there's a lot I could write right now;
a lot I could write about my band friends. a lot about how they changed my life. a lot about how I still can’t wrap my head around the fact that they’re all seniors. a lot about how I’m not going to be okay when they graduate in June.
there’s a lot I could write about how these people are band to me. hell, they’re high school to me. I don’t know how to survive without them, and I don’t know how to let them go. I would not be the same without almost each and every one of these seniors, every single one of them has some special meaning to me.
there’s a lot I could write about how Mara and Taylor are my best friends, and even though they can pick on me sometimes, I still love them. a lot I could write about how much I look up to them, how literally perfect they are. a lot I could write about how I don’t know what next year is going to be without them. walking into that band room on the first day of school and not being able to run right to them is going to kill me. and when I first realized that a few months ago, the fact that I’m not going to see these people H period every day, it was such a foreign concept to me. it still is.
so I guess there’s just a lot I could write about how much these people mean to me, but I don’t think I could ever really, truly put it into words.