jealous of you gurl

VIXX reaction - you being jealous of female idols

N: “Oh gurl, please it’s just dancing!”

Leo: “Honey please, I am embarrassed enough, don’t make it harder for me!”

Ken: “Oh please you know that I am all yours, it’s my job babe!”

Ravi: “ooooh she’s really mad at me, shit…” *to you* “Did I ever told you how gorgeous you look when you’re angry?”

Hongbin: “I will make it up for you, I promise.” 

Hyuk: *teases you* “Aww what a grumpy lil cutie!”


Imagine #134 Make a choice (Pt.3)

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I suddenly woke up, probably because I felt really sick and I knew it won’t be long until I throw up. I looked at my phone and noticed it was 4am. I realized I was in Rafinha’s house not in my own, which was bad, because I hated throwing up in other people’s bathrooms, also he would probably hear me.

Then I saw a text from Neymar, “I knew you shouldn’t have come. You feel better?”

What is it with him? He hates me, gets angry with me for no particular reason and then he cares for me as if he is a totally different person.

I was about to answer but I had to run in the bathroom. Thankfully, there was one just next to this room and I was on the third floor of the house so I hoped Rafinha would not hear me.

What was I thinking when I drank all those tequila shots and some other drinks that Dani bought in the club? I regretted everything, the entire night.

“You need anything?” I heard Rafinha behind my beck.

“I woke you up, sorry.” I said not knowing how to talk with him, since he was angry with me.

“It’s okay. I’ll go get you some water.” He said and walked down in the kitchen. I was so embarrassed, being a mess in front of him. A total turn down.

He then walked back inside the bathroom and sit on a footstool that was in the corner next to me. He grabbed my hair and pulled it back.

“You don’t need to be here and watch me regretting every single drop of the alcohol I had.”

“I’m not leaving you alone.” He said, but still with that serious voice which rather scared me.

“Listen, I’m sorry if what I did or said tonight upset you. I was not thinking.”

“You didn’t have to get on her level, she doesn’t know you so everything she said was bullshit and you had to ignore her.”

“I’m not this kind of a girl Rafa. If someone hates on my friends I won’t be quiet, maybe I’m not the girl you want me to be.”

“Maybe, but maybe I am not the one you actually want.”

When he said that, I felt even worse and of course threw up again.

“Is it the truth?” he asked when I put my head back up.

“What do you mean?”

“You and Neymar, am I missing something?”

“I… I don’t know Rafa… to be honest I don’t know what I want at the moment.”

I felt so bad, because I knew he wanted me to answer differently, but hiding my feelings for Neymar would make everything worse.

“I see.” He didn’t say anything more and I felt as if I just lost our friendship.

I was there for another ten minutes, both of us in silence. I hated it. I decided to go back to bed, I did feel better so I laid by myself, but could not really sleep. My thought were avoiding my desire to get some decent rest. Neymar and Rafinha were the only thing on my mind; I could not think for which one I have bigger feelings. I wanted both of them.

After those three hours of sleep, I was woken up by the sunlight. I looked at the time and it was 10am. I walked in the bathroom to wash my face, still feeling gross from the vomit, I wanted to go home, get under the shower and sleep until all this drama is over.

“Morning.” I said as I walked down the stairs and noticed Rafinha on the sofa.

“Hey, you okay?”

“Yeah, thank you for taking care.”


“I’ll go home now.” I said as took my things.

“Okay. Hey (y/n) listen about last night. I think it’s obvious that for me you are not just a friend, and I see that you are not indifferent to Neymar… however I’m not rushing you in to anything.”

“Rafa I’m confused about how I feel. I like you I really do, but I also like Neymar and I need time for myself to see what I want.”

“I get it, I’ll wait. Until then I hope this won’t affect our friendship.” He said and finally smiled at me, which made me feel much better.

“Never.” I said as I place a kiss on his cheek, glad he understood me.

When I was finally home and I took a nice long shower I went on my bed and took my laptop out to see what is going on in the world and my social media.

I was followed by many people since I was spotted multiple times in Neymar’s snapchat and some Rafinha Instagram photos or just some leaked pictures from different moments we spent together.

I saw there were some photos and short videos of Neymar dancing in the club and photos of us sitting at the table, but gladly the did not capture the moment when I was on Rafinha’s lap.

And that was when I remembered I did not answer Neymar’s text message. However, I did not know what to say to him. He was the one who confused me the most.

“Okay mr. know it all, next time I won’t embarrass you. I’m better yeah.”

“You better not. I’m glad, you still with Rafinha?”

“No, I went home. You still with the blondie?”

After sending that text, I regretted the fact that I just showed him how jealous I was.

“Yeah she is on the left side of my bed.”

“So cute, hope she filled your needs.”

“How jealous can you get? I never took her home.” Somehow, when I got this text I felt relived.

“I’m not jealous of anyone; I have no reason to be.”

“Uuuu confident.”

After that, I decided not to answer him. I didn’t like this aspect of him, he was much more aggressive and acting like a fuckboy, which was not the Neymar I firstly fell for.

I was so sleepy that I took a nep which actually lasted for two hours. When I woke up I called my best friend and asked her if she would go grab a lunch with me, since we had to gossip a little.

“So, what’s new?” she asked once we got to our table.

“I am officially part of a love triangle.”

“What! Let me guess Rafa and Ney?”

“Yup. I mean, Rafa admitted his feelings, however you know I like Neymar, but he is being a total duchebag and confusing me about what he actually feels for me.”

“And who do you want?”

“Well this is the problem. I want both of them, I can not decide. I mean, Rafa is the perfect guy he takes care of me and yesterday we almost kissed, but then again when I see Neymar talking with other girls I get jealous and I can’t decide.”

“Gurl, you just got me a preview of your own soap opera.”

“Funny. I really don’t know what to do.”

“Does Neymar know how you feel?”

“I think not, but we were always talking and I guess it was clear that I was not being just a friend, but these days I am having second thoughts. He is not being the same guy I liked.”

“You need to pick one. I mean, don’t force yourself in to it, but I think something will happen and that will make you realize which one is the one your heart wants.”

“I hope so. I just want it to happen soon.”

After chatting for some time, I went back home. I watched Gray’s Anatomy and without realizing, it was already 7pm.

“What about a McDrive?” it was a text from Rafinha. I agreed to go, however I did feel more anxious about it then I used to. Maybe for what happened, maybe because I felt as if this was a date and not just a friendly hang out.

“Pick me up in fifteen minutes.”

I did not put any makeup on my face, since he already saw me on my lowest and he did not care, he also said I look much better naturally.

“Hey.” I said once I got in to the front sit.

“How are you?”

“I’m good, to be honest I do not even have a hangover. You?”

“I’m good, but I had a headache in the morning. Hungry?”

“Starving!” I laughed and picked up a song on the radio. “I love this one!” I said as I noticed Justin Bieber’s song “What do you mean”

And started dancing to it and singing it. Rafinha was laughing at me, and I felt so happy to see that what happened last night was behind us already.

“I should sing this one to you,” he said, since the song was about a girl that was indecisive.

“So funny. Maybe you should, I would love to hear you!” I said joking, because it was the best thing to do, to avoid the drama talk.

“Maybe after I get my fries.” He winked when we finally arrived and made an order.

Then he drove all the way to a beautiful place with a view on the city. It was amazing. We got our food out and talked about last night and how tomorrow I will have to go work and he will be there for his therapy.

Then we sang, he showed me a new Brazilian song and he went out of the car and started dancing around making his own choreography. I was laughing so much I cried so then I walked out of the car and joined him. We were dancing under the stars and I was happy.

“What a dancer” I joked once the song stopped.

“Oh you haven’t seen everything just yet.” He said and walked to the car to pick a song, Perdido en tus ojos.

He grabbed my hand and started dancing with me closer as ever. He really was a good dancer, rolling me around and enjoying every move we made. I was having fun and laughing, because he made some funny moves.

Once the song finished he said we better stop, since we just ate and he does not want to see me throw up once again. We went in the car and we had to go back home, because we both had to wake up early.

“Thank you, it was one of the best dinners I ever had.” I joked once he stopped the car in front of my apartment.

“I mean it’s hard to beat such a charming dancer as me.” He joked.

“Yeah totally. Good night Rafa.” I said and kissed his cheek and walked inside.

I was so happy, I enjoyed every second with him. Maybe there was not much to decide; maybe he was the one I wanted.

Moi? Jealous? Of you? Gurl, please, gimme a break. Just letting you know not to get too gassed, my darling, that’s all. Have a little *originality* (o·rig·i·nal·i·ty), and give *thee actual* FKA Twigs her name back. Now consider yourself DRAGGED!


Bonus Kriegs Throw In: Blurry, but can we talk about the shade the MEX player on the very left Cuellar is throwing? Like, gurl, we’re all jealous of that bun, but you need to calm yo self.

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