Some high points of the HousCon Gold panel featuring: Jared’s too-tight suit, Jensen’s appreciation of him in that suit, Jared making Jensen touch his boob, and some armpit sniffing. It was just a really good panel, okay?
Joshua Burrage as Jared in DEH. Just think about it. HE WOULD BE AMAZING. He’s like the perfect combination of nerd and sass and he has such a unique voice, I just really think he would be perfect for the part honestly.😭
“Jared stop!” I cry out, pleading with him. “I can’t laugh anymore! Please!” I catch my breath and take a sip from my water bottle.
Jared turns to Shannon and continues talking in this ridiculous voice. “She thinks I’m gonna stop because she said please.” He looks at me, then back to his brother. “She doesn’t know me at all.” The uncontrollable laughter returns and I choke on my water, spitting it across the bar in their direction causing Shannon to bust out laughing. I cover my mouth with my hands and continue laughing, trying to apologize, but when Jared refuses to stop I pick up the sprayer from the faucet and point it in his direction.
OMG so nervous about unmasking myself on here, but I have to share this story.
So AHBL8 was last weekend, and it was amazing - even if the weekend did get off to a rocky start.
There was huge issues with photographs running over on Saturday, which meant they cancelled the group ops that day. However, they did say we could come the following morning and get it done then. And seeming I didn’t want to miss out on the chance of taking a photo with these five amazing men, I took up the offer.
So crack of dawn I head back to con and waited for my picture. Anyone who has been to con knows the photo part is a bit of a production line, so I waited patiently, was plonked between the boys, and waited for the photo, when Jared wrapped his arms around me and squeezed. I didn’t know what to do, so I cringed. Happy cringe, but still cringed, before being waived off to wait the time out until panels started in the afternoon.
I eventually head downstairs to preorder the event DVD when one of the HUB staff come rushing up to me, saying they were looking for me cause I took a bad photo and they wanted me to redo it. So I say okay and ask when, and they said group shots had finished for the morning, but they would be starting up again in a couple hours, so I could do it then.
We decide to go wait in the theatre until it’s time to go back, when another HUB volunteer came rushing up to tell me about my ugly photograph and that I had to go get it taken again, except this one had said photo - and OMG it was hideous. My eyes were all scrunched up. Anyway, they also said I had to go NOW.
So I went upstairs, where I was cornered by another two HUB staff (seriously, did everyone get to see my bad pic?!) telling me to get it retaken. I finally get to talk to the staff member running the photos, who confirmed what the first person said, and that I’d have to come back later.
Anyway, the hours pass, and I finally get to retake my photo. I walk up and ask, seeming smiling failed so hard for me, could we just do blue steel instead to make sure I don’t pull any more faces, and well, the above photo is the result, and I love it! Turns out resting bitch face works well for me. I’ll have to remember that!
Anyway, thanks to the HUB staff for letting me take a second photo, even if it does mean you all know me as the person who took such an ugly photo, you had to do it again! I know the weekend was tough on all of you, and the fact that you guys took the time out to help me, even when your worlds were turning to shit, means the world to me. I can’t wait for Krampus!
Anonymous said:Jared Leto imagine where the reader finds out that jared only used her for publicity at first but jared tries to get her back and say sorry and that he had fallen in love with herr 😋❤️️
Everything that surrounded felt like a perfect surface to punch and kick at. I was so angry but at the same time I was absolutely devastated. After feeling happy for the first time in months, everything came crashing down. My home didn’t even feel like my home. It’s like the past year had been a fucking lie.
My ‘boyfriend’ had used me for publicity. He had been fooling me for a year! One fucking year, 52 weeks you get it.
I had thrown the magazine that had written a full two sided article about me and Jared away and I had managed to break a flower vase. Now it was on the bedroom floor completely shattered and dirt was everywhere. I didn’t care. I was fighting my tears hard as I tried to pack a suitcase.
Jared was supposed to be at the studio for two more hours so I thought I could leave without him interrupting me. I didn’t know what I’d do if I saw him. Surprise surprise he came home early. I heard his heavy footsteps because he was running. They were approaching. ‘’Y/N! Y/N?’’ He called out for me worriedly. He sounded really jittery.
The door opened and I knew he saw me by the end of the bed, packing my belongings. ‘’Jesus’’ He breathed out and came over. My emotions took over me easily and I knew I was going to break down. I turned around with teary eyed and I saw him. Jared’s hair was a mess and his eyes were really glossy like he was on the verge of tears.
‘’Fuck you!’’ I spat angrily and then felt my own hot tears smudging my make up even more. ‘’Baby..listen to me. I-I can explain everything’’ He promised me. Jared tried to walk closer to me and he tried to touch my shoulder, but I slapped his hand away. ‘’Don’t touch me Jared! I hate you!’’ I swore with fire in my veins. It caused his mouth to gape.
Silence fell upon us. I guess it was easy to notice that we were both shocked. I just said that and honestly I wasn’t sure what to feel. Could I be sorry? Was he really sad? Or was this an act too?
I groaned and looked away from him. The look on his face was just too much for me to handle. I was going to grab a shirt but Jared grabbed my wrist. ‘’Y/N please listen to me okay?’’ He begged and then stepped closer. I took a deep shaky breath and that’s when I smelled his sweet cologne. It just made me even more emotionally confused. ‘’I see that you saw those articles’’ He started with a small voice. Damn right I did.
‘’And I admit it’s true but they’ve twisted so many things. Can we please just take a seat and talk?’’ He requested wistfully. That’s when I pulled my hand away from him and raised them up. ‘’Jared there’s nothing to talk about! You lied to me. You used me. How the hell am I supposed to believe anything if all we’ve had has been a big fat lie?’’ I hollered furiously, but at the same time crying. Jared was crying too now and I hated this sight but I wouldn’t comfort him. No matter how much I wanted to.
Suddenly he put his hands together and kneeled down so he was literally in a begging position. It made me shut up and my heart started beating harder. What was he doing? ‘’Y/N please..I’m begging you. Give me one chance’’ He pleaded. Then he came a little closer to me. I looked into his pretty blue eyes and it caused my heart to throb painfully.
‘’Y/N please I love you’’ he added and that was too much. ‘’Fine’’ I gave in and then I took a deep breath. Jared’s lips were trembling. He stood up and grabbed my hands, leading me to the right side of the bed. I forced myself to follow and then sit down next to him. This was his one chance.
‘’First of all I’m not expecting you to forgive me for anything just let me explain’’ Jared started as he still held my hands. I didn’t bother to pull them back. I just nodded and let him explain. ‘’In the beginning over a year ago my managers got angry because I had been single for so long. They said that the band needed more articles and interviews. So they came up with a solution. I had to find a girlfriend’’ He began and honestly I felt so stupid. Why didn’t I see through his lies?
‘’I saw you. Once we started talking I felt like you were perfect. The managers said that you had to be younger so we’d be the center of spotlight. I admit that first I didn’t think this was going to be important but the more I got to know you the better things got. I was happy because I actually liked you. It didn’t feel like a job anymore. This what we have felt real. I thought I could just forget the reason why we got together. I wanted to forget the past and actually be with you like a normal couple’’ Jared promised me and he ignored his tears that silently rolled down his face.
I was speechless. I wanted to believe him but I didn’t know how. This was really hard and truly overwhelming. Jared looked at me sadly but with a little hope. He probably expected some sort of a reaction but I was as quiet as a rock.
‘’Please say something’’ He whispered and snapped me out of my little bubble. Our eyes met and I could feel his sorrow. It was genuine. But I didn’t know if I could trust my senses. After all I never doubted him. Could it be because he wasn’t acting? Could it really be that he had actually fallen in love with me?
‘’I don’t know what to say Jared’’ I whimpered and blinked away more tears. Damn I swear I was crying a river. ‘’Just please don’t leave me’’ He begged and cupped my cheek. His thumb wiped away my tears and it caused me to close my eyes. I just tried to relax as his hand touched me so closely. I just remembered all the times we had been closer. All our dates, happy memories, sad memories, everything. I truly wanted them to be real.
The feeling of being emotionally overwhelmed was awful. I was sick of this feeling so for once I did the right thing and I pushed my thoughts away. Then for a little moment I just wanted to be with him without thinking. I leaned closer to Jared and I wrapped my arms around him. First he tensed up but it didn’t take long until he pulled me closer so my legs were in his lap and his strong arms were around me. Then I lost it.
Tears kept rolling down my face and I was sobbing uncontrollably. Jared’s hand was running up and down my back like he always did when he was comforting me. Then he rocked us gently, letting me weep. I could tell that he was crying too.’’I’m sorry’’ He kept telling me over and over again. ‘’I don’t w-want to go away Jared’’ I stuttered with a lump in my throat. Speaking felt really hard.
‘’I’m not going anywhere as long as you stay. Okay?’’ He whispered and tried to make a deal. I just nodded and melted into his arms. I could think later when I calmed down. We could talk things through but for now I just wanted to close my eyes and be here with him. My head ached way too much for it to think. ‘’I love you Y/N please just..know that I mean it’’ He reminded me. His voice was hoarse but the way he spoke sounded very reassuring.
I love you too, I thought in my head. Right now I couldn’t bring myself to the point where I could say that but I knew he knew my feelings were mutual. If not, I would be long gone already.
I was wearing my ‘I AM Enough’ shirt and as I walked up to Jared, he took a look at my shirt and told me he loved it <3
My head looks ridiculouslessly small in this picture compared to Jared’s but, in my defence, he squeezed me so hard that my face got pressed into his chest (not complaining about that the slightest!). I completely agree with the people who say that Jared gives the best hugs! Also, I didn’t realize until I picked up the picture that Jared had closed his eyes too.
After the picture was taken, Jared grabbed my hands and squeezed them, and I somehow managed to stutter out that he was my favorite person in the entire world. Jared responded with “You’re MY favorite person“ and then thanked me and told me that I rock. At that point, I had begun to turn my back on him to grab my bag and head out of the room, but then I felt Jared touching my shoulder. He said: “Hey“ and I turned to look at him, and Jared looked me in the eyes and repeated his thank you. That really touched me - that he wanted to make sure I’d heard him and knew how much my words meant to him.
(Ok so this branches off of these posts (Evan) (Connor) so probably read those first. Basic premise, this is after the first performance of Dead Girl Walking and Connor and Evan got together. Connor strained his voice so he has to take a day of vocal rest, he decided to come see the show.)