Do you know how after a long day, you finally lay in bed and realize just how much your feet have been hurting you? That’s how I feel about you. At the end of the day, I’m finally still enough to feel the dull ache of your absence. I don’t want to miss you, but for some reason, I welcome the pain. I enjoy the reminder that you were really here.
It was my typical Monday night, just hanging out with my best friends. We laughed. We danced. We dissected text messages until they lost their meaning. I didn’t realize it in the moment, but that’s how I want to live. That’s what I’m after. It’s not some boy and it’s not the corner office…. I want Monday nights with my girls.