22nd of November.
Went to church to surprise my sister in christS and they went totally speechless hahahaha, it was a white lie anyways :p
I love them!! Today’s youth message was on David and Goliath! My all time favourite message! I super love it! Would totally share it here…. what I’ve learnt from Reverend Irwin :) God’s words definitely made my heart pumped like 120miles per hour… lololololl, It was so encouraging and yes, make us(the underdogs) to have unrelentless faith on Jesus!
that everything is just possible, when we attach faith to strength, intelligence and courage on everything we do!
and okay, the main point is.
The fear of coming back home to face scolding and nagging again, I guess it kinda happened after youth, on the way back home.
It always begin when traffic is bad, and my mom being a little sick at the same time, with the traffic….
The scolding began, but this time, I thought I couldn’t tolerate.
Well, I was there, and I realize I have a different attitude to face the harsh tone. As usual, I’m quiet and trying to think of something to cheer the atmosphere. However, I have this peace in my heart at the same time, that words can’t really describe. The only explanation is that, Holy Spirit recognize the harsh voice, but able to you know..,.. kinda calm myself, and nope, I do not feel pissed off or very upset.
And I’m prompted by the Holy Spirit to pray for the transformation of my mother. Mmm, Yes pls! Let me be diligent with this prayer!
Praise the Lord! :)
He is such a loving Father!
With so much gratitude in my heart,
Jinnnnn :) <3