my mom asked me something tonight and it made me think
she asked how my friends and I can stand to hang out with each other literally like every night and if we ever get sick of each other, and (speaking for myself only, of course) i said no. because it’s true, i don’t. we don’t have to be doing anything at all, i just like their company. i like having people to talk to. and, it helps me deal with other things a lot too. because when i’m with them i don’t think about my ex-boyfriend or my school issues or anything stressful. it might just be the large amount of marijuana we smoke, but with them i’m always happy and laughing and just enjoying life. i don’t know, it’s weird i guess. but i’m glad i have friends who i really care about and want to be friends with for a long time. 2 of my closest friends, I’ve known since grade 4. that’s a long time. I DON’T KNOW I’M JUST REALLY GRATEFUL OKAY.
now i just need my best friend back :(((