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DEWSBURY BENGALS
1/10:
Tari Colsoun - Goalkeeper       2: Patricia Bennet - Centre
5: Elvira Layne - left wing                  7: Zita Layne - right back
8: Jesse Tyler - Circle runner           12: Karen Porter - left back
13: Jamie Lowe - left wing               14: Nora Glower - right back
15: Ida Norris - right wing                16: Kori Locket - circle runner and right wing
17: Alane Fritier - centre                  18: Laura Baker - centre and left back
80/20: Lisbeth Lujan - Goalkeeper 
Handball coach: Eduardo Mills

Starting team: Lisbeth (nr.80), Elvira (Nr.5), Ida (Nr.15), Laura (Nr.18),
Jesse (Nr.8), Alane (Nr.17), Nora (Nr.14)

Substitutes: Kori (Nr.16), Karen (Nr.12), Tari (Nr.1/10), Patricia (Nr.2),
Zita (Nr.7), Jamie (Nr.13)

For as long as i’ve been creative i’ve been fearful, fearful of rejection, fearful of failure, fearful of who does this kid think he is? About a year ago I signed my record deal, I thought I was going to wake up one morning and all of a sudden be the dopest person on the planet, with sick style and incredible music. I realised soon after it was not going to be that easy. I realised that the art I appreciate and the people I appreciate are not just the average person walking down the street. You can take away their money, and take away their fame but they would cut up a garbage bag and be wearing it like just came off the runaway in Paris. They’d still be doing that thing that is just left of centre that you either love or you hate, but to be frank they don’t give a fuck about what you think. Art is risk, upon realising this it’s been an interesting journey, I’m on the path to being a person that equally terrified by and obsessed with, my true self. I realised that if I wanted to make cool shit, I had to make cool shit. If that cool shit was letting myself scream into a microphone in a room full of people looking like a complete idiot because I know it’s going to sound amazing on the final track, it’s about doing that. But this doesn’t only apply to me, if it’s about taking rad photos that your friends are going to condescendingly call ‘so tumblr’, it’s about doing that. If it’s about singing at the top of your lungs when you’re tone deaf, it’s about doing that. If it’s about showing of your ass because you know it’s cute, even if you get called a slut, it’s about doing that. If it’s wearing something you probably can’t pull of like woman’s platform converse shoes when you’re a 19 year old man, it’s about doing that. Whatever it is, I urge you to do it. Don’t let people stifle you because you’re doing the shit that they have always been too scared to do. Love your body, let your mind wander and let yourself be the person that you’ve secretly always wanted to be. Life isn’t about finding yourself, it’s about creating yourself.
—  Troye Sivan, Becoming You.

holy jesus guys so like i was tryna imagine how many people 5000 was and i literally couldn’t that’s a lot frick ok i love you guys so fucking much ugh ok let’s get on with this, yeah?

#-E

| 0range-franta | adorablehowell | adoringoakley | alexdoestv | alohahowell | alohatroyler | amazingtroyler | ayeoakley | ayetroyler | baconphancakes | bigdaddysivan | bootyoakley | cantsurvivereality | caredaway | chefyk | connofranta | dailytrxyler | dailytroyler | daleyoakley | damndanhowell | danullhowl | darkparadise2000 | editsofyoutube | elliotfriar

F-K

| fiercequeengrassi | forever-troyler | fr3ntus | frentus-wants-to-frickle-frack | fricklefracklefrentus | fricksivan | gladyousaidhi | godblesstyleroakley | hannahgogan | hashtagtroyler | heartyglobe | hella-zoella | hellamellet | hipster-troye | httpsivan | i3troyler | i3tyler | istroyleracarb | itmetroye | itustroyler | josephsugg | kaleidanscope | klainky | kronnler |

L-Q

| lessamazingphil | letsgoyoutubing | letsslaytroyler | lostintroylerland | losttroylerworld | lovingoakley | mamamelletandmamaoakleyslay | mangothatismelancholy | melletmadness | mightymellet | motherfriggintroyler | my2ndlifebeingatroylershipper | noootella | ohitroyler | ohtyluhyouresodreamy | okaytroyler | ourtroylerinfinityy | palesivan | peace-out-little-munchkins | phantasticphil | placentaandllamas

R-T

| romoanoff | rxnchdrxssing | sellingmysoultotroyesivan | sexyphancake | shepsexual | shiptr0yler | sivandoms | sivanist | smilingtroye | smolderingtroyler | snugglyoakley | sprinkleofglitter | starryeyesandblurredlies | staycloudytroyler | suptroyler | t-r-o-y-l-e-r-e-l-l-a | t-r-x-y-e | thatboytroye | thatgirlwhosobssesedwithyoutube | thatsacutedesk | thatwinkingtwink | thesecretlifeoftroyler | thirstyfortroyler | thiswillbringuscloser | tilly-oakley | tillyjustkinda | tillyoakley | totally-troyler | tr-oyesivan | trickydillon | trovesivan | troye-is-a-cutie-patootie | troyemorelikebeyonce | troyeroye | troyes-fan-girl | troyes-lip-ring | troyesbooty | troyesivanisjesus | troyesivanismyqueen | troyesivian18 | troyethehotboy18 | troyetopia | troyetroyetroye | troyeuphoria | troyler-sivanley | troylerdancing | troylered | troylerisinyou | troylerissocoollike | troylerkuhl | troylerrocksmyworld | troylersawesomeworld | troyleroakleytroylerslayever | troylerstwinkbottoms | troylertime | trxylermyqueen | twinkbottom | twirlingtroyetylah | tyler-oakleys-pickle | tylerbroakley | tyleroakely | tyleroakleyisjesus | tyleroakleyismyqueen | tyleroakleyisthebae | tyleroakleysbooty | tyleroakleysslave | tyleroakliy | tylerslittleshit | tylersmintgreenhair | tylersquiff | tylersranchdressing

U-Z

| ughoakley | ughhowell | ughtroyler | versatyler | wearetylerspeople | whatsagarb | whoistroyeanyway | whocares-darlingwinksandtwinks | xsillytilly | yastroylerworld | youtubers-passion | youtubers-ugh | zalphie | zozeebo |

jfc that took me a long-ass time and i should be doing my homework rn but whatevs k anyways thank you all a lot i love you dearly but one last lil thing-

dear tyler oakley (it won’t let me tag him) 

you make me so fucking happy like whenever school is shit or my friends are being annoying or mean or when life just sucks in general i go and watch your videos until i feel better and it always works so thank you i love you a lot ugh

but also like, i think it’s time for a follow back, yeah? i think so. 

OK IM SORRY IF I FORGOT YOU BUT I LOVE YOU GUYS ALL TO DEATH AND THANK YOU ENDLESSLY FOR 5K