❝ You’ll be fine. ❞

Plot: When Taehyung and Jungkook, your boyfriend and best friend, find out you’ve cancer after you faintend in front of their eyes. 

Taehyung x Jungkook x Reader

Words count: 1,4k+
Genre: Angst
For anon, I really hope you like it! M. ♥
Gif isn’t mine, credits to the owner! ♥

Originally posted by jungkookfortunekookies

Originally posted by bangts

“KOOOOKS, COME DOWN!”  

“NOONA, I CAN FLY!”  

The laughter fill the air around you and you keep to look your best friend on the ramp for skating, worried more than ever. Taehyung’s hand, his big hand with that tapering fingers you just love, starts to slip through your hair undisturbed, provoking you a slight thrill down your spine.  

“You look like his mother rather than his best friend, Jagi..”  

“He could be hurt, then your PDnim kills me not you two..”  

“I’m sure Kooks has nine lives like a cat..”

You shake your head, smiling amused, returning to lay with your shoulders against his chest.  

It’s a nice evening, finally you can hang out with your favorite people and they can relax and not think, albeit only for a few hours about the stress of the tour, the comeback and everything be an idols implies.  

His fingers began to brush your forearms, it seem almost he’s playing a piano on your skin as he press and raises his fingertips, manage to get small sighs of relief and pure pleasure out of you.

Those caresses are your favorites and he can remember so well that he just can spends hours to touch your body, admiring you in complete silence.  

“AISH.. YOU’RE DISGUSTING! COME HERE!”  

“Kooks.. I don’t see my girlfriend for more than three weeks, shut up! ”  

“HYUNG, COME ON, I NEED TO POUR OUT THE ENERGY. I’m too used to work and when I have some free time are so loaded that I’ve to take it out… ”  

“You know, Kooks, the way you said it.. It looked a bit… Nasty ”  

Taehyung bursts out laughing at your statement and despite the light is muffled, there’s only that of the lamps into the park, you can see the sudden redness that colors your best friend’s cheeks. You enjoy teasing him, because you know you’re one of the few people who can really do it.  

He makes the grimace to you, so with exasperated sighing you leave Taehyung’s embrace, walking along to the ramp to “play” with Jungkook.  

“Do YOU really leave me for him? Y/N! I’m your boyfriend! ”  

“DO YOU REALLY WANT TO MAKE CRY THIS POOR AND LITTLE GUY?? I CAN’T STAND HIM AND HIS UPSET FACE! ”  

“I can hear you…” He murmurs, pretending to be annoyed, but you see him clearly “gloating” as for his victory on his Hyung.  

Hyung who doesn’t wait for more than two seconds to join you and you feel lifted, his arms tight around your hips, like you was light as a feather.  

You scream, your voice load of fun, starting to wiggle your legs in an attempt to break free from his grip. It’s the highlight of the last few weeks, and then when he finally lets your feet’re flat on the ground, you can’t help but smile and squeezing his hand in yours, doing cast off your fingers.  

Your look goes on that plot, his huge and tapered hand that perfectly holds yours, smaller and more delicate, making you think you’re in a beautiful dream. Still, after more than a year, you wonder how it’s possible that a guy like him has feelings for someone like you.  

“You’re so mushy that I’ve diabetes, guys….”  

“Be quiet, Kooks.” You whisper, looking at him with your “worst” killer gaze. You smile to see him do a little bow while Taehyung hugs you from behind and wraps with his body, making you feel safe and at home.  

His arms are your home and between them you’ve never experienced the slightest fear.  

“Now that we’re both here, Kooks.. what should we do? I was so comfortable on the grass to cuddle my girlfriend.. ”  

“HYUNG! You’re 24! You should be full of energy, we will have a challenge? You choose what kind of competition! ”  

“Oh God, why do you men must always put everything on competition?”  

“Nooooona, shhhh. Sit back down and look at the destruction of your boyfriend ”  

You raise your eyes, sometimes you want to kill him, charging a kiss on Taehyung’s cheek and abandoning, for the umpteenth time, his embrace.  

It’s at that moment, while you walk toward your bag on the grass, that your head starts spinning violently. You stop walking, squeezing your eyes and trying to breathe deeply; you think it’s just a sudden drop in blood pressure.  

The feeling is gone as well and you start walking again but everything vanishes completely when you fall to the ground, totally passed out.

                                         _______


“What happened?”

“We were in the Park, Hyung and.. She suddenly collapsed to the ground. She was pale and c-cold.. She seemed dead ”

“Taehyung.. You’ll see that it’s nothing, don’t worry. Her parents are talking with the doctors, she’ll be fine. ”

“Yes, Jin Hyung.”

“Where is Kooks?”

“With Jimin.. He’s trying to calm him down. ”

“Sit down, you need to rest a bit, too.

                                      ______


“What.. W-what does it mean… Cancer?? ”

“I’m sorry Ma'am..”

“N-No.. My baby.. ”

“The good thing is that at the first stage, there are 80% chance… We’ll do everything, I promise. ”

“M-my baby..” 

                                     ______


“Wake up Jagi.”

After those that you think are interminable seconds, you finally open your eyes and Taehyung’s smile welcomes you with love. But there’s something in his eyes, that causes a strange feeling you can’t decipher.

You smile and greet his lips on yours with desire. They’re touching and kissing like it was the first kiss and when he bites your bottom lip, with more subtlety than normal, you sigh just continuing to smile.

“I feel dizzy.”

“You’ve been asleep for two days straight.”

“T-Two?? Aigoo… Mom and Dad? ”

“They’ve.. They’ve a coffee. ”

His tone is weird and the uncomfortable feeling overbearingly bite in your chest. You look at him more carefully and see, something that you never used to be able to see, that even his smile is not the classic smile that you fell in love with.

“What …?”

“It’s nothing Jagi, It’s nothing.”

“Taehyung..”

“You’ve cancer Noona, is why he can’t tell you.”

Kooks’ voice hits you violently and you turn violently your head towards him, noticing only at that time your best friend, sitting in an armchair in the shadows as if trying to hide from the world.

“Jungkook..”

“Hyung.. You can’t wait.. She needs to know so she can start the treatment. You don’t want her to be saved? ”

“OF COURSE, BUT GOD YOU COULD BE MORE GENTLE. DO YOU THINK IT’S EASY FOR HER, NOW? YOU’RE SELFISH ”

“ME? HYUNG, SHE’S MY BEST FRIEND, YOU’RE NOT THE ONLY ONE WHO IS SCARED TO DEATH OF LOSING HER! ”

“Enough..”

You whisper while shock and the situation makes its way inside you. You’re 22 and you’ve cancer. Silence makes its way in the room, at that time, and immediately you feel Taehyung’s arms around you. They protect you, but this time they can’t do anything to help you.

You can’t cry, you’re still too shocked to react, but you lay your head against his shoulder and let yourself be lulled. His deep voice reassures you that everything will be all right but Jungkook’s gaze, tucked away into the shadow, can’t help you. You two are similar and the fear you read in his eyes is the same one that begins to cripple you completely.

“T-Tae..”

“Tell me..”

“I don’t want to… I.. ”

“You’ll be fine. You got us, you will always got us Y/N ”

  • Me: *has been on Tumblr for the past four hours*
  • My Brain: 'you gotta call for help at this stage'
  • Me: '그 손을 내밀어줘 save me save me'
  • My Brain: ...
  • Me: ...
  • Me and My Brain: 'I need your love before I fall, fall'
Dog’s Advantage ~Jeongguk

It was obvious when you first started dating Jeongguk he wasn’t normal. Even though he tried hard to hide it he couldn’t. His canine teeth were sharper than normal, for your first date with him he didn’t show his teeth when he smiled. At first you thought it was because he didn’t really like you, but soon he asked you on another date, then another and another. Every time another guy tried moves on you he’d growl in a way. Finally he asked you if you wanted a real relationship with him. You said yes of course. 

Two months after you and him began dating he finally told you why he had such a weird behavior. Turned out, your boyfriend was a werewolf. You were surprised, but only because you thought they were fictional beings. That’s the belief anyways. The world of vampires, werewolves, fairies, ect. didn’t exist. All were just tales parents told their kids or made into movies and books, not real. Right?

Well, that went down the drain fast. Here you were sitting on your couch with your boyfriend, who happened to be a werewolf. He was more of an animagus, but depending on what tale you go off of that makes him a werewolf. He was currently in wolf form sleeping sprawled out. You looked at him and smiled. 

“He’s like two companions in one~” You beamed. His ears perked up and he lifted his head and looked at you. Your face flushed pink as you stared at him. He jumped off the couch and headed to your room. You tilted your head to the side as his tail disappeared into the door frame. A few minutes later a fully clothed, human, Jeongguk walked out and back to the couch picking you up and sitting back down with you in his lap.

“But I’m sure you like this form better. Right?” He smirked.

“Well I can kiss this one so I’ll have to say yes!” You giggled and pecked his lips. 

“I’m glad.” His head perked up and he looked to the door. “Visitor.” 

Not even a second later a knock at the door echoed in your home. You rolled your eyes and stood up walking over to the door and answering it. A pizza guy stood awkwardly at the door. “Uh I have an order for Jeon Jeongguk?” You turned around and rested your hands on your hips and raised a brow at him. You were shocked to see him back in dog form so you quickly looked around. 

“Uh yeah, He probably went to the bathroom.” You pulled out some money and payed the man and took the pizza box. Shutting the door you looked at Jeonguuk who’s tail was wagging fast and he looked pleased, as pleased as a dog could look. 

“Jeongguk that wasn’t funny!” You scolded him and set the box on the coffee table. He barked at you and his ears perked up. He ran into the kitchen and came back out, back to normal, with cups of soda.

“Sorry Jagiya!” He begins, handing you a cup, “Forgive me?” He gave you a cute smile, showing off his teeth and sat down.

“I can’t tell if your a wolf or a bunny!” You laughed at him. His face fell into a shocked expression and reigned offence.

“I am a wild wolf Jagi! A beast among man!” He protested. 

“Yeah well ‘Beast’ You owe me $10 for that pizza you ordered and made me pay for.” You announced. He laughed at you rubbing the back of his neck sheepishly.

“Sorry Jagiya. Let’s eat then I’ll get you that money.” He opened the box and grabbed a piece and bites into it.

“You have such an unfair dog’s advantage!” You grabbed a piece as well and started eating rolling your eyes and Jeongguk who just laughed.

“Yet you still love me from my head to my tail!” He cheered and eat more. You wouldn’t deny it. You loved the cheesy dork..Who just happened to have cheese hanging from his mouth.  


Sorry it’s short!

I hope everyone who bitched about Jimin posting in the fancafe while on tour and said he didn’t like intl fans is really proud of themselves. He’s acknowledged intl fans and asked people to translate stuff so many times in the last couple of days; he obviously feels guilty. He even had Hoseok do that live with him so be could understand and interact with the intl fans. You guys really made him feel bad.

Not every idol can read/speak/understand English, languages are hard. Some people really struggle with learning second languages. And honestly I don’t think idols should be required to learn English or Japanese or anything else if they don’t really, actually want to. That kind of expectation is just too much, imo. We should take it as a nice surprise when an idol knows a second language instead of an expectation or a requirement. And on top of that, what is getting upset with an idol for communicating in their own language with fans who speak that language suppose to do exactly? Yelling at him doesn’t make him suddenly capable of understanding everything you guys type at him at lightening speed. It just hurts his feelings.

And of course he would feel home sick. He’s in a foreign country, eating foreign food, surrounded by people he can’t understand. If I remember correctly Jimin was the one who got homesick the fastest on Bon Voyage. He loves his country and there’s nothing wrong with that. He’s a homebody, so sue him.

Anyway it’s like 4am, I’m emotional, and him asking people to translate on ch+ for intl fans made me :/ :/ :/ because he shouldn’t have to worry about that. He’s a good kid and he doesn’t deserve to be spoken to that way by people (his fans) who are suppose to love and support him. I love armys, but honestly I don’t think you guys realize how spoiled we are. Your expectations are unrealistic.

There are fandoms out there that can’t even find an eng sub of a five minute clip of their group months after it’s aired. We get twenty subs uploaded to YouTube in a matter of hours. Armys work hard for each other and it makes BTS seem more accessible than they actually are, but please remember to respect the members in real time when English isn’t always an option. I hope that makes sense?? Like don’t let the ease of accessibility make you forget that, in the moment, you are dealing with real people with feelings who might struggle to understand you.

In short; please don’t be selfish and always remember to respect the members. They love you and they work hard for you. They deserve to be spoken to with care.