I’d never owned a vase. I’d never lived any place long enough to justify having such a simple thing.Sometimes wonder what would’ve happened if I’d bought that vase and made a home for it.Would that have changed things? Would I have been happy? Who can say? I do know this: Even now, after all the pain and death and heartbreak that followed, I still would make the same choice.


Outlander was filming in my town today! I’ve never been more excited in my life, nothing like this ever happens in SCOTLAND let alone my town! but I’ve calmed down now so I’ll give you a little description of everything that went down. Me and two of my friends heard from my other friend that her dad was going to be an extra as a prisoner in a dungeon, and on the inside of the palace (we could see just inside the entrance) there was hay bales and sentry’s walking back and forth so they were using both the exterior and interior. The outside of the palace was guarded by red coats, and the scene which took place consisted of Claire walking/being lead by a Mackenzie clan member (I’m almost certain it was the man who told Jamie about his mothers sweet smile, I can’t remember his name though) up to the doors, talking to the guards, and then going in. They also rehearsed a scene, where (we think, but can’t be 100% sure) Jamie (as soon as we saw him we freaked out. like hyperventilated.) carries possibly Claire out of the prison in his arms. Catriona is so beautiful in person, and although we didn’t get to meet her (even though we were the only ones there!) she smiled at us and we all like freaked out and grinned like idiots back. Her and the cast were so cute too, they were like fake punching each other and laughing and ah it was amazing, hopefully they’re still filming tomorrow so I can go watch again!