When I was 17, from a kinda terrible home, newly out as Trans, and hugely angsty, Anthony Head took me into his life, and for the first time I was made to feel that I was worth something, he told me that he believed in me and that I should follow my dreams.
He then proceeded to spend the next few years proving those were not empty words. Now I just turned 20, I know that I’m loved, and I followed my dreams. I’m studying at university, a national award winning poet, and this is the dedications page of my second book:
Trust me when I say, life gets better. So much better. And dreams, they can certainly come true.
Request from @belushtful : Can I request a jay park smut scenario where his mixed(black and white) girlfriend is missing him while she is at home and he is at Aomg making music so later that night they you know. Also the girlfriend is teasing him
Comments: this turned way cuter than I meant it to be, but I hope you like it because I’m crying at this. Also im sorry if it gets choppy, i was writing this and watching teen mom at the same time, so my attention was going back and forth lmao.
“How is the most beautiful girl in all the world?” Kiseok smirked knowing you would overreact for the simplest things.
You blushed hearing the compliment. It wasn’t the first time he had told you this but it never failed to get a reaction out of you. “Who are you talking to” you covered your cheeks with your hands trying to avoid him.
Jay was greeted by the scent of
his girlfriend cooking as he entered his kitchen. He had promised you he would
be home by 6 but Hyunjung’s had a few worries about her new album and so
Sunghwa and Jay decided to stay back helping their newest member; more to calm
her nerves than anything. Jay smiled once he saw you only clad in an oversize
wife beater. He could see the side of your boobs from how low the curved of the
sleeve fell. He bit his lower lips knowing you were not wearing a bra.
You glanced to look at him and
returned back to cooking as if his return didn’t surprise you.
You had one hand on your hips
and the other holding a spatula as you stirred the chicken in the pan. You were
not the greatest cook but you could manage a few dishes without burning it and
especially if its healthy food. You were never good with frying anything with
oil and you have a scar just above your thumb to prove it. “Hello,” he called
out from the doorway of his kitchen.
You only hummed out in reply
and turned to flash him a quick smile.
“Is there a panty underneath
that or have you discarded the idea of wearing anything underneath a shirt?” he
continued on leaning against the doorway with a smirk beautifully carving his
You tried to suppress a grin
and managed to fake a small smile. “I’m not wearing a shirt.”
“You’re barely wearing
“Are you complaining?” you
turned your head, perking an eyebrow at him.
Your eyes followed his tongue as
it moisturizes his pink lips. You could see his eyes tracing the outline of
your figure and you purposely stood up straighter pushing your lower body
outwards as you leaned to take a whiff of the scent of your cooking. “Does it
smell good?” he asked and you inhaled in the familiar scent of your black paper
“Uh-huh.” You answered seeing
he walked towards you.
“It smell better than it looks
at least.” He snickered as you pointed your spatula at him threateningly and he
quickly held his hands up in surrender.
“You better be careful Park.
You’re late.” You waved the spatula in front of his face and his eyes followed
its movement making you smile accordingly. He puts down his hands once you
returned back to cooking, throwing in a few cherry tomatoes into the pan. He
leaned against the counter with his palms holding him up at his sides.
“You haven’t answer my
questions.” He added once the only sound in the room was the sizzling sound of
the chicken you’re cooking.
“I’m wearing underwear.” You
answered nonchalantly and cursed when you accidentally knocked the packed of
tomatoes when you reached for the bottle of herbs. Jay let out a small laugh at
how clumsy you were and you sent him a glare before kneeling down to pick up
the tomatoes, but of course you had to put the accident to your advantage. You
took your time kneeling down making sure that Jay’s eyes were focused on your
ass. You could feel the material of your wife beater moving upwards and Jay
laughed knowing your intentions. “Wait, hold up let me take a picture.”
So a friend of mine came up with this theory on how Savitar might have possibly come to be (go follow her on instagram @drarry_is_my_life) AND THIS THEORY IS ABSOLUTELY BRILLIANT (so of course it had to be posted to tumblr)
Okay to start off, remember what future Barry (not savitar, emo barry) said when Barry travelled to the future?
What if Barry goes back into the speed force to bring Jay back and creates a time remnant of himself to take Jay’s place. Then, over the years the time remnant goes insane or takes on a fiery thirst for revenge, and he blames Barry for everything that happened and because of all this rage he becomes Savitar. He wants to kill Barry for all that he did to him, and he wants to kill Iris because that will hurt Barry as much as Barry had hurt him.
One Strange Night // Jay Park & Im Jaebum College AU!(M)
Pairing: Jay Park x Reader x Im Jaebum
Genre: Smut, threesome
Summary: You live with Jay and Jaebum in a student house near to your university, and things get very interesting one night that you all decide to watch a movie instead of going out partying.
A/N: Please note that this scenario is rated mature and contains content of a sexual nature including threesomes, oral, orgasm denail, begging, lots of dirty talk. (Also, sorry for using two GIFs but there are no GIFs with these two boys together to my knowledge!)
They say that
your days at college are the most stressful and crazy days of your life – and
this was true. Not only did you have mountains of work to hand in and make near
impossible deadlines, you had seen some pretty crazy shit, both on and off
You lived in a
student share house; you and two other boys. The first was Jay Park, born and
raised in Seattle who was majoring in music production – and if he could put
full time party boy down on his resume, that would be applicable too. The
second was Im Jaebum, a study abroad student from South Korea who moved in
around the same time as you and Jay. When you first met him, his English was
barely coherent thus him keeping to himself most of the time – but now, 2 years
down the line, you and Jay had him talking like he was from down the road,
causing the three of you becoming close; even though your personalities
Living with 2
handsome men wasn’t easy. Actually, most of the time, living with men wasn’t
easy; period. More than often, they
left things lying at their backside for you to clean up, and not one of them
knew how to work a cooker or washing machine to save their lives. You wondered
how they survived up until this point, and then it clicked with you that these
boys had lived with their Mothers all their lives – and now living with you,
you took it upon yourself to mother them when and if so necessary. Not only
because you wanted to help them; you also had a huge crush on both of them too.
so i know we’re talking about the playoff beards but are we talking about them enough? imagine tho:
-jack walking into the kitchen, rubbing at his stubble a bit. bitty can hear the faint scratching and wonders what it would feel like against his cheek, the back of neck…
-bitty not being able to look jack in the eye without a constant internal monologue of HOT DAD HOT DAD HOT DAD
-when the beards start getting longer, jack gets lil bits of food stuck in the beard (like bit’s flaky pie crust) and bits gets into the habit of brushing it out (and maybe his hand lingers a second too long) and jackie “hearteyes” zimms gives him the smollest lil smile as thanks