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The Date & The Confession

Jace Wayland/Herondale imagine

Summary: While Jace and you are dating in secret, Izzy tries to set you up on a blind date for Valentine’s Day, much to the dislike of Jace. Follows ‘Fake Dating & Stealing Cookies’, but could be understood without reading that one.

A/N: So imagine… I don’t suck and this was actually posted on or before the 14th? Or just imagine it’s the 14th.

Prompts: “Hmm, check and mate.” – “Is there a reason you’re naked in my bed?” – “I should’ve handcuffed you when I had the chance.”


During the couple of weeks you had been seeing each other in secret, you couldn’t believe how close Jace and you had become. From 2 people who disliked each other so much, to people who actually really liked each other and possibly more.

Currently, you were both seated on your bed, trying to decide which movie to watch.

“I’m feeling like watching ‘The Notebook’ tonight.” You smiled at him, knowing he wouldn’t want to watch it.

“I am not watching ‘The Notebook’ again.” He sternly said.

5 minutes later you were gazing at Ryan Gosling’s beautiful face.

When the movie ended, you turned towards Jace. “That wasn’t so bad, now was it?” Jace didn’t respond, so you nudged him. “Hmm, what?” He shot awake.

“At least you tried.” You murmured, and went in to give him a kiss, when you heard a knock on your door.

Out of panic, you pushed Jace out of your bed, making him fall on the ground with a loud noise.

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malec cooking au
  • magnus is an upcoming chef who’s just starting a bakery “Pandemonium Bakery” (i know, creative) or something like that
  • his crew (ragnor, raphael and catarina) enter a baking competition
  • “Frays Goods” also enters, which is simon,  maia and clary
  • {add here anyother groups to the competition with uncreative names. like lydia or whoever else you want to add}
  • the competition is run by the lightwoods, who own the restaurant “The Institute” 
  • the judges are jace, izzy and, low and behold, alec
  • alec, obviously, is always the hardest judge to impress
  • and it’s never been this hard for him to judge before, but now there’s magnus 
  • and he thinks all of his food is perfect, but can’t tell if he is biased by his suave confidence and gorgeous face
  • so alec may be a bit biased for “Pandemonium Bakery”, especially when it comes to the cupcakes round, magnus’s specialty
  • alec does indeed have a secret sweet tooth
  • though, jace also seems to be biased by the nerd with flour always on his glasses in “Frays Goods”
  • so maybe this competition was not fair, or came to cooking, much at all
  • when alec is giving his feed back on any of magnus’s cooking, he’s the one who’s nervous
  • which magnus finds hilarious and endearing
  • at the end of that mess of a competition, the finalist are “Frays Goods” and “Pandemonium Bakery”
  • magnus’s dish to alec has his number scribbled on napkin underneath
  • decide which you want to win, but whoever loses isn’t really upset, cause someone got a date
  • and they’re all smiling like idiots, nearly laughing, as if they’re all old friends
  • (you can be assured, they will definatly be friends and hang out after this)
  • it’s ridiculous how unprofessional the competition was, alec just hopes his parents won’t hear about it
  • now alec has a number to text and a bakery to eat at

i was bored so here’s my trash au that i heard of and delved upon

If anything is coming out of the fact that hardly none cares about this Jace deleted scene it’s the fact that I realize we seriously in need of a Jace support Squad. Dom pours so much into this role & it seems like he lacks support just because he isn’t part of Malec.

So if you love Dom as Jace & he is your legit fave & you would be up for joining a Jace support Squad let me know. I don’t care about ships. Ship with him whoever you want.

Peace Out

I just want to hug whoever decided Jace’s reaction to the Malec kiss was going to be this!! This proud but also kinda emotional smile is SO precious!!

We never got to see Jace’s initial reaction to Malec in the books, and I just think not only was it great that he was included in the kiss scene, but he had the most gorgeous reaction too! I mean not that I ever doubted that Jace would be happy, but just the fact that he looks so damn proud of his big brother for finally choosing himself after everything they’ve been through and Alec has been through within himself, and he kind of looks a little emotional too, you just know that Alec’s happiness is one of the most important things to him!

It just makes me super emotional to see Jace and Alec’s relationship, and to have this reaction from Jace to one of the biggest moments in Alec’s life, especially when it didn’t happen in the books, is just lovely!

***As promised, here is volume 2 of Malec fanfic recommendations since you all seem to enjoy the 1st edition which still can be found here.
Again, if you liked this and want me to continue doing this, let me know, okay? And now, have fun reading. I know you all want to have more Malec love in your life.***

I WANT TO ROOT YOUR SYSTEM by @sweetillusionketz [ T | AU | 14.7k | complete ]

Magnus Bane has made a name for himself in the fashion industry after raising high against all odds and becoming the Editor in Chief of the world’s most celebrated fashion magazine, Pandemonium. He’s powerful, influential, and most of all, he’s a genius. Just not when it comes to technology. In fact, Magnus hates it with a passion. So one can imagine his distaste when, after a huge thunderstorm, Pandemonium’s office lost every in a short circuit and he was forced to buy thousands worth of new fancy products from Light Inc., the world’s most renowned technology company. Good thing all that high-tech crap comes with instructions in the form of Alec Lightwood.


Looking at him feels like looking directly into the sun and Alec wonders inwardly if he might go blind just from the way this man shines so brightly. He is the most beautiful human being Alec has ever seen. Too bad he’s a parking spot thief and now Alec has to hate him.

UNDER NEW MANAGEMENT by @highwarlockkareena [ M | 34.1k | WIP ]

Alec and Magnus never met each other. They didn’t join forces to fight the Circle when they attacked his lair, they never met to help Clary recover her memories. When the Clave refused to investigate the rumours about the rise of Valentine, Magnus, Luke, Raphael and the other Downworlders saw the problem coming for them. They banded together and rose up to stop Valentine. This story is set six months after his defeat.

HURTING AND HEALING by @swans-hooks-and-books [ T | AU | 11.5k | complete ]

“Magnus freezes. It’s then that he realises. He should’ve seen it before. He’s fairly certain he’s crushing on his best friend. His neighbour. The one boy who grew alongside him.” Childhood sweethearts AU where Alec and Magnus grow up next door to each other. Over the years, they transition from playmates to best friends to something more. But as usual, the path to happiness is always complicated.

STRENGTH by heartsdesire456 [ E | 11.7k | complete ]

After Jace disappeared with Valentine, Alec and Isabelle are put under house-arrest by their parents so that they don’t run off and screw things up worse than they already are. On top of that, they took their phones, so Alec hasn’t spoken to Magnus since Jocelyn woke up, and it drives him insane, because what he feels for Magnus feels so big and he knows, deep down, that Magnus feels the same. How do you handle knowing that Magnus Bane’s heart is in your hands?

MASTERS OF WAR by @lecrit [ T | AU | 13.6k | complete ]

Alec and Magnus hate each other. They know it. Their families know it. Their friends know it. Alec and Magnus hate each other. Or do they?

I WON’T LET YOU FALL by @jezthemadficster [ M | AU | 75k | WIP | IWLYF Universe #1 ]

Alec Lightwood is the most beautiful and talented classically trained ballet dancer at the New York Arts Institute. He’s pressured by everyone in his life to carry the honor of the Lightwood name in the New York performing arts world, he feels trapped in a box. Magnus Bane is the most liked, respected, gorgeous, and innately talented hip-hop freestyle dancer who was accepted to the Institute on scholarship. He puts on the happy face for everyone around him, but inside he is broken and badly scarred by his past. When Alec finds himself wanting to branch out and add free movement to his final senior piece he seeks the help of the one person he’s been secretly drawn to for years. The one person he knows lives very much outside of the box.

OF LOVE, GOSSIP, AND DANCE by @jezthemadficster [ M | AU | 2.2k | WIP | IWLYF Universe #2 ]

Texts between the original pairing of Raj x Elias from my fic ‘I Won’t Let You Fall’ . Raj and Elias have begun dating a little while ago and are totally in love but they just noticed that their two friends, who live in very different worlds are starting to interact. Of course these adorable gossips would be texting each other behind Magnus’ and Alec’s backs.

OF CATS AND MUSES by @theonetruenorth [ not rated | 1.2k | complete ]

Chairman Meow really liked his life. Living with Magnus was amazing. But lately he has to share him with a certain handsome Shadowhunter. Chairman Meow is not amused …

BLUE SHIELD by Hobbit69 [ E | AU | 35.7k | complete | Blue Steel series #2 ]

When Alec finally decides to propose to Magnus, he’s called to a crimes scene, where a dead junkie lies without a coat or shoes in a filthy alley. He and his partner, Jace, find a witness. Behind a dumpster, a boy crouches, hiding. The boy does not speak. He does not trust anyone. Except for Alec. Alec and Magnus have to take the boy in and give him a safe place to stay. Especially when whoever killed the junkie found in the alley wants to keep the five year old child quiet.

BLUE INNOCENCE by Hobbit69 [ E | AU | 46.8k | complete | Blue Steel series #3 ]

After a party, Isabelle discovers the body of a… well, fellow model. When she finds herself stuck in a bind, she calls the only person she can, her brother. While preparing for his wedding to billionaire Magnus Bane, Alec is forced to work to clear his sister of a crime she didn’t commit, to find a way to protect her as he hadn’t been able to protect his brother, Max.

IT’S A LOVE STORY (BABY JUST SAY “YES”) by sephirothflame [ E | AU | 5.9k | complete ]

Alec works as a doorman in Babylon Tower apartments. Magnus is living in the penthouse, and makes his interest known very clearly from the beginning.

JUST LIKE DIAMONDS DO by @muttttum [ G | 1.3k | complete ]

Magnus blinked at him, surprised. “You want to see my eyes?” he repeated slowly. Alec nodded, embarrassment flooding his face, flushing his wind-bitten cheeks an even darker pink. “How they really are, without the glamour,” Alec elaborated. “If - if that’s okay?” “Sure,” Magnus said, still sounding a little bewildered by the request. “If you want to.”

THE TIME ALEC DID (NOT) STARE AT MAGNUS’ ASS by vulturemonem [ E | PWP | 2.8k | complete ]

Magnus is horny. He teases Alec with a provocative dance. They end up in bed (obviously).

WHEN DAWN BREAKS by heartsdesire456 [ M | 9.5k | complete ]

When a text from Isabelle sends Alec to Magnus’s house as one last ditch attempt to get him to call off his wedding, Alec and Magnus come clean about their feelings and the consequences of them. When dawn breaks after one night together, Alec has to choose between doing what’s right and what his heart wants.

DEFLECT by @livhtwoods [ T | 3.3k | complete ]

Magnus had always found runes fascinating, and the power each one provided was amazing to watch in action. The way they contrasted against skin, standing out stark and powerful. The warlock also found the placing of some of them to be quite interesting. Especially Alec’s. Or: Five times Magnus agonized over his fixation with Alec’s neck and his deflect rune and one time he did something about it.

COAX THE COALS by @povverbottoms [ E | PWP | 7.4k | complete ]

Raphael, in turn, looks at the ginger root Magnus is holding and says, “Díos, this again?” “What do you mean, again?” Jace asks, looking curious. “Have we just abandoned all social rules?” Simon asks, going mostly unheard as he follows Raphael into the loft. “Does no one say ‘hi’ anymore?”

BETWEEN A MOMENT AND THE NEXT by @actuallyredorchid [ M | 1.6k | complete ]

While Clary and Simon look for the Book of the White in Camille’s apartment, Alec and Magnus go off on their own to check the perimeter.

(Missing scene to episode 1x13)

GOOD NEWS TRAVELS A LITTLE TOO FAST by @gideonhardwood [ T | 2.7k | complete | Lightwood-Bane Chronicles series #2 ]

Jace and Clary are finally engaged to be married. The only hitch is that Jace still hasn’t told Alec, and everyone else already seems to know.

HOLD ONTO ME (CAUSE I’M A LITTLE UNSTEADY) by MagnificentlyMagic [ T | 30.3k | complete | I’m overcome in this war of hearts series #1 ]

His parabatai rune was burning, not with death, or injury, but with betrayal.

AFTERNOON WORKOUT by nyghtmare [ E | PWP | 6k | complete ]

“Well, the way I see it, you have two options. Take a shower or shut up and take me to bed.”

INTIMACY by @banes-wood [ E | 3k | complete ]

“Here, take what you want, what you need.” the warlock whispered, moving his hands to Alec’s to lace them together. Or five times Magnus and Alec failed at having intimate moments and the one time they didn’t.

DON’T GO WANDERING OFF by @one100suns [ E | 28.5k | complete | Battle Scars series #1]

After being kidnapped and used as a food source for vampires, Alec finds it hard to go back to the life he once knew. Plagued by nightmares and unable to hunt, he turns to the only person he is actually comfortable being around. Magnus Bane.

I CAN’T HELP BUT LOVE YOU (EVEN THOUGH YOU CAN BE SUCH AN IDIOT) by @justnightwingit [ T | 3.1k | complete ]

Alternatively titled: The 5 times Magnus said no to Alec’s proposal, because seriously what the heck Alec you don’t propose at times like those.

DEAD MEN TELL NO TALES by @lecrit [ M | AU | 17.5k | complete ]

Magnus looked up when Alec stopped in front of the rusty gate and quirked an eyebrow upon seeing him. “Your Highness,” he muttered, deadpan. “Don’t,” Alec sighed. “Aren’t you afraid to tarnish your royal blood by coming to visit a pirate?” Magnus continued, his lips twitching with the beginning of a smirk, lacking the humor Alec had witnessed so many times before. His mesmerizing eyes told a different story, though. They were defeated, tired and it only made Alec feel worse. “I tried to explain it to them but they wouldn’t listen,” he murmured in a desperate attempt at defending himself.

In which the prince of Idris and an infamous pirate find themselves stuck together on a deserted island and have to face the consequences when they get back on land.

anonymous asked:

hii, i love your headcanons, what are your thought on the relationship between izzy and max?? thanks xx

- max adores izzy, to him izzy is like this princess warrior. she’s like all the superheroes he reads about in his comics who are smart and beautiful and brave.

- max is like izzy’s little shadow and he follows her around the institute. max will try to be discreet and not get caught by her and izzy always knows he’s there but goes along with it, pausing every so often to dramatically look around as if she’s searching for someone and she can’t help but smile when she sees max dash to hide behind a large plant.

- max can only keep quiet for so long so when izzy hears him giggle, she always loudly asks whoever she’s talking to (usually it’s alec and jace) if they heard something too and when she hears max’s loud gasp and sees him running away, she chases after him and tickles him until he’s thrashing around in her arms, laughing.

- max always gets izzy to style his hair for him because he wants to look cool and according to max, the way alec and jace do their hair is not cool but izzy’s always looks good so it is now her responsibility. izzy just laughs softly at her little brother while jace and alec just look offended.

- max loves cuddling izzy because she always hums or quietly sings a spanish lullaby to him while she hugs him tightly and it always sends max into a peaceful sleep.

- max will always play with izzy’s hair when she’s upset because he’s seen his older brothers do it so many times before and knows it comforts her, he’ll also offer to do her hair for her which ends up with clips and hair ties tangled in her hair but izzy never minds, she always tells max she absolutely loves it

- max always brags to everyone about izzy being his sister and how she’s the smartest person at the institute and the best pathologist in New York and how she can take a demon out with her whip in 0.2 seconds because max looks up to her and loves her so much and thinks izzy along with his older brothers are the best people in the world.

Remember that we almost got Matthew daddario playing jace instead of alec

Sometimes I just get chills thinking that we almost didn’t have the wonderful Matthew daddario who has such great chemistry with harry shum jr when playing Alec and Magnus and is just the perfect Alec salty lightwood we could have ever dreamed of and instead could have had him play jace. Not saying that Matthew wouldn’t nail the performance it’s just he personifies Alec and almost not having him as that is scary af Just imagine…. (shivers)

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anonymous asked:

I guess this is sorta a continuation of eposide 2x10(but pretending simon clary relationship doesn't exist cause im in denial) but do you think you could write something where simon and jace talk a little more about the fact that jace basically risked his life saving simon and jace admits his feelings for simon

hey Friendo hows ur night? mines pretty good i hope you enjoy this mass of disgusting fluff pal


The Institute smelled of burnt charcoal and ozone, like the way the air smells right before a thunderstorm, all metallic and harsh. People spoke in hushed voices as they milled around, checking off a list of the Downworlders laying on the floor, going to the infirmary to get their various wounds checked out, kneeling down and closing the eyes of the fallen Shadowhunters that dotted the Institute. It had been a couple hours since Valentine had been apprehended, but the sword was missing, and everyone that was available had already been dispatched out into the streets of New York to try and find it.

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Grief is the Price We Pay for Love

By Morgan D. (morgandeeyue)


Shadowhunters fic, based on a prompt by @dnteverdoubtme.
Jalec. Set at some indefinite point of Season 2, canon divergent.
Title from E.A. Bucchianeri, “Brushstrokes of a Gadfly”.


Alec Lightwood dies on a Saturday, two weeks before summer, at 2:48 AM.

Nobody knows where, or how, or why.

But there is no doubt whatsoever about when.

And everyone surrounding Jace knows exactly what when he suddenly drops to his knees, screaming in agony, clutching at his bleeding parabatai rune.

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The One With The Red Sweater

Malec AU drabble based on one of my favourite friends episodes. 


Izzy was worrying about her brother. Although he had never been an overly social person, the amount of time had recently put into work was starting to be ridiculous. He kept coming home late in the evening and sometimes Izzy didn’t see her brother for a whole day.

“I think Alec is working too much”, she told Jace during one their sparring sessions. “He never has time to go clubbing with me anymore and he had to cancel the date I set him up with last week.”

“Yeah?”, Jace answered distractedly, trying to punch her in the side but Izzy managed to block him easily.  “Maybe because he has enough of you trying to find him a boyfriend”, Jace laughed.

“Oh come on, I just want him to be happy! Besides, he didn’t have a proper boyfriend in like, a year and I doubt that he has much else going on right now. He needs some balance in his life.” replied Izzy and brought Jace to his knees by aiming an expertly executed kick at his left calf.  

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Anywhere - Alec Lightwood Imagine

finally got around to this request, sorry it took so long!

Can you do an imagine with Alec Lightwood where you’re being forced into an arranged marriage and he says you can runaway together to get out of it? thank you<3

hope you like it! I have a lil crush on Mr Daddario so I enjoyed writing this!

(gifs not mine)

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I paced through the winding hallways of the Institute slowly making my way toward the training room where Hodge was undoubtedly waiting patiently for my arrival. He’d summoned me from my room, apparently he held an urgent message from Idris, which I found hard to believe. I knew few people there, none of which should have any reason to reach me.

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So after 2x03 (aka Parabatai lost aka “do not leave me” sobbing on the ground) a lot of people have stated talking about the Parabatai oath, some have even stated that it sounds a lot like a marriage vow. Well I will let you know a little fact: CC did not make the oath up (this is not one of those posts). I took a class once on the history of marriage and family dynamics and my teacher actually quoted the parabatai bond from the bible and told us about its meaning historically. It is in fact used during marriage, just not to marry the bride and groom. Actually CC reversed the use of it. In the shadow world shadowhunters say it to bind there souls with a friend they want to be close with all their life. In the biblical story before marrying you would go up to whoever was number one to your fiancé before you (a bride going up to her future mother-in-law) and recite the oath to them. This was to ask for their support and blessing in your marriage and as a promise that once you are married, you had no intention of ever taking your shared loved one away from this person; you wanted all of you to be a family together.

I find this fascinating when you look at relationships in the shows. Why does Alec hate Clary so much? because Jace spends so much time with her and Alec is scared of being replaced. Does Clary have any intention of taking Jace away from Alec? No, she wants to share him and has tried on many occasions to befriend Alec herself. In the books Jace and Magnus never really try to be more than allies to each other, though in the show we have that beautiful scene where they both comfort each other over Alec’s condition and they are supposed to have a moment/moments together in 2x08 so hopefully they will become friends. heck even the suggenes role in shadowhunter weddings ties into the parabatai bonds old meaning. It is not always a father who gives you away, it is whoever is most important to you. Alec wants Jace to do it right after they make up, and nothing suggests that he has even thought about who is supposed to be his suggene until he and Jace are good again. heck regardless of the fact that Alec and Lydia do not get married after she supports Alec in  coming out Jace goes up to her and says “ you are one of us, stay forever if you chose.”

a-rosewood-by-any-other-name  asked:

OOC: If it helps, I was one of the ones that said no to the poor golden boy being in anything with that psycho. *hugs* But what you wrote is awesome, even if Jace did suffer. Is it bad that I hated Jace in the books but in the show (and more specifically in this AU) I just wanna see him be happy and with whomever he wants to be with in a loving relationship (be it Clary or Maia in the show or Abner(sp?) or whoever won the poll in this AU.)?

[It’s not bad at all, I totally get it. And in this AU Abner did win the poll, so they’ll be introduced soon. When that happens Jace and Abner’s storylines will intercede as well as be their own. That’s when Jace will really start to put himself back together and find the happiness he deserves.]

Thoughts on shadowhunters 1x05
  • kat's gradually improving her acting
  • Clary being a brat and annoying my baby
  • Jace is being a fucking asshole and need to calm his face
  • Izzy ur mom is a bitch, u can fuck whoever u want (go for Simon please) we still love u
  • Simon, oh our adorable dork of all Brooklyn dorks, the sass is so real I love it
  • Alec, just keep being u i love u u did nothing wrong okey don't let the big bad Jace bring u down he's being an assface
Malec Fanfiction Recs (Vol. 2)

(Make sure you read the tags before you read and I’ve marked all explicit fics as such.Bold titles = absolute personal favorites)

Messy Lairs by kuro1neko2kun (Magnus may have a little problem controlling himself when he and Alec are getting it on. People are starting to notice how messy his apartment has gotten.)

What Are We? by punkbean (Alec Lightwood is sick of being the family disappointment. When his father tells him that they have an upcoming family get-together, he decides that the best way to impress people will be to have a boyfriend. Now he just has to find somebody willing to pretend with him.)

Four Times Alec and Magnus Didn’t Get Married, and One Time They Did by MouseBouse (In which Alec and Magnus would never even have thought about marriage had there not been for those weirdly nosy relatives. SeriesPart 2 of Four Times)

A Shared Life (The Malec Drabble Alphabet) by RadientWings

Worth Fighting For by christinawithav (Watching Jocelyn and Luke after she awakens helps Alec realize something.)

I get to love you by Angel_of_the_Winchesters (Alec gets upset after Magnus defends him while helping the squad. they have an argument at Magnus’ place that ends in fluff.)

An Unexpected ‘I Love You’ by tearsandholdme (Isabelle has a habit of seeing the things she shouldn’t and Alec and Magnus are hopeless at being discreet.) 

Sweet Delight by MalecManiac21 (Magnus once told him that Alec loved like he fought.Alec disagreed.)

Your Circle membership is showing by theleftboobgrabber (Maryse pushes too far and Alec snaps.)   

Torn Asunder by Tinalia (Magnus makes a move to stop Alec’s wedding, but the event descends into chaos when Valentine’s army of rogues show up.)

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Be With Me So Happily. Chapter 1

“Are you nervous?” You ask your best mate since you were little. “A little. I mean what if I’m good, but not good enough.” He sighs. “Harry. You are good enough.” You smile. ‘You’re just saying that because you’re my best friend.“ He laughs. "Okay, maybe a little bit, but you are good.” You smile. “Even if you don’t make it this time, it won’t be the end.” You say. “You can just try again.” You say. “Will you proud of me either way?” He whispers looking over at you. “Of course I will be.” you smile. He smiles and kisses your cheek. You laugh. “Now, if you do make it, you’re not going to forget about me are you?” You whisper. “No. I could never forget about you.” He whispers. “Promise?” you whisper back. “I promise.” He smiles. “You better not, or I’ll hunt you down and kick your ass, Styles.” You smirk. He laughs. “I know.” He says. “It’s getting late. I should probably head home.” you sigh. “Okay. I’ll walk you.” He says. You smile and get up and he takes your hand and you both walk to your house. “I’ll call you when I can.” He whispers. You smile and nod. “Sorry, I couldn’t come. You know how my mum is.” You laugh. “I know.” He says before hugging you and you walk inside your house. It was about 1am and you couldn’t sleep. You sigh and got off your bed and grabbed your coat before heading down the street to his house. You snuck back to where the window to his room was and called him. “Whaat?” he mumbles. “I’m outside. Let me in.” You whisper. “Y/N. What are you doing here?” He whispers. “Just do it.” You say. “Oh fine.” He says and soon you hear the backdoor opening. You run inside. “Is everything okay?” He asks when you walk in. “I’m fine. I just, I couldn’t sleep.” You say. “Well, come on.” He says and sneaks you up to his room. “Why couldn’t you sleep?” He yawns laying on his bed and looking at you as you take off your coat and shoes. “Because I couldn’t let you leave tomorrow without telling you something, just in case it’s a long time before we see each other again.” You sigh. He sits up and looks over at you. “It must be important if you came all the way over here at 1 in the morning.” He says. You nod and walk over and sit next to him. “I’m taking a big risk here and I just really hope this doesn’t ruin our friendship and I-” You say rambling. “Y/N. Just tell me.” He says. You sigh and look over at him. “I love you.” You say. “I love you too, Y/N.” He smiles. “No, Harry. I mean. I love you. Like more than a friend, the can’t eat- can’t sleep, reach for the stars, over the fence, world series sort of love.” You whisper. “And I understand if you don’t feel the same way or whatever, but I just I needed you to know because I didn’t want to spend the rest of my life saying what if, and I-” You start to say before you’re interrupted when you feel him kissing you. It takes you a bit to respond but you find yourself wrapping your arms around his neck as you both kiss. “Does this mean you feel the same?” You whisper. “I do.” He smiles. “And I can’t believe you used that quote from your favorite movie, that we had to watch over and over again.” He laughs. “Hey. I told you I was going to use that one day.” You giggle softly. “You did.” He smiles. “So, what does this mean?” You whisper after laying down next to him and he wraps his arms around you. “We pick up where this leaves off whenever I get back.” He whispers. “And I will be back for you. I promise.” He whispers. You smile a bit and he kisses you again before you both fall asleep.

Fast forward 4 years later and you were living in London working at your favorite bookstore while you were attending University. You woke up having that same dream again. The dream that was reality. The reality that your best friend never kept his promise. He came back, but nothing was ever mentioned of that night again. Eventually, you just thought that he told you what you wanted to hear and over time you would forget that it happened, but you didn’t. You also lost touch with him over the years due to the fact that he was part of the biggest band in the world and that reminded you of yet another promise he broke, “If you do make it, you won’t forget about me will you?.” “I could never forget about you.” Lies. He had forgotten about you. The texts and phone calls went from every day to every other day, to once a week, month, and then never. They just stopped. He was busy and you understood that, but it still hurt. It also hurt seeing him in the magazines about his girlfriends or girls that appeared to be his girlfriends, you never knew what was true or not, but still seeing him with someone else hurt. It took you awhile to move on, a part of you was hoping that one day he would contact you and bring that night. The night that you told him how you felt. The night that he claimed to feel the same way. Sure, you were both young at the time and probably didn’t really and truly know what love was, but you felt something. Now, you were twenty and trying to move on. You had a boyfriend and you were happy, but you weren’t in love with him. Not yet, you told yourself. You had only been dating for a few months. You got out of your bed and took a shower before getting ready for work. You overslept, which meant you had to grab breakfast on the way. You were waiting in line at the coffee shop waiting on your food when you heard your name. You look around and smile when you see it’s Gemma. “Hi.” You say hugging her. “Hey. I haven’t seen you a while.” She says. “I know, I’ve been busy with class work.” You groan. “Which I’m going to be late for, if I don’t get going in like 5 minutes.” You laugh. She laughs. “Okay, well I’ll make this quick. I’m having a party at my house this weekend, would you want to come?” she asks. “Um. Sure. I would love too. Would it be okay to bring someone?” You ask. “Of course. Bring whoever.” she smiles. “Y/N!” The worker says. “Oh, that’s my order. I’ll see you this weekend then?” you ask. She smiles and nods and you leave. 

“So, this girl is someone you know from back home?” Your boyfriend Jace asks. “Yeah. We were neighbors and she lives in London now.” You smile. “How come you don’t hangout with her more then?” He asks. “She’s a bit older and plus I’ve been busy with school, you know.” You say. He nods and kisses your hand before you both walk up to the door to her flat. You both head inside and introduce one another before he grabs you some drinks and you both just chat with some of the guests. You look over when you see the door open and in walks Harry and Niall. You feel your heart drop and you end up squeezing your cup and causing the drink to spill out. “Oh. Babe. You okay?” Jace asks. “Uh. Yeah. I just need some napkins to get dry this up a bit.” You say. “I’ll get some.” He smiles. “This isn’t working.” you sigh. “Let me go to the bathroom and see if I can get some water on it.” You say and make your way through. After giving up and realizing that you weren’t going to get the stain out, you wash your hands and head back to the party when you run into someone. “Oh. I’m sorry.” You say. “No. I should’ve knocked to see if someone was in the toilet.” He laughs and that’s when you realize that you just ran into Harry. He looks down at you and you can see the it hits him. “Y/N?” He smiles. “Uh. Hey. Harry.” You say. “Wow. It’s been so long since I’ve seen you.” He says and goes to hug you. “Yeah, but I’m I should get going.” You say. “Is everything okay?” He asks. “Yeah. I just uh. I spilled some of my drink on me and my boyfriend is probably wondering where I am, so I should go find him.” You say. “Oh. Um. Okay, yeah.” He says. You nod and go to leave, but he grabs your hand. “It was really nice seeing you again, Y/N. You look great.” He smiles. “Thank you. You look great too, Harry.” You say forcing a smile and walking away. You eventually find your boyfriend and tell him you want to head home. You say goodbye to Gemma and walk home. Your boyfriend kisses you goodnight before leaving and you walk inside your flat and take a shower before lying in bed. You feel tears starting to form in your eyes when you realize that no matter how you tried, you were always going to be in love with your best friend, and seeing him again tonight, proved it. 

**this is the idea I had mentioned earlier about having this idea of possibly another fanfic. Let me know if you want it that way or leave it as is in an imagine!

I just have this bad, bad feeling that Lydia isn’t going to survive the finale. 

Most of us know it’s Hodge who is the mole - it’s becoming more obvious especially when discussing Ragnor Fell and also question Magnus joining the mission. 

Jace thinks she’s the mole.

What more evidence do you need that she’s good if she dies protecting him, Alec, Izzy, Clary, whoever else? What more does he need if she dies for them and not the Clave? At the hands of Hodge? 

It’s just….I feel like that’s gonna happening. Someone talk me out of this feeling!

I don’t want that! I want her to stick around. An original character that has blended in well with the main, well known, characters. She’s not only sweet (fangirling over Magnus) she’s badass (have you seen those biceps?) and Alec needs a friend that has no lingering attachments, an objective friend, they could be badass bffs, please? And her and Izzy could be badass warrior queens fighting together? Her and Jace could lowkey harmlessly fight for bff status?

EDITED TO ADD: Her and Clary are related, for Angel sakes!