jinsung choi

Produce 101 s2

What’s your dream?

Are you ready to work out your body and soul in order to achieve your goals?

Aren’t you scared of failure?

You may deal with:  anxiety, insomnia, depression, exhausting journeys , criticism, evil edit, manipulated info, competitiveness, dark thoughts and sickness/injuries.

FAME?

How many votes did I get last week? Yesterday? In the last two hours? 

Do I have fanbases behind me that support me?

Do I have enough screen time?

Do I look good on the videos? 

I NEED TO BE THE CENTER OR I WILL BE KICKED OUT.

How do I overcome others without looking selfish? I need to be selfish? Am I selfish? Do I look like a person who is selfish?

I NEED TO BE PRETTY

Give me the make up, the hairstyle, the clothes, the style, I need to shine.

HOW MANY VIEWS DID THE VIDEO OF MY PERFORMANCE GOT LAST WEEK? I WAS TREND ON NAVER? 

My dream is to become an Idol. My dream is to show the world my talent and enjoy together. My dream is to debut this year. This chance may be once in my life time.

AM I UNTALENTED? AM I ENOUGH? WHY DO PEOPLE HATE ME? WHY I CAN’T IMPROVE AS MUCH AS OTHERS? WHY I CAN’T FIND OUT THE SOLUTION? WHAT WILL BE MY FUTURE AFTER THE SHOW ENDS?

I’m far away of my family but I’m making good friends. This are memories I will cherish forever. I will support them no matter what. There’s no such a thing as rivality. 

I LACK OF POTENTIAL SO I NATURALLY WAS ELIMINATED.

Nobody will remember me.

I will no succeed.

I will mean nothing after the show ends.

Nobody will care about my future.

I guess I wasn’t born to be an idol.

BUT.. Remember you do have talent, this is only a tv show, your skills improved, you got to be on the show , you shone on your own way, there was people supporting you, you are more than enough. It doesn’t matter if you shine as an idol. You’re an artist.

You did all the above and you have all my respect and admiration.

To any produce 101 contestant, don’t give up!

You did well, you will .