“I’ll look after Simon,” he says. It feels wrong, but: All that he has ever wanted to do is look after Simon.
(raphael dreams and it’s heartbreaking)
Elaine studies him quickly, and Raphael almost thinks that the lie is coming undone. Unraveling, just like everything else in his life. The Clave wants to burn him alive. Camille wants to kill him. The clan is divided. His family is in danger.
(raphael has mom feels in regard to elaine, I’m sad af)
“Be careful, fledgling.” He warns, resting his hand on Simon’s face. He holds his cheek in his hand delicately, like he doesn’t want to hurt him.
(raphael + casual touching. he’s not as obvious as he hopes)
He was okay with it. With being alone, with feeling the emptiness in the place his heart used to be in, with feeling nothing.
Until it stopped being fine anymore.
(raphael pov in how simon changes him, 339 words)
Raphael just enters his room when he’s not there and grabs a few of Simon’s shirts from his closet. Purely out of spite.
(they’re very petty in this and it’s adorable)
“I couldn’t go out in the daylight,” Raphael reminded him.
“Yeah, of course you couldn’t. I’m surprised you’re here at all, since there’s a death order put on me, may I remind you.”
(sweet post dust and shadows fix it, 674 words)
But he couldn’t show weakness in front of others, not when people were so eager to use it against him.
(raphael working out his post-betrayal feelings with magnus)
Talking to this Raphael, to the Raph Simon could’ve had if he hadn’t screwed up, makes him miss his Raphael. He just wants to go home and fix it.
(featuring 50′s!human raphael + saphael fluff)
“That was a bit forward,” he managed to breath out, before his face broke into a grin. “Do it again.”
(saphael fluff + first kiss)
“Um,” he turned to whisper directly into Raphael’s ear. “I’ve mentioned this before, but they still don’t know. About us. Jace probably thinks you hate me.”
(secret relationship fluff)
“Yes, I understand your threats. Now, if you don’t mind…” Raphael looked pointedly at Luke’s hand that still gripped his shoulder. He ignored the werewolf muttering Simon was right about the jackets.
(god this is precious. raphael asking for luke’s approval to date simon)
Simon is the only one who makes sense. Raphael has fallen in love, hard, he knows this much at least.
(many different saphael kisses)
He had fangs out and had bitten into his wrist without so much as a second thought. Camille had given Simon enough of her blood to be obsessed with her but was it enough to save him?
(missing scene when raphael was carrying simon to clary/jace. oh my heart this boy fell so hard)
“So….you kissed me.” He eventually said, slowly looking up.
(featuring aggressive!simon + making up + first kiss)
He’s so beautiful and Simon wonders how it took him so long to see it.
(raphael kisses simon for the first time & simon was not expecting it)
It wasn’t too hard to figure out the other’s whereabouts because Raphael was quite used to being aware of Simon’s by now so he could easily find him, even in this loud environment that smelled of way too many different people and partly magical ingredients for drinks.
(matchmaker magnus and magic mistletoe, bless him)
There was no denying that Simon did enjoy this new level of intimacy in their yet to be determined relationship and it felt like Raphael presenting himself to his fledgeling in such a vulnerable position, trusting Simon to take the lead, he fell even more for the gorgeous clan leader and he had been head over heels for the guy for quite some time now.
(saphael smut + an accidental love confession)
“Jesus Christ,” Simon tugged him into his chest and kissed him. They moved together for a few seconds before separating. “Calm your shit.”
(I’m a sucker for jealous!raphael so naturally, this is incredible)
Raphael falls in love with him in every life, and Simon doesn’t remember.
(reincarnation!au that broke me)
“I wish I could say that you’re my home.” Simon blurts out unthinkingly. He looks to see Raphael’s shoulders stiffen, his body going very still.
(01x13 missing scene that made me cry, fluff + angst. also the title…nnnghh my heart)
“Simon”, She says her voice a bit teasing. “he’s your soulmate, write to him on your flesh.”
(soulmate!au where words appear on your soulmates skin, I cried happy tears)
He had a chance, and that chance was ripped away from him by Camille. He warned Simon. He warned Simon. He warned Simon. This is his fault.
(raphael in the building with dead!simon, I love being dead :’) )
He would give Simon anything.
(You feel everything as a vampire.)
(I have no heart left after this one, it’s shredded. religious!raphael + smut with feelings)
It was on a night when it was Raphael’s turn to be ‘educated’, that things got weird.
(incomplete/WIP that tells the story of how they fell in love and apart, I cried. another title that breaks me)
Raphael does the unforgivable act of touching him. Grabs his shoulder like they’re something close to friends again. It hurts more than the cross ever would.
(episode: A Door Into the Dark from raphael’s pov. he is so soft and hurting. I’m aching)