I cant do this
Shattered into so many pieces
I’m not even sure I can be put back together
I’m a burden
On people, On life, On society
They’re right, All of them
Although I try as hard as I possibly can
It’s not good enough
I’m never good enough
I keep pushing myself, harder, and harder
I feel I’m climbing higher, and higher out of this darkness
and then snap-
you cut me short
and I tumble
Down to the bottom
Left to climb back up again
But now I’m wondering, Is any of it worth it?
I look at my reflection in a puddle of my sorrow
Why do you make me feel this way?
You don’t know me
If you did, you would never say any of it
As I sit here in this darkness
I see how I’m viewed, how I’m valued.
Do you know what you’re doing?
You’re piling the weight on even more
Making something already bad, even worse
and thats not even the beginning
Simply put: I’m tired.
Tired of all the criticism
Tired of the ritecuel
Tired of being a burden
Tired of judgement
I’m tired of being tired
I’m tired of feeling this way
I’m tired of everything
but most of all, I’m tired of a life where people are comfortable with telling others they’re useless
tired of a world where its okay to make someone feel bad about themselves
I’m tired of living somewhere where I have to see all the pain, misery, and sadness people endure just because of the way they feel about themselves
Once we all stop judging, once we all stop hating, and once we start putting others before ourselves
thats when we can all finally stop being tired, and wake up from this daze
thats when we can all finally continue climbing higher and higher
without worrying about the fall
thats when we can all finally feel alive
and for once in our lives, finally feel free
Thinking about all the times i’ve met LT… I’m staring at my laptop like..
Guys its one of those days where your cleaning your room and every article of clothing you come across, you must put it on and be a little girl again.play dress up and take selfies