You’re not entirely sure how you ended up here, if you’re being honest. ‘Here’ being standing in the middle of a living room that isn’t your own, your shirt drenched with blood that isn’t yours and surrounded by a group of wide-eyed men while My Chemical Romance on Singstar still blares in the background.
“Um… is this…?” You gesture at your chest, the dark fluid sticking to your naked skin through the formerly white cotton of your T-shirt after Namjoon’s spilled the content of his cup all over it. You still cling onto the smallest shred of hope, the minuscule possibility that maybe they just like to make their party punch this deep red and…thick. Even when the trenchant smell of rusty iron keeps filtering through your nose and making you sick to your stomach.
“___-, we can explain.” Namjoon grimaces upon watching you gag, Jin’s eyebrows shooting up to make a face that translates to ‘We can?’.
“It’s not not blood.” Taehyung helpfully contributes to the situation, earning pained groans from the older men and a fistbump from the only younger one.
Word Count: 2,157 (I’m sorry I can’t write longer TT TT)
Summary: Your relationship with Namjoon has become distant, and you just found out you were pregnant and you had to tell your unresponsive boyfriend that you were… only to find out he was with someone else all this time.
This was loosely based off a written reaction I read in the #BTS Reactions tag. I forgot to note which account it was from. Please don’t haunt me for life. I’ll try to find it and tag it as soon as possible. I made my own little twist because that reaction hit me hard. Ugh.
You saw it - his smile, his eyes, his nose, and his wonderful dimples. Your baby boy looked more like his father than you, which made you sick to your stomach. The beautiful baby boy that you had that loved to play in the park with his friends. It was the morning that he asked the question that you wanted to avoid as much as you can.
“Mommy, why do my friends have a daddy and I don’t?” You beautiful baby boy asked one morning over breakfast, and all you could do was listen to your heart break. Was this the life that you wanted for you baby? A life full of questions, miseries to come, and the inability to accept that his mother left his father because of a selfish decision? It made you think back to the day that Namjoon found out that you were pregnant.
“Baby, oh my god…” Your boyfriend said, unable to breathe steadily. “Please believe me when I say I am so so sorry.”
It was only a few seconds since you opened your eyes and you were already getting mad. It wasn’t your decision to cheat, it was his. The beeping sounds of the systems connected to your body was getting faster, an indication that there was a bad reaction of seeing Namjoon.
You heart rate grew faster within three seconds and that alarmed the nurses monitoring your vitals. It’s not that you didn’t want to see him, you did. You wanted to cuddle in his arms and cry to him your fears and worries, about the baby, about the future - but you couldn’t. Everytime that you looked at Namjoon, you could only imagine him with another woman. It was the stain that he left on your heart that made you tell him to leave.
“Sir, I think you need to leave.”
“I’m her boyfriend!” He shouted at the nurse, “I’m the father of her child!”
He didn’t want to make a scene, but he didn’t want to leave either. The more that Namjoon shouted, you heart rate was pacing. You were having a hard time breathing because of the anxiety that this fight was causing you.
“Sir, it is advisable that you leave immediately, the patient is getting worse because of your presence.”
“Please, let me at least kiss her before I leave.” The plead that he had in his eyes was sincere. You felt his sincerity, but all you felt was bitterness that filled up your body. He was the reason you were in here in the first place, why would you accept his apology?
The nurse nodded, and Namjoon calmed down. He realized that he was causing you stress and that he had to leave, for you and your unborn child. He kissed you forehead, but you shut your eyes as soon as his touch was on you. He cringed at your response, and he knew that he did enough damage. He had to leave.
On that same day, you told him you were over and that you didn’t want anything to do with him. You were going to raise this child on your own and you wanted him out of your life. He cried, you cried, the whole world cried but he broke your heart and you didn’t want him to do it again.
It wasn’t the pride that made you break both of your hearts, it was your drive to give your baby, your now beautiful baby boy, the life that he deserves. Away from the spot light, away from the lies, away from the pain.
“Baby, I’m sorry but you won’t understand even if I told you.” You kissed your baby boy’s forehead, but a tear slowly dropped from you eye. It was heartbreaking, but you needed to get a grip. It was already hard for you because you had to be as cautious as possible since you lived in Seoul. Your boyfriend or anyone you knew could still see you if you don’t be careful.
You wanted to leave Seoul the second that Namjoon broke your heart, but your job here had a decent pay and you didn’t want to give it up for the sake of your baby. He deserved the best life you alone could provide him.
One time in the plaza, you were with your baby boy and Jungkook accidentally saw you. You had no choice but to run away, or else he would bring you to Namjoon. You almost got hit by a bike that day, you and your baby boy. You didn’t want anything so dangerous to happen again, so when you go out you wear a face mask. It was uncomfortable for you, but you decided it was something that you needed to do for the sake of you and you baby.
“Mommy, can we go to the park later?” Your baby boy asked when you walked out of your apartment. You were on your way to work and you had to bring him to school. “Sure baby, just be good at school, okay love?”
There was a single thought that entered your mind every few minutes throughout the day - “Mommy, why do my friends have a daddy and I don’t?” It hurt every single part of your body and you couldn’t deny that you felt guilty. You felt guilty to your son, to his father, and everyone that cared about you.
You never reached out to your parents as well. You didn’t have the guts to tell them that you got knocked up by your cheating boyfriend. They found out through Namjoon, and they hated him ever since that day I never contacted anyone. They tried contacting you, leaving you messages but you didn’t want them in your life because you just didn’t trust anyone after what happened, not your best friend, not your friends, and not even your parents. It was hard, it was tiring, and it still is, but your baby boy was the only reason why you kept thriving, why kept going.
The day quickly ended and you had to pick up your son. Luckily, you boss was kind enough to give you an earlier shift so that you could be a mother to your child, since he knew that you were alone with him. Your baby boy didn’t have anyone else but you, it was you and him against the world.
The park didn’t take long from his school. It was where all his friends went with their parents to have some quality time together. It was where your baby boy had his curiosity get the best of him. You didn’t want anything but happiness and health for your baby boy, even if costed you a leg and an arm.
Tired was an understatement to what you felt. If it weren’t for your baby boy, you wouldn’t have the motivation to move on. He was the reason why you chose to let go of everyone and everything. Sometimes at night you think about what would have happened if you were never pregnant and you still found Namjoon cheating… your whole world would have collapsed.
“Mommy, I’ll go play on the swings!”
“Okay, Joohyeon, don’t go too far from mommy, okay?
Sure, you got off work early. But to compensate for that you had a lot of paper work that you always have to take home. That made you sleep late at nights and wake up early for your baby boy. It was tiring, but you needed to suck it up. No one else would be able to provide for the both of you except yourself.
A sigh of relief escaped your mouth. Your feet had been killing you and a slight thumping of pain was going through your head. You had to take a break sooner or later and you were lucky that you had it now.
You were surprised when someone tapped your shoulder. “Y/N?” You knew that voice, your heart stopped. You didn’t want to look and you were not panicking internally.
“It is you.” The voice sighed in relief, as if he had been searching for years, which he technically did. “I finally found you.”
“Jungkook…” You whispered, not expecting this situation to finally come. “I don’t want to talk to you, okay?”
“Please, noona.” Jungkook held to your arm. “Just please let me talk to you. It’s been 5 years, and 1 since I almost caught you at the plaza.” You remembered that day clearly as if t happened yesterday, so you decided to stay calm.
“What do you want Kookie?” You asked, finally giving in. “I don’t have much time, okay? My head is killing me.”
“I won’t be long. Why did you leave?”
“That’s very vague of you. I needed to do this on my own. No one was going to help me but myself.”
“You know that we love you as much noona.”
“Jungkook… I couldn’t trust anyone.” You gritted to your teeth. “You and Hoseok lied to my face that day if you don’t remember. I almost lost my baby that day because you wanted to protect your hyung.”
“I just didn’t want you to get hurt noona.” He tried to reason out, but you stood on your ground, as firm as you could be.
“But I did get hurt, much worse Kookie.” The maknae was at fault, but it wasn’t his fault, it was Namjoon’s. You saw that the younger boy was about to breakdown in front of you. Did he think it was his fault? You were mad at him too, but at the end of the day it was ex’s fault, not his.
“Jungkook, please know that I’m mad and angry about what happened. But it wasn’t your fault. You lied to me, yeah, but it was Namjoon who was at wrong. You shouldn’t blame yourself.”
“It is noona.” He sighed. “I introduced that girl to Namjoon-hyung, I met her at a party and she was really popular at that party and was called the best producer in town. I wanted to help hyung since he said he’s been having a hard time producing. I should have just told him to go home and rest. It’s my fault.”
“Kookie… don’t blame yourself.” You repeated, but slowly stood up. “I really need to go. I want you to know that we’re okay but I don’t want to talk to you anymore, okay? I don’t want to co- Joohyeong?!”
You look around and couldn’t find your baby boy. Your heart stopped beating. Your mind was turning and the headache that you were having had gotten worse.
“Joohyeon?!” You started shouting again and again. “Joohyeon where are you?!”
You saw stars and you were slowly blacking out. It wasn’t until you saw your 4 year old running towards you with a handful of rocks.
“Mommy, look what I found!” He ran up to you with his signature smile, the one that looked like his father. “These are rocks! I want to keep them.”
You felt the blood slowly pumping into your chest again. But you couldn’t get the pain away from your head, everything was still turning and the darkness was slowly eating you up.
“Jungkook, I don’t feel so goo-”
The darkness engulfed you and you fainted. Jungkook was able to catch you before you fell to the ground. The maknae didn’t know what to do with your unresponsive body and a now crying baby, Joohyeon.
“Is mommy going to be okay?” A sniffling 4 year old filled with tears. He didn’t know what was happening but his mommy wasn’t moving… what would a child think about this situation? Any child would be scared.
“Yes, Joohyeon-ah.” Jungkook reassured you baby. “We’ll just bring your mommy to my house okay?”
“So that we can get her to rest.” He just replied. “I don’t have your address and I don’t know where else to bring her. Does you mommy talk about her friends Joohyeon-ah?”
“Mommy doesn’t have friends, she said.” The boy nonchalantly said. “It’s only Joohyeon and mommy.”
Jungkook realized that you never mentioned anyone else, not even Namjoon. He was slightly reluctant to bring you back to the dorms, but he wanted to make things right. For him, for you, for Joohyeon, for his hyung, and everyone that misses and loves you.
With this situation, he believed that he was the most affected. He blamed himself, and has been doing everything he could to bring you and him back together.
The night came quickly and honestly, all you needed was a good sleep. You stood from the bed that you were currently laying on and yawned to check the time. That’s when you realized this wasn’t your bed, this wasn’t your house, and you didn’t know where you were.
A figure was sitting at the end of the bed. He scared the crap out of you, but you were mad to see him, you were still mad.
◭ Summary : The oppression of mythical creatures was getting worse, and vampires everywhere were being snuffed out of the picture little by little. Being placed on both sides of the spectrum, you’re forced to ask yourself exactly whose side are you really on.
◭ Word Count : 1,988
◭ Warnings : Mature Language.
◭ Author’s Note : Another addition to my ‘a bts halloween’ in the spirit of the month! If you missed the first one, here’s a link and I hope you enjoy this one! Feedback is greatly appreciated :)
She stared at her reflection as she stripped herself of the many silvers and golds that adorned her features, sighing heavily at the sight of the beautiful woman she no longer recognized. No matter how many times she reminded herself that this was for her own good, that she was only trying to do right by the ones she loved dearly, the shame that would sit in the back of throat never wavered.
Disgust was all that described her, in her own words at least. Everyone else around her complimented her for her beauty, her status and not to mention how lucky she was to have married such a successful man whom was on the verge of shaping the future. All of those things were considered blessings, and something that one should be proud of accomplishing. But, as she watched her husband dress himself in the finest of silks, preparing for yet another campaign meeting, gratification was the last thing on her mind.
Earlier that evening, they had been in the eyes of the public. Smiling, waving, and basking in the endless amount of praise from such ignorant beings. Many years has this war been going on between Man and Monster. Vampires were blacklisted, and labeled as menaces to society along with many other creatures whom only wanted to live amongst the humans, peacefully.
Due to the folk tales of yesteryear, and the fear of the unknown, groups of many different species that roamed the earth have been targeted and dubbed to be hazardous by the people. From witches, all the way down to mere garden gnomes, government officials made it their personal mission to wipe them out under any means necessary.
There could only be one superior species, and those were humans.
a/n: Lots of people asked me to write a second part so here it is hehe :) I know it took me a while to write it but I wanted it to be as perfect as possible and enjoyable to read I hope you like it and feedback is always welcome :) - Admin Sibi
Genre: Angst, a bit of Fluff
Warnings: cursing, feels, a confused reader, a fight (again lol)
“You’re such a kid!” You laughed, watching as Jimin ran around the pumpkin patch, his son trying to keep up. Your younger son let out a small yawn before resting his head on your shoulder, his thumb in his mouth as he watched his father act like an idiot. Jimin gave a laugh, sticking his tongue out at you before picking up his son, placing him in the wheelbarrow and making his way over to you.
“Having fun?” You asked, a grin on your face as Jimin tried to catch his breath. He grinned, ruffling his son’s hair as his eldest gave a laugh, gripping the side of the wheelbarrow. Your younger lifted his head as his father spoke.
“Hey.” Jimin spoke, smiling at his youngest as he took him from you, brushing his hair back as he sleepily looked at him. Jimin placed him on the ground, your younger son allowing you to take the his hand. Your elder son suddenly grinned, his face lighting up as he sprung out of the wheelbarrow,
“I can find a biggest pumpkin!” He exclaimed before running off. His father took that as a challenge. Carefully dropping the handles of the wheelbarrow before running after his son, his competitive edge taking over. You let out a laugh as Jimin stopped in front of a pumpkin, waiting for his son to catch up with him. He scooped him up in his arms, placing him on his shoulders. Before making his way through the pumpkin patch. His boots now caked in mud. You followed after them, your youngest in the wheelbarrow as you managed to push it through the muddiest patches.
“What about this one?” Jimin asked his sons, pointing to the biggest pumpkin you could see. You let out a laugh. Of course Jimin was able to find the biggest amongst the endless rows of pumpkins. Your elder son eagerly nodded, exclaiming ‘yeah’ before tapping his father’s head, asking him to put him down.
Jimin chuckled as his elder son tried to wrap his arms around the pumpkin, trying to lift it.
“I wouldn’t even try, it’s almost the same size as your dad.” You giggled, earning a glare from Jimin as he muttered,
“I’m not that short.” You gave a small roll of your eyes at your husband’s stubborn pride before lifting your youngest out from the wheelbarrow, allowing him to run to his father and brother.
“Right bring it closer.” Jimin spoke, waving his hands, directing you closer to him. He groaned as he lifted the pumpkin before dropping it in the wheelbarrow, giving a huff.
“Will one be enough?” He asked his sons, only to find they had already wandered off. He wrapped an arm around your waist, placing a kiss on your head as he watched his elder take the youngest’s hand, directing him around the field, pointing to different sizes of pumpkins. You giggled as Jimin sighed when your sons came back a small pumpkin in each of their hands.
You wrapped your hands around your hot mug as a smile was brought to your lips. Taking a small sip of the autumn themed drink, you watched as Jimin sat in between his sons a knife in his hands as he attempted to cut the top off of the pumpkin. Finally achieving it, he let his sons scoop out the middle, standing up to join you.
“Having fun?” You asked as he grabbed a towel from the countertop, wiping his hands. Despite his tired eyes, having just come back from tour, he nodded, a grin on his face as he proudly watched his children.
“You’re a great father you know.” You stated taking another sip of your coffee, watching as heat rushed to Jimin’s cheeks. You knew he had doubts, especially when he was away for such a long time. But just now, in your kitchen you knew that as he watched his sons work together he realised he was doing good. They still loved him, even if he wasn’t around as much as he wanted to be.
“We’re done!” Your eldest exclaimed as they both looked up to their father, waiting for the next instructions. Jimin gave a grin, going to sit next to them again.
“Now, I have a picture of your mom we can use for inspiration for something scary.” You stuck out your tongue as your sons giggled, their hands covering their mouths, your eldest had his father’s habit of disappearing when he laughed. Reappearing, he nodded.
“That’s scary enough.” You gave a fake gasp, pretending to be hurt whilst Jimin just laughed, giving his eldest a high five.
“It’s wonderful.” You grinned as Jimin stepped back, turning off the lighter, wrapping an arm around your waist as you all stood admiring your now lit pumpkin. High-fiving each other, your son’s both had proud grins as you and Jimin praised them. Your youngest let out a yawn and quickly your eldest followed. You gave a gentle smile, your heart warming.
“Right, I think that means time for hot chocolate then bed.” You clapped your hands together as your son’s raced indoors, trying to beat each other to the kitchen. You took one last look at the carved pumpkin before following your son’s up the front steps.
“You coming?” You asked Jimin who was just standing still, a small smile on his face. He looked up at the sound of your voice, breaking from his trance.
“Yeah.” He whispered, joining you in entering the house. “Remind me to blow the candle out before we go to bed.” You nodded, watching as he closed the door behind him. Letting out a yawn yourself you rose your eyebrows as you remembered something.
“Oh by the way, Y/S/N wants to go as ‘Blood Sweat and Tears Jimin.’”
Prompt: 14. You say you’ll stop, but then you keep doing it!
Word Count: 374
A/n: hi take this not so good thing while I go on work on a tattoo artist au thing :)
You sat on the bed, staring at the time on your phone. It was 2:30am, and Yoongi was still in his studio. You sighed, for the umpteenth time. You turned your phone off, eyes drooping with tiredness. You put your phone on the bedside table, and sunk into the duvet.
For goodness sake, I’m always waiting for him.
Just as you turned the light off, Yoongi walked in. Your hands hovered over the switch, wondering if you should turn the lights in so Yoongi could see. Your hand slowly travelled back, supporting your head against the pillow.
“YN, turn the light on.” Yoongi spoke.
You laid still, trying to get some sleep. You heard yoongi’s feet shuffle to the light switch, flicking it on.
“Thanks for switching the light on.” He said, sarcastically.
You sat up, an angry look on your face, “You’re late. Again.”
“YN, I’m sorry, I needed to finish this song.” Yoongi replied, changing into some comfier clothes to sleep in.
“Really? You’ve been saying that the past three months! You’re always putting music first!” You exclaimed, throwing your hands in the air.
Yoongi stayed silent.
“Yoongi, I’m not saying that you need to stop work completely, just… spend some time with me too. I barely see you! I know this is what you love, but I want to see my boyfriend.”
“Okay, I’ll stop working so much!” Yoongi said, heading into bed.
“But, you say you’ll stop, but then you keep doing it! I see you so tired, and the work itself is so much! And then, I just feel so lonely, can’t you find a little bit of time with me?”
“YN, not everything is about you, work is more important.”
Your eyes widened, “I never said everything was about me! And, if work is your main priority, then maybe there’s no point in this relationship. Maybe we should wait, until your workload gets smaller.” You turned around, turning the light off and went to sleep.
“Wait, YN, you know that’s not that I meant.” Yoongi said, tapping you awake.
“Well that’s what it sounded like. Now, if you don’t mind, I’m going to sleep. We’ll sort this out tomorrow.”
You and your friend lived together, and in that day. You were so bored and she wasn’t at home. So you called her “Heyyy, where are you?! Why don’t you come back so we can hang out or do something?!”
“Sorry, but I am really busy today. Go and hang out with someone else and a little active with people” and she hang out the phone.
When you thought about no one you really want to go out with. You just thought to hang out with the best thing you love. Books!! But you already have read all the books you had. So you thought to visit the bookstore and buy something.
You closed the house door behind you and started to walk on the street to the nearest bookstore to your house and your favorite one. And then a message came to your phone. You opened it to see a message from Namjoon, and you replied to him:
After you closed your phone. You entered the bookstore. And went to the section were namjoon’s book in. And started to look for it. And you found it in the top shelf, so you tried to stand with your tiptoe to catch it. But then a hand came in front of you and catch it then put it in front of your face.
You turned to see who to be surprised of Namjoon standing close to you and there is no space between you two. You looked at his eyes “Ahhh.. Namjoon? Thank you?” So he realized that he was too close and then he stepped away.
“What are you doing in here?” You asked him curiously. “Well… Haven’t I told you that I’ve just finished my book? I’m looking for another one..” he speaked nervously.
“Ah.. ok..” and then you sat at the table next to the shelves he was looking at. And then he sat with you and there was a book in his hand. “Come, let us take these books and go to a park to read in there, the weather is so beautiful today” he told you. So you nod and headed to the cashier.
He took your book and payed for it, you argued with him about it “Namjoon you don’t have to, I really don’t feel comfortable with it. Please let me pay” You were stubborn, but he was more stubborn than you are.
When you two went to the park. You sat at the grass and put all of your stuff beside you to raise your head and Namjoon wasn’t there, you looked around as if he may be near. But there was nowhere to be found. And his stuff was in front of you with his phone. So you was hoping he will come back.
After a few minutes of your reading. A message came from Namjoon’s phone. You ignored it at the beginning. But you got so curious and you took the phone to read:
You were shocked to know that Namjoon loves someone, and you were so stupid to think that it was you. You got sad about it. Even though you have never admitted to yourself that you like Namjoon. But you packed all of your stuff to stand up and see Namjoon in front of you, “Y/N? Where are you going? I’ve just brought coffee for us. I know you like it when you read..” you got nervous and then answered him “Ahh.. I don’t know, I just don’t feel good. I need to go home..”
“Are you ok?!! Do you need anything?!!” He got pancked and you said “No no.. it’s just a headache..” he nodded and said “Alright, I will walk you to home” and then he gave you your cup of coffee and gathered his stuff.
You were walking without a word.not until you get close to your home, you told Namjoon “By the way.. a message came to you..” he took his phone from his pocket. And then smiled when he read the message.
You wanted to ask about who is his love, and why he smiled like that at the mention of her. “Namjoon.. I’m sorry but I’ve read the message, I didn’t intended to..”
“It’s ok..” he told you that with nervousness. He thought you understood his love of you finally. No until you asked him “Can I ask you who is she? Do I know her? I’m sorry I’m so curious but I might help you…”
He sighed so deep. You were always smart at everything but why so stupid right now. He looked at you but the you spoke “I’m sorry I think I bothered you but…” You couldn’t finish your sentence before he kisses you and presses you to the wall next to your house door. You didn’t push him. You just kissed him back for a long time until he back away a little and whispered in your ear “It’s you, you idiot.. you are the only one I love..”
And then the door opened and you panicked and stayed away from Namjoon to see your friend screaming at you “Where the hell have you been?! And wh…” when she saw you both stressed. She looked at you with a nasty smile.
“Ahh.. I think I should go..” Namjoon said it and then kissed your cheek to say “See you tomorrow” And then he is gone
Your friend laughed and said with anger “When did you two were dating?! And why you didn’t told me?!” You looked at her “Because we are not dat…” and then you notice that he said see you tomorrow and got blushing “Well, we have just started it..”