ive always wanted to do this tbh

anonymous asked:

i know its kind of a taboo thing to diagnose yourself with a mental illness but i really really relate to things ive read online and even on your twitter about bpd how do i know i feel like i at least have to know but i also don't want to find out that i'm faking it

this is one of my favorite subjects, tbh. just because i feel like people are always polarized on this and we don’t have to be. okay. this is my personal stance, i’m willing to discuss this, so please don’t take what i say as fact, or yell at me for being wrong. just tell me what you think. im so sorry im so wordy

so first of all, a disorder is born out of something that naturally exists. take depression: “sad” is a feeling. “numb” sometimes happens. sometimes you dont want to get out of bed. people occasionally have Days. But. it’s an issue if it’s excessive, disruptive (hence the term disorder)/hurtful. ocd isn’t being “neat.” borderline personality disorder is a topic you’ll see all over tumblr… people love to reblog bpd posts bc they’re so “relatable.” “oh! i miss people too! i’m clingy! haha cute :-)” but really like. bpd will make life very very challenging. it’s not cute or relatable. elements come from natural characteristics, but are deepened. like comparing light pink to magenta. they’re similar but they’re not at all the same. yanno? so-

-so my first thought on selfdx is that you should never!!! rush!!!! it really frustrates me when “depression” and “suicide” become trendy among teenagers. it encourages self destructive behaviors because it’s just “what you do.” it’s not to be taken lightly. these labels are not romantic. it’s this really tough balance between releasing stigma without turning it into a cute snapchat filter, yanno? so. if you’re going to look into selfdx be very very careful. go very slowly. 

so do so with a shit ton of research. i self diagnosed before official diagnosis, and i haven’t stopped reading about bpd in a couple years. i have about three books on the floor and several safari tabs up on my phone at all times. part of this is because i’m convinced i’m faking, and i hope i’ll stumble across that key. but the thing is, research, if done correctly, thoroughly, and honestly, will be the most surreal thing you ever do. holy. fucking. shit. i get goosebumps every single time. all these things that are pulled straight from my mind and my view, are in black and white. often these are things i never could have identified as abnormal; like last night i found an article about symptoms not often discussed, and it included not being able to comprehend measurement units and time? i never realized that was a thing, but it makes sense. so anyway. it will be frightening and enlightening and cool and nerve wracking and interesting. it’ll make you want to disappear and crawl out of your skin and want to meet others like you, all at once. be very honest. read and read and read and talk to people who are diagnosed. examine this.

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picnic-crossing  asked:

I want to hug you all the time tbh ;u; your art is super precious and youre adorably sweet Ive always wanted to know how you draw eyes cause its like my favorite part of your drawings but I'm also a little nervous to ask in case you aren't comfortable sharing.. but if you are do you think you could do a small eye tutorial?? ackkk im sorry 🙈 I can tell Im gonna regret sending this but I appreciate your blog and art and you so so much

hello sweet blossoms! ♡ ahh no worries, you’re too cute! let me give you a huge bear hug aww! (⊃ˆ❍ˆ(͈´ᵕ`͈✿)

I never imagined I’d get a nice message like this about the way I draw eyes, I’m flattered! (﹡ᵗ ꒳ ᵗ ﹡) I don’t really know what to say~~ ah! ♡

for my animal crossing styled chibis, I personally think the way I draw eyes is a little simple and straightforward 💦 I just kind of go with the basic shape of which ever eye I’m drawing! …and add a sparkle! ✧ so to me, they aren’t really unique or stand out much! (ꈍ ꒳ ꈍ)ゞ

(@mayor-aby, @cupcakecrossing and @mayor-peachy all have very amazing, super detailed, and unique eye styles! I looove the way they draw eyes~! ♡ they are my favorites! ♡)

SWEATS 💦 so because my eye style is rather simple, I’m really sorry that this tutorial is kind of short and basic~~ |ω`)゚・ (I’ve also never made a tutorial before so I hope this is okay!! ♡)

I don’t really think I’m the best for this, so I’m really very sorry! but I hope this helps at least a little bit maybe! (ˊ̥̥̥̥̥ ᗨ ˋ̥̥̥̥̥)و ̑̑ if you have other questions on this, feel free to ask! ♪

thank you again and good luck my dear!! ♡

two sleepy cats tuckered out from a long night studying and game-strategising (๑^ ↀᆺↀ ^๑)

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anonymous asked:

chessy (autocorrect is trying 2 change your name 2 cheesy 🧀😡) i just want to say that you're so so well spoken and relatable how are you able to tap into this part of yourself and like accurately articulate the things you feel i admire it so much!!! so much tension builds up in me when i can't describe how i feel do you have any tips for writing more eloquently? sorry if this is a silly question but you're truly so talented like i've been thinking about this all week you should be a writer

ur so kind!!!! tbh ive always just had this fear of awkward silences so i tend to just babble my stream of consciousness

anonymous asked:

this virgo i used to date (it didnt work out for me) now wont give me my clothes back. I want them back mostly cause its easier for me to move on. But he wont answer to any of my texts, ive tried telling him that its important to me. He is always the first to see everything i post on snap, insta and etc. Do you have any idea why he is doing this? is it just to fuck with me or cause he aint wanna let me go? hes a pisces moon, leo venus, virgo mars btw

sounds like he’s just being petty and likes the attention tbh

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constcllatcd  asked:

highkey been wanting to rewatch bh6 since following u?? its been a good year since ive last since seen it. im abt to do it rn. ty for existing

ayyyyyyy i’m glad my blog inspires people to watch bh6 tbh
and hoo boy a whole year??? man it’s been like. a couple weeks maybe?? since i last saw it???? lol i love bh6 so much it’s not even funny but anyway!! i hope you enjoy it my dude! feel free to scream @ me about it ‘cause i’m ready to talk about bh6 at literally all times :’)

the signs at a concert
  • aries: having the best night they will ever have in their entire life; super passionate
  • taurus: just stands there DO YOU EVEN KNOW WHAT A CONCERT IS
  • gemini: WONT STOP TALKING ABOUT HOW EXCITED THEY ARE WE GET IT SHUT UP
  • cancer: cries of happiness
  • leo: on stage tbh
  • virgo: always front row
  • libra: has no idea why they even came; enjoys it tho
  • scorpio: idk ive never been to a fall out boy concert sorry
  • sagittarius: sings the loudest of all
  • capricorn: takes videos of everything
  • aquarius: knows all the words
  • pisces: brings like a thousand oF THESE HUGE SIGNS GODDAMMIT WE WANT TO SEE THE PERFORMER NOT UR BIG ASS SIGN