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ICE QUEEN PART 2

JAY PARK

As a proclaimed “ice queen” you had made the executive decision to avoid relationships. Jay being a proclaimed “play boy” has set you in his sights. At first it seems that he genuinely seems to care. But you can’t quell the fact that everyone sees him out partying every night, or the fact that his “best friend” is a little too close to him for your own comfort.

Home Again | 22 (M)

I think I just did something. You guys have been waiting. Y’all ready? Part 1 of 2 of 1000 followers appreciation. Excuse errors, I am sorry. And this part, I am also sorry. Why did I upload this on a Sunday?

Originally posted by khhsh-t

-Jay’s POV-

She hasn’t woken up yet. It’s been almost a whole week. I couldn’t stay in that hospital. I just couldn’t. I couldn’t see Seulgi like that. I couldn’t see Y/N like that. She was heart broken. All she could do was cry herself to sleep. Steph wouldn’t even let me around her. Y/N wouldn’t have wanted me to see her like that.

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Baby Daddy (Series)

PART I.

It was supposed to be midday but the sky outside your office seemed to be from a different area. There was a thunderstorm in the city and the view from your window looked like one of those videos from a nature channel. Black clouds that poured heavy raindrops hitting the building’s glass followed by the constant rumbling of thunder and streaks of lightning occupied the activities from the outside.

The consecutive streaks of lightning caused you to look into the window. You could have sworn that the last one hit the tower on the building next to yours. Suddenly, an ominous feeling started to form deep within your gut and goose bumps started to creep behind your neck. You tried to brush it off but it just wouldn’t go away. The next thing you knew, you were beginning to fear the worst of things.

That was when your phone rang and made you jump out of your seat. You hesitated to pick up your phone but something pushed you to at least see who was calling. It was Pumkin. You took a deep breath and answered it.

“Y/N. It’s Pumkin. Listen, we’re at the hospital. Jay’s-“

“Tell me the address,” you didn’t let him finish and prompted for information. Your hands were already shaking from all the possibilities that could be.

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Giving love a shot part 57

♡Jae’s views♡

I can’t believe I am a mother now. Me Jaeha with 3 kids? If I look back at my my life, fifteen to twenty years ago, the thought of marriage give me rash, but now now I’m married with children.

Right now I’m in the room with Jay alone cause our friends and family are respectful enough to give us some privacy to process the whole thing.

Jae: so Jaehoon came out first uh?

Jay: yea, you know considering the fact that we almost missed him, I thought  he’d be last. You feeling alright?

Jae: are you alright?

Jay: I don’t know, so the hardest part of our lives begins now, ready?

Jae: you?

Jay: yes, because I have you. You should also feel that way cause you have me and we have each other.

Jae: you think we’ll be alright?

Jay: truth or lie?

Jae: make me feel better

Jay: well then, we’ll be great 

After going back home, it feels like my whole life and world change. The first few days, I might’ve cried a day or two, but I can’t cry cause my husband would cry whenever I do.

It’s strange, how much I Han Jaeha- wait I Park Jaeha, you know how SERIOUS I take my sleep, something tells me that I won’t be sleeping anytime soon.

My son is a  little gentleman,  he only fuss or cry when he need something, but the girls I feel like They're bothering me on purpose,  they cry one after the other. I’m not going to lie, I cry along with them.

Jay’s been doing his best, we tried taking “shift” like I take naps during the day, and he take naps at night. But regardless we still  help each other out.

Someone asked me why can’t I pay someone to watch the kids at night so I can sleep. They are my kids, why would I do that? When I can watch my own kids.

I try to document every little moments, cause before you know it, they’re graduating school and getting married. 😥😣 too soon Jaeha. Too soon..

《Jay’s views 》

The past few weeks has been, words can’t describe great feeling of holding my babies. Jaeha as been remarkable as if she had kids before.

Even though we split the shifts, she still does most of the works. She never complain that she’s tired, or sleepy or anything. I know it’s hard for her, I know my wife, we’ve been together for a while now, and many things I’ve learn is that Jaeha, doesn’t like to ask for help, even when it’s difficult, she handles everything by herself.

The other day I walked in the room and find her crying, she gets annoyed. I did some research and find out she has post partum depression, I didn’t know what that was until I realize that Jaejae was doing the exact same thing.

She stops caring for herself, only worrying about the kids, she get scared even when they’re peacefully sleeping. I think she feels like I’m not going to love her, because of how much her body has changed over the past few weeks, even before that, she always had that insecurity that, I’m going to leave her once she gets old.

Truthfully I’m the one that afraid that someday she’ll leave me. Speaking of let me go check what she’s up to.

Walking in our room I find her looking at herself in the mirror almost in disgust.

Jay: you like what you see?

Jae:*sigh, walks away*

Jay:*pulls her back* what’s wrong?

Jae: nothing

Jay: babe, come on

Jae: it’s just….. I’m ugly, my hair is all tangled… I’m a mess *starts crying*

Jay: okay first of all, don’t ever call yourself ugly ever again, and-and look at me I have a mustache

Jae: and you look pretty hot with it, lucky you  *She say while crying*

Jay:*smile* awe thanks babe, and you’re right I am lucky. I’m lucky to have you as my life partner. Look, my parents are coming over, how about we let them watch the kids, and we have a date.

Jae: date? We’re going to to leave the kids at home by themselves?

Jay: baby no, my parents will watch the kids, and Mo the lady you trust and raised you will be here, let’s just take a night just for us. Please. I know you worrying about the kids, and I am to, but I’m more worrying about you. You have to take care of yourself to be able to take care of them.

After managing to persuade her, she agrees only if we stay in. After that we took care of the kids before my parents get here, once they came, I start getting ready for our date.

Since we’re staying in, I know exacly what to do. I start by running Jaeha a bath since it’s one of favorite things in life. Go in her closet and pick her a dress.

Minutes later she walks in surprise.

Jae: babe? What’s going on? What’s all this?

Jay: for our date

Jae: but I thought we were staying in?

Jay: we are, come on *takes her in the bathroom*  there go in

With her sitting in the water I sit on top of the tub to brush her hair.

Jae: aren’t you afraid that my hair is going to get in the water?

Jay: things like that doesn’t bother me. Do you know how many times I wake up with you hair on my face, all over my pillow.

Jae: *exhale* this feels nice. *leans her head on his knee, and holding on to his leg*

Jay: Jaejae

Jae: mhmm

Jay: I want you to know you’re not alone, you have your friends, parents, and you have me. If something is wrong with you, you have to tell me. The same way It hurts when our kids are crying and we can’t do anything about it, it hurts me 10 times more when you are crying and I can’t do anything to help you. I dont want you to be crying in the closet by yourself, or wait till I’m sleeping. If you need to cry I’m always going to have a shoulder for you to lean on.

Jae: I’m just afraid

Jay: afraid of what?

Jae: that you’re going to leave me, for someone cuter, younger, with a better body

Jay:  Jaeha, baby that is never going to happen. I’ll will never leave you, till death do us part remember. I will never love any other woman the way that I love you, you are the love of my life, and that will never change. if anything I’m more afraid that you’ll leave me

Jae: why would you think that?

Jay: because I’m always hurting you.

Jae: not intentionally, but the hard work has just begin.

After her bath, we go for our dinner.

Jae: where are we going?

Jay: well we’re going to have dinner by the golf course.

Jae: how romantic

Jay: well I figure you need some air

Jae: awe babe

Jay: I know you hate wet grass so, the sprinklers,  will be a bit late tonight.

Jae: *smile*

We had dinner, talk, laugh, I couldn’t be any more perfect. After eating we walked a bit and then head back in our room.

Jae: so what now?

Jay: whatever you want

Jae: how about a massage?

Jay: I’m at your service

Jae: no, this time I’m at your service. You worked equally hard. And I’ll help you strip *wink wink*

Jay: Jaejae, as much as I would love to get a massage I have a feeling we’re both are going to end up naked.

Jae: *walk up to him* would that make you happy?

Jay: very

Jae: okay then, let’s get naked

We had a great night for once in a while. It feel great being able to wrap my arms around her again.

Jae: shouldn’t we go check-

Jay: the kids are fine, let’s get some sleep while we can *pulls her closer to his chest* goodnight

Jae: love you

Jay: love you to babe

After she fell asleep I couldn’t help but feeling teary a bit. I spent most of the night, just admiring this woman, I cannot believe how far we’ve come.

I’m not going to say that she’s looking old,  but looking at her now and years before, she look more mature. I love taking time to just admire her, when she’s sleeping cause she gets embarrassed about it if she’s awake.

After Jaejae gets into a deep sleep, I went off to check on the kiss. Knowing them at this time they’d be awake  for food.

Walking in, my parents were feeding them.

Mom: you’re awake?

Jay: yeah I wanted to check on these guys first.

Dad: they’re good.

Mom: were you crying?

Jay: *sits on the floor* I was just looking at Jaejae and I couldn’t help it.

Dad: what?

Jay: I’ve known her for almost 10 years. In that time I realize that I dont deserve her. I’ve cause her more pain than she deserve. It freaks me out more now, I feel like one day she will have enough and she’ll just get up  and leave with the kids.

Dad: then stop hurting her, that’s just your past catching up to you.

Mom: shouldn’t you be comforting him?

Dad: Jaebum is not a kid anymore that needs to me comforting anymore. Your a married man now, you have a son that’s going to look up to you, what exactly are you going to teach him?

Jay: the worst part about it, is that she’s always taking my side even when I’m dead wrong. I really can’t count with one hand the amount of time she has embarrassed or disappointed me, but the amount of times I’ve embarrassed, humiliated, and diappointed her, was good enough reasons for her to say no 10 times when I asked her to marry me.

Dad: so now you’re having regrets?

I spent an hour talking to my parents. My mom tries to suggacoat things when she’s talking, but my dad on the other hand just tell  me to man my ass up.

Jay: I should probably go back, before she gets up and starts looking for me. I’ll see you guys later.

*next morning*

She’s not on the bed I know exactly where to find her.

Jay:*looking at her playing with the babies*

Jae: hey good morning

Jay: morning *sits next to her*

Jae: *kisses him*

Our kids are growing up very fast. It’s cute the girls are friendly, but my son, he is a serious momma’s boy. He will go to people but as soon as he sees or hear her voice, he doesn’t want anybody else.

He has a weak stomach, he vomits everything as soon he eat. The doctors gave us medicine, it’s actually working.

Jay: how’s it going?

Jae: well so far I’ve got sneezed on, vomit, drool and peed on. So I guess where having a very productive morning. Hoonie hasn’t thrown up yet, and I fed him 15minutes ago

Jay: You ready for today?

Jae: not really You?

Jay: not at all

Since Jaeha and I have the worst luck we have to take our kids to the doctor for a check up…. *sigh* also the dogs to the vet. It’s not like it’s just Gajeel, she has 3 pops.

You all know how she cares about this dog, like it’s her first child. So we’re about to take our kids and grandkids to the vet. I know I’m drinking later on.

Jae: you ready for today’s challenge?

Jay: yes let’s do it.

First it’s starts with taking the kids a bath, you put on their diapers and then they poop before you even finish with the other one. This woman sanely got evrything done, pack snacks for the kids, the dog, and me.

It shows me how strong she is, and if we didn’t have money and you know all the extra help that comes with it, she’d do fine. She’d be better than fine.

When we finish we load up, 3 car seats, dogs and head out.

Jae: okay everyone and everything is on board. 

Jay: can I ask you a question?

Jae: fire away

Jay: how can you do all of this? Do you have kids somewhere else?

Jae: it just come naturally. You automatically knows and see what you have to do.

Jay: just the dogs would drive me insane

Jae: because they dont listen to you.

The kids are doing great, except for Mr weak stomach, but the medicine are helping. They each have to take two shots, and they’re going to hurt.

Jaeha cry of course all 3 of her kids are crying. I’m just here feeling sorry for everyone. After that we head out to the vet.

Getting to the vet, they doing check up all you can hear is Jaeha’s stomach going off. 
She forgot to eat or pack anything for herself.

Jay: you gonna eat anything?

Jae: I forgot to pack mine, but I’m not really hungry

Jay: baby, come on stop doing that.

Jae: I forgot, Hoon was throwing up, and I forgot.

Jay: you want to share mines?

Jae: no there’s cinnamon in it.

Jay: I’ll go buy you something

Jae: babe, I am fine.

Jay: I do not care, I’m getting you something.

After 3 hours everyone fed, and changed we making our way back, but first I have to stop to get something for Jaejae to eat and then stop at illi office.

She fall asleep as soon as I started driving. I cannot believe I’m driving a car listening to nursery rhyme.

*Illionaire office*

Dok2: you coming in?

Jay: cant, I have my family in the car they’re all out.

Dok2: I can’t believe this, You? A family man now, with a car full of kids and dogs. How is it?

Jay: fantastic, you just have to give up sleep ing for a few years.

My life is hectic right now, but I dont think I’d want it any other way.  

Originally posted by jayparkimagines

It’s Impossible

Originally posted by clubeskimo

Jay knew having a baby was hard.

He knew what he was getting into. When he found out he was going to be a father, he was happy, ecstatic even but the high of getting his wife pregnant with his child died down rather fast. It was over dinner when the reality of having a baby bitch slapped him across the face. He almost had a nervous breakdown in front of you but he controlled himself and excused the stoic expression and cheeks drained of colours as being tired.

He didn’t get a wink of sleep that night.

The next day was worse, telling your father was possibly one of the most hair-chilling experience he had went through. He was nervous and Jay wasn’t one to become nervous easily. Your father stared at Jay long and hard. Jay knew that he didn’t want you to get pregnant so early on the marriage saying how it would affect your career, of course your mother thought otherwise. He had implied rather harshly at Jay multiple times and when Jay felt your mother’s hand clenched his arm. He turned to look at her only to be faced with glassy eyes and a wide grin on her face. He felt better almost instantly and you squeezed his fingers that were intertwined with yours.

However, the horror didn’t end there, telling his mother was nothing short of it being breezy.

She was happy that she was getting grandchildren but once dinner was done. She gave Jay a pep talk or rather an hour long lecture as he asked Jay to help her with the dishes. The sage advice she gave him weren’t at all calming. She scared him out of his wits.

“I can’t believe you’ll be a father soon.” She looked at him and Jay just smiled at her. “You can’t keep on this childish behaviour you know? You have to be a grown man now, responsible. I don’t want to hear you leaving her alone at home at night while you’re off with Jaehan and the rest of the boys at the office. Do you hear me?”

It wasn’t that she was trying to scare him off but it was rather that he scared himself off.

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Home Again|20

Originally posted by aomgwithkids

The car ride was awkward, for me at least. Jay strapped Seulgi down in the backseat. She sat in the very middle, with all the seat belts around her. “Why is she strapped down as if she’s insane?” I asked him. “I read an article that the seven to eight year old needs a booster seat. But I don’t have that right now, so she’s strapped down. I’m only looking out for her safety.” He answered.

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Dilemma

Yeon didn’t think as she drove home that night, she sat in her car an extra ten minutes before getting out, going back into her apartment. She stayed up longer than she planned because honestly she thought that Jay would come and knock on her door any minute. He never did. 

She awoke the next day and no texts. She didn’t speak to him, and he didn’t speak to her. No show that night either. On the third day, she was itching to text him and tell him off. Ask him if she had a man or not, because if not, she could be going to clubs and at least getting some action. No, that would piss him off more. Maybe, he was waiting on some sort of sign from her. He did say she was to come back, when she knew what she wanted. 

Thing was Yeon had already told him. She went to dinner at her parents that night and her mother inquired about Jay. Yeon tried to smile, and answered that he was busy with his artists, and he was working on a new song. She went home, alone, and stared at her phone from her position in her bathtub. The rest of week passed uneventfully, and finally she went out with a small group of girls from her class, that weekend to a cafe. 

She didn’t really pay attention to what they were saying, but then a variety show came on one of the Tv’s and Jay was the special guest. She tried not to look too interested as, one of her friends asked the waitress to turn it up. 

“So Jay Park, tell me what’s dating like for you?”

“It’s crazy. Women don’t really seem to know what they want so when you do, it just makes it harder.” 

“They like to be chased? That’s life it seems.”

“Not the life for me. Women are difficult, I think I should focus on music for now.” 

He started talking about his new album, but Yeon was seeing red. She gripped her coffee cup a little too tight as she, stood up and made an excuse about having to meet her parents. As she entered in her apartment, she slammed her door, fishing around in her purse for her phone, pulling it out. 

“So, I guess you think it’s funny to throw shade at me on TV! You’re disrespectful.” 

She didn’t get an answer until 15 minutes later, which just pissed her off further, as she paced around her apartment. 

Disrespectful is when your fuckin man tells you not to see some dude and you do it anyway, honey.”

Yeon, yelled at her phone, sitting down and texting him back faster. 

“I’m so tired of you. I told you nothing happened, I owed him to tell him why I wouldn’t see him again.” 

She could practically see his smug smile as he typed back. 

“You don’t owe him shit. Unless, there’s something you want to tell me. We are still together, so yea…I deserve to know.” 

Did he know more than he let on? Yeon knew what she could say, but she also knew that whatever happened with Jun Seo was before she got official with Jay. She ignored his statement. 

“You are so frustrating. You say I’m immature. I don’t know what I want? You haven’t said shit to me in a week, but we’re dating? Fuck you. I could go solo, and not look back.” 

She didn’t get anything back. Not for awhile, and after 20 minutes she went to shower, and wash her hair. Her doorbell ringing madly brought her running with a towel on her head, and one wrapped her to the video screen near her door. It was Jay, he was standing in the video screen, waving madly. He was not happy. Yeon felt her heart drop to her stomach, she couldn’t open the door like this. Ready to fight with him. She heard him pound again. 

“I heard you running to the door Yeon. open it!” 

She winced, at his words, turning the lock and opening the door. “What do you want, cause apparently, you forgot where I lived for a week.” 

Jay pushed his way inside, looking around her apartment as he quickly took off his shoes. “I didn’t forget, I just wasn’t coming over here.” 

Yeon locked her door back, grinding her teeth, as she followed after him. “Then don’t come up in here, all in my shit.” 

“What do you mean, youre going solo?” He turned around to face her, chewing on the inside of his mouth, as she stared hard at her body. 

Yeon realized how naked she was under towel, and shifted it around her body. “You don’t have to be with me, and I don’t have to be with you. I have options.” 

Jay snorted. “Baby, there’s no one in Seoul who can do what I do.” He walked slowly towards her, his eyes on her breasts. “And trust me, I do what I do well.” 

“I’m sure, the ladies pump your ego into thinking that.” She took a step back, away from him. 

Jay smiled at her, standing his ground. “So, we are gonna act like, you don’t moan my name? Scratch my back all up? Ask me for it harder?” His expression softened as he looked at her. “I’ve missed you, but you don’t miss me, that’s what kills me, Yeon.” 

“You don’t know what I feel. You never take the time to ask me anything, or hear my side. That’s your problem.” She walked away from him and towards her room. 

Inside, her heart swelled to see him again. Be near him, hear his voice. She wanted to kiss his face, and tell him he was right she wanted him too much to be petty. Feel his arms around her body, and smell his skin. She was too prideful for that though, and she would continue to hold her high and think that way. 

Jay followed her, and Yeon raised an eyebrow at him, as she sat down at her vanity, clothes on her bed for sleeping. 

“You aren’t allowed to see me naked anymore.” She lifted a leg and began to lotion her skin. 

“Why? Who is now?” He sat down on her bed, watching her, with hungry eyes. 

Yeon just stared at him, before continuing her process. She finished and stood up dropping her towel, to hear him hiss. He could look all he wanted, btu he wasn’t getting anything. 

“I thought I wasn’t allowed to see you naked anymore?” The need in Jay’s voice was strong, and he bit his lower lip, hands on his knees willing himself to stay put on the bed. 

“You can see what you’ll be missing.” Yeon teased, as she slipped a sleeping shirt over her head. 

She said nothing else, sitting down at her vanity, putting olive oil into the strands of her hair, working a detangling brush through it. She could hear Jay behind her breathing deeply, moving around. Their eyes met several times in her mirror as she twisted her hair, securing the ends. 

It was silent in her room, and then he spoke again. His voice rough. “You hurt me Yeon. Don’t you know that? You act like you don’t even care. I pride myself at not getting caught up on females, and playing those games but this is real with you. I understand what this love is. I love you. I can say it all day because it’s true. I love you. I just feel like you don’t love me. At least not like that. You’ve always had everything. So, what’s one person?” 

She stared at his reflection. He was telling the truth baring his soul to her like this, and now she felt like shit. Now she felt like, she was wrong. Like, she didn’t have much to live for. He was right. She never needed anything, never wanted for much else. She had her pick of men, and threw them away as she wished, but deep inside she knew what was up. She always had someone fawning over her, and she never paid too much attention. Here was Jay, and he was everything to her. She thought about him too much, wanted to be under him, and yet she was still subconsciously trying to hold him at arms length. Why? 

“I do love you.” She said turning around to face him. Her hands dropped from her head, as she secured the last twist to her scalp. “I love you, and I need you, I’ve never wanted anything like I want you but…I’m scared. I don’t know anything like this.”

“Then why don’t you say that? You have to tell me how you feel and show me these emotions, you like to keep so hidden, Yeon. Why are you afraid to fall?” Jay stood up, he knelt in front of her, his hands on her thighs, her over sized t-shirt hanging off her frame. 

Yeon wouldn’t look at him. Her eyes were brimming with tears, and she felt her bottom lip wobble. She knew she couldn’t speak without the tears falling. Jay saw this too, and he rubbed the skin on her thighs, his lips kissing gently at her knee. 

“Talk to me. You wanted to spend so much having sex, that you never talked about what you wanted. Or was I something different? Something daddy didn’t want so you clung to me?” He turned her face towards him.

Yeon let a tear fall as she blinked. “Don’t say that. You aren’t some toy to me.” 

“Then tell me.” Jay insisted. 

“I don’t know. I want to be happy, I want to be with someone, who gets me, and meshes with me and makes me happy. I want to feel free, and I want to be caged with love but; I’m just afraid that if I give up too much, I’ll just…” She stopped talking, wiping her eyes. 

“You’ll lose yourself?” He asked, and she nodded in response. 

Jay stood up bringing her with him. He wiped her eyes with his thumb. “Yeon. You’re too much of a woman for all that shit. You know that, and so do I. Stop thinking about how you need to be you, and just do it.” 

He hugged her body close to him, feeling himself react with her so close. Her arms snaking around his waist, Jay put his cheek on top of her head, smelling her shampoo and the smell of olive oil. He loved her smell, the warmth of her body. 

Yeon sniffled. “Is this us making up?” 

Jay smiled, rubbing her back. “I mean we aren’t naked in your bed. So not really.” 

Yeon pinched his arm and he laughed. “Ouch, woman!” 

He slapped her bare ass, squeezing it. “I should trust you, yes, I’m sorry for rude shit I said. However;” He lifted her face to look at him, squeezing her jaw a little as he did so. “I mean what I say. If I tell you that I don’t feel comfortable with someone, or I don’t want you to be alone with someone, like this right here…I mean it. Are we clear?” 

“We’re clear.” She answered, standing on her tip-toes to brush her lips across his. 

Jay put his mouth close to hers, savoring the moment of their kiss. He took a deep breath as she came near, his mouth on hers. He felt her tongue leap across his lips, and the flame within him grew. It never died, just needed to be stoked a little. Yeon’s arms went under his shirt and he lifted his hands above his head, helping her remove it. 

Back they fell onto the bed, she sat on top of him, his hands on her ass, she covered his chest in kisses, moving her way back up to his neck. Jay’s hands found the hem of her night shirt removing it, his hands rubbing the soft orbs under her shirt. He could get used to this, he wanted to settle down anyway. Having someone to come home to every night. Jay watched as she stood up turning off the light in her room. 

“Ohh lights off, it’s about to go down.” Jay joked with her, as Yeon helped him out his pants. 

“You know what you’ve never done for me?” She asked, as she got on her knees in front of him. 

“I’ve done most things you’ve asked me. Unless you wanna role play or something.” Jay, pulled down his boxers, his length springing free. 

Yeon smiled, the dim light from the bathroom, pooling into the room. She licked her lips, her hand rubbing his member, as she stood up to kiss him once more, before  getting back into position. “You’ve never sang for me.” 

Jay chuckled. “I actually wrote you a song.” He sucked in a breath as he felt her tongue. 

“Called?” Yeon said, in between kisses and licks. 

“Dilemma.” He answered, as she devoured him. “I’ll…I’ll sing it…uh fuck it let’s just finish this first.” 

She laughed as he pulled her onto the bed. The next sound that came from the room, was her soft groans, and Jay’s quiet whispers. 


That was the end of Dilemma! In all honesty, I want to do JB next, but I have no idea what I’m gonna do. Maybe I should set up a poll so y’all can vote. Do some BigBang, or EXO or BTS…I think I’ll do a poll. Thanks for reading guys! 

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bonus (bc it didn’t all fit~!!!):

JP angst angst angst ‼️should i turn this into a series ???? 🤔some of u said u can’t deal w/ angsty endings so i could 

a) turn this into a series
b) alternate ending
c) both ???

let me know !! lov u 💘

p.s made another boo boo w this one 😭 sorry babies
Barriers

Summary: He was always so confident…until he saw you.
Word Count: 1k
Characters: Daeil (24K) x Reader (Y/N)
Genre: Romance / Comedy
Warnings: Slight swearing
Rating: PG-13
A/N: This goes out to all my WOC who love Kim Daeil as much as I do.

Originally posted by justiceforafterschool

A thin hand placed on his shoulders, startling the poor boy from his intense staring to look up at the amused face of Cory’s girlfriend. “Someone’s looking extra sexually frustrated tonight, hm?” She joked, settling her place next to her boyfriend and giving their oldest a kiss on his cheek in greeting.

Kisu laughed as he placed down his half empty glass, although the sound was lost in the loud club music, “Daeil’s been eye fucking the girl for the past hour we’ve been here!”

The blond turned to glare at his smirking friend before sighing, “How am I supposed to talk to her, geniuses?”

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Fate - Chapter 1

Originally posted by officialpieceofadvice

Chapter 1

‘Oh fuck.’ You yelped out in surprise at the sudden spilled of your coffee. You didn’t even look up as you dabbed on the tissue that the barista gave you just seconds ago, feeling the searing pain that starts to make its way to your nervous system.

'I’m sorry I wasn’t looking.’ You muttered an apology and finally looked up. You were met with a familiar Korean face as you revert to apologize in Korean rather than English. You even lightly bowed apologizing to the man who held his hand up and smiled at you.

'It’s okay.’ He replied back. 'Are your hands okay?’ He motioned towards your hand that was slowly becoming red. You winced at the contrast of red from your usual creamy white skin.

'It’s fine. Serve me right for not looking where I was going anyway.’ You smiled at him dismissing your pain.

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ICE QUEEN MINI MASTERLIST

Originally posted by clubeskimo

ICE QUEEN : Coming Soon

Jay Park

Genre : Angst

Summary :  As a proclaimed “ice queen” you had made the executive decision to avoid relationships. Jay being a proclaimed “play boy” has set you in his sights. At first it seems that he genuinely seems to care. But you can’t quell the fact that everyone sees him out partying every night, or the fact that his “best friend” is a little too close to him for your own comfort.

me? read 132 chapters of lookism in one eight hour long sitting? more likely than you’d think!

Swim the Stress Away

“Babe where did you go?” Jay asked once he saw your wet hair clung to your face and his white hoody reaching down to your thighs. He leaned against the sofa’s tilting his head backwards to look at you. You smiled down and leaned against your boyfriend, giving him a peck on his lips. “I went swimming.” You walked towards the bedroom after tapping his cheeks adoringly. He grinned up at you showing his full set of teeth.

“I’m going out with the guys for dinner tonight. Want to come?” He asked from the living room.

“Huh?” You asked back popping your head out of the doorway.

“We’re going out for dinner. Want to come?”

“Nah-I’m good.” You shook your head going back inside to take a shower.

You exhaled out loudly as you looked in the mirror only clad in your towels. You tapped your cheeks slightly trying to get yourself out of your head. Everything was going on so fast and it sometimes felt like everything was out of your control. “So what do you want to eat?”

You jumped slightly shock at your boyfriend suddenly bursting inside the toilet. You put your hand over your heart as you scolded him for almost giving you a heart attack.

“Jay! Can you please knock?”

He laughed looking at you clad in your towel. He took an eyeful as his eyes roamed from your head to your toes. “Nothing I haven’t seen before.”

You slapped his chest and took off your towel entering the shower and sighing in relief as you turned the knob and adjusted the temperature to your liking. You let it drizzle all over your face and you ran your hand down your face pushing the water away as you turned to face the wall. You could see Jay leaning against the doorway enjoying the show when you playfully sprinkled him with water.

“Hey don’t make me come in there.” He warned playfully his hands grabbing the hem of his shirt pretending to take it off. You giggled and scrunched your nose and stuck out your tongue at him. He then clicked his tongue and threw his t shirt off as you laughed backing away against the wall to stay away from him. “Jay no!!” You shouted holding your hand in front of you before he could come closer. “You’ll get wet.”

“No you’ll get wet.” He countered which made you laugh despite you rolling your eyes at him.

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Because I'm Jay and I love you

Part 2. Why are you doing that 

 You somehow managed to go home and the moment you stepped into the house, not only that you started feeling extremely guilty for doing this but you also broke down on your bed and the tears just couldn‘t stop falling down from your eyes.

 The silence was terrifying you so you took your headphones and phone and played Jay‘s acoustic version of “Can‘t Be Without You“. Words just couldn‘t describe how much you loved this song. You started going back to the time when he was caught making out with his back dancer and it was made public, remembered how disappointed you were when you found out about this, how you just packed your bags and left without saying even a word to him. And then how one day you found a CD in my mailbox.

 “From the worst boyfriend ever, please listen to it.“ A 3 minute long recording of Jay saying how sorry he was and how he regrets it, how stupid he was for making you feel like this and how pathetic he felt after realizing that he has lost, as he had described you, the best thing that has ever happened to him.

 You went to the bathroom to wash your face and to refresh yourself a bit. You really hated what you saw in the mirror. Your eyes were swollen red from all the crying and your cheeks were puffed. You drank a glass of water and quickly got into bed again. All you wanted was that damn day to be over already.

 Just when you pulled the cover over you, you heard the door opening. Considering how quiet he was trying be, he probably thought that you were sleeping. From what you could hear and recognize as sound, he took off his shirt, changed into his sweatpants and headed to the bathroom. After a while he came back and got in bed, lying on the other side.

 You repositioned a bit so you would make him aware that you were not sleeping. You turned the other side but faced his back. You were feeling so bad right now and the only thing that could make you feel better was to lay in Jay‘s arms and to feel his warm embrace around you. The bed cracked and you opened you eye a bit and sneaked and saw him looking at you and quickly closed it again. Lying like this for what it seemed like an eternity to you, you eventually started feeling extremely tired so you turned around so your back would face him and sighed deeply.  Suddenly the bed rocked a bit and you felt one strong arm sneaking underneath you, lifting your body a bit and moving you backwards, as close as possible to his chest.

He buried his head in your hair, then tackled it behind your back so your bare shoulder and neck were exposed to him. He showered them with light kisses and tightened his hold of you.

 - Babe? Are you awake? - he whispered in your ear and tightened his hold more, almost leaving you out of breath.

You decided to pretend that you have been sleeping so you yawned, stretched a bit as possible in his strong arms and turned around to look at him, trying to look as tired and sleepy as you could.

- Yeah? - you mumbled, and because of all the crying, your voice sounded really as if you really had been sleeping.

- You still mad? - he asked and he sounded so desperate that all of your anger towards him suddenly disappeared.

- Jay, let‘s not.. - you sighed, closed your eyes and drove your hand all over his stomach and lied a bit closer to his heart on his chest.

- As you wish baby - he kissed your forehead and your fell asleep like this, as if nothing has happened, as if you didn‘t have a fight a couple of hours ago.

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- Yes? Okay okay, I get it. I‘ll be right there. - A quick pause followed. - Nope she‘s still sleeping, she won‘t find out. - From what you saw when you opened your eyes in confusion, Jay was talking to someone on the phone.

He was sitting on the end of your bed and when he hung up, he got up and looked at you and got surprised when he saw that you were awake.

- Babe, you‘re awake? - he came to you and bend down to kiss you but just when your lips were about to touch, you turned my head and he ended up kissing my cheek.

- You‘re going somewhere? - you sat in the bed and he took your hands in his lap and sat a bit closer to you.

- Yeah, gotta do some work now. - he looked you in the eyes and smiled with that smile that made you lose your breath. - I’ll be back later, okay?

- Yup. Everything‘s fine. Go. I‘ll just stay here again. - you frowned and snuggled back in my bed.

You were sure that Jay probably has noticed that you weren‘t okay with that but he left the room. What did he mean by saying that you won‘t find out? You told yourself to get over thay and to stop being the jealous girlfriend who is always suspicious of her boyfriend. You told yourself to stop care about such small details that actually didn‘t matter at all.

But no. That was Jay. And everything connected with him mattered.

3.25 AM

You rolled over hearing your phone rang and the vibration of your phone waking you up from your sleep. You tried to search for your phone as your hand scrambled under your pillow and when you couldn’t find the source of the nuisance. You sat up and groaned, cursing whoever was calling you. You finally found your phone at the edge of the bed thanking god you didn’t kick it down your bed while you were sleeping and was faced with none other than the grinning face of your boyfriend. You let out a sighed sliding your finger against the screen to answer his call as you flopped back down on the bed lying face first into your pillow.

“Hmmm…” you hummed out.

“Babe, you asleep?” you would have hung up your phone if you weren’t so in love with him, but you were and you sighed out loud before telling him no you were indeed awake. “Want to shoot some hoops with me?” You tried so hard not to roll your eyes this early in the morning as you pulled your phone away from your ear and looked at the time. It was 3.25 am and your boyfriend had called asking if you wanted to shoot some hoops with him? “Jay it’s three o’ clock in the morning.” You tried to reason with him but he sounded annoyed as he told you that he knew what time it was.

“Why don’t you ask Hyuk Woo?”

“Well I miss you, not him.” he answered irritated with you, and if under any other circumstances that he had said he misses you. Your heart would have swollen and you would be very pleased but here he was 3 o’ clock in the morning and telling you that he misses you in an irritable tone as if it was your fault, moreover asking you to ‘shoot some hoops’.

“This would have been very romantic if you had only asked me to go for a night walk to see the stars.” You grumbled out your reply sitting up and turning on your bedside lamp. You adjusted your eyes to the light and weight whether you should actually leave the comfort of your bed to shoot some hoops with him. You had missed him as well but you would rather have him here in your bed cuddled under this warmth then out there sweaty and tired. If you wanted to be sweaty and tired, you would still rather do it in bed. “Can’t you just be like any other normal boyfriends and come over to my house instead?” you offered him but he was determined to get you out of bed at this late night.

“But I want to shoot some hoops.”

“I thought you misses me.”

“I miss you thus why I want to shoot some hoops with you.”

“No you want to shoot some hoops so you ask me to waste my time with you.”

He stayed silent for a while on the other line trying to weight his option when he shrugged. “Same thing, so are you game or not?”

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