Alex’s voice–hottest voice ever! Just hearing Alex’s voice makes me completely out of my mind..Can I get pregnant with that?HAHAHAH!


I feel so unsure
As I take your hand and lead you to the dance floor
As the music dies, something in your eyes
Calls to mind the silver screen
And all its sad good-byes

I’m never gonna dance again
Guilty feet have got no rhythm
Though it’s easy to pretend
I know you’re not a fool
(You know I ain’t a fool girl)
Should’ve known better than to cheat a friend
And waste the chance that I’ve been given
So I’m never gonna dance again
The way I danced with you

Time can never mend
The careless whispers of a good friend
To the heart and mind
Ignorance is kind
There’s no comfort in the truth
Pain is all you’ll feel

I’m never gonna dance again
Guilty feet have got no rhythm
Though it’s easy to pretend
I know you’re not a fool
(You know I ain’t a fool girl)
Should’ve known better than to cheat a friend
And waste the chance that I’ve been given
So I’m never gonna dance again
The way I danced with you

Slow down
You know you’re moving too fast
You know that I don’t dance
But you insist you take my hand
And to the beat that move our feet
And everyone is watching me
And I don’t dance no more.
And now I’m leaving my apartment
Til’ its after evening
Bars are closing down
And every model in the pool halls drinking
I turn the juke box on to play my favorite song
Where we song along
I don’t dance no more

Tonight the music seems so loud
I wish that we could lose this crowd
Maybe it’s better this way
We’d hurt each other with the things we’d want to say
We could have been so good together
We could have lived this dance forever
But now who’s gonna dance with me?
Please stay.

I’m never gonna dance again
Guilty feet have got no rhythm
Though it’s easy to pretend
I know you’re not a fool
(You know I ain’t a fool girl)
Should’ve known better than to cheat a friend
And waste the chance that I’ve been given
So I’m never gonna dance again
The way I danced with you
Now that you’re gone
(To Pretend)
(You know I ain’t a fool girl)
Now that you’re gone
Now that you’re gone
(To Pretend)
(You know I ain’t a fool girl)
Now that you’re gone


TEENAGE DIRTBAG (Wheatus) - Alex Gaskarth

This is a wonderful video. Gahhh, I’ve been looking for a proper video of this cover for months, and now, I’ve finally found one! Alex Gaskarth is really amazing, in every aspect.


Never underestimate a girl’s love for her favorite band. Never even think for a minute, that she won’t defend them to her death. Because it’s not just the music that makes the band her favorite. It’s the guys, the gals. The fans. People whom of which she has interacted with because of the band. That band might have saved her life, or just made her smile every day. That band has never broke her heart and has yet to leave her. No wonder she finds such joy in her music.

Alexander William Gaskarth

*So yeah, Alex(All Time Low) and Cassadee(Hey Monday) saved my life and always make smile =) I LOVE THEM!


So kahapon, ang dame ko nalaan. Di ko man sinasadya, madame ako nasabi na hindi dapat. Yung mga bagay na kinalimutan ko na (well not actually kinalimutan, medyo hindi ko na naiisip nitong mga nakaraang buwan), eh ayon nga, kinuwento ko ulet. WhutDaEff.

Then, marame man ako nasagap, haha wifi?! PersonalDigitalAssistant tlaga XD In terms of ERD , One-to-many din. At 2 times na rin plang nagkaron ng ganong error#13 dahil error#57(baby). Nyaha. Alam ko, client sila, ikaw user :P  Ayos! =)

Pero eto favorite ko: KAHIT SINO, WAG LANG SI JULIEN =) NAKS!

Ano bang sense neto? Wala naman maintidihan XD


Despite of my very busy schedule, I still manage to post a blog. DAAANG.


During our impromptu speech in my PSIT class last week, I answered a not-so-difficult-question-but-very-interesting-one. The question goes like “ If I can have one wish to be granted, what would it be and why”. One minute is given to me to internalize the question. With that very short time, many ideas gotten into my mind. Money, world peace(yeah), reborn of my beloveds.. But I remembered the wish that I always wanted to have. The wish that I keep on asking every single day. And time’s up. I was really not sure if I should answer that, because that might sound emo-ish, and it really did XD So it goes something like this.

If I can have one wish to be granted, that would be HAPPINESS. Happiness for the rest of my life. I hate being sad, angry, annoyed and feeling anything unlike. When I can’t do something important, I got depressed, and I hate it. Besides, for me, happiness is really difficult to achieve. especially for those people who keep on finding it, like me. Whenever I wake up, I always ask for each day to be the happiest day ever, but unfortunately, it isn’t always happening. I want to experience everything with a smile on my face. So there. That would be my one wish, HAPPINESS FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE.

Sounds pathetic. I know right. Well, that’s a very honest answer, which proves that I am really pathetic. lol XD

I’m not saying that I don’t experience happiness ever. I am happy whenever I’m with my friends and of course, myfamily. And I’m always with them. I feel happy whenever I feel loved and appreciated. C'mon, who doesnt?! So  if that’s the case, what’s the problem here, eh? I don’t know either. Maybe lately, Ive been always in a situation where I’ve been left out by my most wanted people. I just realized that I REALLY CAN’T SHOW MY REAL FEELINGS FOR PEOPLE. Pride always comes in the way. But I don’t regret that much.



TO ALL PINOY KIDS WHO WERE BORN IN THE 70's 80's and early 90's!

First, some of us survived being born to mothers who did not have an OB-Gyne, smoked and/or drank San Miguel Beer or Syoktong, while they carried us. The manghihilot was the cheapest way to deliver babies. Dinala ka ba ng nanay mo sa pediatrician for DPT? While pregnant, they took cold or cough medicine, cortal or medicol, ate isaw, and didn’t worry about diabetes or cervical cancer.

Then after all that trauma, our baby cribs were made of hard wood covered with lead-based paints, pati na yung walker (andador) natin, matigas na kahoy or rattan at wala pang gulong.

We had no soft cushy cribs that play music, no disposable diapers (lampin lang), ( noon cloth or rattan duyan lang tied to the posts or ceiling, babies fell asleep sa sobrang hilo ) and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, no kneepads, sometimes wala pang preno yung bisikleta.

Take-out food was limited to Ongpin’s pansit or Aling Toyangs pre-cooked ulam in kalderos. No pizza shops, McDonalds, KFC, Subway, Jollibee; and, coffee was just kape hinde ga-mahal as in Starbucks.
As children, we would ride in jeepneys libre, pag kandong, hot un-airconditioned buses with wooden seats (yung JD bus na pula), or cars with no airconditioning & no seat belts (ngayon lahat may aircon na)

Riding on the back of a carabao on a breezy summer day was considered a treat. (ngayon hindi na nakakakita ng kalabaw ang mga bata) Did you make your own saranggola and pasted bubog on the strings?

We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle purchased from 711(minsan straight from the faucet or poso) walang 711 noon, sari-sari store ni Mang Akong to buy sarsi, suntan, RC cola or choco-vim. 

We shared one soft drink bottle with four of our friends, and NO ONE actually died from this or contracted hepatitis.

We ate rice with star margarine, pampatangkad daw, took raw eggs straight from the shell, and drank softdrinks with real sugar in it (hindi diet coke), but we weren’t sick or overweight kasi nga…….

We would leave home in the morning and play all day, and get back when the streetlights came on. Sarap mag patintero, tumbang preso, habulan at taguan. Natatandaan mo ba PIKO, step-no-step- yes, trumpo, garter & mala-ahas sa haba na goma? Kung naulan naman, jackstones, pick-up sticks or sungka, bahay-bahayan, tinda-tindahan, titser-teacher- an or swimming sa baha or kangkungan.

No one was able to reach us all day (di uso ang cellphone, walang beepers). And yes, we were O.K.. Sipol lang ni tatay ang meron noon!

We would spend hours building our wooden trolleys (yung bearing ang gulong) or plywood slides out of scraps and then ride down the street, only to find out we forgot the brakes! After hitting the sidewalk or falling into a canal (sewage channel) a few times, we learned to solve the problem ourselves with our bare & dirty hands. 

We did not have Playstations, Nintendo’s, X-boxes, no video games at all, no 100 channels on cable, no DVD movies, no surround stereo, no IPOD’s, no cellphones, no computers, no Internet, no chat rooms, and no Friendsters, Facebook. MSN etc. ……… …WE HAD REAL FRIENDS and we went outside to actually talk and play with them! TV viewing was a treat, kilala mo ba si Popeye, Gumby, Betty Boop & followed the bouncing ball in Melody Tunes? That was karaoke then, LOL!
We climbed walls and trees (to get aratiles and catch salagubang & tutubi - tied them on the neck with a string), fell out of trees, got cut or “bukol”, broke bones and teeth and there were no stupid lawsuits from these accidents. The only rubbing we get is from our friends with the words..masakit ba ? pero pag galit yung kalaro mo,,,,ang sasabihin sa iyo..beh buti nga !

We played marbles (jolens) in the dirt , washed our hands just a little and ate dirty ice cream, fish balls & inihaw na baga. We were not afraid of getting sick or germs in our stomachs.

We had to live with homemade guns, gawa sa kahoy, tinali ng rubberband , sumpit , tirador at kung ano ano pa na puedeng makasakitan, pero masaya pa rin ang lahat. We made up games with sticks (syatong), and cans (tumbang preso) and although we were told they were dangerous, wala naman tayong binulag o napatay… paminsan minsan may nabubukulan lang.

We walked a lot, rode bikes, or took tricycles to a friend’s house and knocked on the door or rang the bell, or just yelled for them to jump out the window!

Mini basketball teams had tryouts and not everyone made to the team. Those who didn’t pass had to learn to deal with the disappointment. Wala iyang mga childhood depression at damaged self esteem ek-ek na yan. Ang pikon, talo.

Ang magulang ay nandoon lang para tingnan kung ayos lang ang mga bata, hindi para makialam at makipag-away sa ibang parents.

That generation of ours has produced some of the best risk-takers, problem solvers, creative thinkers and successful professionals ever! They are the CEO’s, Engineers, Doctors and Military Generals of today.

The past years have been an explosion of innovation and new ideas.

We had failure, success, and responsibility. We learned from our mistakes the hard way.

You might want to share this with others who’ve had the luck to grow up as real kids. We were lucky indeed. ☺

Just saw it from a friend on facebook.

This is true indeed. Hands down to whoever wrote this.

Alex Gaskarth's Quote

I met a lot of people since we’ve been here and a few of ‘em have told me that somewhere down the line, one of our song has helped get them through a tough time. And I wanna say that when someone tells me that, it feels better than anything else in the entire world.

 When we started this band, we had no idea that we were gonna get where we are now. And I have to say the big halfway across the fucking road playing for all you beautiful people feels amazing. When one people tell me that our songs actually affect their lives and help them get through things, it makes me wanna play this song because I think when i wrote this song(THERAPY), it was a song that helped me get through with a tough time.

-Alex Gaskarth (All Time Low Concert in Manila)

This is one of the most beautiful thing I’ve ever heard from Alex Gaskarth. When he is saying such a thing, I see an angel ya know ;) He is so damn cute, I just wanna kiss him (just the computer screen) right after I’ve watched that video. Me too, was changed by All Time Low’s song. That’s the reason why I love 'em. Every songs of All Time Low reflects a part of every person’s life, that’s just how awesome they are.


All Time Low + We The Kings = We The Low or All Time King :)

The fucking moment when the two of yer most favorite band had a jam together. Yieee. This is good, really good! 

ONE OF THE BEST PICTURES EVER! Seeing Cassadee Pope with the whole All Time Low band.

Hey Monday has been my favorite band since 4th year high school! Yurp, I’ve been a fan for 3years. The first thing I noticed in this band is of course, Cassadee, her awesome hairstyle. Back then, ‘How you love me now’ was always being played at the radio and I was hooked up. The meaning of it, gaawd,  never failed to… hmm, let’s just say that it never failed to touch my heart <:

All Time Low, the first song that I heard from this band was “Dear Maria Count Me In”.. Can’t remember what year was that.. I didn’t pay much attention on them because I was like too crazy listening to Hey Monday’s music, Yurp just hey monday XD Then, last year I think, I saw this Remembering Sunday in Youtube featuring Cassadee. Then I told myself, I should listen to Hey Monday’s friends (yurp, I used to call WeTheKings, TheCab and AllTimeLow HeyMonday’s friends) HAHAHA. So the reason why I became interested to All Time Low was just because they are close to Cassadee, so I wanna know 'em too XD Then, after listening to some of their songs, I just realized, OMFG, this band is a legend!  Then, yowza!.. All Time Low became my favorite too.

I became more interested on All Time Low now, probably because they are all boys and yurp, Alex Gaskarth is a living perfect man! The hair, the lips the nose, the voice .. everything!

And hey, I like WeTheKings too, yayayy! Travis Clark <3 But not as much as All Time Low and Alex Gaskarth. I just find Travis and the band cool too XD

BTW, at first, I want Cassadee and Alex to be lovers because they are my hero and I like them to be together. But  when I found out that Rian and Cassadee are already a couple, Whoaaa! they are so cute and… SUPER CUTE!! XD

Right now, I am drowning myself with All Time Low’s Music and yeah, I AM STILL BREATHING :)