“Um… can I help… you?” Craig asked carefully as he tried to balance the wiggling baby in his arms. “Yes, your Craig Owens, correct?” you asked and he nodded slowly. You took in a sudden breath of air and Craig frowned. “He’s been here” you said before barging your way into the house. “Sorry, you can’t be here, who are you?” he yelled after you as you ran though the house picking things up here and there. “The Doctor he’s been here?” you said spinning round and nearly crashing into Craig and the baby. “Yeah… hang on… how do you know about the Doctor?” he asked and your eyes widened. Hot on his trail maybe today you would catch up with him. “Its a long story, where is he?” “He um… left about four hours ago” you groaned and fell down on the sofa in the centre of the room and ran your hands through your hair. “Are you alright?” “No Craig… I’m… I’m not sure if I am” he moved to sit next to you. “I’m sorry, I um… I’ll go, I shouldn’t have butted in like this-“ you made to leave but Craig grabbed your arm “Wait! Please, if its about the doctor, I want to help. Please explain” he begged. You looked back at him with wide sad eyes before nodding. If the Doctor was going to run from you, he could have another half an hour head start.
“You know the Doctor well-“ “Yes” Craig answered like it was a question and you flickered a smile “I was there… “ tears where welling in your eyes “I know that you know everything about him. We are” you paused thinking about it before shaking you head. “We were” you corrected “so close… and recently he’s been distant, bad times are coming for him and he’s scared for the first time. He was scared that” a sigh escaped your lips as you fell back on the sofa “he’s scared that something will happen to me. So he left me. But-“ “Oh my god” Craig interrupted “are you in love with him?” he asked and a light laugh escaped your lips and the tears began to fall. “But I can’t be sure that he is with me anymore. Fear of loosing people has driven him away, even his closest of friends. But he can’t be, shouldn’t be, alone. So I need to find him, but he always manages to stay one step ahead of me.”
You wiped the tears away and looked over at Craig who’s mouth was opening and closing like a goldfish. “What?” you asked and Craig shook his head. “The Doctor has a girlfriend?” he asked and you cocked you head to one side. “I suppose. Is that a problem?” you asked and he shook his head again. “No no, I just… didn’t expect it thats all” you chuckled and shrugged “Tell me about it, I expected it less than anyone else, trust me. Do you know where he might have gone?” you asked any trace of hope gone. “He was going to some alinement thing in Exedor or something” “Oh… he missed it…” you whispered “Exedor, it was supposed to be a date… Exedor…” There was a long pause and a cold shiver ran down your spine. “Sorry, I’ll go- thank you for your help, Craig” and you stood up, leaving through the front door.
“Wait! I never got your name?!” Craig called after you as you reached the gate at the bottom of the path to the street. You glanced back over your shoulder, hair flying over your right shoulder as you did so. A sad smile flickered across your face for a moment. “It’s okay, you don’t need to remember me. “
I’ve come to the realization that there is another correlation between the men I get obsessed with… It just came to me, that the celebrities I focus on inevitably has a childlike glee and excitement about life in general. They are overgrown excitable puppies, tall, larger-than-life, actual 8-year-olds…
Rules: Pretty self explanatory. If you’re tagged, you write out your celebrity crushes. The catch? You have to tag one person for each crush. Ie; 10 crushes, tag 10 people. Tagged by @itssimplybri
1. David Tennant
Always David <3
2. James McAvoy
3. Jon Hamm
4. Michael Fassbender
5. Tom Hiddleston
6. Ryan Gosling
I used to watch him when he played the young Hercules hahaha it’s been a while <3
7. Daniel Day-Lewis
It doesn’t matter how old he gets…he’ll always look amazing
8. Michiel Huisman
9. Benedict Cumberbatch
10. Jake Gyllenhaal
My list changed a little from the last time I posted it. These are people that I find not only good looking, but also really talented and I really follow their career and watch everything they do hahaha. You might be wondering “Where’s Troy Baker?”. Well, I do like him very much but I wouldn’t say I have a crush on him, I just really admire his work…it’s complicated hahaha. He used to be part of my list, but now I see him differently.