“I’m scared that I’m gonna end up alone. I’m scared that I’m always gonna be someone’s friend, or brother, or confidante but never quite someone’s everything. Mostly I’m scared that I’m never gonna meet a guy that I love as much as I love you.”
Fangirl Challenge ↳ [1/3] Episodes that make you cry: Dawson’s Creek,…Must Come To An End (6x23/6x24)
“Hi, Amy, it’s mom. Well, by the time you see this, I won’t be here anymore, and I know how much that sucks, for both of us. So seeing as how I won’t be around to thoroughly annoy you, I thought I would give you a little list of the things that I wish for you. Well, there’s the obvious. An education. Family. Friends. And a life that is full of the unexpected. Be sure to make mistakes. Make a lot of them, because there’s no better way to learn and to grow, all right? And, um, I want you to spend a lot of time at the ocean, because the ocean forces you to dream, and I insist that you, my girl, be a dreamer. God. I’ve never really believed in God. In fact, I’ve spent a lot of time and energy trying to disprove that god exists. But I hope that you are able to believe in god, because the thing that I’ve come to realize, sweetheart… is that it just doesn’t matter if god exists or not. The important thing is for you to believe in something, because I promise you that that belief will keep you warm at night, and I want you to feel safe always. And then there’s love. I want you to love to the tips of your fingers, and when you find that love, wherever you find it, whoever you choose, don’t run away from it. But you don’t have to chase after it either. You just be patient, and it’ll come to you, I promise, and when you least expect it, like you, like spending the best year of my life with the sweetest and the smartest and the most beautiful baby girl in the world. You don’t be afraid, sweetheart. And remember, to love is to live.”
“From the second that I stepped out of that cab and onto the creek, I was the instigator, you know? The girl who caused problems and rocked the creek, and upset the delicate emotional balance of Capside and…I don’t want Amy to be that person.”
I’ve had lovers, I’ve had boyfriends, but what I’ve never had is a boy who is, first and last, a friend. Who wasn’t secretly trying to get in my pants or wouldn’t walk away from me the second I said I didn’t wan’t to sleep with him. Who liked me…for me.