ive-been-so-miserable

  • Enjolras: [breathes]
  • Grantaire: 👌👀👌👀👌👀👌👀👌👀 good shit go౦ԁ sHit👌 thats ✔ some good👌👌shit right👌👌th 👌 ere👌👌👌 right✔there ✔✔if i do ƽaү so my self 💯 i say so 💯 thats what im talking about right there right there (chorus: ʳᶦᵍʰᵗ ᵗʰᵉʳᵉ) mMMMMᎷМ💯 👌👌 👌НO0ОଠOOOOOОଠଠOoooᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒ👌 👌👌 👌 💯 👌 👀 👀 👀 👌👌Good shit

me: HAPPY!!

me the next few seconds: im.. so miserable… iv e …. never been ths sad b4 in my life….

me in another few seconds: IM SO MOTIVATED IM GOING TO TAKE SO MANY HARD CLASSES NEXT SEMSTER AND BE SUPER SMART AND GET INTO A UNIVERSITY!!!

me in literally less than two minutes: i…. hate myself….. i dont do anything right and i want to die…..

me again: I LOVE EVERYONE!! MY FRIENDS ARE SO GREAT AND I NEVER WANT TO STOP TALKING TO THEM!!!

again, me very soon after: i hate everyone and i want to be alone forever under a rock

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TODAY WAS ONE OF THE BEST DAYS OF MY LIFE
seriously south by so what was just…..wow. ive been so miserable so getting to come home was a treat. having a friend that buys me tickets to see my fav bands is even better. getting to jump around & yell the lyrics to our fav songs is literal therapy. i usually feel so ready to die but today i am SO HAPPY TO BE ALIVE

-sorority noise had a sick set & their lyrics truly touch my heart (and i cant wait to hang up their flag in my dorm)
-seeing major leagues last show in tx was a lil heartbreaking
-RUNNING INTO DAN FROM REAL FRIENDS AND GETTING TO HUG HIM AND WOOOOWWW I CANT BELIEVE THAT HAPPENED !!!! LOVE OF MY LIFE MY EVERYTHIN MG
-meeting derek from sc again
-sneaking into neck deeps VIP signing & meeting them 😩😩 like srsly holy shit that band is next level
-getting kicked in the head by crowd surfers multiple times :-) during sc set :-)
-MANAGING TO GET BARRICADE FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY WHOLE LIFE FOR NECK DEEP
-neck deep performing smooth seas dont make good sailors ???? & head to the ground ??? & lime st ??? singing along w my fav ppl?????
-watching araceli give rsg her painting 8(


im gonna remember this for such a long time. so blessed. sometimes id rather be alive than dead. everything is cool man. wow, what a great day.