•watching the smile slowly fade from Sam and deans face
•watching castiel slowly lose meaning to his life
•watching how forced the jokes come out from deans mouth
•watching sams anger issues fade while deans grow
•watching Crowley realize the Winchesters don’t actually love him
•watching Charlie go from “don’t call me” to “I’m a hunter”
•all the death
Ok, so we all know how one of Dean’s aliases has been “Agent Novak”, referring to Cas’s vessel, Jimmy Novak.
But I don’t think anyone’s ever talked about how Dean has used “Agent Collins” on more than one occasion(Don’t quote me on that, it could have been only once and I’m just imagining things.). And we all obviously know how Misha’s last name is Collins.
At first I thought it was a cute little coincidence, and I was about to write it off as me just making connections that weren’t there. After all, Dean has no idea who Misha Collins is, why would he, right?
In the episode “The French Mistake” the boys were put into a world where they were Jared and Jensen. Who could forget? But the point is they went up to Misha, mistaking him for Cas.
And I’m almost positive that at some point, Dean eventually found out that aternate universe Cas dude’s Misha’s full name was Misha Collins. See where I’m going with this?
So is it just me, or was that alias intentional by Dean to get closer to Cas in one tiny way without him knowing? Or maybe it was his subconscious trying to tell him he’s in love with Cas.