Artwork for I Won’t Be the Same, by maydei
1999: Sam Winchester runs away from home at the age of sixteen. On a bus to anywhere, he meets Lucifer, and the two weave cross-country together in a brief but passionate affair.
2014: Sam is successful, engaged, and unhappy. He makes one last-ditch attempt to find Lucifer again. He’s got no last name and no address. All he does have is an old picture and the memories of every place they went together.
Warnings: Consensual Underage Sex, Unsafe Sex, Smoking, Violence, Car Crash, Panic Attack, Suicidal Ideation, Homophobia
Artist’s note: It was a pleasure working with maydei. I haven’t drawn either of these characters much and it was wonderful to be able to tackle both of them on- especially in a manner that had me drawing them at different ages.