jeromes-dream

sympathy gifts irl friends have given me
- flowers
- a jeromes dream 7"
- starbucks gift card
- some strawberries they grew
- hallmark card for losing a loved one

this is my attempt at an apology
  • this is my attempt at an apology
  • father figure
  • jumping off a building
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 i fall apart anytime you come around, and i’m sorry for how that must have made you feel. i should have looked through your point of view to see what it’s like to have a piece of shit fall for you. so this is my attempt at an apology. i’m sorry.

I'm Reminded of a Kid Who Used to Stomp Bugs
  • I'm Reminded of a Kid Who Used to Stomp Bugs
  • Jeromes Dream
  • Completed 1997-2001
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back to the beginning.
it’s the end of me.
i wonder what it would be like if i didn’t know you.
deconstruction of autopia.
we agreed, if given a chance, we’d do it again.
we’d do it the same.
yes i feel sorry for you.

My Most Recent Left Right Brain Argument
  • My Most Recent Left Right Brain Argument
  • Jeromes Dream
  • Jeromes Dream / Orchid - Split
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“The awkward transition of weaning myself off of you.
Hearing your voice brings me crashing down.
The crusade against my sanity is going well.
I never wanted to be bitter but I’ve lost faith in us.
I thought I’d know you forever, now I just wish this would end.”

A Second Grade Art Project
  • A Second Grade Art Project
  • Jeromes Dream
  • Seeing Means More Than Safety
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It’s repetitious. I can’t figure out how to let go. 
It’s repetitious. I tried to find a way to say goodbye, but you weren’t there. Off on cloud nine. Off on cloud nine.

I cut off my arm, but it still didn’t compare to the shock of losing you.

Then I woke up.