Resume: I had an ordinary life, or that’s what I
wanted to believe. I lost myself in the TV series that I listened to forget the
normal boring life. What I didn’t know, however, was that my life would change
myself in 2013 at Beacon Hills County.
be a Stiles x Reader but only further in the story
In this chapter: First day of school! So excited! Too much
excited. I forgot my mission. I change the future again.
Word count: 2632
In the end
I was so stressed, I didn’t close my eyes for the rest of the night. I didn’t
want to fall asleep and make a nightmare again, and the excitement of going to
school the next day kept my eyes wide open until morning. And it was Scott who
knocked at my door to tell me I had to get ready, all while giving me an empty
have to go to the director’s office, he’ll give you your schedule and also the
textbooks you’ll need. The sheriff made it with the school management to have
the same schedule as me. ”
I nodded as
I ran my hand through my hair. I needed a good shower.
When I was washed,
dressed, and combed as best I could, I put my bandage on my ankle and the
splint on my hand before taking my crutch and heading for the stairs. Scott was
waiting for me downstairs, a shy smile on the corners of his lips. He also had
my school bag in one hand, and in the other he was holding a motorcycle helmet.
at the top of the stairs.
have to go by motorcycle?” I asked him, already knowing the answer.
is still at work, she had several emergencies. It’s not as bad as it looks,”
he tried to reassure me. Then I remembered the reason why Melissa was still at
work in episode 1 of season 3. The motorcycle accident with Isaac and Braeden,
pursued by the twins. I hesitated. Should I tell him? But I was going to suffer
if I spoke and if he rushed to the hospital, the future would change again. And
then I remembered that in any case he would go there later in the day. I had to
let this happen. So I went downstairs and took the helmet from Scott’s hands.
“How do we do for my
In the end, the motorcycle ride wasn’t that
bad. Scott had tied my crutches to the back and I had been able to take advantage
of the position to hold him by the waist. Riding a motorcycle behind Scott
Mccall. Little fantasy of many fans.
I tried all the way to recognize my surrounding,
but the streets and houses I saw didn’t remind me anything. It was true that we
didn’t really see the roads in the show. Finally, after a few minutes, I
recognized the school and my heart rate accelerated. The facade, the many
students who smiled and walked to their future. Everything was so unreal, I was
like in a dream. I forgot my responsibilities and my mission so much I was
Finally Scott parked his bike in the parking
lot and I pulled out my helmet looking around. Yellow buses, school, students.
Then, aside from us, I saw two black motorcycles, which made me lose my smile.
Twin’s bikes. Problems.
In front of me I also saw the smile of Scott
fall. He was so proud of his motorcycle, so seeing these engines before him, he
was probably thinking his vehicle looked ridiculous.
“I prefer your bike,” I said shyly in
order to cheer him up.
“Thank you …” He mumbled, smiling,
then went down and helped me do the same. Then he gave me my crutches and
headed for the school.
“I have to meet Stiles in front of our
lockers,” Scott started, which made me stick to the sound of the name of
my favorite character. Scott continued to move forward and noticed that I wasn’t
following him. He turned around and my heart accelerated automatically.
“Something’s wrong?” He asked me worried
as he put a gentle hand on my shoulder. I couldn’t tell him that the idea of
meeting Stiles was the reason of my nervousness!
“N-no, everything’s fine,” I lied
even though I knew he would notice it. I had to find an excuse. A reason. I
wasn’t ready to meet Stiles, not yet! It was one of my fantasies, a dream, I
dreamed of it literally, I had a ton of images of him in my cell phone (which I
still wanted to recover).
“I’ll go to the director’s office right
away. See you in class?” I stammered quickly before taking my bag from his
hands and putting it on my shoulder. Then I walked as fast as I could with my
crutches toward the school, lowering my head, hoping not to meet anyone known.
My heart was beating so fast and my head turning as a hundred pace. I no longer
looked where I was going, so of course I rushed into something brutally. Or was
it was the thing that rushed into me? Anyway, I fell on the ground shouting in
surprise and pain at the same time. I had fallen on my wounded hand.
"Oh god, I’m sorry I didn’t see you, I’m
so sorry! I’m very clumsy, are you okay?”
Did I really have to fall on him the moment I
I froze automatically as I heard him picking up
his things clumsily. He helped me get up and I let myself go, still paralyzed,
eyes wide open and probably drool on the chin. I didn’t dare look at him. Don’t
look at him. Don’t look at him. His hands were on me. His big hands I had
always found beautiful. His smell was around me as he was right beside me. An
indescribable mixture that made my head spun. He handed me my crutches, which I
took a moment to grab, my head still lowered to look at the floor. I mustn’t
look at him.
“Hey, are you okay?” He snapped his
fingers in front of my face and for a split second I looked up at him. Only a
fraction of a second, but I saw his face.
His honey brown eyes. His hair now longer than
in the previous season. His moles. His lips. His eyebrows. Perfect perfection.
My heart was about to explode.
“Y / N! I saw you fall, are you all right?
Scott was running towards us. Now that I had seen
his face, my eyes didn’t want to detach from Stiles. He was so beautiful and
real, so good, precious, heroic, altruistic, intelligent. I still couldn’t
“You know her? She’s frozen like that
since we’ve ran in each other. ”
“Y / N?” Scott said softly, putting his
hand on my arm, which made me get out of my torpor.
"Ahhhh !! You’ve seen the time!” I shouted
leaving as fast as I could from the two boys. They really had to find me weird.
I was stupid. Dumb. What had taken me? Pull yourself back together, Y / N!
I wasn’t very far from them when I heard Stiles
speak. And when Stiles speaks, I always listen.
"Who is it? ”
“It’s … my sister-in-law … she’s
amnesic,” Scott replied, which made me stop again in the middle of the hallway
under the curious glances of the students.
“Seriously, didn’t find better?” I
mumbled before remembering that Scott could still hear me. Shit. I went back to
the director’s office without further delay.
I was just outside the door when I saw two
sheets on the bulletin board that stopped me again. Notices of research for
For Boyd and Erica.
Sadness invaded my heart. I was so excited by
school, the new world. Stiles. I had forgotten my mission. I had to save
everyone, but unfortunately it was too late for Erica. She was already dead.
Tears rose to my eyes and I had to lean against the wall for a moment to catch
my breath. It was real, the world and the characters, and it also meant that
the pain and the dead were so. That suffering would stay if I couldn’t save the
victims. Once my breathing calmed down, I entered the director office, whom
held a long sword in his hands, a surprised, intrigued but also totally
outdated expression on the face.
“Can someone tell me what the hell is that?”
He asked another man who shrugged his shoulder as an answer. Then he saw me and
hurried to hide Gerard’s sword.
“What can I do for you, miss?”
The time it took to sign papers again, receive
my schedule and my textbooks made me 20 minutes late in my first class. The director
insisted on coming with me to guide me but I politely refused his offer and
went off in search of my class. I found it in the end and hesitated a
moment before knocking at the door that was facing me. Was I ready to go inside?
Starting my new life as a high school student?
I had no choice. The teacher came to open me, a
radiant smile on her face.
But for my part, I froze, stopping to breathe,
eyes widened by fright.
“You must be Y / N, we were waiting for
I couldn’t move. She was there. I have
forgotten about her.
She noticed my frightened look and advanced
towards me, placing a delicate hand on my shoulder.
“Don’t be afraid, I am aware of your
situation and I promise you that I will be there to help and guide you
throughout this hard moment you’re living.”
And I’ll be there to
stop you from killing,
I thought forcing a smile.
Her sweet and gentle appearance hid the snake
sleeping in her. Jennifer Blake. Anger and determination took the place of fear
and I limped back with my crutches to face the class.
“Here’s Y / N,” Jennifer began.
“Be welcoming with her.”
Among the thirty peers of eyes that scanned me
I recognized only three who succeeded in restoring me the stress of this
Stiles, Lydia and Allison.
But I couldn’t see Scott.
“You can take the seat behind Allison,
Scott just left, he had an emergency,” said the teacher. I nodded,
avoiding crossing Stiles’ gaze and sat behind Allison, who raised her head to
me when I sat, my crutches beside me. Allison turned to give me a comforting
smile. She wanted to help me, thinking that I was probably very lonely because
Scott wasn’t there and that he probably told the whole pack that I was his
amnesic half-sister or something. Whatever the reason, I appreciated Allison’s
attention. She was very nice and kind.
“Hey, Scott’s half-sister!” A voice
murmured to my left. I lowered my head as I felt the red rising to my cheeks.
Stiles remembered me. Obviously … I had made the worst first impression in
the world. He would remember me as the strange and amnesic half-sister of his
“I didn’t know Scott had a half-sister.”
That was Lydia’s voice sitting on Stiles’ left.
But I didn’t dare look up at her, I was already very intimidated by the number
of characters I met simultaneously.
The class continued as usual, as if I had never
been there, but I wasn’t listening. We had to read some book I didn’t know
about, but I couldn’t concentrate. I knew that Stiles was just beside me and a
burning urge to look at him was stinging my stomach since I entered the
classroom. I could not think of anything else.
“Hey, Lydia, What is that?” Stiles
whispered next to me. I tensed up immediately and listen to their conversation.
“Prada bit me.”
“Your dog?” “
"No, my designer handbag. Yes, my dog.
“You should not keep it if it gets
“Prada never bit me before.”
“There’s a beginning for everything.
I began to panic. It wasn’t the discussion they
were supposed to have. They should have talked about the accident with the deer,
the correlations, never two without three. But they hadn’t had the accident.
And after this discussion, after…
My heart missed a beat as I turned to the
window and got up my seat.
“Y / N, sit down please, the class is not
over,” Jennifer told me.
“Boom,” I said, and two seconds later
a crow crashed into the window, startling everyone.
A surge of adrenaline rushed through my body as
Jennifer walked over to the window, too absorbed by the phenomenon (caused by
her, FYI), to tell the students to run.
“Everybody out! Get out of class now!” I
shouted as I pointed the door. "They’re coming, everybody out!” I
repeated, but nobody moved. Everyone was frozen by the black cloud that was
flying towards the classroom.
“Damn, move!” I repeated again, hearing
some students stand up. "Now! ”
Other birds darkened towards the windows when
the students finally rushed to the door. Many succeeded in going out, but not
Then a crow broke the window and everything happened
I grabbed Stiles by the shirt, which was near
Lydia to protect her and pushed them to the door without saying anything. I did
the same with other students who managed to get out of class. The rest of them
were hiding under the desks, and I had a little satisfaction when I saw
Jennifer being attacked by the black birds. I looked at the door frame to see
Lydia and Allison safe. New feeling of satisfaction. But this feeling soon came
down when I noticed that Stiles was no longer with them.
However, I was in the middle of the class,
uncovered. Soon the crows melted towards me and I was attacked by dozens of mad
birds that grafted and lacerated my skin. I fell to the ground trying to
protect myself as best I could and felt a weight against me, someone protecting
me with his body, but I couldn’t see who it was.
After long minutes of anxiety and fear, silence
fell into the classroom. A grim silence where the hidden students came out from
under the desk and where those who had left the class came in to observe the mess.
The person on me drew back and I finally knew his identity.
“You’re okay?” He asked me, blood flowing
on his forehead. I gave him a blow on his arm, feeling the red rise to my
cheeks, and he looked at me without understanding.
"You were supposed to go out with the
others!” I shouted after him, frustrated, the adrenaline still running my body
at a crazy speed. I had done everything to protect them, protect Stiles. And I
hadn’t even succeeded in completing this simple task.
He helped me get up and I lost myself again in
his amber-colored eyes.
"How did you know what was going to happen
…” He asked me, now suspicious.
I opened my mouth to respond when I felt an icy
and shivering breeze passed in my back and a voice whispering in my ear as if
it were behind me. But I knew that even if I turned to check, there would be no
“You shouldn’t have done that.”
“You’ll regret it
No, I didn’t say anything! I had said nothing,
I hadn’t spoken!
“But you did
“You changed the
“It’s now too
late for you.”
“Y / N? Hey, why are you crying? ”
I shook my head as I returned to reality. I
hadn’t noticed that I had begun to cry and wiped the tears on my cheeks.
“I didn’t want to blame you …”
Stiles apologized, holding out a hesitant hand toward me, thinking it was his
fault I was crying.
I sat on the nearest chair and put my head in
my hands. I had changed the future, again, and the voice’s words weren’t
reassuring at all.
It was too late for me.
In the next chapter :Scott is at the hospital to save Isaac from one of the member of the Alpha Pack. But I know someone at school that needs to be saved as well. However, I don’t know if it’s a good or a bad thing that I’m stuck with Stiles.
Not the same anon as before, but I just wanted to say ughhh Jennifer. How she treated Derek was just ---. I have no words. Although kudos to the actor for doing such a phenomenal job, that I can't watch her in anything else. She was in The Librarians too, and played a similar character (but with more altruistic motivations) and it gave me the heebie-jeebies because I kept thinking of Jennifer
Oh yeah, Haley Webb was wonderful in the role. And I feel like, if there’s a character you’re supposed to hate and you do hate them, then kudos to the actor for doing their job! You know?
What I can’t stand… and I mean, I was blocked by someone in the community at one point for saying that Jennifer was a bad guy and Dennifer was messed up, because the person was a fan of Haley Webb. And that’s always stuck with me as one of the most ridiculous things that’s ever happened to me in fandom because… she was an evil character. She was a serial killer, she manipulated Derek (already an abuse victim) into a relationship, she threatened to kill many of our beloved characters… she was not a nice person. But this blogger decided, since she liked Haley Webb, that I was a horrible person for calling her character a villain. It’s just… she was playing the role of a villain. You know? She did a good job in that role. Me disliking Jennifer is not a slight on the actress.
So… yeah, I’m not sure where this ramble was going, but yeah. Haley pulled off Jennifer/Darach really well (especially since, apparently, she wasn’t even told until midway through filming that she was a villain? That’s rough). I’m not surprised she was hired for a similar role elsewhere.