I hate how I get so jealous. Even if I know you are totally and unconditionally committed to me, there will always be a part of me that will flare up at the sight of you talking to, or even smiling at, another girl. I know it’s irrational, but I just can’t help it. No matter how much I try to repress this feeling, it will come forcing its way back up like a bad taste at the back of my throat. But no matter how jealous and possessive I get, I hope you understand that it all arises because I love you beyond words are capable of expressing.