jen's playlist

in the eye of the hurricane - the last song in a musical before everything goes to shit

hurricane - hamilton // telephone wire - fun home // some things are meant to be - little women: the musical // promise - bare: a pop opera // i don’t care much - cabaret // that face - dogfight // prom climax - carrie // something isn’t right here - bring it on // yo girl - heathers: the musical // waltz for eva and che - evita // not while i’m around - sweeney todd // any moment / moments in the wood - into the woods // talk show - jon & jen // contact - rent // don’t do sadness / blue wind - spring awakening // on the willows - godspell // the long grift - hedwig and the angry inch // bare - bare: a pop opera //


{king of the underworld}

i. oh death // jen titus ii. fresh blood // eels iii. bad intentions // digital daggers iv. evil ways // blues saraceno v. death valley // fall out boy vi. arsonist’s lullaby // hozier vii. killing strangers // marilyn manson viii. foreigner’s god // hozier ix. everybody wants to rule the world // lorde x. seven devils // florence and the machine xi. irresistible // fall out boy xii. black bat licorice // jack white xiii. nicotine // panic! at the disco xiv. dream lover // the vaccines xv. kings // tribe society xvi. broken crown // mumford & sons xvii. blood on my name // the brothers bright xviii. high tide rising // fox xvix. i will wait for you // mumford & sons xx. black // kari kimmel xxi. haunting // halsey || LISTEN

just fyi i made a second playlist like my one for streaming underrated boy group songs but for girl groups because i love them?? anyway please appreciate my girls

and for people who want it, the boy groups!

tags are a list of groups in each playlist :)

Girls like Girls playlist [Listen here]

Cherry Wine - Jasmine Thompson || I Don’t Do Boys - Elektra || Boyfriend - Tegan and Sara || Girl Crush - Little Big Town || Call your Girlfriend - Michelle Chamuel || Jessie’s Girl - Mary Lambert || Girls - Beatrice Eli || She - Jen Foster || I Didn’t Just Kiss her - Jen Foster || + more

Sunday Comin’ Down Playlist: by Jen Gotch 

This Sunday’s playlist comes to us from the uber talented boss lady of, Jen Gotch. Earlier this month @vansgirls hung out with the creative mastermind herself to learn what gets her creative juices flowing, and gained some dancing pointers along the way. Check out Jen’s interview up now on the Girls blog, and chill out to some of her favorite tunes while you’re at it. 

Happy chillaxing! 


in celebration of reaching 1000 followers i’ve put together ANOTHER sapphic playlist. 

part one: xx 

youtube link: xx

Spotify link: xx

hello / goodbye - a collection of greetings and goodbyes

hello! - the book of mormon // welcome to the renaissance - something rotten // welcome to the world - john & jen // light my candle - rent // montage, part 1: hello twelve, hello thirteen, hello love - a chorus line // hello, little girl - into the woods // hello young lovers - the king and i // goodbye - catch me if you can // hard to say goodbye - violet // bye room - john & jen // prayer of the comfort counselor - the 25th annual putnam county spelling bee // goodbye, little dream, goodbye - anything goes // the goodbye song - hit list // goodbye until tomorrow / i could never rescue you - the last five years //


The “It’s Overcast and You Need a Burst of Emotion” Playlist

  1. Honey - Torres
  2. What That Was - Majical Cloudz
  3. I Luv the Valley OH! - Xiu Xiu
  4. Fool - Perfume Genius
  5. The Past is a Grotesque Animal - of Montreal
  6. Soft as Snow (But Warm Inside) - My Bloody Valentine
  7. Fuck and Run - Liz Phair
  8. Fillmore Jive - Pavement
  9. Teeth Like God’s Shoeshine - Modest Mouse
  10. Dry the Rain - The Beta Band
  11. This Time Tomorrow - The Kinks
  12. Shirin - Jens Lekman
  13. Farewell Transmission - Songs: Ohia
  14. Carry the Zero - Built to Spill
  15. You’re Damaged - Waxahatchee
  16. Hannah Hunt - Vampire Weekend
  17. Evening’s Kiss - Willis Earl Beal

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r e m n a n t s [ 2 ]  [listen on spotify]

Before We Talked | Gold Panda

I’m With You But I’m Lonely | Gold Panda

After We Talked | Gold Panda

If’s, And’s And But’s | Jan Jelinek

Sad Wave | Rude.

Forever Lotus | Rude.

Arms Out | Forest Swords

Unrequited | Cylob

It Doesn’t Matter (Anyway) | Newton

Anymore  | Lunatic Soul

i need u | BØJET

172 | ives.

never waste a girls time | frumhere

No More Heroes | weird inside

But She’s  a Cheerleader

Summary:  Eddie Kaspbrak is a senior in high school with a lot of promise in his future. He has the “perfect” girl, good grades, and a few good friends. Sure he isn’t the most popular kid in school, but he’s happy. All of that changes though when his mother, friends, even his own girlfriend think he’s gay. All because he wants to be a cheerleader. When he arrives he meets a bunch of interesting characters, the most interesting being Richie Tozier, a complete trashmouth who unlike the rest, doesn’t want to fix what’s clearly wrong with him. Based on the film “But I’m a Cheerleader" 

Ships: Reddie, and some side Stenbrough later

Author’s Notes:  AHHHH! I’m so excited about this fic you don’t even know. I hope you all enjoy it as much as I do! Feel free to send me stuff/asks/whatever about this because I’d love to talk about it! Also: If you wanna be added to the tag list, either message me or shoot me an ask! I’m happy to add anyone!

Link to AO3

Eddie sat in the bleachers as his girlfriend was wrapping up her cheerleading practice. He heard the head cheerleader say something about donuts and being at the school at 7:30 Saturday morning to head to the football playoffs upstate. Eddie never really understood the appeal of football at all. Or why anyone would be so dedicated to cheering on the players. However, something always fascinated Eddie about cheerleading as a sport. Maybe it was the fun beats, or maybe it’s because it was a sport that was invented just to make people feel good; nothing more nothing less. Something about that concept always made Eddie want to try cheerleading, which he’s brought up to his girlfriend in passing. Just to see what she’d say “I would love to have you on the team Eddie bear, but this is Derry, and Derry wouldn’t be as supportive as me”  Needless to say, his excuse that he wants to look at pretty girls in short skirts got him the silent treatment for nearly a week. She was right though, Derry wasn’t exactly a progressive town to live in, and given that Eddie was never the most masculine of men anyway, cheerleading would only make the already present rumors worse. I’m not gay though, Eddie thought to himself. So why should it matter? He was pulled out of his thoughts by Jenna tugging on his wrist

“Hey, Eddie bear!” She exclaimed, hardly sweaty from the hour-long practice.
“Hey, babe. How was practice?” He said, grabbing onto the small of her back, pulling her close and placing a gentle kiss on the forehead.
“It went fine.” she pulled herself away from him and walked beside him to his car.

“Can you believe it? First time in 27 years that Derry High is making it to the state championships!”
“Eh, you know I don’t really care about that kind of stuff.”
“Awh Eddie, no fun. So what pray tell will you be doing Saturday instead of being normal?”
I am normal. Why does everyone think otherwise?
He laughed it off, “Oh you know. Just the usual, homework, work. Stressing over college.”
She pouted, “Awh, you’re stressed? I have the perfect solution.”

She tapped his nose and pulled him by the arm through the parking lot before making him unlock the car doors. Once the two of them were in the front seat of the old convertible, Jenna had attached her lips to his. It was wet, slobbery and nothing about it made Eddie want to kiss back. In fact, all he wanted to do was to pull away. He turned his face away from hers.
“Jen, I-I need to get home for dinner.”
“You can’t stay here with me for a little bit? Not even five minutes?”
She may be a horrendous kisser, but he really didn’t like seeing her upset. She was a decent enough girl. He supposed he loved her. If love meant preferring to see them happy just so you didn’t have to deal with them being angry,

“I mean I guess I could…”
She let out a suggestive chuckle before reattaching her lips to his. He couldn’t help but think if this is how other girls kissed their boyfriends, or more if this is how most guys kissed their girlfriends. His friends said they thought kissing their girlfriends was hot. She had to be doing something wrong for him to hate it so much.  He thinks back to the football captain, Mike Hanlon and how happy he is when he kisses his girlfriend. He thought about how it was gentle and it was almost as if they were one, in sync. What must it be like to kiss him?
That’s Normal. Everyone wonders these things, right? Eddie thought to himself, that’s all it was after all. Curiosity. Jenna moved her lips from his mouth to his jaw line and that’s where he drew the line. Pulling away from her kisses.
“Jen. I-I really should get home”
She rolled her eyes and pulled away from him, placing herself as far away from him as she could get in the small car. He sighed and created even more of a distance between the two before turning the keys in the ignition.
Eddie sat at the dinner table as his mother prepared his plate, putting a huge chicken breast on his plate along with the vegetables already on his plate.
“Eddie, you need to eat meat. You’re fragile enough already. Please?” She pleaded as she did at every meal.
Eddie pushed the meat away from the rest of the food on the plate, grimacing at the oils it left behind in the spot it once was, “Ma, I tell you every night. I’m fine.”
“Eddie, please. You’re wasting food.”
Eddie shrugged his shoulders and dug into his serving of mashed potatoes.
“I don’t know what happened to my sweet Eddie. You won’t take your pills anymore, and now this. One day you’ll be sorry that you didn’t listen to me.”
He shrugged again and continued eating his dinner. They had this discussion almost every night, one would think she’d give up by now, but if anything she got more persistent. Serving up fewer vegetables at every dinner trying to force him into eating what was on his plate, whether he liked it or not. At this point, he was shocked she hadn’t stopped serving them all together. He quickly ate his dinner, anxious to get up to his room and avoid his overbearing mother.
Eddie’s entire day was strange. It all started when his alarm went off to get up for school, as usual; and his mother came in to check if he was awake, as usual.
“You up Eddie?” She asked, sounding off in a way that Eddie couldn’t quite place. He just knew he had a bad feeling about it.
“Yea mom. I’m up.” He said, rolling out of bed slowly and turning off his alarm.
“Okay. I’ll be downstairs if you need anything.”
“Okay, ma.”
She turned away and closed the door behind her, something she’s never done before today. Eddie thought nothing of it, maybe his mother was finally learning the word privacy. He should be grateful if anything. He threw on an oversized school sweater that had the words ‘GO RAIDERS!’ printed onto the front along with the cleanest pair of jeans he could find on the floor of his messy room and he brushed his curls into something manageable before heading downstairs.
“Hey, mommy” he went up behind her and kissed her cheek before quickly grabbing his lunch and heading out the door. Mrs. Kaspbrak watched him go, hoping she was making the right choice.
He put his book bag and lunch in the back seat of his car and got into the driver’s seat, turning the keys in the ignition and driving to Jen’s house to pick her up from her house. When the car started, so did his radio. Some song he put on a playlist for Jen a while back started playing. It wasn’t even a real song per se, it’s from that old Adam Sandler movie Jen always made him watch, The Wedding Singer.
‘Oh it could be so nice, growin’ old with you’
Sure, he knew they wouldn’t grow old together. They were only in high school, and Eddie knew they weren’t truly in love, or at least he wasn’t. That’s why Eddie didn’t really take the playlist all too seriously. Just kind of putting what he could think of at the time onto the cd. Even if he was in love, they’re only 18. Making any commitment to anyone at his age was irresponsible. He still had to go to college and find out exactly where he was going in life before he tried dragging someone into it forever. He pulled up to her house and she was already waiting on her porch. She rushed into the car and pecked his cheek.
“Awh, you’re listening to the playlist you made me. How sweet” She clicked in her seatbelt and Eddie began driving in the direction of the school.
“Hey babe, I-I’m not feeling too good, can we skip school?” She pleaded.
“I mean you can, I can turn around and drop you off at home, but I really need to go to school.”
She pouted, “but I want my boyfriend to take care of me. Please? Have someone send you the notes.”
He looked at her briefly and sighed, she didn’t look sick at all, but she’d probably be angry if he didn’t eventually give in, “Can’t someone take care of you at home?”
“Nobody’s home to babe. Please? Pretty please? I’ll give you anything you want.”
“Fine. Let’s go.” He turned the car around and back in the direction of his house, where his strange morning was about to become the worst day of his life.


Tag list: @rheddie @clamcrabcocklekaworu @i-dont-floss @gazebos-are-bullshit @ghoulishkaspbrak @bcckybeaver @richiexeds @isamarneedstosleep @but-no-homo-bro @majestic-phan7 @penvelynn @shqipshqip @beepibeeprichie

potentially lovely. perpetually human.


track list:

1. i’ve got this friend - the civil wars 2. mona lisa - dan & drum 3. catch my disease - ben lee 4. you and i - ingrid michaelson 5. perhaps, perhaps, perhaps - cake 6. prison food - ben folds 7. open - regina spektor 8. never let you go - william fitzsimmons 9. to be a woman - paige chaplin 10. i want you back - lake street dive 11. radiate - hana malhas 12. white flag - will driving west 13. hey daydreamer - neil halstead 14. i found a reason - cat power 15. you’re true - eddie vedder 16. flower - amos lee 17. forever more - i am the sky 18. sparks - coldplay 19. this must be the place - iron & wine and ben bridwell 20. something about your love - mason jennings 

die vampire, die! - a collection of showtunes to help you defeat your obstacles and fight for what you want

wig in a box - hedwig and the angry inch // on my way - violet // i whistle a happy tune - the king and i // everything’s coming up roses - gypsy // here i go - if/then // i am changing - dreamgirls // start over - big fish // die vampire, die! - [title of show] // making good - wicked // bottom’s going to be on top - something rotten! // astonishing - little women // the road ends here- john & jen // somewhere - west side story // we’re not done - bring it on the musical // the room where it happens - hamilton //



B R U X U R I A  [ 55min. / listen. ]

For the hexed minds of girls that stand for luxuria and evil, on their high heeled shoes and black floppy hats, their dark polished claws and red lips radiating dirty spells. Beware the modern witches and their bitchcraft;

[ 001 ] bad ritual. | by T I M B E R  T I M B R E.
[ 002 ] you’re so dark. | by  A R C T I C  M O N K E Y S.
[ 003 ] your heart is as black as night. | by M E L O D Y  G A R D O T.
[ 004 ] fresh blood. | by E E L S.
[ 005 ] house of the rising sun. | by  L A U R E N  O’ C O N N E L L.
[ 006 ] toxic. | by  Y A E L  N A I M.
[ 007 ] o death. RMX. | by J E N  T I T U S.
[ 008 ] lust. | by T H E  R A V E O N E T T E S.
[ 009 ] claws. | by  S O N  L U X.
[ 010 ] spellwork. | by A U S T R A.
[ 011 ] anne. | by S A N T I G O L D.
[ 012 ] kill my darling. | by O H  L A N D.
[ 013 ] red lips. RMX. | by  S K Y  F E R R E I R A.
[ 014 ] bloody mary. 2.0 | by  L A D Y  G A G A.

magic is in the b l o o d ; a playlist for witches - modern and historical. listen.

i. house of the rising sun / lauren o’connell. ii. seven devils / florence + the machine. iii. my song 5 / haim. iv. bottom of the river / delta rae v. bartholomew / the silent comedy vi. beat the devil’s tattoo / black rebel motorcycle club vii. heaven knows / the pretty reckless viii. bones / ms mr ix. the devil within / digital daggers x. o’ death / jen titus

this is my autumn playlist of some songs ive been obsessing over these rainy days || here

the draw - bastille // not on drugs - tove lo // drown - front porch step // oh death - jen titus // holding on and letting go - ross copperman // so cold - ben cocks // sorry - cloony // all those friendly people - funeral suits // such small hands - la dispute // heaven knows - the pretty reckless // all the small things - blink 182 // scarlet - in this moment // crazy in love (fsog version) - sofia karlberg // 102 (cover) - matty healy // sad girl - lana del rey // youth - daughter // heart out - the 1975 // long way home (live version) - 5sos // fireproof - one direction  // a little death - the neighbourhood

our swords are sharp || a house bolton playlist || LISTEN

i. blood on my name // the brothers bright  ii. fresh blood // eels iii. beat the devil’s tattoo // black rebel motorcycle club iv. black bat licorice // jack white v. oh, death // jen titus vi. bad things // rayland baxter vii. demon // kandle viii. evil ways // blue saraceno ix. seven devils // florence & the machine x. monster // imagine dragons

Hey Joshifer fans! Listen to Missy Elliott’s, “Work It.” and Cher’s “Believe.” on the Apple Music playlist dedicated to Jennifer for her birthday.
Listen to Happy 25th Birthday Jennifer Lawrence! by Kendall on @AppleMusic.