him properly in the dark just now but now that i can see him clearly, he looked so damn cute in that oversized tshirt. His face is more cuter without make up. His natural blush makes him looked so soft. After taking a sip of my milk i raised my eyebrow in confusion.

“That don’t look nothing to me”

Jimin seems flustered that i didn’t take the bait. Is he okay? Is he worried about something? Is he insecure about something? I became more and more worried.

“I-i..”

I heard him sighed in defeat. My curiousity grew bigger and bigger.

“You?” I tried to get him to continue

“I.. i had a nightmare.. thats all..i can’t sleep..”

I sighed in relief. I thought it was something serious or what..

“What was the dream about?”

I saw him fidgeting.

“I..i forgot..”

Why is he so nervous though?..

“You okay? You should try to sleep. Since we did alot of dancing today.”

I saw him nod lightly. I quickly finished up my last sip of milk before placing the cup in the sink.

I walked out of the kitchen expecting jimin hyung to follow along but he just stood there. Its as if he wanted to say something.

“Hyung? You okay?”

I saw him nod again. He is so weird today.. now he is so quiet.

“Um.. jungkook. Is it okay if. Um.. if i sleep with you?”

I choked on my saliva as soon as i heard that.

“H-huh?”

“I-i can’t sleep. I wonder if i can sleep with you for tonight?”

I can feel my heart beating so fast. Calm down jungkook! Its just a friendly request. Why are you so flustered about?! Jimin hyung had a nightmare and that is why he needed someone to be with him. I was trying to calm myself down. I saw jimin looking at me waiting for my answer.

“Kook? You know. Um its oka-”

“NO!”

Hi looked down sadly. Oh shit.

“I mean yes hyung. You can. I thought you are going to change your mind. That is why i said no. Sorry hyung. Hahaha. Come on lets go.”

For some reason, i held out my hands towards him. He looked at my hands for awhile. I am gonna feel stupid if he didn’t take it. He held out his hand and place them in mine with a small smile on his face. I i held them gently. I smiled at the way his small hands fit in mine.

“Thanks kook” i lead him towards my room hand in hand with jimin hyung trailing behind me. I smiled softly. This feels nice. My heart feels so warm right now. It feels so fluffy.

“Anything for you hyung.”

I gave his hand a light squeeze before opening the door to my room. After we are both inside, i closed the door. Since i have the room to myself, i won’t have to worry about waking up anyone.

“Go and lie down first hyung. I am going to charge my phone for a while and off the light.”

I let go of his hand failing to see a small pout on his face. After quickly doing everything i need, i went back to the bed. Jimin hyung is already laying down. I lay down beside him. Even though having him so near like this makes me go crazy, i have to endure it for his sake.

“Goodnight hyung.”

I was about to close my eyes when i feel a small tug at the sleeve of my shirt. I opened my eyes to see jimin hyung still not sleeping yet.

“Is something wrong hyung?”

He seems to think for a while before answering me.

“Can.. can we cuddle?”

My heart skipped a beat at his request. How can i ever say no to him. I smiled softly at how cute jimin hyung is.

“Of course hyung. Come here”

I turned myself to face jimin. I lay out my right hand for jimin to put his head on. I tapped my arms as a signal. He lifted his head from the pillow and place his head on my arms. His fluffy hair is so soft against my skin. I smiled at the feeling. I know that my heart is beating quite loudly right now but who cares. I placed my left hand on jimin’s small waist to pull him nearer to me. I can feel him breathing on my neck. It sends shivers down my spine but its a good feeling to have him in my arms. He fits just perfectly. All my worries gone. With jimin here, i feel at peace.

With my left hand, i embraced jimin hyung tightly leaving no space between us. I placed my chin on top of his head. I used my right hand to stroke jimin’s hair gently. I can feel both of jimin’s hands on my chest. I bet he can feel my heart beating fast. I can also smell the shampoo he used. He have this vanilla smell that i love. I took a deep breath. I really really love him so much. I would give him the world. If i ever reborn in my next life, i want to fall in love with jimin all and over again. I closed me eyes feeling satisfied. If i can’t have him, i have to treasure this moment.

“Thanks kook”

“No problem hyung. Now go to sleep. Goodnight”

“Goodnight kook”

My eyes flew open when i feel jimin hyung giving my neck a peck. I gulped. Is it my imagination? No its not. It really happened.. omg. I wanted to ask jimin but i can already hear soft snores coming from him. He’s asleep already. I guess he was too sleepy that he did that unconsiously. It meant nothing anyways.. and again i felt so shitty. Come on jeon jungkook! Stop sulking. He is here in your arms right now! Treasure it! Don’t be a pussy!

I let my negative thoughts out of my mind. I bring him much closer than before. I can feel him nuzzling at my neck./p>

2 More Weeks- Tyler Joseph

Request- Can you do a Tyler one where he’s on tour and you’re alone with your two kids and he gives you the bad news that they added two more weeks to the tour. You can end it however you want 🖤🖤🖤 

 Just 2 more day, 2 more days and he’ll be home to help. 2 more days until you can see the love of your life and your children’s father. Tyler had been gone for 5 weeks at this point and you really missed him. You missed waking up to him and your 5 year old daughter, Olivia making breakfast in the kitchen singing songs. You missed him getting up at 3 am to put your 2 year old daughter, Hannah back to bed. You missed seeing your girls run up to him every time he would come home from the studio. You missed talking to someone that actually knows the English language better than a kindergartner.

You loved your kids so much, but after 5 weeks of being alone with no help from Tyler you were getting tired. It seemed like the past 3 days have been going by extra slow. You usually had help from Tyler’s mom or his sister but they were both out of tow this week. You could manage your kids, but they just seemed not to be listening for the past 3 days. They were typically very well behaved but not seeing their father for so long, I think it had started to make them go crazy.

“Liv get off the iPad, I need you to finish your homework.” you said that night before dinner.

“No.” Olivia sassed back. “Daddy would let me play if I wanted to.”

“Olivia Jane, I need you to get off the iPad now and finish your homework before dinner. You can have it back when you’re done.” you said as calm as you could trying to to show frustration from the long day.

“I said no!” she said sternly. Olivia was typically very laid back easy kid like Tyler, but tonight she was being a little brat.

You walked over to her and grabbed the iPad from her little hands.

“No. Mommy please.” she begged. “I’m sorry. Please.” she began to cry.

“Let’s do the homework, eat dinner, get ready for bed, and then and only then will I think of giving this back to you.” you said.

“Okay mommy, I’m sorry. I miss daddy.” she said looking down to the floor.

“I Know you do baby, we all do. He’ll be home in just 2 days.” you said to cheer her up. It worked and she was off doing her homework before you could even continue. The girls were too young to understand why Tyler wasn’t there, but they knew he was singing somewhere and they knew that he missed them very much.

Once dinner was ready you went to go get your 2 year old Hannah who you left unsupervised for only all of 3 minutes.

“Hey Han! Let’s go eat dinn-” you stop talking when you walked into the playroom to see Hannah covered head to toe in marker. The walls were decorated with her finger pints and scribbles.

“Hannah, what did you do?” you asked really trying not to raise your voice at her.

“Ooops. Sorry mommy.” she said the best she could at 2 years old.

Hannah was always a little more of trouble maker, but this was way out of line. You were too tired to deal with it.

“Hannah this was very bad of you. I’m not happy and either will daddy when he finds out.” you disciplined her and then brought her to the bathroom to clean her up the best until you gave her a bath later.

Sitting down for dinner you listened to Olivia’s crazy stories of what happened on the playground today and the stories of how a boy tried kissing her on the playground.

“Then I said ‘eeeeewwwwwwwww, no boys have cooties’ and ran off with my friends mommy.” Olivia said.

“Well they do, I don’t want you kissing anyone before you’re at least 16.” you said.

“Daddy told me I had to married first.” you laughed when she said that. Tyler was such a  protective father and always wanted the best for his girls. They were his world and you knew he hated being away from them. From you too, you were his love of his life, his dime piece wife, his best friend.

“When did daddy kiss you?” Olivia asked when you were cleaning up dinner. She was just finishing her homework and Hannah was on your hip talking  to herself about something only a 2 years old would talk about.

“Well,” you thought back to the time when Tyler asked you out and you kissed him on your first date. “Daddy asked me out on a date to the movies and he was a really nice boy and when he dropped me off back home, I gave him a kiss.” you said leaving out the details of how magical the kiss was.

“Were you married yet?” she asked.

You chuckled. “No, we were just kids ourselves.” you said with a smile. “But older kids. Like I said no kissing before 16.” you said quickly getting the point across to her.

“Were you 16?”

“Yeah.”

You finished cleaning up and started a bath for your kids.

“Mommy can we call daddy?” Hannah asked when you put he into the tub.

“Well not now,but you know he always call before bed. Now let’s get you cleaned up. Daddy isn’t gonna be very happy about the marker issue.” you told her.

After the bath you got both of them ready for bed and tucked in.

It was 7:45 and Tyler usually called at 8, so you sat in between their beds in their shared room and read them the story of cinderella.

“Mommy did you feel like princess when you married daddy?” Olivia asked.

“I did, he’s my prince charming and I love him very much. One day you’ll find your prince charming and he will sweep you off you feet just like daddy did to me.” you said and it put a big smile on both of their faces.

At this point it was 8:04. He always called at the same time and your girls needed to get to bed.

“Why hasn’t daddy called yet?” Hannah asked as you got up putting the book away and going to turn off the light. You were hoping they would have forgotten and just went to bed, but of course they wouldn’t forget, they looked forward to this all day long.

“I’m not sure? I’ll call him.” you  said pulling out your phone to facetime Tyler.

It rang for a minute before Tyler picked up, his face lighting up the screen.

“Hey Ty. you have 2 very excited girls that want to talk to you.” you said passing the phone to the 2 of them who were now in the same bed.

“Hi daddy.” they both said.

“Hey my babies. How’s it going?”he asked and they both told him some stories from the day.

Once they were done you intervened telling Tyler they needed to get their beauty sleep.

“Alright girls say bye. You have ny early morning with school tomorrow Liv and Han you have swim school tomorrow. We have to get to sleep. Tyler say bye.” both girls begged to keep talking but Tyler stood on your side.

“Mommies right. I love you girls so much and I miss you. Sweet dreams my babies. I’ll take to you tomorrow.” they said their goodbyes and hung up. You put Hannah back in her bed and turned on the night light.

“I love you guys. I’ll see you in the morning. Good night.” you said kissing them on the head and leaving the room.

As soon as you closed the door you checked the time. 8:57.

There was no point in calling Tyler back now, he would be going on stage to perform in 3 minutes. So you texted him asking if he could call you after the show. He of course answered with a yes and a love you.

You went into the playroom to reassess the maker issue. Scrubbing the walls took 2 hours to get it all off. She caused quite a bit of destruction in just 3 minutes. She was definitely your daughter, always up to something as a child.

After cleaning the house up from the days use you finally made it to the bed. You plopped down sighing from today’s stress. Raising 2 kids on your own was really hard. Some days were gonna be harder than other and today was definitely one of them, but just 2 more days and Tyler would be back to help you.

At 12:00 you realized that the show was would have been over by now and Tyler still hadn’t called. Why was he ignoring you? First not calling the girls then you. What’s up with him?

You quickly texted him not knowing if he would be asleep yet.

To Tyler

Ummm… Did you forget about me? JK. please call me.

Sent 12:01am

You phone started to ring almost immediately.

“Hey babe.” you said with a smile.

“Hi.” Tyler replied not looking at you but still had the camera positioned in front of his face.

“Tyler, are you okay?” you asked out of  concern for his strange acting.

“Yeah, just tired.” he said looking up at you and then looking back to where ever he was looking.

“Don’t lie to me. You suck at lying. What’s wrong?”

“I’m sorry.” he said looking at you with his eyes as beautiful as always.

“I can’t accept an apology if I don’t know what it’s for.” you said starting to get annoyed at his distance.

“Look, I don’t want to do this but it’s for the best.” he paused. “I had to extend tour.” your heart dropped at his words. All the frustration was no longer hidden as your face began to get red.

“What the hell do you mean you have to? Tyler you have kids and a wife back home who really need you. Didn’t you think to ask me first?” you start to yell at him and you could tell he was sorry but you didn’t care. You needed help and in the moment you were just really pissed.

“Y/N, I’m sorry. I found out today and I didn’t want to tell you, knowing you would be upset. You have to quiet down otherwise you’ll wake the girls.” tears start to roll down your cheeks out of frustration.

“Tyler you don’t understand how much I do in a day with our children. I’m so tired and just need help.” you said in tears.

“I know. I really do Y/N, I appreciate all that you do for this family. It was better though if I did it this way. Now I don’t have that mini tour in the summer. I’m just getting it down now. I love you and I love Olivia and Hannah so much, you don’t even understand how much I want to be there with you guys. How much I want to take all of the stress off your shoulders, how much I want to be the one up late at night with Hannah ad the one up early with Olivia. I want to be home with you, in our bed holding you in my arms. I really hate being away from you for so long. We just have to look at the bigger picture. It’s better this way.” he said.

His words calmed you down and your heart was beating at how sincere he was.

“I love you Ty.”

“I love you too Y/N. this summer I want to take you and the girls somewhere for vacation. Anywhere you want. You deserve the world Y/N and I want to give it to you.” Tyler said with a big smile.

“I’m sorry I got upset. It’s just hard alone. I’m looking forward to you coming home.”

“I can’t wait to be home. In the meantime, my mom is gonna stay over once she gets back in town to help you. I know how the girls can get when things change.”

“Thank you. I mean it, thank you for being so understanding.”

“Being a parent is hard, especially alone.”

“But I‘m not alone, I have you and when you’re not here I have your family.”

“I love you Y/N. Way more than words and describe. Now get some sleep, you need it. I’ll call you in the morning.”

“I love you too Ty. Good night.”

Struggle - 2 - Suga AU story

Originally posted by 9395x

Struggle - Suga AU Story

Parts; One, Two

Pairing; Suga x Reader

Genre; Angst, Romance, Action, AU

Word count; 3.439

Synopsis; Seoul was swarmed with gangs and in order to protect your little brother you made sure you could protect him and yourself but one night you followed your best friend into a club, which led your right into the arms of one of the biggest gangs.



“Really Jin Hyung, you have the worst timing ever” The person whose name was Jin shrugged and touched your shoulder which made you jump but he didn’t let you go and asked the guy who was called JK help him and without any warning, he pushed you down hard. “Let’s see.” JK came walking in with a little emergency case and as Jin held you in your place, your eyes grew wide when you saw the needle and thread. “Ya, you’re not going to stitch it right? I just need to go to the hospital, really you don’t have to do this.” you were half panicking as you were afraid of needles.

“JK hold her still.” You were struggling against him but it was like battling a solid wall and when the fourth guy walked in with a bottle of alcohol, you felt the blood rushing to your head and as Jin reached out his hand the guy quickly gave him the bottle. Without any warning, he poured the alcohol over your wound. You didn’t want to let them see your weakness so instead of screaming you bit your tongue hard, so hard that you felt blood not long after and that’s when you felt the needle going through your flesh, this must be a nightmare, there was no way this was happening for real. You were focussing hard on something else when a thought crossed your mind. “Wait a minute, did you really kill her?!” this didn’t come out as hard as you intended as your voice cracked because of the pain but it did get Yoongi’s attention.

“Of course, what did you expect?” He acted so cold that you didn’t recognize anything about him, he definitely wasn’t the nice guy next door, this man in front of me was cold and ruthless, which made you not only afraid but also a bit angry because you knew in what kind of mess you were, there was no way they would let you go, without you joining them, which meant that your life was over as you knew it. This also meant that your little brother was going to grow up as a gang member. “I really don’t know you,” you mumbled under your breath hoping he wouldn’t hear but sadly enough his hearing was still good. You had angered him as he grabbed your chin he put way too much pressure on it. This was going to leave a bruise but it also made you look at him. “You do know me, the only thing that changed is that I grew up.” you nodded, just in case your would anger him even more and he would actually hit you, now didn’t that really matter as you were already one big bruise from the fight earlier but you really didn’t want to add any bruises.

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BTS REACT: To you needing motivation to study

Anonymous said to kpopgroupsreact:

I request a thing. can i please have a bts reaction of them trying to motivate you to study, thanks :-)


Of course you can sweetie! This was fun, thank you for requesting! I hope you like it :) It kind of went a bit off, but hopefully it’s still good!

Scene: It was that time of year again. FINALS. DUM DUM DUUUUUMMMM. *dramatic BGM* But you being lazy was getting in the way, so your caring boyfriend needed to find a way to motivate you!


Rap Monster: Would sit you down to study and tutor you through every subject.

“You are not failing your exams Y/N! This is my reputation on the line.”

Jin: He knows you hate studying. But he also know what motivates you.

So…

At breakfast:

“Oh? You want some? Sorry babe but until you finish studying for you exams you can’t have any of my food.”

Lunch:

“Still not sharing.”

Dinner:

“Oh Y/N doesn’t want anything, she says she won’t be eating till after she’s done preparing. I’ll take that.”

For food, you will do anything. (Just like Jin, tbh)

Suga: He wouldn’t push you. You’re dating a genius, obviously only genius’ can date each other.

“Every question’s answer is either Suga or Genius or both. You’re welcome.”

J-Hope: Even though he’d be bored AF, he’d totally be supporting you while you study and getting you whatever you needed.

“I’m your hope jagi! Fighting!” (FLUFFY BUNNY I CANNOT)

Originally posted by iyeols

Jimin: Cringe-y AF. Because he wouldn’t know how else to motivate you he’d try being smexy ChimChim. But ends up being mainly ChimChim. (Good enough.)

“If you do well on the exams Y/N, I’ll reward you.” *GIF*

Originally posted by jung-koook

V: Would try to help you but would get bored easily and distract you instead so you tell him to just sit quietly and let you study. But he’s still distracting just sitting there (god, can he sit still lol poor thing) so you get irritated and tell him to help you instead of just sitting there.

“What do you want from me?” 

Originally posted by bwipsul

Jungkook: He’d be helping you as much as he could, getting things you needed and waiting patiently because he knew you could get really stressed out at the slightest things. When stuck on a particularly hard question and asking for his help, it would somehow end up in the others getting involved.

Jin: “That’s not right JK.”

JK: “No hyung, I swear this is the right answer.”

Y/N: “Actually you’re all wrong.”

All: “What did you say?”

Originally posted by bangtannoonas

anonymous asked:

here's the tweet lol twitter(.)com/HSupdating/status/854025759383404544

https://twitter.com/HSupdating/status/854025759383404544

Anonymous said to shadyshit91:about that UA, they first said it was a bee and then they realized the connection and said jk it’s a scarab duh

hskajhsajkhjksa jesus - imagine feeling threatened by a bee tattoo. I really don’t get it, because like if there’s no connection and larries are just being crazy, why try so hard to say it’s something else? 


Anonymous said to shadyshit91:Check the submission Amy got, it’s a honey bee. i dont understand why some many anons are still contesting it

To me it’s a bee lol like it has stripes come on 


Anonymous said to shadyshit91:I want to think that Harry got a bee tattoo because of what Larries were saying but at the same time would he get a tattoo related to BG? Especially if he got it a few months ago. And toddlerfence didn’t even end yet. And this tattoo will always remind him of this awful time him & Louis had. That’s strange…

You’re looking at the bad side. The tattoo could be because it’s ending and he’s buzzing. It can be an internal joke to them, it could be because he took the army of bees to heart, it could be because Louis is his honey… there’s sooo many possibilities 

anonymous asked:

👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼 Wow, just wow I am speechless, "No Place Like Home" is fucking phenomenal, such a beautiful story of things that actually happen in the real world, you guys are simply amazing I love you guys so much, & what a wonderful ending to the story! All you guys need to do is make it into a book, publish it, sell a million copies and make bank! Lol jk, seriously though, an incredible story, enjoyed it a lot, just curious besides Izumi how many more kids do Zuko & Katara have in the future?

Thank you. Really. Thank you so much. We worked really hard on that thread and I’m still shocked by how many people loved it ❤️ And…for their future kids, you’ll just have to stick around for epilogue thread and find out 😊👏🏻

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Detour Thursday: Leah and I picked up Maddie. We were too early for the hotel, so we stopped by and ate and JK’s Table! We all had Vegetable Udon or Soba, and I ordered a Shrimp Tempura Roll.

Friday we had a Caribou Breakfast (and a really cool table picture) and some selfies. 

Sat-lunch we took the whole gang to JK’s Table! It was V.Hard to take a photo. Here are two, left is some peeps are blury, right Tony’s +1 isn’t in it. But still good photo’s! xD Igor got a Dragon Roll(?) and I got Vegitable Udon again :3

After food we got Tony’s Cousin to take our group pic, and then Katelyn took one of just us three. That pic shoot was also bad xDD It’s so hard to get people who don’t like taking photo’s to stand still for very long. And the 1st half of the photo’s Jess took our feet were cut off. And then Igor didn’t have his Bandana on the 1st time Katylen took great pics. and so now I have a 3rd set with Igor not posing right, but with a bandana…I can never win! xDD Still gonna get some of these printed off though :3

Sun? I think. More Caribou… Taking Group Selfies is hard. I wish I had longer arms! No wonder people like selfie sticks so much, this shiz is hard.

anonymous asked:

I'm the /part3/ anon, my 3rd part didn't send but i was talking about this video /armyforbtstumblrcompost154090658779 / where there's some really interesting taemin/jk/jimin interactions, just focus a little bit on them and tell me what you think? LOL About taemin's hands on jimin, or the fact that the moment jk noticed he stayed by jmin's side.. idk, and like i said, if this is all in my head it would still look good as a fic

The video in question

I see what you’re saying. If I put my hat on it almost looks like Taemin looks past Jimin and sees Jungkook and kinda smiles knowingly before walking off. it’s hard to say about jungkook getting territorial because all of BTS was there/came over and I didnt see any telltale expressions/mannerism from Jungkook other than him hovering around Jimin

What I think is cuter is that both Jungkook and Jimin went to greet their friends (Taemin and Yugyeom) but they came back together to go walk around the stage and say goodbye. You can almost see them kind of acknowledge each other silently when they come back together and then they stick together after that. Cute

Really, There’s No Need To Be Jealous (Taehyung)

I really hope you don’t mind but I just had to add a slight twist to this story, just to spice it up a bit. fear not, it’s still very cute and fluffy, but yeah i blame 4meensuga (jk thank you so much for your infiration)

Genre: white fluffy sand

Word count: 1698

Rating: B for Betcha didn’t see that one coming

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anonymous asked:

about fantastic beasts, how is it okay to go see it when johnny depp is in it? like, i'm not trying to be a jerk here, but idk, how do you justify supporting an abusive pos with your money? the fact that jk has been blocking people who dare criticise this casting decision is really disappointing too. when you think she can't get any worse...

like…as a domestic violence victim who is still actively stalked and bothered by my ex, i see your point. i justify going because i work hard for my money, and i wanted to see the movie, so i paid the money and i went.

can we talk about this for a minute?

the concept of ‘x is problematic so i’m just going to ban it’ is really, really unsettling to me. some things, yes, i’m not going to give my money to because they are super problematic, super gross, whatever. but ‘i’m going to ban a movie because there’s a gross actor in it’ just doesn’t compute with me. i’d never…ever….see a movie ever again. the world is just a hell of a lot more nuanced than that.

here’s how i explained this to my children:

e v e r y single piece of media in this world is problematic. every single one. movies play into racist and sexist stereotypes. movies play into the heteronormative narrative. movies whitewash and have cis people playing trans ppl. 

pick an issue: how many movies pass bechdel? like…four. how many are regular movies with lgbt+ characters? how many acknowledge bisexuality? how many rep trans kids in an appropriate way? like…v v few fam. 

there isn’t a single piece of media written, played on a stage, produced for an album, or shown in a theater that is without these problems.

but!! somehow, even if a piece of media overcame all of that and was somehow perfect, the people working in it are flawed. some of them are people who do very bad things.

so this is a very visible example, okay? johnny depp is an abuser. i told my kids that, and i pointed him out when he came on screen. 

for every johnny depp, there are five producers, stage hands, directors, who are fucking creeps. that’s just…math. and if they aren’t an abuser, someone is racist, sexist, xenopobic. 

trying to find the elusive piece of media, band, whatever, that doesn’t have problematic people working in it is impossible. it does not exist.

i acknowledge that he’s an abusive asshole. i’m not making excuses for him. making excuses for things like this is, in itself, inexcusable. we’ve had several conversations this week about how the entire cast will be white, pretty much, and how gross that is in 2016. we’ve also talked about depp, the asshole, and how creeps are still in positions of power. look at our president?? i used him as an example. and i told them, and teach them, that they are going to do and be better. 

acknowledge the issue, engage with the issue. i’m not ignoring that he’s an abuser. it’s gross and i don’t like that he’s in it. i’ve talked to several people about this today, the most important ones being above, my kids. we also donated the cost of our tickets between our favorite domestic violence shelter & the local center for prevention of abuse.

like u can disagree and that’s absolutely fine, but running into problematic media is inevitable and if i’m going to engage with it, i want to do is a responsibly as possible.

Mafia!Jungkoook

•so like he would be the hitmen and is like always on mission because he’s good at taking people out
•people are always surprised because
•'wtf is he gonna do, he’s like 5’
•then it’s like
•'ohhhh I take back everything I said’
•pretty great at his job if you forget about the first one he went on
•he mostly stays quiet if there’s a girl in the room cus he’s still a shy lil bean
•doesn’t like to fight girls but does it anyways
•as for visuals
•a white T-shirt, jeans and boots
•even tho Jin always complains about him wearing white t-shirts because blood stains are hard to get off
•Jungkook doesn’t listen tho and like
•boi get in here im about to beat your ass
•jk
•has a history of making victims let their guard down with his cute bunny smile
•that’s okay, at least you’ll die looking at his face
•how he got in the Mafia, no one really knows tbh
•I mean there’s a rumor he just showed up to Namjoon’s office and said ‘let me join’
•there’s another one
•someone said that he was Namjoon’s long lost brother or something and that’s why he’s in
•my personal favorite is how they said that he fell through the roof of the building and Namjoon was like ‘you’re in’
•not like it matters, everyone is just curious because he was there before a lot of people
•and everyone who was there before refuse to tell the story
•no one will ever give up on solving the mystery of Jeon Jungkook
•as for how he met you
•y'all have been homies since diapers
•legit you knew each other since you were born
•you knew everything about him
•or so you thought
•I mean you knew everything about his life except for the Mafia part
•so let’s say he started when he was like in his senior year or something
•you noticed he started being shady and you’re like
•'wtf is going on…’
•you let it go at first but then he started missing your guys Friday movie nights
•like ain’t nobody taking away your Kookie
•especially since it was his turn to pay for snacks
•so you confronted him about it one day
•'hey you with the face!’
•cue a shook Jungkook
•'where tf have you been going and leaving me to buy food for myself’
•'ummmmmmm’
•'I swear if you don’t give me a good reason, I’ll chop Mr.Snuggle’s tail’
•'okay okay okay pls don’t hurt Mr.Snuggles’
•’…’
•’…’
•'I’m waiting’
•'so like I got a job and that’s why I haven’t been around’
•I’ll bet you his hands are sweaty af when he was saying this
•you reluctantly let it go since it sounds legit
•technically he wasn’t lying
•he just didn’t go in specifics
•now time skip to when he actually showed up to one of the movie nights
•y'all were just lounging on the couch and watching Finding Nemo or something and he suddenly gets a text from Namjoon
•'you might want to run, I heard there were some guys in your area’
•Jungkook has an ‘oh shit’ moment and his eyes widened
•you were watching him and immediately knew something was wrong but didn’t know what
•'yo Kookie you okay dude’
•before he can answer someone knocked and the door
•here’s Kookie ‘oh shit’ moment number 2
•you’re still confused why Jungkook won’t let you go open the door
•you’re even more confused when he pulls you up and hid you in the closet
•'okay wtf is go-’
•before you could finish, he shut you up with a kiss and closed the door
•so you’re just standing in the dark and wondering what’s happening
•and of course blushing
•while outside Jungkook was busy beating up people and waiting for somebody to show up
•eventually Namjoon showed up and finished up the other guys
•Jin was there too in case someone got hurt
•and that was when he pulled you out of the closet and pulled you into a big hug
•you hugging Jungkook back until you noticed you had an audience
•'um hi?’
•'don’t worry they’re pretty harmless’
•sure they are
•and then Kookie finally explained everything to you The End

More Harry Potter requests from this morning. 

@rockabitchin had the Slytherin spot with Pansy Parkinson. I also had someone submit a late request way back when from my last Request Day that I saved. That someone is anonymous, but they requested Blaise Zabini. I hope you’re still watching me, anonymous user because this one’s for you! 

I have a headcanon where Blaise Zabini is gay and he and Pansy are just merciless to the other students. Very “Mean Girls” by way of Hogwarts. Pansy has her school robes slung over her shoulder because she thinks they get in the way of her outfits, which she works really hard on. 

anonymous asked:

Just curious, I've recently read The Cursed Child, admittedly while I enjoyed having some of the OG characters in new writing, I'm not a fan of some of the events that take place. I have noticed that some fans claim CC not to be canon? Is this true? Or have they just declared it non-canon because they don't agree with the story?

Okay well heres the things.

1. IT FKS UP ALREADY ESTABLISHED CANON SO BAD I have no idea how anyone CAN consider it canon. Its not just a ‘i dont like this’ dealio, it actually legitimately looks back at canon and says NAH SCREW THAT. and thats not okay imo, thats not cool. you don’t do that, like as a professional writer I’m sure you’re creative enough to come up with something that DIDNT NEED TO DO THAT. but you did it, okay. whatever. <– obligatory personal opinion
2. Anyway there are some people who are die hard like JK ROWLING WAS INVOLVED SO ITS CANON.
3. and like, fine. Sure, it doesnt matter what other people consider it, it’s really up to you how you wanna take it.  

HOWEVER.

4. This play was originally advertised as being developed and written by Jack Thorne, John Tiffany and JK Rowling. But right after the book was released, EVERYONE changed their tune and Jack Thorne was listed as the SOLE writer. 

Strange right? Why take JK’s name off of it, if she was involved in writing it? I mean its still on the book because it was published with all their names, but it’s weird that everywhere else changed it. Like what up BBC, all three were listed before, what happened to make you change it?

So I like to think it’s because it ISNT canon, and that Jack took the premise of whatever story they had come up with together and went in a weird direction so they’re like ‘thats all you buddy’ xDD  probably wishful thinking but. whatever. i dislike CC so much I will never consider it canon even a little bit.

but basically if you wanna see it as canon, you do that. There are people out there who will agree with you. If you don’t, i guarantee you no one is going to fault you for it either. 

[Instiz] EXO Chanyeol’s July Vivi photoshoot showing off a giant cutie

_If you only see his face on pictures he is so cuteㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋBut he is actually huge. It’s fascinatingㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

_Why did they put a huge baby in a tiny cart like thatㅋㅋ so cute

_Like a big dog that thinks he is still a small puppyㅠㅠ freaking cuteㅠㅠ

_Wa I think he is the most handsome in EXO

_Is that cart for infants ? …. Why does it look so smallㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

_I want to kidnap this kid, kidnap Park Chanyeolㅠㅠcryㅠㅠ

_His hands are too big or is it his face that is too small? too handsome kid …. ㅜㅜ

_I will give you my soul… Please take me with you (cry)

_ Baby puppyㅠㅠㅠChanyeol reallyㅠㅠ He is like a puppy that doesn’t know its huge frame and still thinks he is a babyㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ

[Instiz] Tiger JK commented on Chanyeol’s insta post

One hour ago, Tiger JK commented on Chanyeol’s update 

Drunkentigerjk: give me one song


And Chanyeol’s reply :

real_pcy @drunkentigerjk: I will give you 100 songs!!

_Wa so cool, I really like “Problem”,  when will they release it?

_Chanyeol ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ Someday his self-composed album will come out right?ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ

_Daebakㅠㅠㅠ Yeolie is pretty. I’m so proudㅠㅠㅠ Work hard on your compositions and show Aeris tooㅠㅠㅠ

_ Chanyeol…Give me “Problem” and “You are”…

_Wa it must be such an honor ㅇㅅㅇ  Chanyeol-gun is cute tooㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ Muggle (non fan, referring to himself) is crying too

Translated by Jina

Hey guys, this is a song I wrote called These Demons Are Worthless. I worked really hard on it, and even though it’s not perfect, I thought I’d still share it with you. I’d really appreciate if you gave it a listen! ♥

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