jackson the butterfly

Logan Lerman is an amazing actor. I remember when I first saw him in Percy Jackson and thought he was cute, so I decided to investigate (or obsess, however you like to call it) and I watched everything he’s a part of. 

Cute doesn’t do him enough justice though. He is, but so much more than that. When his characters cry, I cry. When they’re happy, I’m happy. He lets you feel the emotions his character has so deep , it’s crazy. I mean, he started sooo young, but even then he put everything he had in to it. And he just keeps getting better and better.

I remember watching The Perks Of Being A Wallflower and having all of these mixed emotions. It’s such a powerful story and I honestly couldn’t think of a better Charlie. (shoutout to the entire cast though, because they’re all pretty freaking amazing)  

Now I can talk all day about how wonderful Logan is, but most people already know or have to go see it for themselves. I really just wanted to share my portrait I made of him with all of you, to let you know how much I appreciate him. <3 

Got7 as things my friends have said:

Mark: “I know too many weed dealers it’s not even funny anymore.”
Jaebum: “I was once told that I ‘look angry enough to pick a fight with a butterfly.’”
Jackson: “I run in the rain for dramatic effect, duh?”
Jinyoung: “If I could I would literally sell you all for a B+ in this class.”
Youngjae: “Wanna watch me shove this egg in my mouth?”
BamBam: “Why is our uniform so ugly AND expensive at the same time?”
Yugyeom: “It’s not my fault your tiny ass can’t reach the papers” *holds papers up higher*


Ppl this is my new reason to live

some sexuality headcanonns that been stuck in my head for a while (please don’t yell at me):

Dipper Pines is a gay trans boy

Mabel Pines is a genderqueer lesbian

Marco Diaz is genderfluid

Star Butterfly is pansexual

Samurai Jack is biromanitc demisexual

Danny Phantom is a pansexual trans boy

Jesse Mcree is bisexual (leaning towards men)

Hanzo Shimada is a homoromantic aesexual

Genji Shimada is bisexual

Percy Jackson is a lesbian transgirl

Nico Di Angelo is a gay transboy

Human! Bill Cipher is agender

Soulful Hip Hop x playlist

1. Amerie- Why Don’t We Fall In Love
2. Goapele- Closer
3. Janet- That Way Love Goes
4. Michael Jackson- Butterflies 
5. Michael Jackson- You Rock My World
6. Prince- When Doves Cry
7. Soul For Real- Candy Rain
8. Soul For Real- Everything Little Thing I Do
9. SWV- Anything
10. Jodeci- Come and Talk To Me Remix
11. SWV- Rain
12. De La Soul- Me, Myself, and I
13.  Q- Tip- Vivrant Thing
14. The Pharcyde- Passin’ Me By
15. A Tribe Called Quest-  Award Tour
16.  A Tribe Called Quest- Jazz (We’ve Got)
17. The Roots- The Seed 2.0
18. Lupe Fiasco- Kick, Push
19. Biggie Smalls- Big Poppa
20. Kanye West- Good Life
21. The Gap- Outstanding
22. Kool & The Gang- Summer Madness
23. Guy- I Like
24. Chaka Khan- Sweet Thing
25. Rob Base & DJ E-Z Rock- It Takes Two
26. Lauryn Hill- Doo Wop (That Thing)
27. Beenie Man ft. Mya- Girls Dem Sugar
28. Brandy- I Want To Down
29. Brandy- Best Friend
30. Common- The People
31. Common- I Use To Love H.E.R
32. Common- The Light
33. Big Pun- Still Not A Player
34. Musiq Soulchild- B.U.D.D.Y
35. Ll Cool J- Hush
36. Ll Cool J- Around The Way Girl
37. Slum Village- Selfish
38. J Dilla- So Far To Go
39. Bob Marley- Could This Be Love
40. Bob Marley- Jammin’
41. Bob Marley- Three Little Birds

Here is the link. Play on shuffle http://open.spotify.com/user/musicallysoul/playlist/6wmXHcUkKvQdT12fnhNfYq

Dateless And Single

Author’s note: I going to be spending my valentine’s day at work but I much rather be spending it this way. we all just need a little Jackson in our lives.


Lucky - Jason Marz

First Day Of My Life - Bright Eyes

Green Eyes -Coldplay

Pairing: Reader x Jackson(GOT7)

Word Count: 1446

Genre: Fluff 

Originally posted by whats-kpopping

“Would you two shut up already, you been going at it for three hours.”

“Not until I win!”

“Then you two will be here all night! There is no way you are going to beat her Jackson. I would just give up now.“

“Jinyoung! How could you say that! I can’t give up that easily!”

“It has been three almost four hours. Some of us are getting hungry

“Then go get something to eat without us, I’m not giving up until I win!”

“Hey! I’m actually hungry” I finally pipe in my opinion. “And although I thoroughly like beating your butt over and over again. My stomach is trying to get my attention.”

This whole fiasco started four hours ago when I came over to hang out and eat dinner with the boys. It was valentine’s day today. So instead of spending it alone at my apartment watching chick flicks and drowning my feeling in ice cream and chocolate. Mark had invited me to spend it with him and the boys. We were all dateless and single, so it was a perfect idea to distract us from the loneliness that comes with this holiday.

The second I stepped through the door, though, I was challenged to a match of Super Smash Brothers Brawl by Jackson. Unknown to him, I was well skilled at it from years of playing it with my older brothers. After I destroyed him the first time, he called it beginner’s luck and called for a rematch. I just laughed and agreed to it. For the past three hours, Jackson had called for rematch after rematch. I didn’t mind though because I enjoyed spending time with him and beating his butt every match was a perk. But I knew deep down the true reason was that I have been harboring a huge crush on him since mark first introduced us. Sadly I know it wouldn’t work because of who Jackson was. He had the pick of any girl he wanted, he would never pick me. Mark’s old best friend from childhood.

“Jinyoung can’t you just bring us something back?” Jackson gave the rest of the boys a puppy dog look and a pout.

“If it ok with (Y/N).” Jinyoung gave me a “sorry he acts like a five-year-old sometimes” kind of look. The thought of being alone with Jackson sent butterflies to my stomach and made my cheeks turn red. But it would be okay, right? We were only playing a video game, nothing would happen, right?

“As long as I get fed, I’m fine with it”

“Are you sure?” Mark interjected. He could always read me like an open book. It didn’t help I would tell him everything since we were kids. He had figured out the crush I had on Jackson before I could even tell him.

“Just don’t take too long.” I joked out loud but I gave mark a “don’t you dare say anything or I will kill you” look.

“Alright, just don’t burn the dorm down while we are gone” Jinyoung sighed, oblivious to the stare down mark and I was having. The rest of got7 filed out and the door slammed shut behind Bambam and Yugeom arguing about what food they were going to get. The apartment fell silent and I shift nervously in my seat.

“I got an idea, let’s play Mario Kart instead,” Jackson announced

“I was never good at Mario Kart. So maybe just maybe you might win.” Jackson sent a sarcastic laugh my way as he got up to change the disk. I sighed back into my seat and watch him, noting his toned arm muscles. He so rudely decided to wear a sleeveless shirt tonight. I wonder what it would be like to have those arms are wrapped around my waist. Those arms bringing me into a tight embrace. His arm slung around my shoulders, claiming me as his.

“Are you checking me out?” I awake from my daydream to see Jackson looking at me with a smirk etched on his face.

“Of course not!” I yell out, avoiding his gaze.

“Your cheeks say otherwise.” Damn my girlish tendencies

“Just because girls around the world find you desirable doesn’t mean every girl does.”

“True but I’m pretty sure the girl sitting in front of me finds me desirable.”

“I do not!” the redness in my cheeks turn the shade of a tomato. Jackson has now abandoned the game and started to walk slowly towards me. I sink back into my seat.

“I beg to differ.” Jackson was now in front of me. He snaps both of his on either side of my head. I stare into his eyes, trying to find a hint of a joke. But all I found was focus and could say a bit of lust?

“I think you’re are over your head.” I tried to keep me composer but my mind and insides were panicking.

“You know it wouldn’t be a bad thing. You finding me desirable.” he was inching closer and closer to my face. One wrong move now and we would be kissing. But was that a bad thing?

“Why is that?” Jackson stops himself so close to my face that iI could feel his breath.

“Because maybe I find you quite desirable too.”

“Don’t joke with me, Wang.’ Jackson smirk was the last thing I saw. I flutter my eyes shut when I felt Jackson capture my lips. This kiss was powerful and sent electricity throughout my body. There was passion flowing from Jackson’s lips. It traveled through me and filled me. Claiming me to Jackson and no one else. Just as I start to try to pull Jackson closer, he pulls his lips off mine.

“Do you think I’m joking now?” Jackson stares into my eyes and leaves me breathless. I open my mouth to respond but I was cut off by the front door banging open. Jackson and I look up from our spot on the couch. Jinyoung and Bambam were bickering something about a lost wallet. But Bambam stopped mid-argument when his eyes fell upon us.

“Ewwwww guys we sit and eat on that couch!” Bambam yells over to us. I never seem Jackson move so quickly. He was on the other side of the room in less than a second.

“Bambam, it’s not like that!” Jackson yells back, his face turning as red as my own.

“Yeah sure, we all know you like her.” my head shot up at these words and I look at Bambam with disbelief.

“Hey! I haven’t even told her that yet! Jinyoung help me out!”

“You were going to do that to her without out even telling her you have feelings for her. That just messed up Jackson.” there was a glint of amusement in his eyes. Jackson and Bambam start to bicker back and forth again. I look up at Jinyoung and he gives me a wink

    “Come on Bambam, go get your wallet. The guys are waiting.: Bambam huffed off and returned with a black wallet in his hands. He walks out the still open door and Jinyoung follows.

    “Have fun you two!” Jinyoung waves to us as he shuts the door behind him.

    “I can’t……how could….I would never!” Jackson was walking back and forth, waving his hands around. I start to giggle at how flustered he was.

“Why are you laughing? This is not a laughing matter. They ruined my plan!” I laughed even harder at how serious Jackson looked.

“Jackson, calm down. they were messing with you. There is nothing to worry about.” I waved at him to come sit with me.

“They were?” he ran his fingers through his hair as he sat down.

“They absolutely were.”

“Oh now I just feel stupid but I’m still mad at Bambam.”


“He told you I had feelings for you.”

“That’s ok”

“How is that ok?”

“Because I like you too, dummy.” I laughed out. “But you are going to have to make this up for me.”

“I do? How do I make it up to you then?”

“For a start, you could take me out on a real date.” I leaned up and pulled Jackson don for another kiss. He wraps his strong arms around me and pulled me into his chest.

“I can definitely do that.” he breaks the kiss for a second and stared into my eyes. He then smiles and pulled me back into his lips. This definitely wasn’t how I thought my Valentine’s day would end. But I am so glad I didn’t end up stuck at home watching chicks flicks and eating ice cream.

Author note: The original plan was to upload this on Valentine’s day but I’m too impatient haha. As always I hoped you guys enjoyed reading this as much as I loved writing it!! <3  




Summary: When Jackson is worried that you two have become boring, he decides to make this night one to remember.

Genre: Smutty smut smut ;D

Length: 5310

The sound of dishes clinking together echoed around the room as you enjoyed your double date with your boyfriend, Jackson, and JB with his date. The restaurant that the four of you had gone to was really fancy, much fancier than anything you and Jackson were used to going to. You two were perfectly fine with pizza dates in front of the TV, but JB had insisted going somewhere nice and getting out.

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You & Me

Originally posted by yugyeom

“I guess that’s just part of loving people: You have to give things up. Sometimes you even have to give them up.”

Summary: The right words always seem to come too late. One set of words can stop you from getting what you want in the first place.. He was everything you wanted but what was stopping you? Oh that’s right… Your best friend was now his new girlfriend… What will happen when one mistake leads to trouble?

Previous Parts: 

Part 1 //

Part 2 is here~ 

More Parts:

Part 3 // Part 4 // Part 5 // Part 6 // Part 7 // Part 8 // Part 9 // Part 10 // Part 11 // Part 12 //



You over to the table where Yugyeom was waiting probably for Lia and as soon as he seen you his eyes widen.

“Hello..” you awkwardly blurted out and he looked at you from head to toe with his eyes still widen.


“Y/N!” You turned around and found Lia looking at you with a huge smile.

“Lia,” you giggled as she walked up to you and pulled you into a hug.

“You look so beautiful!”

“Thank you,”

You two pulled away and Lia looked at Yugyeom.

“Right she looks beautiful?!”

Yugyeom looked at you and a smile spread across his face.

“She does.. she really does…”

You felt your heart racing but you continued to ignore the feeling…

Yugyeom was taken.. You had to accept that…

“What brings you here?” Yugyeom asks you as he lifts up his cup and takes a sip of his water.

“I’m setting her up with a date,” Lia answered for you and as she said those words to Yugyeom, he pulled the cup away from his mouth and his eyes widen.



(Listen to Lost By BTS while reading this) 

Why did Yugyeom seem so shock that Lia was setting you up on a date? What was he trying to say? Were you not good enough for a date all of sudden?

You rolled your eyes and looked at Lia.

“So… where is he?” You asked Lia and she started to look around the restaurant and till you noticed she finally stopped. 

“There is he,”

You tried to look at the direction your best friend was staring and that’s when your eyes widen… He was very good looking…

You couldn’t help but to instantly smile as your date approached you as he smiled in return.

“Y/N I would like you to meet my good friend Jackson Wang, Jackson I would like you to meet my best friend Y/N.”

Maybe your date was going to take your mind off of Yugyeom… 

Maybe this date was exactly what you needed..

“It’s nice to meet your beautiful,” Jackson says grabbing your hand and lightly kissing the top causing your cheeks to heat up and all eyes on you.

“It’s very nice to met you as well,” You said shyly and you slowly glanced at Yugyeom whose eyes were on Jackson and then back at you.

“Come on! Sit down! The both of you!” Lia says excitedly clapping her hands as she sat right in front of Yugyeom.

You walked over to the table next to your best friend and Yugyeom and you noticed Yugyeom getting up. You were about to pull out your own chair but the most awkwardest thing happened…

Jackson AND Yugyeom both aimed their way to your chair and then looked at each other as they seen the two of them having the same intentions.. 


“Gyeomie, Jackson got it.” Lia says giving Yugyeom a glare and he awkwardly scratched the back of his neck and nodded.

“I better go to the bathroom…”

He left without saying another word and you wanted to follow him and ask what’s wrong but you have a date, Yugyeom was the last person you should be worrying about…

You took a seat from the chair and Jackson slowly yet gently pushed you in and walked over to his seat. 

Just as you got a hold of your menu, you felt your phone vibrate and you slowly glanced at Jackson and then slowly took out your phone..

A text from Yugyeom…

What did he possibly want…

Can I talk to you?

Instead of accepting his offer and meeting him up, you just read the text and put your phone away and looked back at the menu. 

You felt your phone vibrate again but you ignored it completely and tried to ignore Yugyeom existence… at least for the night..


Eventually Yugyeom came back to the double date but there was a thick tension you could feel just between the two of you.

You tried so hard to focus on your date but you could feel Yugyeom look at you here and there and it was just hard to avoid him…

However Jackson was hilarious, so most of the date night he continued to makes jokes here and there and you continued to laugh and laugh. 

Still the conversation slowly started to get a bit serious.

“Can I ask you something?” Jackson says and you looked at him and slowly nodded your head.


“Well, we have been having a fun date so far and what’s been actually getting me curious is why are you still single?”

As the words left Jackson’s mouth, for some reason you felt your heart ache randomly…. 

Well you wouldn’t have been single if your best friend didn’t take Yugyeom from you… But then again it didn’t seem like Yugyeom liked you anyways… 

He wouldn’t have accepted your best friend if he did like you in return and maybe you two could’ve been the one sitting across from each other having a date night… 

But clearly that dream was gone..

“I guess I haven’t found the right guy…” 

“Well I hope you find him soon,” Jackson says smirking immediately bringing butterflies to your stomach and you looked down feeling like a huge blushing mess.

The night went on and on and you continued to drink glass after glass of wine feeling a bit wavier then you were planning to be. 

However your best friend Lia was wasted… She didn’t just drink wine, she also decided to drink hard core liquor ,shot after shot….

“Y/n! I love you so much!” Lia says throwing her arms around you and you just glanced at her and couldn’t help but to giggle. 

“Um are you okay?”

“Of course I am,” Lia slurs and you glanced at Yugyeom and could see the disappointed look in his face. 

Lia was the definition of a party animal. Every time the two of you used to go to frat parties, Lia would drag you along just so you could basically babysit her at the end… Lia was your best friend… You would reject that offer from her even though it does get old holding Lia’s hair when she vomits and carry her out of the house and into your car…

“Babe, maybe I should take you home..”

Yugyeom says awkwardly looking at Lia..

Babe… That stung…

“Baby! The fun just begun!!!” Lia shouts and you quickly looked around and noticed the amount of attention you were receiving from the restaurant. 

Yugyeom glanced at you hoping you could help so just nodded and got up from your seat.

“Lia! Let’s go outside.. I need girl talk..” You lied and Lia got up without thinking twice and the two of you exited your way out of the restaurant.


Finally getting Lia out of the restaurant you were able to take her over to Yugyeom’s car and you got her to the passenger seat safe and sound…

This girl was just too much sometimes. You closed the car door and as soon as you turned around… you found Yugyeom standing right there smiling.

“Thank you,”


Yugyeom awkwardly scratched the back of his neck and continued to look at you… Did he want to say something?

Should you wait till Yugyeom finally says what’s in his mind?

You took one last look at Yugyeom and gave a small smile.

“I better get back to my date…”

You began to walk away till..


You stopped and turned around facing Yugyeom who was still looking at you.


“Do you need a ride?”

“Goodnight Yugyeom.” You said smiling and turned around and made your way back to the restaurant…

You truly loved Yugyeom… but the problem was he was your best friends boyfriend now… You respected that he was off limits even though you disagreed at first.


At last you were alone with Jackson. The two of you continued to spend a little more time with each other until his phone suddenly rang and he looked at me.

“I should take this,”

“Of course,”

You smiled and continued to look around till you noticed a tall figure standing right next to you. 

You slowly looked up and your eyes widen as you seen Yugyeom standing there… 

What the hell was he doing here? 

Shouldn’t he be with Lia?


He remains silent but continues to smile.

“What are you doing here?”

“Lia forgot her purse.”

My eyes widen and I looked at the table they were sitting and it was just there on the chair… exactly where she left it..

Of course Yugyeom came for that… it’s not like he came because he was jealous that you were on a date or anything…

You were disappointed but you still have to accept that he was taken. Jackson returned back to the table and noticed Yugyeom back so soon.

“Hey, what are you doing here again?” Jackson ask as a huge smile spreading across his face.  

“Lia kind of forgot her purse here.” Yugyeom says showing the purse in his hand and Jackson chuckled.

“Typical Lia.”

You giggled in return because you knew Lia was the type to leave her things abandoned at random places and make other find it because she’s too drunk to come and get it herself..

“Y/N.. I had a really good time, but I have to head back home. Do you need a ride?” Jackson offers but instead of letting you answer, Yugyeom cuts him off.

“I’ll take her home.”

You looked at Yugyeom with wide eyes and he looked at you.

“Are you sure? I can take her,” Jackson offers again.

“No it’s okay, she lives close by.”

No you didn’t. He was lying.

“Alright, hope to see you again.” Jackson says as he approaches you and he gets a hold of your hand and lightly kisses the top making you blush.

“Goodnight Jackson.”

“Good Night Y/N.”

He walked off and now you were alone with Yugyeom… The thing was you didn’t want to be alone with Yugyeom.. Only because you knew you were capable of doing something dumb.. 

“Should we get going?” You asked yugyeom awkwardly and he smiles and shakes his head.

“Not just yet..”


“Let’s have a drink together,”

“But don’t you have to drive home?”

“I didn’t drive here I called a cab.”

Wait what? Was this planned?


“Let’s go,” Yugyeom says interrupting you and you just stared at him and gave in.


You opened your eyes and you looked up at the white ceiling in your room… What the hell happened? How the hell did you get home?

After walking over to the bar with Yugyeom and drinking… you seem to blackout..

You slowly sat up and felt your head throb.. You had way tooo much to drink last night… You continued to rub your head and you stopped when you felt a body next to you. Your eyes widen as you slowly faced your left and seen Yugyeom laying there shirtless. You looked down at yourself and realized you were in your bra… 

What the hell happened last night?!?