justplainsalty  asked:

I actually tweeted at Simon asking when they would write Matteo out of the show because I'm so upset by him and how bloody unprofessional he is. Then my friend temporarily disowned me so I deleted it :(.

i find the whole fourth-wall-destroying twitter thing terrifying so i’m not going to think about that part of this ask at all but

i actually REALLY want McFucko to stick around long enough for Jac’s revenge to be served ice cold, but he’d better remain an absolute hateful villain who stays the entire fuck away from romantic partner. Like I want this just escalating terribleness where Jac becomes convinced he’s a serial killer and no one believes her because he’s charming the shit out of everyone else and SURPRISE: he’s a murderous psychopath who came to Holby to ruin Jac’s life and is doing so by targeting her reputation and her ward and Zosia and it ends with a physical struggle and he dies and Jac is not even one fucking bit sorry about it. 

Holby and spoilers.

I’m about to go on a little rant, forgive me. But given the winter trailer airs soon, and there seem to be some high drama spoilers found for January, vaguely involving Serena and car crash, I feel like I need to say this.

Can we please try to keep our shit together?

I don’t think I can take another six weeks (or more) of people thinking the worst, second guessing plot lines, and coming up with theories that are way off base.

I don’t think I can take the mistrust of Holby writers for that long either.

Can we try to enjoy the run up to Christmas and whatever it might bring first? With all the crazy things that are about to go down with Jac and her health, jasmine’s seemingly endless string of fuck ups, moments of Cam brilliance, and Mo hopefully giving birth with Mr T helping her through it (how long has that woman been pregnant? It feels like it’s been longer than 9 months!).

Can we just chill a little? It’s perfectly fine to have moments of panic, but the thing that worries me is how unhealthy it gets. I speak for myself too. I saw a fic this morning which spoke of the car accident spoiler, and then I couldn’t rest until I’d found what it referred to. (Side note, that was hard. Apparently tivo has spoilers for the next six weeks). There’s enough going on in people’s lives to worry them, without getting anxiety from TV shows too.

I think my main point is that when the trailer does air, and all hell breaks loose, just try to keep a little perspective. Don’t immediately tweet every Holby actor/producer/writer with your worries. They aren’t going to tell you anything, and it clearly gets a bit much having that intensity getting directed at them, as Simon Harper’s recent twitter absence shows.

I’m not saying we shouldn’t enjoy the spoilers. I’m not saying we shouldn’t form a protective circle around Serena and Bernie (and Hanssen, ric, dom, fletch and Morven) but can we try to keep it a bit low key.

Basically, I think we should adopt a dad’s army mantra and not panic.

anonymous asked:

How can you all be so sure it's about Jac though? You can't read Ryan's mind and didn't he break up with her in October 2005 fam?

We don’t need to read Ryan’s mind. Here’s your proof:

- It was written during the Christmas of 2005.
- Jac and Ryan were very much together at that time (there are plenty of pictures of them next to a Christmas tree and wearing cute Santa hats)
- He talks about dreaming about someone and then one day waking up next to them aka he literally stalked Jac online for months and couldn’t believe his lucky ass was with her.
- He talks about that person biting his neck a lot, when they were together his neck was always covered in love bites and they took pictures together with Jac biting his neck.

P.S. Ryan didn’t break up with her. She did. Because he cheated on her (she confirmed this again recently in a podcast she has with Keltie. I love that podcast btw). And afterwards proceeded to slag her off online and on interviews saying she was talentless. Pretty classy eh? (I love his petty ass so much, but he’s a Virgo, ‘nuff said…)

You are the books you read, the films you watch, the music you listen to, the people you meet, the dreams you have, the conversations you engage in. You are what you take from these. You are the sound of the ocean, the breath of fresh air, the brightest light and the darkest corner. You are a collective of every experience you have had in your life. You are every single second of every single day. So drown yourself in a sea of knowledge and existence. Let the words run through your veins and let the colors fill your mind until there is nothing left to do but explode. There are no wrong answers. Inspiration is everything. Sit back, relax, and take it all in. Now, go out and create something.
—  Jac Vanek